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2004 6 February :: 4.53 pm
Convo With Justin
ecstasypunk (4:37:40 PM): watching my favorite movie
Auto Response From NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:37:41 PM): watching my favorite movie
ecstasypunk (4:37:50 PM): but i miss you
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:38:17 PM): i miss you too
ecstasypunk (4:38:31 PM): i miss you more
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:38:37 PM): fine
ecstasypunk (4:38:44 PM): ok
ecstasypunk (4:39:21 PM): tehe i has that song stuck in my head now
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:39:29 PM): ok
ecstasypunk (4:39:44 PM): bleh.....it fits today
ecstasypunk (4:40:36 PM): boo........
why do weekends make me depressed?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:40:48 PM): because they do
ecstasypunk (4:41:05 PM): but i dont wanna be depressed anymore
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:41:16 PM): then dont
ecstasypunk (4:41:27 PM): it's not that easy though
ecstasypunk (4:42:07 PM): nothings that easy
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:42:37 PM): what about shoveling?
ecstasypunk (4:42:49 PM): what about it?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:43:03 PM): i gotsta go do it
ecstasypunk (4:43:15 PM): so you're leaving me?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:43:30 PM): i must
ecstasypunk (4:43:52 PM): but.............i'll miss you......even though i already doe
ecstasypunk (4:43:53 PM): does*
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:44:00 PM): me too
ecstasypunk (4:44:20 PM): you'll miss yourself?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:44:22 PM): yes
ecstasypunk (4:44:30 PM): lol
ecstasypunk (4:44:33 PM): oh my gosh
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:44:35 PM): but i'll miss you more
ecstasypunk (4:44:46 PM): but i'll miss you morer
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:44:49 PM): fine
ecstasypunk (4:44:56 PM): quiter
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:45:08 PM): yep
ecstasypunk (4:45:18 PM): :P
ecstasypunk (4:45:28 PM): dsoytuyitu
ecstasypunk (4:45:32 PM): ?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:45:38 PM): exactly
ecstasypunk (4:45:47 PM): i forgot the last i.....oops
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:46:26 PM): dsoytuyitui
ecstasypunk (4:46:44 PM): see, you is much smarter than me
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:46:56 PM): fine
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:46:58 PM): but
ecstasypunk (4:47:01 PM): ......
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:47:05 PM): i has to go
ecstasypunk (4:47:14 PM): fine, leave me
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:47:17 PM): ok
ecstasypunk (4:47:26 PM): you just dont love me anymore
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:47:58 PM): no
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:48:00 PM): i does
ecstasypunk (4:48:08 PM): but you're leaving me
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:48:14 PM): i have to
ecstasypunk (4:48:21 PM): so?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:48:28 PM): I HAVE TO GO
ecstasypunk (4:48:48 PM): ::subsides into corner:: please dont yell at me
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:48:55 PM): fine
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:49:00 PM): but i have to go
ecstasypunk (4:49:02 PM): fine
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:49:08 PM): i love you?
ecstasypunk (4:49:27 PM): so now you're asking if you love me.....definate sign that you dont
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:49:33 PM): i do
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:49:36 PM): i love you
ecstasypunk (4:49:43 PM): If love is blind, why is lingerie so popular?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:49:58 PM): huh?
ecstasypunk (4:50:07 PM): that was random.....sorry
ecstasypunk (4:50:14 PM): i is trying to stall you
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:50:26 PM): bye
ecstasypunk (4:50:44 PM): why do croutons come in airtight packages? it's just stale bread to begin with
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:50:50 PM): bye
ecstasypunk (4:50:56 PM): i love you
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:51:01 PM): i love you too
ecstasypunk (4:51:05 PM): have a good weekend
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:51:14 PM): you too
ecstasypunk (4:51:18 PM): okay
ecstasypunk (4:51:19 PM): bye
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:51:23 PM): bye
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:51:31 PM): *** This user has signed off and is no longer online ***
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2004 5 February :: 5.55 pm
:: Mood: depressed
snow....damn
it's snowing. that's so....GRR
i hate the snow...bleh. eeeevil.
hehe.
i think chorus is cancelled tonight though...even if it's not mum thinks it is so yeah..
tehe.
i checked the website but it didn't say anything. it should be cancelled though....cos the conditions here are really getting bad. school today sucked.
::sigh::
i hurt so bad...
bleh, i'm hopping this will like, post okay cos my computer is going insane. seriously. the internet is like bwa.
yeah..
im so friggin cold
maybe i need to change my mood to cold instead.
too lazy.
lol.
:D
write more later
-naya-
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2004 4 February :: 8.07 pm
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: Figured You Out- Nickelback
Quiz..and shit
"One day you'll see a strange little girl feeling blue..."
Which Strange Little Girl would you be?
This quiz made while Angel was procrastinating her ass off.
Yeah..
