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:: 2004 10 May :: 8.56 pm
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: Random Country?

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:: 2004 10 May :: 5.29 pm

i give up...really.

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:: 2004 7 May :: 4.52 pm
:: Music: My Band - D12

awr.
today.
bleh.
the best part was when tay let me play with her super-sharp exacto knife.
mmm.
oh, and she "gave me her heart"
lol.
she had a lil wooden heart in her purse and she wrote "My Heart" on it and gave it to me.
yay.
rawr.
im going to look for taylor-reccomended music.
later.
-holly-

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:: 2004 6 May :: 4.42 pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: Lightning Crashes - Live

::Sigh:: library??
heh.
holly didn't feel like riding the bus today...
:-D
oh well.
the library is on the way home... ::wink, wink::
my mother doesn't see to care..then again she doesn't have to drive.
ive desided justin is good for my mother and i's relationship.
we can actually talk about him.
heh.
that's sad.
oh well...we ended up talking about justin for like a half hour last night.
twas almost like having a friend in my mother....almost.
bleh.
holly tis bored.
i should have gotten the computer with AIM.
oh well...
im to lazy to switch.
grr.
im gunna go to antishift now.
-holly-

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:: 2004 5 May :: 4.32 pm
:: Mood: loved
:: Music: The Best Deceptions - Dashboard Confessional

hehe...another nice day?
yes, yes..holly had a good day today.
cory gave me candy...but i didn't get to try and get more cos im obviously not riding the bus..i "missed" it again.
lol.

civics was actually kinda fun..lol.
yes, yes.

and FACS..well, it's always fun.
we made muffins today.
tony of course got the cherry recipe.
heh.
and then once we were done making them greg and bree invited me into their group.
greg was insanely hyper.
we were eating their batter, and greg like scooped handfuls of sugar into his mouth...which was scary cos he's diabetic, but whatever.
then mrs. h. made greg sweep, so he put me in charge of the dust pan...lol.
we did like no sweeping.
and we got in trouble with the lunch ladies.
heh.
"but greg was just washing his hands with the amonia soap..."

math twas awesome too.
i dont think grant, aly, and i really learned anything today..
heh. we were just like talking and shit.
lol.
and saying stuff so nobody else could understand.

tehe.
i twas hyper after school.
and spinning in squares.
:-D
oh, and when i was walking here (the library) with mindy i sawed justin and joseph and i twas like "BOO, I LOVE YOU!"
heh.

i saw kyle.
he said some guys got in a fight after school.
like zach ryan and tjeta (dunno how to spell)
and some other dudes.
lol.
they tis getting kicked off the track team.
heh.
silly boys, fights are for off school grounds.
wow.

this is me going now...
-holly-

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:: 2004 4 May :: 4.47 pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: The Best Deceptions - Dashboard Confessional

yay...good day
tehe.
holly had a good day today.
starting with lunch anyways....
me and justin found squeak!
lol.
my lunch table love affair...yeah.
and then he stole me pink paper clips.
awww.
and i got to wear his glasses.
twas funny cos it was the end of lunch and he took off his glassed and i put them on upside down.
then we walked out into the hall.
heh.
holly got funny looks.
and i spun in squares!!!!!!!!!
the floor has squares on it....but justin made me stop.
and we made fun of jess cos she hasn't really changed from 4th grade.
lol.
aww...and after school since i was coming here (library) and joseph was walking waay ahead of us with joshua, justin and i went out the front door.
tehe.
joseph was all confused....
they didn't stalk me today though...twas okay.
hehe.
holly tis kinda hyper.
hyper inside...
;-)
wow.
yeah, today was funn...
there was other fun stuff, like elp and stuff, but im too lazy to write about them.
yeah.
they'll go in my notebook.
where i can know they'll always be.
no risk of my notebook getting deleted or anything.
heh.
yeah.
im gunna go check out antishift now.
bye.
-holly-

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:: 2004 3 May :: 4.35 pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: The Brillant Dance - Dashboard Confessional

.....
at the library.
cos i felt like it...hehe. and i was kinda late for the bus.
they hadn't left yet, but i would've had to run.
awr.
so i just desided to come here.
tis nice having a place to go.
a home.
;-)
yes, my father tis slightly annoyed, cos he wants to go to the des moines library tonight.
heh.
oh well.
i like this song.
"Breathing is a forgein task, and thinking is just too much to ask..."
"You like to think you're invincible, yeah weren't we all once..."
awr.
i'll post the lyrics in here.

