"How wonderful life is...now you're in the world" (Moulin Rouge song)
Well apparently my love life is a hot topic for discussion. Let's clarify people: I'm not going out with bryan officially. We will in the future though. And also, I did not dump John entirely for Bryan. I was feeling very conflicted, and it wasn't fair to John, so I told him we should probably break up. Anyway today Bryan and I were acting pretty couple-like anyway (PE, lunch, history was nice...lol) And people who want to give me advice about it, or feel negative comments coming on- keep them to youselves. Bryan and I have a special connection and whatever you're going to say isn't going to change that. Either be supportive...or shut up.

The bus was kind of depressing today. Rachel and Sam "had things in their eyes" Oh and Daniel was so mean- he pretended to lose my watch and I got all mad and like 5 min later whaddya know...he "pulled it out of my ear" Thanks Daniel. And the whole celine/rich thing...sigh. They so should ge together but both are too shy. I was trying reverse psychology on Celine and then I got her more depressed! Ay caramba. Big OOPS! on my part.

Let's see. 8 more school days till vacation- yes! I so need that. Well I'll end this with one of my fav. Moulin Rouge quotes (god i'm obsessed!!!)

"I hope you don't mind...I hope you don't mind...if I put down in words...how wonderful life is...now you're in the wolrd :)"

Blah Blah Blah
Hola. Well I'm really bored and procrastinating as usual. I need to read history so badly...so why can't I? Oh fuck. I'm just so not motivated this year its BAD! Like today I actually didn't have an assignment hehe. (Okay so I'm a good gurl lol) Mr. Mcmanus was all mad but to me and bryan it was hilarious.
Let's see...daniel was threatening to flash (oops rachel/natalia?...moon) me if i fell asleep on the bus. Lalala...bored and still procrastinating. Did anything even happen today? Oh yeah, my spanish teacher gave ou donuts. That was nice. And Anne gave everyone gigantic chocolate bars. Ummmm John actually waved back to me today, a little improvement. And Bryan and I are gonna get together soon, i mean today we were all flirty and it was nice. Well...mmmm better go read. Read it now, read it good, read that history just like you should.....

Lalalala

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Debate-ful Day
Hey. Today I had an all-day debate tournmant. I was lucky enough to get to wake up at 6:00 on a Saturday morning and then precede to drive to MSOA. We were waiting around for a while once I showed up. Then I went to my first round of OO (Original Oratory, where you write your own 7-10 min speech and then perform it totally memorized). So anyway the first speech was really nerve-wracking. I had some really good speakers in my group. God, this girl Amanda was like perfect. I wanted to be her- she was so pretty, nice, and had a wonderful speech. She won first place overall today and she sure deserved it. So anyway as the day progressed I got more and more comfortable with my speech. It overall went pretty well, I didn't win any awards but there was a couple really good people. Besides I had a few flub-ups. Like I was supposed to see the phrase "geeks and jocks" but i said "jeek and gocks" and it took me a while to get it right lol. Then the next round I did it right so I smiled at Kyle. So then i got flustered and forgot my next line. LOL. So it was fun seeing and meeting Atlantic people, meeting new people, even though it was tiring. Atlantic didn't make out that well though-only megan, kyle, cassie, and tal won. Oh well. I had fun even thought it was tiring!

Feelin MUCH better
Ayyyy I don't know why but I feel a lot better. I made peace with Amy. I'm actually having a pretty nice convo with John. And I've pretty much got my debate speech down..yeah! Hopefully everything will go okay during the speech and I won't freeze or anything. Happy, happy thoughts. So anyway did anything else happen that I forgot? Oh yea, I have 5% ownership of Fluffy the kittie if it makes any difference. And Bryan gave me a flower today...Well I guess thats it. Toodles

Argggghhhh
Well today has been eventful. I'm in the middle of a fight with Amy right now. She did a stupid thing...so I'm pissed. End of story. Damn I'm so screwed for my debate speech. I'm so mad right now I'm blastin Moulin Rouge and like typing on the keys like a madwoman (but i always do that cuz my keyboard is LOUD) Man I love moulin rouge, i guess i have amy to thank for the soundtrack. Thanks.

Let's see other things for the last two days. Woohu wasn't workin :( Well basically john and I ignore eachother now. Not the best strategy, but i guess its just easier. Oh and the Celine-Rich thing is kind've getting pointless. There both so friken shy! WHYYY I don't know, but if both are so shy nothing will ever happen. I want them to get together...but i can't really do much if they won't even TALK to eachother. So weird. I really like this soundtrack. Hmmmm I'm so scared for my debate tournament considering I don't know my speech and really need to prepare. But writing this is much more theraputic. Bryan just wrote me the most beautiful poem. I really don't deserve him, he's way too good for me. But I do love u Bryan. Thank you. Well if this isn't the most emotional entry....

"One day I'll fly away...Leave all this to yesterday..Why live life from dream to dream...And dread the day when dreams ooo"

I'm so excited!
Hey! OMG OMG OMG! I'm getting my braces off in 6 weeks. SOOOOO EXCITED! I've had my braces on since the summer after 5th grade. So this is really exciting news!

Otherwise, today was a pretty eventful day (not all of it good) I think I'll talk about the bad first. Well in PE, I went over to John and Megan. I was sitting with them for awhile till I finally got up and left. They were just talking about things that I wasn't involved in, like summer school or the bus and I didn't know wat they were talking about. So since I felt kind of left out, and john wouldn't even look at me I left. Another depressing John day. Sigh. Let's see, oh yea Sam was cruellfully dumped by that Shane. She was so upset and I felt so bad cuz i totally know what she's going through. I really don't like this kid, so far he's broken two of my friend's heart. Evil, evil guy.

