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2003 30 April :: 8.33 pm
I miss everyone....:( my pants ripped today in dance, like a biggggg hole. i'm so embarassed :( cuts tomorrow....eeek....i have a headache....grrrr
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2003 29 April :: 9.20 pm
:: Mood: tired/sore
Goldfish wars
i've just read a bunch of journals and everyone's depressed. Yes its okay to be depressed if ur having a bad week, have bad news, but PEOPLE there is more to life than whining about everything and just looks at the positive things, for once. Just consider that there is more to life than the bad things, and try to dwell on ur "happy" feelings once in awhile, although how rare they may be.
Anywayz this week i have been one busy lizzy. Dance dance history reading dance car lalala. Dance is actually turning out to be something i really wanna do. I really hope me and my gurlies make Eaglettes. Then I would be involved in something, keep fit, have something to do after school stead of procrastinating, etc. They might be making cuts ::eek:: They keep stressing its all about "potential" but who knows. All i know is that room is filled with a lottaaa people better than me, but i know i'd work hard and want to be on eaglettes!!! Friday's auditions, and there might be cuts beforehand so we'll see.....thank bryan for making my sign...
Other than dancing not too much has been going on. Trying to get a history reading moment wenever possible. Got progrss reports, A's cept for bio and math :( we'll see....I'm tired and sore, 5 hours of dancing is quite a lottt! I'm missing my friends ;( To my friends who i havent been able to see much this week (bus, bry, amy) i miss u and luv u!!! <3
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2003 27 April :: 11.31 am
:: Mood: sleepy/relaxed
:: Music: "Heaven...must be missing an angel..."
Jess's par-tay! ow ow!!!
Hey well i just got back from jess's party which was really fun. Yesterday Amy picked me up from my day of procrastination akak not doing anything. We were hoping we were the 1st ones but we weren't. Anywayz first we all talked for awhile (There was 10 people there at 1 point- amy, jess b, me, katherine, cynthia, lindsay, ashley m, amy t, kelsey, jess s). Mostly I hung out with katherine and amy which was really nice, like old times :) We played blurt (lol we were last cuz of that stupidddd challenge) ate and watched the ring hehe. Then we went to the park and played on the seesaw, played fake basketball, almost got thrown in the pool etc lol. After we got home we watched drumline which made me wish i knew how to play an instrument. hehe. We also played "pin the sticker" on the clown. Amy purposely put hers like really high hehe. For the rest of the night (till like 4:30 or so) we talked and pigged out. It was a really fun night, then this morning we ate and talked some more. It was nice seeing old people, meeting new people and just kickin pack with my cool chicas :) luv u guys!! well now I gotta do history reading for eternity...oh fun...byebye
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2003 25 April :: 6.53 pm
:: Mood: tired/ a lil sad
:: Music: Pink
Hello...i find that whenever I'm alone/ don't have plans I become depressed. That's kind've weird, cuz throughout my whole life I have been such a keep-to=myself person and used to never really make plans cuz I enjoyed being alone. Guess not anymore!
Some drama's been going on with different people, some myself. I have no clue how some of its gonna end up (the one's not involving me...but good luck i suppose) Yesterday something kinda bad happened but luckily it was resolved. I love u bry :) thanks for yesterday...Also, a relationship or two has sprung up in the lil ib community, good luck :)
As usual, classes and school is quite boring, man the next month is gonna be so not fun. Tests took up a portion of today :( Also, bryan and i had fun in lang lol. sorry i'm just smarter than u!! (well in caged bird anyway) Bus was interesting today, Adam and I were debating. He believes that in an ideal society, woman should be "in the home and bedroom" and we pretty much debated the whole time. I enjoyed it, even tho debate as a class can be yucky I seem to have become a lot more opionated and logical. I'm very vocal about my opinions these days, dunno if that is good or bad. Well as usual, cheer up to all my sad lil amigas. I luv u
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2003 23 April :: 4.50 pm
:: Mood: happy
Hehe...the bus was fun today, all of us in a group singing, talking etc. lol. ticklefests!!! Yup so the last few days have been pretty uneventful...netty ur "ear" thing is so disgusting!!! never repeat it again, por favor...Today we had a sub in mcmanus and bry and i were having fun in the comp lab, talking and cuddling. Next week is eaglette's tryouts...we'll see how that goes. I'm excited for the half day and jess's party this wknd...hehe...funny surprises will await u...lala got a LOTTA hw the next month and a half. man, so not looking forward to los examanes!! I cant wait till we're seniors and can go to prom...fun fun...dance has actually been okay recently, the gurl i dunt like wasn't there and we were talking about our washington trips, and this gurls who's in my class was like yea on my washington trip there was this guy that had pimples and was hairy and we sent him a note saying how he needed a haircut and acne remover..i was like aww thats so mean! Dance gurls can be so snobby....I got a new comp and it should be up soon thats cool, but i gotta transfer all my files..ay caramba...lalala well i'm hyper and happy so its all good :) yipper skipperz....
