STRYDER!
stryder's home. he's half asleep on my lap. i'm so happy he's back. slept on the couch last night in attempt to get peekaboo to sleep with me, but that didn't work. she slept on the other couch. had more odd dreams..grr.
but that was probably cos of where i was sleeping.
yeah...
i dunno. it was like i was stealing some blonde chick's boyfriend over the internet or something. bleh.
we were going to summerfeast.
summerfeast...such fond memories.
threesomes..carnies stealing wallets...bannanas...
Ah..good times.
I don't even remember why I wouldn't go on any rides..if we go this summer I definatly will...lol.
We'll see.
Wondering if I should call Justin.
Or Joey..lol.
Burn some more CDs, just be a general pyro.
Joey said it was healthy...hehe.
Poor Stryder. He's so cute when he walks, but you can tell it hurts like hell. He kinda limps along...oh well, more reason for me to pick him up and carry him a ton. I'm not even supposed to be up here. They said stay downstairs so he doesn't have to walk up and down the stairs. hehe.
bad child...
:-D
Oh wellz...
wonder if Keya's planning on calling today?
roar.
<3
-Arenhod-

You represent... loneliness.
Always alone and always sad about it... unlike
angst, you don't have to look for a reason to
be miserable. You want to be in the company of
people but aren't sure how to act when you're
with them. Sometimes you have to make an
effort. You can't always wait for others to
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A GAME-BOY. Youre like a tomboy without the love of
sports. Reality sucks, but as long as you have
your electronics you feel you can cope. Time
goes unnoticed when youre locked in your room
hooked up to your Nintendo, rocking to your
favourite collection of guitar-driven albums.
Your virtues: Intelligence, sense-of-humour,
individuality.
Your flaws: Inability to cope with real life,
action-freak spirit, reclusive nature.



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that's all for now.
blessed be.
-arenhod-

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Thanks Joey..
Just had a gratifying conversation with Joey. He's so sweet. What did I ever do to deserve him? I was such a bitch to him...Oh well, we're friends and I dont' feel like thinking about that. I burned a CD while on the phone with him. Literally. Took a lighter and burnt it.
Twas soo fun. Then I accidently burnt myself and he's like "You'd be in big trouble if I was Justin"
Yeah...
Must have been like an hour and a half I was on the phone with him.
I was so depressed when I called him and now I feel so...refreshed.
You'll never see this, but thanks Joey.
You make me happy, when Justin can't.
Where the hell is Justin anyways???
grr.
Oh well, I'll figure that out later.
Blessed Be.
THANKS JOEY.
-Arenhod-

Tis waaaay to early to be eating sugar, but I am anyways. peel and pull twislers.
getting hyper depressed.
listening to Music Match's Celtic station.
roar.
HYPERISH
wish justin was on.
wish i could get a hug...
An Cailin Gaelach...good song.
No idea what it means.
who cares.
i'm getting a sugar high.
blessed be.
-arenhod-

Stryder's in getting his front claws taken out, and getting nuetered. I'm so lonely without him..
I'd be great if Justin would ever get on, and notice that he's supposed to call me *cough, cough*, but he's probably still asleep.
Had the strangest dream last night about him...and his mum.
lol.
I don't think I'll put it here, I'll just write it in my book of shadows later. I'm wanting to cast a circle or something, but I'm not for fear that I'll be interupted by the phone. Bleh.
Tis hard to practice the craft under these circumstances..
Mum and dad dont even approve of it, so I can't tell them. Justin doesn't believe in it, much less support it. Sam's...variable. I dunno about Keya. I wish I could find another wiccan or atleast someone who practices the craft.
IF ANYONE OUT THERE IS WICCAN AND LIVES AROUND DES MOINES CONTACT ME!
bleh.
I need someone to help teach me. I've been researching and stuff forever, but that's basically all that I do..reasearch. Haven't done any real spells besides invisibility...and the peace chant. Other than that I've just meditated to find my magick name..blurg.
Suppose I'll see what's going on over at Children of Artemis.
Peace,
Arenhod

Thoughts Swirling
I'm alone and I'm thinking. Thinking of everything that's happened and everything yet to come. I got a new e-mail address.
It's endlesscircles@poetic.com
Yeah...
I have a Relient K song stuck in my head but I can't for the life of me think of what it's called at the moment.
I'm to lazy to get up and look at the cd.
Plus Stryder's in my lap.
hehe.
Anyhoo....think I'll see what's going on over at Children of Artemis...
Blessed Be.
-holly-

on the phone with justin..hehe
today makes 7 months. oy.
long time..
i'm a witch.
hehe.
mum and da are gone today until 8ish.
i'm doing some kind of spell or rite or circle or whatever the hell you call it when it gets dark.
on the phone with justin right now.
yeah.
he's quiet as usual...gr.
phone is being evil.
oh well.
stryder is curled up on my lap.
-holly-

Yet another online journal. Second or third one I've made today. Maybe I'll actually like this one. Haha.
It's my first day back and so far it sucks. Justin isn't on, no kittens, and Christmas party tonight. grr...
I'm going to kill the next thing that moves freely. I'm so fucking cold.
WHY CAN'T WE TURN ON THE GOD DAMN HEAT?!
roar.
I want to talk to Justin. It's friggen unfair.
I hate silence.
Silence kills.
You're crying inside?
Justin, I can't stop thinking about you.
Maybe I should call him.
hmm.
Good idea Holly. First one in awhile.
Okay I'll call him.
And watch he's over at Joey's or something.
Bleh.
Get back to ya later.
Blessed be.
-holly-