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2003 2 July :: 2.55 pm
AAAAHHHHH
god I hate being the person that I am
why is it that guys only want to be friends
it sucks
I need to change something and I wish I knew what it was
Any suggestiions?????
But ill get over it I guess
Im happy being friends with Patrick
well actually I'm not but it's better than nothing I guess.
Any word on why guys only wanna be friends Let me know
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2003 24 June :: 11.21 am
| liz | | Magic Number | 11 | | Job | Politician | | Personality | Sunshine And Blue Skies | | Temperament | As High As A Very High Kite | | Sexual | Whatever, Whenever, Whoever | | Likely To Win | A Free Coke | | Me - In A Word | Belligerent | | Colour | | | Brought to you by MemeJack |
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2003 23 June :: 11.06 am
so hey here i am again.
i am babysitting
the baby is sleeping so i am using the computer just screwing around
maybe ill go watch dawsons creek or something
anything to get my mind off something else
a big thing may or may not be happening
i am worried
something should have happened and didnt .
im extremely worried
if this certain thing dosent happen soon my life could change dramatically
really
so while worrying
i get to see my mom today
i havent seen her in 4 months all i do is work and play tennis and babysit
so im making time for mommy
we are going to lunch today then we are going shopping. it should be good
i miss my mom i can actually talk to my mom
we are fairly close
i love deidra but i cant talk to her like my mom you know
like she is not overbearing and overprotective like dad and deidra
were just really close is all
want to know something funny
a guy came to KFC and he didnt have pants on just underwear
regular underwear
i was dumbfounded
that is amusing
i dont really know what else to say
i just wanted to let you all know how im doing
im not really good
but i am good
just worried
okay
off to dawsons creek i guess
oh yeah can you all believe that thing with the U of M the affirmative action thing
that drives me nuts
im sick of it already
anyway bye
leave me a comment i want to hear from you guys
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2003 19 June :: 6.54 pm
okay i gotta update quick cuz im going to play poker
life is alright works sucks whats new
tennis is over
i am having lunch with my mom on monday ive haven't visisted with her is 4 months so this is good
harry potter comes out soon i will not be staying up until midnight to buy my copy
ill just wait to read it
i think i want to see alwx and emma or bruce almighty havent decided yet
anyway gotta go
then
bye
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2003 16 June :: 8.38 pm
hey yeah
i had a busy day
tennis
then babysitting
eyedoctor
shopping
fun fun
i got two new shirts and a pair of sandals
the in store securiry people followed us around the whole time we were in walmart
it was great
i was like im not stealing anything dickwholes
so yeah
work sucks
i need a new job
there are a few people that make working okay but that is about it
the people that make work bad
they suck
thanks justin for making it okay
i dont like patrick anymore
i get over these slight infatuations fairly quickly it seems
anyway he likes this other girl from work
that is why i dont like him anymore
plus he stuck his finger in my sandwich while him and i were on break he also stuck his fingers in my pop
what a dumass
anyway im on time restriction so gotta get
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2003 13 June :: 9.23 pm
woe i have not posted in a while
im doing okay actually
I am playing tennis a lot like everyday(i go to tennis camp)
I work oh there is this incredibly nice, hot guy at KFC and I really like him
but then im all oh liz you like everyone.
this is true but I REALLy do like him
I think he thinks im i dont know
I dont think he has any interest in me
but i think maybe in my wildest dreams
oh yeah his name is patrick hes a cook
anyway
i had to write 500 words about vulgarity that was my punishment for my profanity detentions
i got a couple of those.
oh yeah and i got a haircut
it is butchered
i look like hailey millls in the parent trap or a little dutchboy
it is way short and i am way hating it
im will never go to that haircut place again
but it should grow in time for school
its bad really ask justin
besides that works sucks but i am good
hoping that patrick stops flirting and asks me out
he flirts all the time
but im just hoping.
hope in one hand shit in the other
anywho i miss everyone
lets get together
696-3859
im never busy between the hours of 9 and 4
good hours huh
yeah so im going to watch the breakfast club
bye
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2003 5 June :: 1.39 pm
MY year
well im updating.
this will be a summary of my year my school year that is.
