It isn't them same without you here....
Well today is 6 months and my baby isn't here :/ I miss him....I hope bryan calls soon....i love you sweetie and miss you soooo much...

Ataris "Broken Heart:...i dunt have one...but i miss my sweetie
Today i'm missing something in this small new england town....here's to you my best friend... just wanted to say i miss having you around... i'm staring at your pictures and dreaming that i could hold your hand...we walk down to the ocean and i would write your name in the sand...

Today was michael's party. A few people showed lol. We swam, hung at the beach, ate, i worked on my tan. Salt water is so annoying! (my throat was killing me).

I've been talking to sammy...haha...great convo:
TAPZIL: maybe he's masturbating
SamIAm6500Q: lmao
SamIAm6500Q: wow.. lizzie
SamIAm6500Q: actually, thats what i thought it was in the beginning..but thats a shitload of masturbating hunny lol
SamIAm6500Q: but i hope thats all it is
SamIAm6500Q: then i'll be happy
TAPZIL: u want him to be masturbating??
SamIAm6500Q: its better than him not talking for no reason
TAPZIL: wow...lol....
SamIAm6500Q: lol hey
SamIAm6500Q: !
TAPZIL: shit this isn't d/ling!!!!!!!
SamIAm6500Q: somethings dying?!!?!
SamIAm6500Q: what what
TAPZIL: downloading= d/ling
SamIAm6500Q: ohhh
SamIAm6500Q: wow
SamIAm6500Q: slow sammy
TAPZIL: :)
SamIAm6500Q: hey!
SamIAm6500Q: youre suppose to say...
SamIAm6500Q: noooooo
SamIAm6500Q: sammy, youre not slow
SamIAm6500Q: even if u are..
SamIAm6500Q: we still love u
SamIAm6500Q: lol meanie lizzie
TAPZIL: hehe :)
TAPZIL: u r slow sammy, but that's part of the reason i love ya
SamIAm6500Q: lol
SamIAm6500Q: hehe
SamIAm6500Q: yay for me
TAPZIL: yay!
SamIAm6500Q: hehe
SamIAm6500Q: where's **************
SamIAm6500Q: he needs to stop now lol
TAPZIL: lol, maybe it takes him awhie
SamIAm6500Q: lol he can atleast put up an awway message
SamIAm6500Q: gone out.. touching myself
SamIAm6500Q: lol
TAPZIL: hahahaha

I've been trying to d/l AIM and i think i did but there's something wrong with AIM and my comp. I want it back!!!!!!! wahhh...

Got report card....:( my exam grades were....so bad....i cant even believe it. At least i have A's in semester avg, cept b in bio

I'm sandy....i should shower shouldn't i?

Too much sun, fun and excercise
Wow i'm exhausted from today. First rach and i biked to christine's which that trip is always an adventure. We traded bikes, not one of my better ideas (on my part) lol. But we made it to christine's then collapsed. We ate, then picked up sam, then went and swam. We tanned and i got a bit tanner! yea! Showering was fun after lol sam ;) Then sam left, and we watched donnie darko. The more i watch it the more i like it. It was a fun day but i'm soo tired now. Bryan called and we chatted. I havent talked to amy in awhile, i miss her. well...that'll be all...but my music rocks!

There's no pizzeria!!!
Yesterday night was fun. During the day I just hung out at mi casa. Then, Katherine came over and she straightened my hair. She also stole my sunglasses and was wearing them EVERYWHERE all night. (including in the movie theater, wat a dork). Jess picked us up and after much debate (hehe) Boston Market was chosen as mour restaurant destination. (Not thai or pizza). It was really fun at boston market, with the bubbly coke, sunglasses on katherine's shirt, eyeliner in the bathroom. Then the three of us proceeded to see 2Fast2Furious. It was so funny we knew SOO many people at that theater. First we saw adam j, then jorge and mike (from loggerz), then like at least 4 kids from my student aid class last yr, and then a bunch of other loggerz people! It was such a LRCMS reunion, cept we didn't talk to anyone hehe. As for the movie, well...it was a bit exciting but I didn't really get it. Cars were niiice tho hehe. After the movie we all went back to Katherine's. We played pinp pong, then Jess left. At night Katherine and I talked to people online and listened to music. Then we watched Not Another Teen Movie- pretty fun but gross!! After that we fell asleep. This morning we beaded, i made a pretty necklace. Thanks for a great time katherine y jess (parts u were there lol). Then I left and got my haircut. It's shorter, like shoulder length and angled. Me gusta! So i'm off to a dentist appt soon...laters! xoxo

Well today was my first lazy summer day. It hasn't been bad, cept something from my last night dinner hasn't been agreeing with me and my tummy's hurt all day. Last night Christini, Rach, and I saw Finding Nemo. Yea! It was so cute .