Let's see..now onto funny. Well Michael missing his stop was so friken funny. Haha. Also, the whole drama between two people. Can't really get into it, but damn i find it amusing! Especially since I like started it. Oh yea, then wen the PE bitch came over and started cursing me out. That was actually pretty amusing. Then Netty wrote on the bathroom wall how she's a bitch lol. i'm scared she's gonna come after me, but I have many to protect me :) hehe. Well I think thats all for today...lalala bye

Dia Contenta
OOO love is in the air for mis amigos. Well maybe not...but this is fun knowing all the inside scoop. DOn't ask about who cuz I'M NOT TELLING! As for my love life...still adjusting. Saw John a couple of times today and we didn't even say hi or wave. It's kind of depressing; but at least we've resolved pretty much all of the issues. Let's see how was today? Well I was quite happy until the BITCH Dr.Z started up. "It'd be nice if you paid attention and didn't rely on Bryan for answers" wen he didn't say a damn thing and that was my own smarts! Argh I hate that woman so much. Let's see wat else happened today? Hmmm nothing is coming to mind so bye

Bad/Funny Day
Wow. This was def. an interesting day. Okay, I start my day on the bus as usual. So we're all talking about our wknds. LOL-Daniel and Rachel's parties...Then Daniel's story about his brother? LOL- that made NO sense.

Okay so we get to school and I go to Dr.Z's. Netty, Lauren and I were discussing the Ring and we were getting kind of creeped out. Then Jeanette looks to my side and Mitchell was like 2 cm away from my face. I screamed SO LOUD lol cuz i was so surprised. Oh boy. Dr. Z gave this like 5 min lecture about how we need to be quiet. Mitchell was just standing there. LOL i was like "i'm sorry! i'm sorry!" but he was mad at me like the whole day. Oh well.
Alrighty, then in 1st hour we were learning the imperfect tense (espanol) for the verb trabajar. So it was trabajabamos. LOL..for the life of me i COULD NOT pronounce it. It was hilarious "trabaja-"
"Trabajaba-" lol. Then on the way to PE this guy made this really funny face at me. I was so uptight, that I started cracking up. OMG I'm so lame.

Then was PE...the not so fun part. I just hung out with the boys and Netty but it was depressing. I wanted to talk to him..but I didn't know if I should. So I wasn't that great the rest of the day. And everyone's finding out about the break up and its like "why did u dump him?" and I'm just like "none of your business." cuz it isn't. ::Sigh:: I like my feather....

Who wants to be ordinary...
Hey. I just got back from Jess's house. I was helping her with the music video she has to make for TV productions. It was really funny, we did the song "Summer Nights" from Grease. She was Sandy, I was Danny. It was HILARIOUS! We made this cute lil dance for the song and it was just a lot of fun.

As for my situation, I'm feeling pretty okay today. I hope PE is okay tomorrow and not really awkward. Cuz that would suck. And lets, see other parts of my life? Well I'm going to a family Hanukkah party tonite so hopefully i'll get some nice gifts. Sry, that sounds bad, but my family is kind of annoying and my cuzins r brats so I kinda need something to comfort me. Lol. So i'll be going now...

Ehhhh
Today sucks. I'm all depressed about my boy situation and i just feel...bad. Also homework and exams and all the work coming up is quite depressing. On a brighter note, yesterday I got a hair straightener for Hanukkah! Yea! More products to make my hair look nice n good (even though they're probly killing it) lol. yesterday my mom and i went to the mall. And I was buying gifts. So that was fun. I also got some new clothes at Delia's (cute clothes there btw). So that's wats been happening. Oh yea, I've been talking to random strangers online about my problems. Well. bye

Oh, yea! Los vacciones de la dia de gracias!
Hey! I'm *so psyched* that we're off for 5 glorious days :) That should def be fun. My plans include (so far) seeing movies with bryan, doing something with john, making a music video with jess, and having a yummy turkey day! Dontcha just LOVE days where ur supposed to stuff your face? Hehe- I do!

Let's see...some things I'm thankful for today. Well thank you Bryan for the picture and cards. They were really sweet. Oh, and I'm really glad I had a good, heart-felt talk with Amy. We have been kind of distant lately, and that talk brought us a lot closer. I love you Amy! Ditto with John- your emails are so sweet and make my day :)

Ok...now moving on to my actual DAY. Did anything exciting even happen? Hey, I did remember my keys- thats good. The bus was boring cuz in the morning Rachel and I were separated from everyone and in the afternoon not too many people were there. But Natalia, Rachel and I chatted (half the time I coudln't hear wat they were SAYING!) But that's okay. Well now I'm gonna start enjoying my fun wknd....

Mi Dia
Hola. Today was an okay day I guess. Cept for the fact that I had to study (I HATE STUDYING) Lol, but enuf about THAT. So today was interesting..in first hour we played spanish scrabble. Hehe that was fun (MIZ! come kitty! come pussy!) Hahaha, yes that is the actual dictionary defination for the word \"miz\" Let\'s see..PE was fun. Mitchell\'s birthday dinner story was SO FUNNY! LMAO! Oh, and i hate popups! (and sorry mitchell for hitting u that time bryan deserved it). History was stupid cuz we had a test, and then he made us watch one of those boring videos! GOD, those videos like have subliminal messages that say \"go to sleeeeeeep\" Debate was boring too, the bus was okay. Hmm the SOUTHERN board! but then it suxed wen i got home cuz I realized I had no keys. So I went to natalia\'s house till i could get someone to open la puerta. It was really fun tho- omg go to rotton.com that has the most disgusting things EVER! Ewwwww, they were so nasty! Well that\'s the news for now...signing off lieutennant liz!