I lost some good friends but gained some @the same time.
My grades fell.
I started to not care anymore.
I gave away treasure.
I watched some stupid assemblies and slept through some stupid classes.
I got some mega-retarded detentions(thank you miller)
I cried a lot
i got a job
i got my license.
i got in some fights with family and friends.
I was selfish.
I played softball
I dissected a pig.
I sat through a class with no friends for a semester .
I thought suicidal thoughts ocassionally throughout the year.
I updated woohu all the time.
I played on the internet
I saw Dave Grohl
I went to a Redwings game
I bought a celine dion cd
I also bought a bowling for soup cd.
Im not sure if this year was good or not.
But i didnt have a limp so that is a definite plus opposed to freshman year.
I worried a lot
I turned 16 and had a shitty ass get together
I saw jackass the movie
I saw CKY for the first time
I fell in infatuation with exactly 4 guys.
3 of which were in my biology class
2 on the baseball team.
Maybe it was more those ones were slightly serious though.
I met a hot fry cook at KFC who later quit
I had 2 babies who I left in a garbage can.
they were twins.
I sat with Karen and Sarah noreen at lunch
I cussed up a storm and sat in detention for it
(ill be there tonight actually)
I went to 2 yes 2 school dances. ITs a miracle I swear.
I had an okay softball season but I only sat the bench once and that made it all better.
I began to slowly yet surely nonconform and after 3 years I feel ok in cedar springs.
I learned more spanish from my great spanish teacher
I realized that I never want to be a teacher for fear that I would make my students feel the way that miller makes me feel, Like shit.
I dont know if I matured.
I dont think i did
I was scared shitless by a wigger.
I cried at school for the first time ever
my house was paintballed
i downloaded tons of music
i lost weight
I talked back to a teacher.
I wrote a bunch of shitty essays because miller pissed me off to the point that I couldnt even try anymore.
i wrote a lot of poems for english that miller liked.
I rode the bus
I got new teeth
i went through 2 retainers
i got a dog named cujo
I saw bums and protestors
i went to the circus
I coped with my mom and her issues though it was hard for me.
I cried more
i stood back and let people beat on me physically and emotionally
but it was a good year
I feel like I am beginning to know a little bit more about myself and who i am
I know who my true friends are
the ones who dont tell people about what I do in my bedroom
I wore hooded sweatshirts for 83% of the year.
I wore a ponytail for 4 out of 5 days in a week
yup it was an alright year.
surpassed only by my 7th grade year.
that was the year i fell in infatuation with aaron rumple
you guys dont know i lived in indiana.
now that was good year.
but 7 minutes then one day left of this alright year.
one more day in miller's class
as happy as i am im sad
summer sucks
i am going to miss everyone
while im working on the shitty farm and at KFC at least ill have a car
and at least i know that I am the one who had to work my ass off for it
that my daddy didn't buy it for me
that would nice
newho
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2003 4 June :: 11.36 am
Hey im in Bst right now.
We are watching gone in 60 seconds Im not.
Today sucked
Mitch hates me
It's not mitch I care about though it is Cody and Joel
If he hates me it is inevitable that they will too.
Just cuz he had to bang that skeevy hoebag.
Damn him
I wasn't talking shit
I dont talk shit
anything I have to say to someone I say to their face.
Screw that and screw him
I try to be calm and people just piss me off
I am yes, in fact certain to lead a lonely lonely life.
and don't anyone say that Im just jealous.
I don't like mitch at least I haven't for a couple of weeks now.
He is an asswhole
damn it
OH and I always get stupid ass detentions that, that faget miller tells his classes about.
He has no right to do that. He should burn in hell
and my parents are pissed rightfully so of course. What can I do.