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2003 21 April :: 5.25 pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: "U-G-L-Y"
EXPLODING GRANDMAS!
Hey hey. Today was okay. This morning I burst into 1st hour as usual lol christini, i didn't even lock my locker...and yea, perros really are stupid..oh well! Math we took a test..eek...who knows how i did...after i was hyper and hitting bryan like usual after math tests...(lol i luv u baby) in bio it was really funny. I had once read in a book how this gurl couldn't get a microwave cuz she lived with her grandmother who had a pacemaker, becuz the grandma would explode. So i asked if that really could happen and even tho it wasn't THAT funny jeanette and i were crackin up for a million yrs after...lol....In lang mr. STUPID wouldn't let me listen to headphones, but whatcha gonna do. After school christini amy and i went to the yrbook meeting. That was okay, I was assigned drama pics and "eagles for excellence." Yrbook should be a fun easy class...i hope i'm in it with my gurliez! :) So thats my vida...
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2003 19 April :: 10.59 pm
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: Some weirdo country song
I'ma busy lizzy!
Hola everyone. Before I begin my lovely entry I just wanted to say....all of my depressed friends....FEEL BETTER!!!
Anywayz, the last few days I've been on the move. Yesterday I hung out with Bryan most of the day. We were gonna go to this lunch place called Bennigans, cuz his mom got him a gift certificate there. However, we soon discovered that there was indeed no Bennigans in boca, so we ditched that idea. Bryan and I then went to Einstein's bagels where we talked about scenes in the cruel intentions movies...hehe, the people around us were probably uh...very amused. Then we strolled over to Borders and had a good time there looking at books and such. After we went back to his house and just relaxed. Thanks 4 a great time bry :) After Bryan's, my mom and I went back to borders and got some books, then went to Best Buy and i finally got my cd player! yes!!! And I got john mayer and New found glory cds- :)
Today I awoke early and went to my cuzin's hotel. I hung out in the lobby a bit, doing hw and listening to music be4 heading up to my cuzin's room. Later we went to this arcade place which had this really fun dancing game where u r directed where to put ur feet with arrows, something called like dormix?, and anyway it was so fun! My cuzin and I did the dance thing for like an hour, unfortunetly it was pretty popular and everyone else wanted to use it too! After we worked up a sweat from that we jumped in the pool. Later we showered and then went to a farewell dinner (my aunt, uncle, and cuzins r leaving). The dinner was pretty good, but after I think I got like, food poisoning. Poor me!! Tonite I talked with bryan and katherine about some stuff (not together)...feel better u two!! So yea, even tho I had a pretty good wknd, I still am sick, food poisoned, and PMSing....fun....lol. And tomorrow I have a lotta hw to do!!! Oh joy...not...love you all :) (cept the annoying anonymous person!!!)
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2003 18 April :: 11.40 am
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: Weezer "Island in the sun"
On the 3rd night of passover....
Well hello everyone. I'm sick, sick sick sick. I have a cough and a sore throat and a hurting tushie and a froggie voice and a runny nose. Fun fun. Today I'm going out to lunch with bryan and then back to his house and then probly dinner with the fam. Last night after christini's, my fam came over for passover. We ate tradional jewish food unlike the other night. It was okay, but I was sick and not really as social as can be. I helped my cuzin make a woohu, its really stupid tho, its a "joke woohu." The ladies of my family last night were discussing boobs...that was interesting lol. Why is that never a dull topic? Anyway as I wheeze away and no one's online to talk, i might possibly, emphasive, possibly do hw. Toodles!
