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:: 2003 24 May :: 5.41 pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Simple Plan "Addicted"

I can't say I enjoy being molested....(by a 3 yr old nontheless!!)
Whew...so much fun the last few days. School yesterday wasn't great, I missed bry :( Wore my hair natural and some people were confused. We finished up Schlinder's List :( sad, sad movie. The bus was pretty fun, Sam, Sunil, Adam, and I lol, poor sammy, I tried to save ya :) Then after school the gurlies (rach, christine, sammy, and i) decided to have a sleepover at Sam's. We had a lot of fun, especially wen Liz, Sam's 3 yr old sister was around....Sorry, but that gurl is the most perverted thing ever. She grabbed my boobs (REPEATEDLY!), my "toostoos", "my peepee" (haha best word), and I just felt very dirty lol, raped by another Liz. Especially since u guys provoked her so much!! It provided much amusment for eveyrone else tho..yay lmao. At night we watched music videos and booty-danced to them hehe. Christini was just watching us getting freaky...then we were in liz's room and the whole "what smells?" "my peepee!" Ay caramba, wat a sick sick child. At night we watched American Pie (yea, finally!) but every1 fell asleep and I was laughing and looked at every1 and every1 was just snoozing..then sam's parents came home and i went to sleep. This morning we just hung out, had many tickle fights, massagie type things, more liz lesbo entertainment...so it was pretty fun....katherine i'm really sorry about today :( i called and u like weren't home so...hope u got my message...

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:: 2003 22 May :: 9.49 pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: jeanette's "uh-oh song"

Another acount of scary eyeliner day
This morning I walked into school, not knowing what would occur. I thought it would be a normal day as usual, minus Bryan :( (l&m ya lol) But no...the madness started wen katherine was putting on eyeliner. I decided I wanted to have some too...uh oh uh oh....Katherine began applying it on me to the protest of my blinking eyes....alas! She applied it other times throut the day! It actually looks pretty damn cool, despite being a bit smudgy :) hehe...so yea...then in bio the madness continued! We were designing my house! Ay caramba, all my wacky ideas from dancing halls to fishies in poolz to the flower toilets...i wanna leave there for real :) hehe it was like old times, katherine and me being insane and silly and it was fun :) TV!! (with hand motions and voice...lol) Okay, enuf with my weird-o tone. Anyway today 2 ?'s were asked frequently to me...1) "Where's Bryan? 2) Are you wearing eyeliner?! lol...

After school was eaglette's practice. Argh, I hate the fact that I have a really hard time opening up to people I'm not comfortable with. I mean around my friends, I can be crazy and hyper and totally outgoing. Around new people, I'm such a shy person, which is not the real me at all. I need to open up but I dunno I just find it challenging. The dancing itself was kinda ehh today. I like the stand routines, they're fun, but the not socializing thing was bringin me down a lil. After practice it was pouring....we had a parent info meeting in the library and outside the media center it is just soaked. Its not a puddle, its like a gushing river! eek. The parent meeting lasted sooo long omg. Eaglettes is pretty expensive, and u have to do all this fundraising and stuff. And in uniform ur not allowed to "embrace a boy"....:( well, i'll wry bout that wen it comes....Sigh...i gotta go shower and stuff...love <3

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:: 2003 21 May :: 7.21 pm
:: Mood: relaxed
:: Music: Mae

Well then....
The last two days were alright. After finishing my hard tests yesterday, these two days have been a breeze, school- wise. Just watching movies, free- time, easy stuff. Today we had the "Eagles for Excellence" assembly. Got out of debate, but still managed to do my daily jigsaw hehe. The assembly was okay, I got called up once. Congrats to others who won awards! The baton twirling and the C-4 band were entertaining lmao. I just could not stop laughing with the C-4 band!

Drama's been making its round as usual. People, just talk to whoever's bothering u or about watever's bothering u. That's wat I think anyway. Feel better :)

Had Eaglettes practice today which was actually pretty fun. I got a big sis, but she wasn't there today. I'm starting to see more people I want to get to know better. We did some stand routines and a "tell everything about urself" game today. U got m&m's and however many u got, u had to tell that many facts about urself. Tomorrow I have practice too. I'm getting a tad more flexible which is cool. I'll be in really good shape by the end of next yr :)

Bryan- i'll miss u :( i looove you, email/ call as much as u can....

also, inspired by rachel, redid my woohu...comment if u wish :)

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:: 2003 19 May :: 4.27 pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Bowling For Soup "Valentino"

