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:: 2003 4 August :: 8.13 pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Lil Bow Wow "Let's get down

dance camp!
Hey well today was the first day of dance camp. Except for the fact that it was really hot, and I totally wasn't prepared clothes-wise it was not bad at all. I'm hanging with some cool people and some of the routines are fun. So yea, not a bad day. I'm def. one of the worst, but its all good..Well i'm gonna have it all week so, i guess thinking positively is good..toodles

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:: 2003 3 August :: 9.25 pm

Schedule (as of now)
I'm going to be getting a schedule change, and getting dance instead of health, so I'm not sure how that will affect the rest of my schedule...i have no classes with bry or katherine...ahhh wat will i do w/out them?!

1) Yrbook- Rowles (yay!)
2) AP Stats (I want to get it changed to 7th..we'll see)
3) Econ- Davis...why is there 2 economics classes with 2 diff teachers the same hr...
4) Spanish- Halcomb
5) Health- Sicard
6) Chem- ?
7) Eng- Zacher

sigh...well some of it is good..but i need a class or two w/ bry!!

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:: 2003 3 August :: 4.04 pm
:: Mood: fine
:: Music: Matchbox 20 "Unwell"

My wknd
hey guys, i'm back. Anyway, obv. it wasn't the best wknd but at least its over now. Thursday- flew out, ate food, saw some fam. Friday- was the funeral..the rabbi gave a speech, then to the cemetry..okay, my religion is weird. They made our fam, nice men in suits lower the casket, and then fill up the entire grave with dirt. These poor men in suits were sweating so bad, and they were all dirty! One of my uncles was like 'ya know...i loved your grandfather up till now" Then after fam came over to the house. Sat just hung out. Then we left today- yay! You can go crazy in that house..my grandma's always talking, like never stops, and all about her and blahblah..then my uncle he laughs at EVERY single joke he tells...its like..hmm NOT FUNNY! And you just go nutty there too long. Last night i was wayy hyper and scaring bry on the fone...sry? Anyway...i'm back...dance camp tmrw :/ I hope i fit in okay with eveyrone already knowing a bunch of stuff and me NOTHING! well adios

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:: 2003 30 July :: 10.04 pm
:: Mood: okay
:: Music: Sarai "Ladies"

Ladies...hands up...lemme see you shake your stuff
Hey everyone...thanks for the support. I'll be in NY... thurs (tmrw) through sunday. I'm okay, I've only been sad a couple of times today. It just kind of..bad timing...not that death ever has good timing. I'm mad about having to miss the first couple days of dance camp where they're learning routines and stuff. I hope I will be able to learn them later. This wknd's probably gonna be majorly depressing :/ Funeral..and paying respects sitting in the house when people come over with food and stuff...

Alrighty, my day. Well after waking up to that news I went to school and got my Eaglettes uniforms and stuff. I was talking to some eaglettes and that was nice. After that I went to the physics room and found katherine and bryan <3 We then went to lunch and saw celini and sam. I had a fun time with every1...i was hyper! After lunch my mom picked me up and we went to dance depot to pick up my dance shoesies. Then I came back home and have been watching tv, talking to bryan (a lot!), and katherine a bit.

Worried about the kazaa situation...does anyone have any REAL evidence of prosecution occurring? Not just rumors? And people are telling me conflicting things and...argh!

Also has anyone heard of the show "Degrassi" on the noggin channel? I swear it is like my fav show. If anyone watches it tell me! If you don't try it from 8-9 on (my channel) 148...u don't get it with just plain cable..sry

See i'm doing okay...i'll have a bad wknd but..thats life...love you all

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:: 2003 30 July :: 8.11 am
:: Mood: shocked

just found out by grandfather died . in shock...i was just up in NY and now I have to go again...guess i will be going away for the wknd like everyone else :/

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:: 2003 29 July :: 7.05 pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Die Trying "Oxygen's Gone"

My oxygen's gone..i can't see i can't eat...
heyyy today was fun! First I met up with Dan at the bus stop...his hair is so long! We have the same cell fone which is funny. Then came along rich and rach..rich's hair is long too and those sideburns..hehe...(razor anyone?!) We then went to Taisho, a sushi place in Mission Bay. It was yummmy and just fun to hang out with everyone. On the ride home rach and I went into dan's house and it was cool...big!

Then I was hanging out and sam and katherine called to say they were coming over. yay! They came and we just hung out, looked at pics, watched "Stacy's Mom," lol fun fun. I got to see katherinnee finally :)

I was just watching Behind the Movie: American Pie. I love the american pies, but honestly how do these people star in these movies? It must be so embarassing to have liek, sex scenes with people you're not with. But oh well...they are getting paid quite nice sums so..thats just the thought of the day!

p.s....why is it that i can never make comment on others friends-only entries...plz tell me if u know, i mean i am logged in, and am obv their friend cuz HELLO, i read the entry!