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2003 17 April :: 5.51 pm
:: Mood: busy
:: Music: Simple Plan "God Must Hate Me"
Sammy's obsessed with Sammy!
Hehe well hello. Yesterday and today were pretty good days. Yesterday, well I dunt remember much about school, probly wasn't very interesting. After school I went to bryan's and we hung out, good times...luv ya! Then my family came over for passover, but we're VERY unreligious and ate friken italian food. lol. Then, my cuzin slept over and this morning we watched Serendipidty . Quite a frustrating movie, thank gawd they ended up together in the end!! I saw rachie's away msg after my cuzin left and I went to christini's with her. We rollerbladed, and wow was that an adventure. In the beginning of the trip I fell on my ass and it's been hurting :( Rachel kept feeling faint, so we stopped a couple time as well. So it took us like a half hour to get over there. Once we got there we got some drinks :) The rest of the afternoon we spent listening to music, online, scrapbooking, and taping jackass. lol. Sammy has a new bf....sammy! hehe (christini's cat). So today was really fun, thanks for the good time gurlies :) well gotta go clean and have a family dinner. toodles!
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2003 15 April :: 5.53 pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Bowling For Soup "You and Me"
Drama
Today def. did not start out good. Sammy broke up with Chris, thank god. But then it turned out chris totally bitched at celini about everything and he said all this stupid shyt! We all were reading the convo and it was just like, wow wat a psycho asshole! So yea, so now celini and dan r fighting :( I dunt want my bus peeps to be mad at eachother. Now I just heard Sam talked to him and he was still being a complete jerk. I hate him for u Sammy, I luv u and am so glad u dumped that sorry loser's ass! And adam's note was sooo good!
The rest of the day was a-okay, some interesting stuff. In the morning I helped compose Amy's green poem, lol. In spanish we had a free period cuz the sophies had an assembly. Christini and I talked and attempted math hehe. In math we had an interesting discussion "Is it child abuse when a pre-adolescent child is seriously overweight?" Bryan, Megan, Jeanette, Laura, and I debated heavily. Ay caramba, but it was fun. Lunch we discussed "the drama." Bio was a yucky lecture :( In lang I was sleeping, well almost. Bus we composed the mean note haha, we're good friends but his call him shrek! I also devoured pretzels and the reamining salt. Yes, so I need to do my dbq, but people online r so much more interesting. Sigh. Toodles!
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2003 14 April :: 4.53 pm
:: Mood: weird
:: Music: Avril "Losing Grip"
Break it down!
Wowzies today had a lot of funnies. This morning on the bus daniel was interrogating me about the pool i went to yesterday. After a lot of questioning he asked me wat the theme was. So exasperatedly I said "swimming!!" LoL. In the morning Katherine, Amy, and I were talking about how she was sick over the wknd and her grandmother wanted to give her chinese concoctions lol!! Also how she "lost" her sister...not. Spanish was boring, then inquiry we had a sub!! Hehehe, twig marathon!!! OMG THAT WAS SO FUNNY BRYAN AND JEANETTE!!! In history, Michael started laughing hysterically for some unknown reason...ay caramba. At lunch Sammy was eating a granola bar or something and Bryan was like "did u get that at muslim publix?" omg lol. The bus was pretty funny too...first christini like flipped out becuz of a cockaroach. Then we saw this woman dancing in a car and she was really funny. We were all like hysterical and Sunil shouts "break it down!" hehe thennnn i was stroking rich's hair to see if he would notice it wasn't celine wen they were smoochyface. He did, and I was laughing so much omg. So yea, today was really funny!!! Buh byez!
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2003 13 April :: 5.17 pm
:: Mood: sunburnt...is that a mood?
:: Music: GC "My Alien"
Elevators go up and down...
Hey, hey. Like everyone updated on woohu today which was cool, but the whole woohu community does everything together so it was a bunch of reading the same thing over and over....Ay caramba. Anyway, last night I had a big family dinner. All the children and grandchildren of my maternal grandparents gathered at un restuarante. It was nice, my lil cuzins were cute but hyper-crazy! It was nice seeing some of my family again. Today Mom, Bryan, and I went to the pool to hang out with my aunt and uncle and cuzins. That was fun. I'm a bit sunburned from all the activities this wknd. I had a good time bry :) kisses...literally lol...elevator adventures!!! anywayz...i'm so tired yet have one family dinner to go till i crash. Not good, I did not hw this wknd, can't find my daybook, which provides for a busy Monday and Tues afternoon. Least we have thurs and fri off! Well toodles....