Today has been lazy, as stated before. Watched several movies and programs. I actually found an interesting movie sometimes. I've been making myself CDS with all my cool music! Yea! I need it for wen i go to NY and don't have my kazaa. Or anytime I dont have access to kazaa. Man I'm still in my PJS- at 7:00 p.m. Oh well, no one's seeing me. I was talking with Bryan earlier, he was telling me about some of his Boston adventures. Also, Rach and I were on the fone with mr. busy dan cuz dan is packing away! hehe. Well tomorrow I think I have plans so that should be fun, if they go thro. Toodles!

Holy Guacomole!
Hey guys. Well yesterday was my dance recital. It went pretty well. I think I did pretty good, 'cept one messup...we were dancing in a circle, all facing one way, and i found that i was facing the wrong way..oopsie! Hanging out in the big room wasn't too bad cuz they had a TV hooked up so we could watch the recital. I found someone with a loggers 02-03 yrbook and looked thro it. It was pretty cute- and all in color! Nice...Anyway after the recital all my guests (my parents, my parent's friends, my grandma, and Bryan) went to Peking Tokyo, this really good hibachi (japanese restaurant). That was fun & yummy! Then Bryan came back to my house and we played Scattergories hehe. It was a good day but now bry's away :( love u sweetie...

Today was the Rapids trip lol. Instead I went shopping with mi mama...I got 2 bathing suits and sneakers- yea! Hanging out with my mom can be pretty fun. Now I'm just hanging...i gotta go clean tho! ttyl

Well, well. I survived the dress rehersal. I befriended some 5 'n' 6th graders...they're sweet..but ya know, not really people i would hang out with on a regular basis! My dance went pretty good, and my curtain card went okay as well. Today's the actual recital. Bryan's coming to watch me hehe. He'll be bored hanging with my parents, grandma, and parent's friends in the audience for a couple of hours...oh well- he wanted to go!

Looks like the rapids trip is a no- go? If it isn't we gotta get this thingie together! The next few weeks should just be chill- hanging out with my friends, bryan (wen he's here), and a couple of parties sprinkled here and there. I'm kind of excited/ scared for Fire Island- dunt know wat to expect...suppose thats good. Expectations just disappoint you. I just hope I'll make friends and have fun. Reasonable, right? I think so. I'll miss everyone tho :( Soon, I'll give u the address of where I'm staying and i expect everyone to write to me!! (I'm not sure how much computer access I'm going to have). So I'm gonna go...later xoxo

Don't wanna go to my dress rehersal...
Today I have the dress rehersal for my dance recital and i really don't wanna go. I dont have that many friends in dance and all you do is wait in a big room with a bunch of younger hyper-active kids and wait for ur dance. Grrr...and for like, 3-5 hours! Sigh...and i gotta do it tomorrow too...

On a happier note, today I went to bryan's and had fun as usual. I love you baby...and i'm right (about rappers/sports stars) Yesterday christine, rach, sam, and I met up at wendy's...(well sam, eventually). We had a lotta funnies there- sam is so blonde omg! (literally! hehe) And her lunch choice...ew...lmao. We then were walking wherever in the rain but my mom picked us up. So then we went to christine's and watched Billy Madison...hehe...funny, but retarded movie. Then we swam and discussed things...It was pretty fun. Hehe- big bootay & synchronized swimming...

That's all...off to land of boredom aka the big room where you have to wait with a bunch of younger hyper-active kids and wait for ur dance. Of course, all parts of the show I'm in start during Act II...dance 18....oh joy...hope ya'll r having more fun

My 1st Day of vacation...
Yesterday was the first day of freedom. Katherine and I decided to get together so I went over to her casa. Then we decided to go to the mall, even tho no tuvimos dinero. We did the usual, trying on wacky clothes and probly annoying the salesclerks by not buying anything. Wet Seal was cool- Katherine had a really cute skater outfit. Sephora was also pretty fun- I just helped myself to all the free samples, including katherine and my fav- eyeliner! Hehe. Also, it was funny cuz in the food court, we were eating icecream, and I was like "ya know how in maya angelou's book she just went up to some1 and said 'would you like to have sexual intercourse with me?' Wouldn' it be funny if i dared u to do that?" And the crazy gurl actually was gonna! Luckily, i talked her out of it, cheeseboy might've joked and died! lol. Also, there was these really comfy bean bags near Old Navy that were so relaxing...go try em out next time u go to the mall peeps!

After the mall, we went back to Katherine's. We went on a search for danny but he was leaving the neighborhood on his super bike wen we saw him. Oh well. Also, I couldn't convince my self to climb katherine's tree...sry! Then we talked to people online...lmao "we went to preschool together!!" At night jess came over and she was making fun of people in our yrbook...hehe...well i guess that's it for yesterday! Today I might be hanging with sammy, christine, and rach cuz it's sammy's b-day! Happy birthday!!! Te amo!!

