tehe.
sitting here in my skirt and a lil spongebob shirt...
my fishnets!
yeah.
i kinda look like a whore.
hehe.
a pretty whore.
yes, for once i think i look kinda pretty.
i has sparkly eye liner.
it's almost gone, but oh well.
it's all silvery, but sparkly.
yeah.
i haven't worn it in a long time.
except it's on now...
i think the last time i wore it was the dance.
bleh.
my spacers hurt.
evil.
mum and dad are watching a movie.
i thought about calling justin, but i desided not to ruin his weekend.
anyhoo.
im gunna go...
bye.
-holly-

eh.
good day at school today.
wow.
amazing.
language wasn't bad. jordin and i worked on our poster.
it looks pretty good.
im supposed to be typing our script, but im to lazy to do that first.
tehe.
spanish was cool.
we played a game.
i was w/ royce and......other ppl.
yeah.
p.e.
tehe.
i got to make fun of preps.
even if they did call me a bitch and say i was posing avril.
lunch twas fun.
keya stoled justin's glasses...and i stole his watch.
oh well, i got them back for him.
hehe.
funness.
elp was cool.
mrs. akers gave me a notebook for my random doodling and stuff.
cami and me made ross mad.
cos he was on the laptop playing a bowling game and we kept pulling out the internet connection.
:-D
yeah, then when me and cami walked out he was still playing and i reached over and pulled it out w/out him noticing. you could hear him yelling from the stairs.
hehe.
let's see......advisement, jordin came in and we finished up our poster....im supposed to call her this weekend like when i finish our script or something..
yeah.
science....mr. maifield was kinda mad at us.
me and kelsie and keya played "would you rather".
good times.
im waiting for KJJY to have dashboard dj's.
i want to hear songs about rain by gary alan.
good song.
my like favorite country song.
bleh.
i should go type up me and jordin's script.
:-p
i dont wanna.
lata.
-holly-

he's gunna call
david will call soon. i know he will. i cant wait to talk to him. tehe. noel and stryder are fighting...tis funny. cos noel is on the bench and stryder's on the landing. i was going to mail my woohu money today, but we have no stamps at home. my mother took them in her purse. grrr....evilish. tomorrow tis an a day. keya is wearing her skirt! yayz. yeah. my blog entry is sadly small now IT'S PATHETIC. hey, stryder's in here now. amazing how things change. grrr...tis hard to not hit the enter button, i keep like almost hitting it. ::sobs:: i dont like this no entering thing. i think i shall go now......wait for the call.
-holly-

library
yes, i tis at the library.
yay.
i love the library.
tis so....quiet.
but not.
it's the perfect quiet, not totally silent, but not loud and noisy.
it's....nice.
yes, yes.
all the lil kids romping around.
tehe.
hmm...i think i like the song that's on right now.
i have no idea what it's called, but i've heard it a lot.
david is going to call tomorrow.
yay.
then i get to go see him soon, and i'm guessing if he accepts me then i'll see him a lot this summer.
he's seemed so nice in all his e-mails.
oh guess what.
mum and dad are talking about cell phones.
this is exciting.
cos that means they'll have one and i'll get one too.
yay!
mum said it'll probably be once the loan goes through.
::grins::
my own cell phone.
tay wants to do something this weekend.
dunno if i want to or not.
i mean i do, but......nvm.
long story.
anyhoo.
lalalala.
im still slightly hyper...hyper inside.
yes, yes.
next time i post im going to not hit enter.
tehe.
try not to anyways.
see how short it looks.
bye-bye.
-holly-

chorus concert
::sigh::
yeah, concert today.
twas evil.
had to wear our formals.
i hate our formals.
oh well.
i is in my I Am Me jeans and kitten tank top now.
with all my jewelry back on.
the only thing left from the concert are the black socks.
i like them.
they're not cotton. they're like tights, but socks.
yeah.
what are tights made out of?
oh, dude you know what i figured out?
pantie hose are spelled like garden hose.
i always thought it was pantie hoes.
lol.
doesn't that sound wrong?
hoes for your panties.
::giggles::
good times.
IM JUSTIN'S WHORE!
and mindy's.
tehe.
and golly is my whore, so is mindy.
:-D
yes, yes. the dance.
grrr.
evil chorus song stuck in my head.
bleh.
i tis cold.
you know what i figured out? (yeah, another revalation) i hit enter a lot.
i dont just like keep typing i hit enter.
:-D
im odd like that.
yeah.
makes my blog entries look longer.
even though they aren't.
anyhoo.
think i'll go browse around antishift or something.
-holly-