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2003 12 April :: 5.11 pm
:: Mood: refreshed
:: Music: Treble Chargers "Hundred Million"
Whew....another fun day!
Well today was emily's b-day party. I went over early and we hung, I did some bullets. Then Vanessa came over, then the Ashley's then Marissa. We then went to Eckerds (sp?) where the Ashley's & Marissa got candy. After came beach time! We went to pavillion 10 where we were greeted by a bunch of people. We were hanging out in the pavillion, having water fights, eating, laughing, and just having a good time. When we finally all arrived we went to the beach. The water was pretty nice, but after it got cold. I bonded with some people, I have a lotta new friends now, cool cool! Then celine richie vanessa kachina and andi and I were tanning. hehe frisbees, ever- moving umbrellas, rich's not so subtle move!! Fun fun. Unfortunetly the day had to come to an end, and rich's dad drove max, celine, and I home. We discussed politics (ay caramba)! Now I'm home, showered, and soon off to a visit with my familia (my cuzins r down...cool cool) Luv u all esp. my new amigas!
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2003 11 April :: 8.31 pm
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: Good Charlotte "Blood Valentine"
Wowzers....so much fun gurlies!
Today turned out to be one of the funnest days of my life. School was okay, the seniors did their lil prank of glueing the key holes in the foreign language building. I had tests the rest of the day and that sucked. Slap jack was fun, bry, as usual lol. Love ya!!! So then we were on the bus, and everyone was excited it was Friday. We had a lot of funny bus convos, unfortunetly i dunt really remember any now!! oh well! So then on the bus christine, rach, and sammy decided to go to Loggerz and I wanted to go so we called our padres. LMAO! (Loggerz....LOGGERZ!) So then Daniel, Michael, Christine, Rachel, Sam, and I went to Loggers...(stripping, singing...haha). We visited Mr. Todd and talked about a potential Marinelab. That was nice :) Then after Mr.todd, sam's parents were supposed to pick us up but we decided we didn't want to go home. So we decided to go to my house. We dropped off Daniel at his neighborhood and decided to follow him...dun dun dun. We were gonna do that ringing the doorbell and running away thing, but then who comes along but chris! (Sam's bf, daniel's bro) So he helps us hide in thier playroom to surprise daniel. It was funny cuz the bros were talking and daniel was like pulling down his pants and then he got a glimpse of us all huddled on the couch in hysterics and pulled them back up. Hahaha. Then we hung out there for awhile, by the pool and then his dad came home and chris told us to run and we did....lol. So then we went on our merry way to my house. We first ate and talked and then we decided to play dressup. We tokk out all my boas, sunglasses, misc objects and dressed up to go surprise Natalia. We waited on the lawn across the street and then her aunt came out and was probly thinking, wow wat weirdos. (We were dressed uh...creatively hippieish?) So then natalia came out and she was like "omg ur such freaks!!!") hehe we know. Then we started singing the oompa loomp song and she freaked out as usual...SORRY! So after the jackass: the gurlz didn't work out we went back to my house and ate some more, looked at pics, listened to music, etc. Funnies- burping contests! AHHH (dark!), farting, lesbian action.....omg wat a fun spontaneous afternoon :) love ya guyz!!!
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2003 10 April :: 5.51 pm
:: Mood: drained
:: Music: Alanis Morisette
waited his whole damn life to take that flight....and as the plane crashed down, he said, "well isn't this nice"
Sigh. Today exhausted me, socially. I was fighting with a few people but at least it is resolved now. ::relieved:: Unfortunately, I have 3 tests tomorrow that I'm not ready for. Joy. Mis clases estan aburrido, por supesto. Not much has been happenin besides the drama. Cept my new doggie (bugsy) is so cute-y! He's so sweet and nice and I love him already. (Though he misses his old home) He'll get used to us, his old owners had to give him up cuz they were moving to a no-pets place. Anywayz had my yrbook interview today, went okay I guess. Hope I get in. Netty and I r trying out for the eaglettes soon. Gonna have a bz wknd, hopefully i'll get tan :) Well then, better get crackinnnn
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