My life sucks
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2003 31 May :: 11.25 am
the Foo Fighters freaking rocked
I had the best time
Dave Grohl is an awesome stage presence
Man I cannot get over how great it was
I got two awesome tshirts
sorry Jos I couldnt find anything that I though you would like
they had poser bands and tshirts and that was it
Now I am downloading all my life since it is such an awesome song
It was so great
ahh im still excited and it is over
GRD you rock
so in other news
I have to work tonight
that sucks
spanish exam monday
that sucks
disecting pig
hell yeah
I like somebody new now
and its not a baseball player that is a definate plus
baseball players suck ass
only one week left of school
damn this year flew right by
I still feel like we are in the first quarter
I love summer but all im gonna do is work so I would rather be in school but at least Ill have some money
mayber I ll get a flipping car
eventually it will happen
although I am pretty sure that along with being alone I am destined to spend eternity riding the god forsaken bus.
yeah
so now that my excited about the foo fighters yet bitchiyness is gone
ill be back later yeah
all my life ive ben searching for something something never satisfies.........................
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2003 27 May :: 8.22 pm
so yah
here i am
i am in such a great mood
i am talking to my best friend from childhood weve known each other since we were 5 and we never talkj anymore i miss her so much. we are going to get together soon i hope.
she lives in Alma
I GOT THE TICKETS to foo fighters
SOOOOO Excited
my dad is the mega best.
the only way my life could get any better is if cody called right now but im on the net so that is not happening.
ahh im am having such a great day
unless i think about softball and how pissed lindsey must be at me
im so stupid sometimes
in case you know the story I should just mind my business and everything
she should have the shirt
im sorry linz
anyway gotta go in case cody calls
yeah great day. woohu
make my way back home and learn to fly
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2003 16 May :: 8.14 pm
hey havent updated in awhile been "busy"
we won our softball game. well the last 5 outof 7 so thats good. we just beat kenowa hills though and that my friends was a sweet sweet vicktory, I successfully went for a couple of hours, well maybe minutes not thinking of HMhm (If I wanted you to know I told you) and I feel alrigth the initial shock of losing 16 years o goodness has worn off. I think im back on cody again though or maybe im just looking for a decoy whatever. but I feel a little better.
he dosent want a relationship which is bummer. cuz i really like him. not cody the other one. I think I just like baseball players maybe. no that can't be it. but Im glad I finally got on woohu and can rant a little all of everybody is sick of hearing it.
Oh and I hate Jake Mol.
He lies
He was caught on tape lying. So don't listen to what he says about me.
It may be true but dont listen anyway you cant be too sure. You think you know who you can trust. You cant trust anyone on that note
tournament tomorrow and I gotta work
damn
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2003 6 May :: 7.03 pm
. I went to practice i went home
I went and shot golf balls with my good brother.
who by the way everyone is running for student senate vote for him
justin bloss
oh and uh that person who cares only of herself is at it again and she wonders.
shes like well I care nothing about anyone besides myself. I have to go cuz justin wont leave me alone.
dont vote for him
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2003 3 May :: 8.52 pm
yo its liz here.
had a softball tourny today. it sucked major ass. we lost all three games. surprise surprise. I fucked up major while catching because well I can't get the ball at my feet. this is in fact a major issue because I need o get the ball at all costs. but im pretty sure the pitcher was trying out for the golf team or something. I hit good. I did good at center but. I sucked after the first game of catching. what can you do. I tried my hardest and for a change coach said I did good. since I talked to him I think that he is going a lot easier on me . good
anyway I gotta go now. glad I dont have to work today and i am at my moms.
oh and matt brechting is totally topping the top of the hottest baseball player list.
Mitch sucks ass.
faget
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2003 1 May :: 6.26 pm
Well hello friends. How are all of you. Softball is alright I have a bad attitude apparently but hey what can you do. My family is standing here in the laundry room you know where the computer is conveniately located. I have many complints but I am in need of a serious attitude change and a loss of my sarcasm.
So therefor I need to go meditate or something. Someone reply cuz I like seeing the reply deallys in my mai9l box.
oh yeah mitch, cody, and possibly matt are hot thank you america
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