I'm so bored. Tomorrow is Thursday. grr....chorus. I doesn't want to go. I went to the orthodontist twice today! once this morning to get my bands changed and once this afternoon to get the wire in the back sinched up so it wouldn't cut my cheek. and then i got to talk to missy! it was cool, cos we went to pick mum up at work and dad's like "how about you go say hi to missy?" so we ended up talking about styles of clothes coming back and shoe laces. cos she didn't have matching shoe laces when she was my age. she's so nice. i think they might be wiccan. it seems like tony was somehow involved with a magick/wicca show that was on public television. idk...
to lazy to remember.
bleh.
i wonder if justin got and skittles...probably.
yeah...probably once they got in the car.
lol. that was totally random.
oh yeah, visit this site for some pics...and if you have any that you want me to put up (i.e. pics of KEYA!) then e-mail them to me. or give them to me and i'll see if i can get our scanner to work.
teheh.
http://antishift.net/browse.php?disp=user&user_id=1829
lata playa....goddess josheph has brain washed me.
-naya-
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2004 1 February :: 2.22 pm
:: Mood: geeky
:: Music: All You Wanted- Michelle Branch
Uhh...I guess I kinda left out the rest of the weekend.
Yeah, my last entry was all about the dance..basically. So after the dance I went to Sam's house and spent the night. We watched To Kill A Mocking Bird which was really fun...
Yeah, then we fell asleep and Sam somehow woke up when the movie was over and we went into the guest bedroom. On Saturday we just kinda lazed around and finally went out at around 1:30 so they could get car insurance cos they'd been without since the day after grant's b-day. (24th)
then they took me home and uh..i dont remember what we did.
but last night we watched Orange County which was pretty good.
had john lithgow and some other people in it...chevy chase...good times.
then this morning menards, and kohls. i got some new shoes, and two new pairs of pants.
yeah..that's about it.
hehe.
so that is what i did this weekend.
hehe.
thank goddess tomorrow is monday.
:D
-naya-
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2004 31 January :: 6.00 pm
:: Mood: sniffely
:: Music: 3 A.M.-Matchbox 20
Weekend so far=
Went to the dance last night. It was kinda stupid cos all the preps were making it a prom. and cos the evil DJ wouldn't play any greenday. NOT EVEN CLOSING TIME! but the good part was i got to slow dance with my dear keya. and emma...my darling little sister. it was like the hightlight of my night. her beautiful hands around my neck, her eyes looking into mine. it was like old times..we were together for 3 minutes, it was ecstasy. and then i made fun of some preps. hehe. cos we was dancing by them to a fast song and becca and her crew were just standing around and i was like "what, is the music to FAST?" and she started glaring at me and so i rolled my eyes and screamed "PREP!"
twas funny. and ms. russel came and danced with us. she said that she tried to get jared to come but he laughed at her and told her he had better things to do than waste a friday night at an 8th grade dance. t'would've (DOUBLE CONTRACTION!) been fun to meet him. sometime soon im sure.
i got to meet senor dowell. lol....well, said hi anyways. i dont think mrs dowell has worn her zapottos rojos yet...i'll have to remind her on monday.
A DAY!
yayz..i love a days so much. i get to eat lunch w/ justin and keya...yay.
you know what i realised on the phone? keya might not be here next year to help me torture the eigth graders!
i'll miss her if she goes...my lovely keya.
peace, love, and everything else the world will never have,
naya
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2004 30 January :: 4.58 pm
:: Mood: crying
i'm such a stupid, self-centered bitch. i'm so god damn demanding. and then i totally change my mind and demand something totally different. i don't deserve anyone's love. nobody should have to waste their time on me. i'm a hopeless cause, and a wast of energy.
don't get involved with me.
if you are involved with....stop
if you don't want to.....it's your choice but i'm a waste.
WHY?
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2004 28 January :: 11.13 pm
:: Mood: stressed
:: Music: only the sound of my circling thoughts
just finished my spanish brochure thing. i wouldn't have even gotten it done if it werent for justin. i called him at like nine and i was like "do you have the packet for the spanish project?" then i made him read me what was supposed to go on each page.
hehe.
i have such a bloody headache
IHABH!
lol...that was so long ago..
yeah, but back to the spanish thing..i'm just printing out the test and then if it looks good i'll print out the actual one..
i just have to make sure it folds right and shit like that.
hehe.
cos i don't want me and hannah to be failing spanish
goddess forbid hannah fails anything
lol...
later.
THANKS JUSTIN!
-naya-
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2004 25 January :: 7.47 pm
:: Mood: thoughtful
:: Music: Hanging By A Moment- Lifehouse
Heya...
Tis Sunday, thank goddess. I have such a bloody headache. Arg.
Tomorrow is Monday..yes. But it's a B-day. damn.
I have like none of my homework done. I forgot to bring home my B-day notebook, so I didn't get my civics done.
Oh well, screw him.
Goddess I hate Mr. Johnson. He's so damn annoying.