wow
mum and dad have friends over.
this is bloody insane.
it's a quarter til 11 and they have friends over.
they're all just standing around the kitchen eating chips and pie, guzzling soda, beer, and champagne. what the hell is wrong?
and they're probably going to watch a movie.
did i mention these people live like an hour away?
so if they watch a movie at about 11 it'll be over at about 12:45ish and then they have to drive home so that's about 1:45ish and yeah.
what is my life turning into?
this is so crazy.
they're just standing around making what seems like after dinner conversation.
that's when civilized people have friends over.
dinner.
not "hey come on over at about 9 and stay until 1ish."
what the hell is that?
this is crazy.
at least it's not a party.
at least there's four people downstairs.
not just the two of them.
i hate when the two of them stay up late drinking.
especially when the next day they go out and expect me to clean it all up.
which i always do.
what's wrong with me?
grrr.
made $20 babysitting tonight.
5:30-8:30
yeah.
the neighbors totally over pay me.
im just like "okay..."
lol.
she just hands me a twenty.
bloody insane.
that's what my life is turning into.
a mess of bloody insanity.
yes, yes.
though something in me kinda likes it.
oddish.
-holly-

::sigh::
dance.
i dont really feel like talking about it.
i danced with justin once.
i didnt go with tay to the junkyard and i feel really bad about that.
i had to get a ride home w/ mrs. akers cos my parents went out, feel bad about that too.

im babysitting hunter and taylor at 5:30
which means i have to get out of these dumpy pjs and actually put something on. that means i have to wake up and look happy.
i have to have fun.
god dammit, why did i agree?
bleh.
evil.
i hate weekends.
i want justin.
he makes me feel better.
always.
amy and zach were "slow dancing" the whole time.
which was basically them holding eachother during every single god damn song.
why didn't i see the signs?
it was so clear.
i could have saved her.
but now emma is gone.
replaced by this stupid little amy bitch that im pretending i like.
::sigh::
i wanna cry.
where's a gun when you need it?
-holly-

rawr.
it looks like the fearless series is ending at 37.
grr.
angerfying.
::sigh::
they've been kinda going downhill though.
arg.
i need to get some images up loaded at antishift.net
so i'll be doing that....
then i'll post about the dance.
tehe.
-holly-

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i has to go soon, but yeah.
i haven't updated in awhile.
grr.
i feel sick.
uberly sick.
im going to be perfect.
perfect, but not a prep.
good luck with the prep thing mindy.
i love you no matter who you are.
-holly-

rawr
i have a pretty good day.
which makes me wonder why ive been such a bitch all day.
grr.
what's wrong with me?
people are finally being nice and im just gunna be a royal bitch?
just cos i had to come back home from my blissfull state of raven-ness?
IM A BITCH.
what's the fuck is wrong with me?!?
hannah is being so nice, adam and ryan are becoming good friends (with me and eachother), tay is.......well, yeah.
JENNI is being nice to me...
everything is pretty much middle school perfect for me.
yet im treating everyone horribly.
being all sarcastic and bitchy.
I HATE MYSELF!
is this why she hated being here?
the uncontrollable bitchyness?
cos i hate it.
i want out.
this is why i wanted out before.
and then she went and turned me into an even bigger bitch.
blaiming the whole thing on me.
saying i "made her stay"
that she "couldn't force me to come back"
yeah, i didnt really wanna come back, but she was the one who started it.
SHE suggested the whole thing in the first place.
so i am not the only bitch around here.
not that she's still here.
she's back to her fucking perfect world with her great boyfriend, her AE clothes, incrediable body, perfect family, and all that shit.
RAWR.
why the hell did i even like her?
evil bitch.
-holly-