I miss my bryan...but i'll see y tom0rrow :) love u

I'm now a sophomore!
Well, well....today was the last day of school. It was kinda weird- I really didn't feel sad or like it was the last day at all. Oh well. Debate exam was weird, and then we played charades which was amusing. The bus was empty but it was funny cuz we totally got sunil wet with water! hehe. At my stop it was raining really hard so Anne, Celine, Rachel, Christine, Sam, and I ran to my house. They were all hungry so I was running around feeding those hungry gurlies lol. We were then hanging out in my room, listening to music, reading mags, looking thro yrbooks. Then celine had to leave and then we went swimming. That was fun- we swam, played games, etc. Then Anne left, and we watched Rat Race. After that we just sat around in my room talking. It was a fun day, but now I'm tired! Oh yea lol, booty dancing, lesbian action, eaglette dancing, and use of feather boas continued lol....Tonight i have my last dance class- yea! My class has some cool people but some totally bitchy boca people so depending on who attends i only have a good time occasionally. Oh well...so i'm gonna relax till class...

Whatever
Sigh...the last few days have been a bit eventful. On Saturday, I went to Bryan's and had a good time as usual <3 <3....Then that night I had sushi! yum! On Sunday I went to the mall and got shorts, bras, and gift certificates for my gurlies. Today was, of course, an exam day and those went okay probably. This morning the bus was soooo funny with natalia playing with the condom! Katherine really liked her gift hehe happy b-day gurl! I had a really nice chat with her in history...some suprising things but a good chat nevertheless. This afternoon i had a million IM's going at once which was a bit overwhelming hehe. Its so refreshing to think that school is over in less than a day! This week is gonna be jam-packed with activites so I wont be hit with summer boredom till next week at least. Well I suppose thats alll....byebye!

Down With Love!
Well tonite katherine and i decided to see the movie "Down With Love"....let's just say it was interesting. If you like cheesy 60's, feminist movies than this is perfect for u. I happened to like it even tho some of the plot twists were just....wow. It was funny, Katherine and I were sitting, watching the movie wen a guy comes up to us and is staring at us intently....it was like "Do we know you???" It turns out he mistook us for the gurls he was with lol. But it was funny. Jeanette- if u can stand the cheesy 60's crap, it has a LOUD feminist message. Hehe. Fun fun lol katherine...well ttyl!

3 days to go...
Today was alright. Exams were sorta hard, especially math...i guessed so much on that exam omg. Spanish was okay. Be4 hanging out with every1 was fun..We got FCATS: I got 87 in reading and 99 in math...so thats good i guess. The bus was so empty today, but in a good way, who needs those south techers? lol. Celine and i talked cool cool. I finally got my pictures developed-yes so cool! Tomorrow's bio and after that, the exams r gonna be EZ! yea! Thank u bryan for all ur help and support...toodles!

No more odd day classes :)
Today was alright. Rained as usual (for these days). In the morning i saw bry :) yea....but then dr.z totally yelled at us and embarassed us, well mostly me. :( I got a 94 on a spanish test which was really cool, i dont do well in spanish usually. In math we hung out. Bryan shared his parents and pervertedness shouldn't stories. lol. In Bio, Katherine and I listened to her music and she made me listen to Michelle Branch's "All you wanted" like 3 times and i was dancing and it was funny lol. After bio bryan and i walked out of mr.hock's into the grass and i fell in the wet grass not once, but twice! argh my pants were wet after hehe. Bus was kinda fun, with the rain and adam's junior american idol impression. Also we were remiscning about old times lol...

Yesterday I went to a memorial day party at Leah's. Michael, Leah, Emily, eric, sara, and i hung out. That was fun, gerbils hehehe...well i g2g bye!

Not a sunny day today...
Hello my hungry hungry hippoes. I'm hungry and i have a lobster dinner (my fav!!) in a half hour or so...yea :) Today I hung out and stuff and also went to Bealles. I got two pairs of flipflops they're so cute, yea! Also bryan called today and it turns out MTV Beachhouse was throwing they're kickoff the summer party at the Hamptons, the mansion next to where Bryan was staying. Bryan went to the party and he met/saw Quddus, Carson Dailey, Lala...isn't that so cool?! OMG i wish i was there...and good charlotte is performing tomorrow but he's coming home tomorrow!!! THAT WOULD'VE BEEN SO COOL to be there mannnnn...so everyone watch the show on sat from 12-2....maybe we'll gatch a glimpse of bry :) hehehe love u and every1 and yea i'm hungry!!!!!!