It's like he thinks the world is centered around him, and getting everything he wants done is enough to keep you on Santa's nice list until you die.
Roar.
I'M SO BLOODY SICK OF HIM.
ack.
If I could kill him......oh.
If only if only.
::sigh::
peace, love, and everything else the world will never accomplish,
naya
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2004 23 January :: 5.17 pm
:: Mood: nothingness
Friday...roar.
I hate Friday's.
I'm going to Erin's bday party though...still have to wrap her present...hehe.
I'll probably do that after I get off.
:-D
I'm procrastinating...
ELP was uber fun today...I was "harrasing" Steven. Yeah...everybody was hyper today...even Katie. lol.
That was funny, cos she's always so calm and collected. I figured she'd be out of it cos her bff's ex boyfriend was slitting his wrists. I think she thought I was kinda mean cos I was just like "So?" When she told me.
Yeah, once you've done it, it doesn't really seem that big to you.
Like me and Taylor was saying "Once you slit your wrists nothing hurts"
Tis true...except braces and broken hearts.
lol.
always some exceptions....always.
hehe.
Ms. Russell came back today. I'm starting to really like her. Ever since our Witch, Gay Chick convo. hehe.
Yeah, but Mr. Maifield will always be my favorite. Speaking of which, reminds me that I have George...Paige thinks that Keya has him (watch out) so I'll keep him until Monday and then yeah...maybe I'll go to Keya's locker with her and put it on Paige's shelf.
:-D
tralala.
<3 always,
naya
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2004 21 January :: 4.45 pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Headstrong- Trapt
Early Out!!
Wow, I had fun today.
twas early out and I went bowling with Erin and Golly. Yeah..and then we went to Original Joe's.
Tehe.
Had mock trial today to.
Got sentenced 10 years in jail and $900,00 fine or something.
Wasn't really paying attention.
Hehe.
We're doing Mock Trial at the end of the year in Civics.
That's gunna suck. I think for that I might be on the jury...or a witness. Not a lawyer or judge...too technical.
I barely knew my statement..hehe.
Yeah. sucked cos conner was questioning me from the prosicution...lol.
and steven from the defense. steven wasn't even prepared...neither was i.
Justin's over at Joey's house....roar.
they were stalking me...hehe..and erin and golly.
but they wouldn't have been stalking anyone had it just been erin and golly so they were stalking me.
yeah...hannah was trying to read my hand today in spanish. twas funny.
She couldn't figure out what Tribute Mutant was..doubt anyone around here knows.
bleh.
i has a headache.
i think i'll go take that last pill....i need a hug...again.
::sigh::
justin hugged me really hard today....scary..lol.
anyhoo....
i'm to lazy to get up, i'll just like babble on.
i'm talking to hillary.
boring convo actually.
stryder finally gave up begging for food..hehe.
he started in at 5:40 this morning. i was like stryder shut up.
cos i was having a really cool dream about me and justin...hehe. then when i went back to sleep i had one about justin and joey and keya wearing purple skirts to church.
bleh...
hey, me and justin's song is on now...AHHH.
scary.
i want to go to the formal.
if things work out according to plan i may.
though i doubt they will.
bleh.
im gunna go now.
blessed be.
-naya-
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2004 20 January :: 6.24 pm
:: Mood: void of feeling
:: Music: The Boys of Summer- Don Henley
Do you notice?
Does you notice how people whose lives suck are cool? How you feel cool when you tell someone that you got yelled at, or beaten, or something like that? Do you notice that people who are failing are cool? How you feel so cool when you tell someone that you got an F on a test, or you cheated and got caught? Do you notice how the total slackers are so cool? How the people who sit in the back and dont really care are the ones you want to be just like? Do you notice how American teenagers are morphing into this? How everybody wants to just "not care"? Do you notice how our spirit is slipping? How we're turning to drugs, and alcohol and violence just so we can be seen as cool by those people who "dont care"?
Why are we pretending?
Why are we being like this?
Why can't we all just be ourselves.
CARE A LITTLE PEOPLE.
What would the goddess say?
::sigh::
-naya-
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2004 18 January :: 7.26 pm
:: Mood: friggid
:: Music: An Cailin Gaelach-Mairead Ni Dhamhnaill
Talked to Keya and Justin today.
And watched CSPAN and Nine Months.
Yeah.
Spent a lot of time with Stryder.
We also went to the library got a couple books on witches and stuff, but they aren't very good.
Yeah.
And I checked out a book called Echo.
It's like uberly gripping...
Yeah. Have yet to figure out what it's about. They keep switching view points and places in time. But it's so good. I'm like half-way through.
Wow, this song is really pretty.
hehe.
I figured it'd be over by the time I got the lady's name written, lol.
It's like a seriously long and Celtic name.
Wow, Naya's capitalizing things today.
That's insane..hehe.
It's Noel's fault...damn, can't blaim it on her anymore, she just left.
hehe.
Taylor's birthday was today.
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