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:: 2003 29 July :: 9.03 am
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Cake "The Distance"

shop till you {spend all your grandma's money}
Yesterday I went to the mall with my grandma and my god she bought me so much stuff! I got like 9 shirts, 2 jeans, boxers, and a sweater..yea...lol...it was reallllly nice of her! It was school shopping and birthday shopping. I did make about $500 this summer...:) and now i have new clothes! yay yay yay. Today some of us are finallly having our sushi day: dan-rach-rich-me. I'm supposedly starting dance camp soon, but i have no idea what's going to happen and how long I'm gonna be there. If no one calls soon I'm gonna haveta call...I mean its supposed to start tmrw! I miss amy and jess! And i still want to see my katherineeee...didya finish my purse?! sigh sigh...ladedaaaa....gonna eat breakfast!

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:: 2003 27 July :: 8.43 pm

sigh....hate mom on my back...

check out mynew woohu format...lol...i'm feeling...happy and loving?

i got the whiteness thing from u rach, hope ya dont mind!

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:: 2003 27 July :: 6.20 pm
:: Mood: so happy!
:: Music: Fountain's of Wayne "Stacy's Mom" (i loveee it katherine!)

I'm home baby!
Today was awesommeee. First i saw bryan which was amazing <3 <3 i missed him so much and it was so great to be back in his arms and see him again and it was just sooo nice :) We hung out and then went to chilis and i was just so happy :)

Then to top it off i saw some of my gurliessss christini rach sammy! so niice to see them also...we just layed around and did w/e and just had fun like old times...

Let's see yesterday I flew in and the flight was fine, then i saw my parents and i was really happy to see them! we went out for sushi and came back then i saw my doggie! :)

Thurs & Fri: Thursday was warpaint day...haha so much fun...then friday was field day...lotsa fun too...

I'm so happy to be home!

But i do miss fire island :(

oh well!

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:: 2003 23 July :: 9.21 pm
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: Sum 41 "In 2 Deep"

Cause I'm in too deeP and i'm trying to keep all the blood in my head....
Funnyness: A blonde girl enters a store that sells curtains.

She tells the salesman: I would like to buy a pink curtain in the size of my computer
screen.

The surprised salesman replies: But, madam, computers do not have
curtains....

And the blonde said: Helloooo.... I've got Windows.


Well as for my life, I'm doing okay. I'm actually getting a bit sad to be leaving Fire Island despite crazy 8 year olds and lack of friends. Weird, huh. Gotta pack...gack. (Wow so not my expression). But yea. I'm sick of being paired up to marry Riley (an 8 yr old) or Nick (my fellow counselor). Sick of having to scream at whiny kids all day. Yet I'll miss some of my kiddies and pam and casey and my auntie too. Wen i go back home, its back to ridiculous bedtimes and dumb rules :( And friendsssss and bryannnnn and doggiieeee :) So there's def pros and cons to coming back home...but regardless...i'm coming!

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:: 2003 22 July :: 3.22 pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Yellowcard "Starstruck" (just for u katherine...)

Have i mentioned my campers are INSANE?
Howdy.

Alright wknd recap: Sat layed around then saw the Hulk with pam and casey. God that movie was horrible!!! There were these two girls who when we entered the theater were like "hey!" So I was like "uh, hey." Then they were like "you don't remember us? weren't you at the beach today?" And I was like "no..." So they were like "you weren't the ones doing the baywatch runs?" (They were being stupid). Then they tried to go up to like everyone in the theater and ask their name...god, bored people. Then, Sunday I went to the beach...

Yesterday was interesting. Got to camp an hour early, cuz we were supposed to have a field trip to a place called Southwood Ho. But we got to camp and it was raining and yucky, so the trip was canceled. In the morning we had our usual monday schedule, had swimmming, dance (yea!), quiet games, and Tada. We also got a new counselor, Corey, who's replacing me when I'm gone. And in the afternoon, we got another CIT. All guys...its like couldwe get a girl here?! But anyway even with 6 counselors we can't control the kids because there's no consequences for them, so threats mean nothing.

Also, yesterday I learned that my grandfather has 3-4 months left to live because he has cancer. I was pretty upset after learning that. I kind've like to think that everyone i love is invincible, but I guess not.

Today's camp experience we painted, sang, and tried to control the god damned kids. I'm writing a note to all the kids so they know I'm leaving friday and will tip me :)

Sigh...i'm home soon everyone :)

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:: 2003 18 July :: 10.13 pm
:: Mood: quirky
:: Music: That old chorus song "I'd like to teach the world to sing"

Interesting...
One more week and i'm a florida gurl once again :)

Went off island Wed. afternoon- Thurs afternoon. On Thurs CIndy, Pam and i nwent to the mall. It wasd nice to be in a mall again :) i got jeans. On the car ride we had the cutest doggie with us, my aunt's friend's dog. Daisy was a yorkshire terrier and the cutest thing! She was 3 lbs, sooo obediant, and i just wanted to hold the lil poochie forever! In the car ride back to fire island, i played car games with other passenegers. I would pick up the doggie and wave her paw at passing cars. Also, I got into this one smiling conest wit this guy. We would keep passing on the highway and everytime I'd give a big smile and so would he. He was middle-aged so it was kinda creepy but funny.