So this is odd,
the painful realization that has all gone wrong.
And nobody cares at all,
and nobody cares at all.

So you buried all your lover's clothes
and burned the letters lover wrote,
but it doesn't make it any better.
Does it make it any better?
And the plaster dented from your fist
in the hall where you had your first kiss
reminds you that the memories will fade.

So this is strange,
our sidestepping has come to be a brilliant dance
where nobody leads at all,
where nobody leads at all.

And the picture frames are facing down
and the ringing from this empty sound
is deafening and keeping you from sleep.
And breathing is a foreign task
and thinking's just too much to ask
and you're measuring your minutes by a clock that's blinking eights.

This is incredible.
Starving, insatiable,
yes, this is love for the first time.
Well you'd like to think that you were invincible.
Yeah, well weren't we all once before we felt loss for the first time?
Well this is the last time.

yeah.
so glad taylor found this band.
:-D
speaking of tay i need to go see what's happening at antishift
yeah.
im out.
-holly-

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:: 2004 2 May :: 8.29 am
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: VH1 Top 20 Countdown

today
awr.
we're going to a horse show today...
we have to leave soon.
im "checking the library hours"
tehe.
anyhoo.
holly tis cold.
i should probably go get dressed.
dunno if i'll be back on today...we're going to my aunts after the horse show.
so, yeah.
bye.
-holly-

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:: 2004 1 May :: 4.49 pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: Dashboard Confessional

MAY DAY!
hehe.
holly just got a may basket.
aww.
tis sweet
i think it's from some lil kid
says: "Let the beginning of May bring you joy everyday!"
To: Holly Wolly
From: Guess who!

tehe.
with lil pictures of butterflies and flowers and stuff.
Holly feels special.
:-D
had a choir picnic today.
funness.
we did games and stuff.
our team won first place!
nummers.
holly has two bags of M&M's
must eat them.
hehe.
i should go...eat my M&M's.
:-D
later,
holly

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:: 2004 30 April :: 7.54 pm
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: Dashboard Confessional

Hate Me
nobody likes an ugly girl with low self esteem.
hate me.
everything is changing around me.
im too scared to change with it.
im frightened.
i want to leap, but what if i fall into the water?
i need someone to catch me.
-holly-

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:: 2004 28 April :: 4.55 pm
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: justin's music

grr
i mailed mindy's money today.
yay.
i have to go outside and do some stuff...
evilish..taylor is outside with hunter.
grrr.
i think i also have to hang up some decorations for my mum's bday.
tis evil.
i dont feel like doing that.
i wanna eat.
NO.
im not hungry
im not hungry
im not hungry
im not hungry
im not hungry
im not hungry
im not hungry
im not hungry
im not hungry
im not hungry
im not hungry
im not hungry
im not hungry
im not hungry

i swear.
-holly-

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:: 2004 27 April :: 6.11 pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: my new train cd...

err.
rawr.
holly tis bored.
mindy's blog got a new look.
yay.
im going to mail her money tomorrow morning..finally.
hehe.
we just got stamps.
yeah...
anyhoo.
today is the 27th.
he hasn't asked.
im wondering if it's just going to be assumed.
or if he'll ask later.
i isn't assuming anything.
im not just going to assume that since we talked about going back out on the 27th that we are now.
it will not go unsaid.
unfortunally our phones are down...and justin wasn't online today.
isn't that convenant?
lol.
that reminds me of math..
dammit, grant is stuck in my head.
grrr.
why do i like him so much?
I HAVE JUSTIN!
damn this.
i hate life.
mindy's right, i cant wait until school is over.
home sweet home.
why is everything so damn confusing?
talking to camille...that always makes things better.
-holly-

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:: 2004 26 April :: 5.42 pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: Beatles Songs

yay
holly doesn't have choir anymore.
yayz.
that makes holly happy.
she talked in third person a lot today.
except around justin...he makes her think more clearly, she doesn't usually talk in third person around him.
not unless it just slips out of her.
sometimes she has to talk in third person.
it was scaring greg today in spanish.
but then he desided it was okay.
holly thinks greg tis nice....
he doesn't mind that holly writes poetry during class, or try to read her pants.
and he doesn't often try to copy holly's work either.
yes, yes.
tomorrow is the 27th..holly is scared.
justin is supposed to ask her out again.
and holly is supposed to tell her parents this time.
holly doesn't want to.
holly liked it a secret.
oh well.
she promised she'd tell this time.
holly tis dizzy.
she wants to go get something to eat and watch brother bear...
yeah.
holly tis going now.

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