I love my bus....
Haha the bus was so fun today- goldfish throwing, seat thingie throwing, sammy raping me, everyone tickling eachother/throwing things...hehe so much fun. The rest of the day was aight. Took some pics :) Debate was fun- jigsaw puzzle wars and spit competitions and neil reminiscing on some of his memories. so all in all, good day :)

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:: 2003 16 May :: 10.12 pm
:: Mood: tired/disappointed/happy
:: Music: Mae "This is the last time"

Gotta love spontaneous Fridays...
Well after this whole yucky week of me being, well, not my happiest, today was a pretty good day. School actually had some good things...1) We finished "La Catrina" (finally!!) 2) The art show was fun(ny)....bryan taking the pic of the random guy! 3) LAST BIO LECTURE EVER! Hehe yea :) Today I was supposed to go to the movies with Amy but then she canceled than uncanceled but i wasn't there to get the message- sry! (yrbook hunt was fun yesterday lol amy). Anywayz on the bus it was quite amusing...christine was trying to take a pic of sunil...and her camera literally wouldn't. Then christine was able to take pics of both me and adam, a couple of times. So adam was like "haha it wont take the pic cuz ur brown sunil!" And that actually seemed to be true, it wouldn't take a pic of sam either. (It wasn't racist it was funny...love u guys!!) Then after school rachie and i went to samela's house hehe. We ate "healthy food" till we discovered oreos...yummy! Then sammy took a shower and rachel and i pretended to sleep and "snore" (lmao!!) to get sam's lil sis, liz, to stop drumming loudly. Then we tried on sammy's cool hydrabras lol....hehe...then rachel went to work on sam for her band banquet, rollers, makeup, the works. I helped sam tweeze a few hairs and horribly polished her nails :) Sorry people, i'm just not artistically skilled! But rachel made sammy look so pretty in the end, the curls were so awesome! Then celine came over looking all prettyful too. Then rach and i were supposed to go home but we never ended up going home, like sam's mom didn't turn into our neighborhoods...so...we tagged along for the ride to the banquet and picked up dan too. We listned to chicago music (oh yea!) and it was fun but then we got to the banquet and everyone was all dressed up and pretty and rach and i r in our school clothes and looking, well, not like every1 else. And we REALLY wanted to go to the banquet but we couldn't....we didn't have the right apparel (lol bry!! mwah) and also didn't pay :( So we had to go back home and we both wanted to go to the party so much. Hope you had fun guys...:/ Then rach and i went back to her house and watched 2gether and jailbait....hehe...then while waiting for my mom's car funyn things happened...the garage door slammed on a car...and we thought it was my mom and i was all ready to go, but no, the car pulled up into a diff. drivewa and i dunno it was really funny. Oh yea, katherine, i'm growing attached to ur fishy....hehe...you're never getting it back!!!!! (hope ur having fun at the matrix, u too jess :) so thanks for the fun <3

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:: 2003 14 May :: 6.37 pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: Mae "Sun"

C'mon....is school over yet?
Hello as usual. Woohu was being annoying and not working yesterday wah :( hopefully now its better. Anyway yesterday was an okay day...ierace's class was funny with ierace crackin on his son, angelo. Man, he is mean to him! (and way too perverted!) Its kinda funny, I used to never think of teachers as being human beings wen i was younger, and its so funny wen ur teachers are just as perverted as you are. Today was ehhh i dunno just everything about today annoyed me. I was tired, i got a friken 69 on my bio test, spanish test was so hard, things were annoying me blahhh, i just so didn't want to be in school....Next week'll be determining a lot of grades for me so i should probly do that studying thing, huh? well hahahaha (french/spanish/german laugh) and ticklefests!! hehe-

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:: 2003 12 May :: 6.42 pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: 50 Cent "In Da Club Remix" (one of em...)

I survived...
The test really did go better than expected, I'm pretty sure I did fairly well. Celine and I made up, which felt so good. I was pretty bored after I was done with the test, but the car ride home with bryan was nice, just relaxing after the yucky test. lalala pretty boring day otherwise..cept i have a friken 10 min debate speech to write and memorize for tomorrow...joy...i think i'll just stay online and talk with christina and amy :) lol

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:: 2003 10 May :: 10.52 pm

i feel bad for being so confrontational.....but i've always felt like honesty is the best policy....like, i hate the fact that some of my friends can say whatever behind people's back and to their face its all nice and stuff. say wat u feel. work out issues....well thats wat i believe

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:: 2003 10 May :: 2.13 pm

bored. bored. sick of history studying, still have a billion chapters to gooo :( wish i was pretty much anywhere but here, but the concert would've been nice...sigh...have fun gurliez!

