lol.
On the phone with Keya.
hehe.
I has been doing wiccaish stuff.
hehe.
i found my book of shadows last night.
YAY!!!
i'm looking for spells, gotz to figure out when imbloc is...and what i is doing.
hehe.
mum and dad went to des moines to see LotR again...
hehe.
home alone until like 4:30.
TRALALA

i just got off the phone with justin. he was getting mad at me cos i was gagging myself..well, getting really close anyways. like i did when i was a little kid. i used to lay on my bed at night and almost gag myself..didn't know it was bad back then.
but today i was just sitting on my window seat shoving the cord from my curtains down my throat. yeah...i got really really close.
justin thinks he broke his wrist.
i told him to get a pink cast if he did.
lol..t'would make me giggle.
he'd look adorable with a cast..though it would make the girls in his elp pay even more attention to him. they'd be like hanging over his sholders pretending to be sad. then they'd make their move and ask him out.
goddess i'm so scared someone is going to ask him out..i dont know what he'd say.
i dont know anything about him anymore.
roar.
i miss him so much.
id go back out with him if he asked....maybe i should talk to joseph about that.
lol.
be like "you know, id say yes if justin asked me out"
hehe.
then when joseph's like "oh i'll tell him" be like "just tell him you think id say yes..not tell him i told you, k?"
yeah..now i just need to talk to joey alone.
be great if he could get on
::cough cough::
lol.
could call.
dunno how long my parents will be out though.
keya's getting me candles!
yayz.
happyish.
i should go..cos i can.
bb
-naya-

Originally from my notebook "Naya's Stuff", but I liked it so I desided to put it in here.
what's the point when you dont see one?why should i act? why should i make the rest of the world think things are perfect when they aren't? why should i be confinded to this place?
i dont want to be here, so why am i forced to come?cant i just stay in my room forever? just surfing the internet and watching stryder eat and sleep. then when i'm old enough movre to california. there i could finally be free. practice witchcraft, astrial projection, be openly gay, maybe marry keya.
WHOA, that came from nowhere.
uh...but maybe it's a possibility. if she would that is.
are gay marriages legal yet?
probably in california.
not here...hell no.
why would they allow gay marriages in iowa?!
that would be....UNCHRISTIAN!
goddess forbid we do anything against the christian religion.
cos jesus died for our sins.
jesus loves us!
dead men cant love
DEAD MEN CANT LOVE!
why cant i just be acceptted for who i am?
i hate pretending.
why is my life an act?
-naya-

::sigh::
roar.
on the phone with sam..just got home from babysitting.
taylor and hunter.
they were pretty good.
bleh.
i'm so friggin tired.
i should probably like...go to bed.
oh wellz.
dunno what to write.
justin's at nighthawk...
roar.
and and and......yeah
i was going to tell him my idea for the 30th but i desided it was stupid, and a late night fantasy.
i mean.....
hehe.
sam thinks me and grant are perfect for me.
tehe.
gtg
-me-

Noel is laying on my lap. Which is something that rarely happens, especially now.
::sigh::
Stryder just walked by and....
Now Noel is gone, and Stryder's eating some food up on the desk.
I made the mistake of putting his bowl ontop of mum's printed stuff...gotta move that, just a sec.
This song is so damn sad. Bleh.
I can't wait til Justin gets home. Then I won't be so god damn lonely.
Stryder's so cute..I keep gettin distracted watching him eat. The only other guy that's cute when he eats is Justin. Not that he eats much anymore. Atleast not that I see.
"He just doesn't eat lunch"

Not a day goes by that I don't think of you. After all this time, you're stil with me it's true. Somehow you remain locked so deep inside. Baby, baby, oh baby not a day goes by...
Minutes turn to hours and the hours to days. Seems it been forever that I felt this way.

Nah, my favorite part is:
I still wait for the phone, in the middle of the night. Thinking you might call me if your dreams don't turn out right. And it still amazes me that I lie here in the dark wishing you were next to me with your head against my heart.

::sigh::
Such a good song..
Something I have to get out..
Wish I could say the other thing I need to get out, but that has to remain a secret.
Maybe I'll tell Keya someday. If Keya stays....
Blessed Be.
-arenhod-

Home..bleh

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Yeah..i'm home sick today. which sucks cos i wanna go to school. but i threw up like 4/5 times last night and my mother decided i needed to stay home.
grr.
talking to Hunter..we're discussing HWNG. yay. Stryder is asleep on my lap and i'm eating. eating lots and lots.
gobstoppers and cheddar chex mix. i think that i might go watch finding forester.
cos mum said it was good.
we wanted to rent white oleander, but it's still a new release.
maybe i'll watch freaky friday again...
dunno.

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Maybe he's over at Joey's..maybe I should call Joey..
bleh.
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I wish I could just talk to him.
::sigh::

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