Today was back to camp. We had a Tada performance which went okay but we got the place mixed up and were kind of late. Nick was making dead baby jokes that involved him screwing the babies...perv. We were dancing and doing the cha cha slide. Everytime you would "have to take it back now" i would totally back my booty into one of my campers, sam, hehe. It was funny. We also went in a motor boat today which was fun.

Well tmrw i'll be calling people...yay! MISS AND LOVE U GUYS!

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:: 2003 15 July :: 9.28 pm

I miss home. I miss home. I want to come home!

This is the song ym 8 yr olds are singing....
Why..am i the one everyone else picks on
Why..am i the kid they get their kicks playing tricks on
What to do
where there's no one to pass it on to
Who do you punch
when you are the puniest one in the bunch
I need somebody
that I can be real mean to and treat really cruddy
I'd like a sidekick that i'd bite and i'd kick
Whos left to share..the stuff u find special that they think is square
I asked my mother...if she and dad could maybe make a baby brother
Somebody smaller...that'd make me feel taller

isn't that a horrible song for kids to be singing?!

Here's the best song in the world...
Tada! Here we are! The greatest thing in little kids and big kids too. Tada! Here we are..making our own way. So be on the lookout wherever u go..we'll give u the BIZNESS the bizness of show...and then it goes we'll put a big smile...on u and u and u (repeats several times)

I've grown attached to those songs..how sad.

Anyway lonely up here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I MISS HOME!

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:: 2003 14 July :: 3.56 pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: Chicago "Class"

How ya doing baby...down on the farm...
Hey everyone....I miss you!!! Let's see....saturday night I babysat and it was an awesome job. It started at 10 at night, ended at 1. I played with the kids for an hour, put em to bed, watched Tv, ate their potato chips and got paid. Hell yea! $30.00 too...i am gonna get an awesome wardrobe for next school year yeaaa.

Sunday night I saw Bend It with Beckham...such an awesome movie!! So funny....go see it people! "There's a reason Sporty Spice is the only one not married...."

Today it was back to camp! Overall, it wasn't too bad of a day. The boys fought as usual, but thats expected. I danced to cotton-eyed joe and cha cha slide...i love dancing! We also learned a new "Tada" song today (its like singing class). The song is about wanting to have someone younger in u in their life so they can pick on them, bite them, kick them, and make them feel "cruddy." We had to make up motions to go along with the song and one of the lines is like 'i asked my mother for her and daddy to make me a lil brother." So Zach and i look at eachother and i make a "grease-style, uhuh" (like ur gonna get it on 2night). And it wass really funny...this song is horrible tho...my kids are violent enuf..they dont need a song to provoke them more! Also we made "gack" and "goo" gross and sticky. Well i recieved katherine's letter today...hilarious...sam- ur pic idea is so gross...yuckeroooo...well love u + mis u!!!!!

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:: 2003 12 July :: 6.12 pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: "Move your body like a snake"

And even kids will kick your shins and give you sass....
Well thursday & friday were camp days. My campers are getting worse and worse every day. Yelling at them does nothing, bodily force is the only option. Threats are meaningless. It's quite sad the quality of today's youth. I dunt know if all little kids are this way, but my kids seem exceptionally bad. I got my first paycheck though, $91.85 for the first week of camp. Not bad, i suppose. But i sure deserve every penny for dealing with these spoiled brats!

Yesterday night was interesting! First, Pam, Casey, and I went to the boathouse (it's a place where you can play games, like foosball, pingpong and stuff). So the three of us were playing foosball, and a bunch of obnoxious kids were in there. They start banging chairs all over the room and just making a ruckus. So I'm like "could u plz stop" but no they just do it more and louder. So then Pam was like "how old are you? 9?" and they're like "how old are you, 6?" And so we weren't gonna give them the satisfaction of leaving so we finished our game, then left. We donned them "the shitheads." And guess who we see later in the candy store...los shitheads. So they're like "Hey! Are you 6?" So we start talking Pam's like "Well maybe we should call my brother, you know the wrestler one that works out 3 hours every day?" So then we leave and wadya know, we see them in town. (As bryan put it, it was like a bad horror movie) So in town i go up to one and i hug him and i'm like "hey baby! let's go on a date! where should we go" (ya know trying to ward em off). Their response was to throw candy and paper at us....and keep in mind that their mom was right there....wat brats!!!!! so that was our exciting night....isnt it sad that that qualifies as an exciting night here lol.

Today i hung at the beach and had a good time listening to music and reading. Summer Sisters by Judy Blume is...interesting...quite sexual....hehe. So yea now pam is punchin me so i guess i'll go. ttyl

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