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:: 2003 9 May :: 9.23 pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: GC "Riot Girl"

Emergency call 911....
Hey today was really fun (after the morning of being hurt by mi papa and then history/procrastinating). So anyway, be4 I left for rach's i was on the fone w/ sammy and bry lol we were exchanging our online d/l songs, that was funny. Then dan, rach, and i agreed to meet at the bus stop at 3:40...3:40 rolls around and after being alone, honked at and thrown change at, a car rolls up and honks at me across the street. Needless to say, I was like ahh a kidnapper but wen i got closer it was christini and dan. So we drove to rachies and then it turned our rach wasn't home (she went to go "pick us up"). So christini and i waited in the shade and daniel went to go find rach. During that time christine and i hung ut then made an attempt to look for them. Daniel then comes back w/ no rachel and goes out to look again! It turned our rach missed us like both times, but then we finally got together. Then sammy came and we swam like the fishies we are lol. It was a lot of horsing around, grabbing of um...pretty much everywhere, marco polo, swimming between legs, listening to our cool music while daniel was like, huh?..soooo much fun gurlies & dan lol. Then sammy left :( and dan :( and then christini rach and i talked about some serious stuff. Then christini left and i talked with rach some more. Good luck rach! So it was a really fun bonding day...the pics should be grate lol...daniel's mohawk!!

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:: 2003 7 May :: 8.22 pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: Avril "Skaterboi"

Hey everyone! Today was a much better day. Despite the fact that bryan and i were fighting like all math but...that's behind us...love u :) I got a 92 on my math test, and a 102 on history yesterday! Yea! In 1st hour we had that old lady who's soooo annoying omg. In bio we did the 12 min run..it actually wasn't too bad...there was a lil breeze and we cooled off in the refreshing but ICKY water sprinkler thingie. I ran 4 laps which is A-okay with me. I found how much i weigh and body fat which i'm pretty okay with. A pound or two less wouldn't hurt but thats okay. In language we listened to the funny macbeth tape hehe...and alexa tripped into the room that was funny too. After school was eaglettes practice which went better. I was on time, was having a good time watching the older gurls show their routines. Their jazz/ballet ones were awesome, tap lacking but hopefully I'll change that...They were telling us about all the rules and stuff and i get a big sis soon and get to be "initaiated" later ay caramba...well i'll just think of it as i do embarassing thingies all the time, this ones just gonna be scheduled! lol....so yupperz that was my day...gonna go watch american idol soon....hopefully josh goes bye-bye!!

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:: 2003 6 May :: 6.48 pm
:: Mood: unhappy
:: Music: State of Grace's theme song

In a young girl's heart...
Hey. Well today was a yucky day. School was boorrring, debate mrs. v was absent and so we hung out the whole time which was boring. Then eaglettes practice got off on a wrong start, it turns out they're REALLY strict about like outfits, being on time, etc and i didn't know that and was dressed all wrong and not ready wen i was supposed to be. The practice was ok, we learned some stuff, i dunt know i'm not really enjoying it so far but i know i should give it a chance. Got lotz of people signing my yrbook and got some izones- yea :) I'm so scared for the AP test, considering I'm like just starting to study. I feel like I'm not happy lately, probly cuz of all the stress...sigh...can't wait till school's over then i can just relax...<3

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:: 2003 4 May :: 9.16 pm
:: Mood: happy

lizzy has a new compy! lizzy has a new compy!! yippe!!!! so excited!!! tomorrow i'm gonna start downloading a bunch of stuff and oooo this is gonna be fun!!!

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:: 2003 3 May :: 10.21 pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Starting Line "Best of me"

Dressing rooms!!
Hey...today was a really good day. In the morning I just was able to sleep and relax for the first time all week. Then Bryan and I went to the mall. We were supposed to be shopping only for him, but oopsie lizzy took one look at all of delias's cute clothers and went running to the dressing room. hehe.

Day's purchases: Bryan- 2 shirts, 1 shorts, 1 pants Liz- 1 tube top, 1 spaghetti, one tank top, and a cute belt!!

Fun Factor: A lot!!!! I love u bry....hehe...dressing rooms & just a great time...u know it....

So yup, tomorrow's gonna be a hmwrk day...oh joy...adios my lovely boys and gurls who i love!!!

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:: 2003 2 May :: 9.35 pm

lizzy is an eaglette!!! oooo jv, but thats ok i'm not an alternate so its all good. Auditions were a bit nerve-wracking had a lil tears be4 hand lol thanks bry :) I got a sash and danced and yea!!! I'm glad I made it, but this sure means a whole lotta less free time...eeek...oh well! less procrastination i guess...

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