yooo biotches im fucking drunk off my ass right now even though it doenst seem ist cuz im not typing THAT bad, i really need to fucking have someone in bed, HAHA im a fucking stupid drunk and kenny wont fucking talk to me and tell me he loves me (haha) i reall need to get to bed so fuck you journal, haha i'll write in you later biotchesssssssssss

TIMOTHY ODONNELL I FUCKING LOVE YOU DWITH ALL OF YNMY HEART BABY <3 xox

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this sucks
ok, im fuckin freezing so im wearing 3 pairs of pants,3 sweatshirts,a long sleeve shirt,2 tanktops,2 pairs of socks,and slippers. my fingers are like frozen, its insane. all it is in this house is work, its ridiculous. last night was good. i stayed home all day and relaxed (it was nice to stay home) and then later at night i went to my moms boyfriends ex wifes to visit his daughter (who is sweet as pie). we ate KFC there and that shizzle and then we hung around and then shawn and his ex wifes husband i think went to get donuts and then we all sat down and ate donuts and coffee. it was a nice day with no fighting. mr. cracolici sent a letter to MY DAD and not my mom that i got a 0 on my italian test and im doing bad and blah blah blah all that shit. well, my dad wants to take away my cell phone and for WHAT? nothing, because im passing all my other classes with good grades so OBVIOUSLY there is something wrong with the way mr. cracolici teaches. maybe its because hes a BAD teacher? yeah, probably. well my dad cant punish me because he only has partial custody of me BUT he CAN take my phone away. oh well, i can live with a cell. i dont know all this shit is just really fuckin frusturating and its pissing me off.

guys honestly, please comment because i get really mad when only 1 or 2 or even nobody comments, it would make me feel A LOT better, thanks for listening to me bitch.

i.heart.y0u.tim0thy.0d0nnell.<3

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refacing,panchos,and snowdays
ok i refaced again if you can see. i like it.

i went out to dinner yesterday with my mom, my dad,his girlfriend,her 3 kids,and my sisters. we went to panchos for lexi's birthday. the food was alright and our waiter was HOT! lol. my dad asked me if i wanted to go on his honeymoon after he gets married and i said yeah, were probably going on a cruise (i love them there SO much fun!) well, if you obviously figured out by now my dad is getting married and im about the last one to find out figures right? yeah, whatever i just have to learn to live with the fact that my dad can be an asshole sometime right? yeah, i guess so....BLEHHH

sooo today i wake up and notice that it snowed A LOT and i was really angry because it was the ONLY day that i ever really wanted to go to school because we only had a half day. figures, a day when i wanna go to school i have a half day, oh well. i sat around talked on the computer and the phone and stuff ands thats really it. i tried installing the sims on my moms computer and its not working and its REALLY starting to piss me off, oh well what can ya do? tomorrow i have dance and im babysitting and then the rest of the weekend i dont know if i can go out because if the snow is still there my mom is gonna act really gay. well, shawn (my moms boyfriend) said that one day i can go after school with him and his friend can put like 20 ringtones of my choice on to my phone, i was like DUDE thats awesome!!! well, i talked to Richie today and he is officially one of the sweetest guys alive. seriously, when i told him i was probably going on a cruise over the summer he said come visit me instead and blah blah and then i asked if he's coming to visit me during the summer and he said yeah him and his friend were saving money. then i asked how much he had and he said $10 well, the cutest part of the story is he said he would use his birthday money to come see me. AWWWW how sweet is that? blah i love that kid 'mucho' even though he makes fun of how i say talk - hey s my ny accent.

blah,i.heart.richiefazenbaker.and.timodonnell.<3

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SNOW IS FUN- SOMETIMES
well, i woke up alittle while ago and no school for me or anyone else. the worst part is though that i cant go back to sleep because i can never fall asleep after im awake. oh well. i just fed my cat, BLAHHHH and i dont know what else rawr. im probably going to sit on my computer all day and try and download the sims (superstar) or just sit online talking to people. im going to ask my mommy if i can download the sims onto her computer, well that should be fun. i talked to OD on the phone last night for hours on end. boy do i love that kid <3

i.heart.timothy.odonnell.very.muchly.<33

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car accidents are splendid
HELLO anyone who reads my lovely woohu :) well, today i felt like shit so i woke up and stayed home half the day. i just got out of the shower and my moms boyfriend shawn is picking me up at 11:30 to bring me to school (fun stuff)

well, yesterday was nothing. i went to school, shawn picked me up,i got mcdonalds,went to my therapist and then on our way to staples to get my school supplies for pace (i start feb.2nd) were turning and this guy is backing up and doesnt see us so my mom honks and he kept backing up and then stops and hits my mom and i. we both got alittle whiplash but were ok (if you were wondering). well, after that we got the car towed and shawn is letting us use his nice nice jeep. we went to staples and got all my shit for school. THEN i went to eat at taco bell and they are really really stupid there :-/ after that i went home and did a buncha shit. oh yeah and i watched saved the last dance (aw sean patrick thomas is CUTE!)

soooo i just got out of the shower and then after this im going to school and then coming home and resting, rawrrrr boy am i tired!!!

i.heart.you.muchly.tim.odonnell.<3

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countdown till i get out of erock: 2o days!

ok so today was a normal erock day, nothing special. shawn (my moms boyfriend) picked me up from school and got me mcdonalds. my mom called me while i was eating with shawn and told me about what she found out about school. my school starts at 8:00 and we get out at 2:05, thats 45 minutes earlier than i get out in east rockaway, COOL! well, i dont know what else to say. today i have a therapy appointment and then im going school shopping for supplies and then bjs and then pc richards with my mom and shawn. soon im going to get clothes for school, leave some comments and tell me where i should go school shopping. ughhh im bored and im waiting for my mommy to come home so i can look this fuckin italian regents book over which i have to take at the end of january, UGHHHH :( blah

i.heart.you.very.muchly.timothy.odonnell.<3

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aright yesterday was fun. i hung out with joe, who is as cool as fuck! i went on my pace interview and they seemed like they liked me. anywayyyyy today i went to school and came home, didnt do anything special. later my mom took me out to dinner with shawn and we went to outback and i got cheese fries :-P wellllll earlier today my mom told me that i got accepted, im sooo excited that i get to leave east rockaway feb. 2..blehh im really excited but alittle mad because in pace they dont have italian so i have to take the italian regents and im gonna fail , im SO not prepared :( a lot of bullshit is going on my life and i honeslty cant deal with it but whatever. joe is sweet as pie and would be REALLY good boyfriend material but he doesnt want a girlfriend, well see what happens. well, i dont give a fuck about any of this crap anymore. all i know is that everyone in erock needs to go kill themselves and then i would be really happy.

Your Opinion On
Cherries: cherries are yummy and fun to eat
Abortion: personally i think its disgusting...
Saddam Hussein: needs to die
Beaches: i work at the beach and i dont like them cuz i look bad in a bathing suit
Matchbox 20: dont listen to them
Labels: need to be stopped. there just so fucking stupid
Love: i wish i was in love
Family: i wish my family cared alil more
Hate: is a strong word...
Life: i hate mine, can i have a new one?
Toe Socks: can get really annoying
Moving: not fun
Winter: i hate winter
Grades: are really important to get into a good college
What Does This Word Make You Think Of?
radio: music
roller coaster: scary
sunflower: yellow
soda: diet coke
shaving cream: shaving my legs
nude: mmmm
socks: white.. ?!
the number twenty four: legal!!!!
v.i.p.: important, oh
prison: bad people
keyboard: letters
blow: a cock...
suck: a penis
whine: babies


i.heart.you.timothy.odonnell.<3

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okkkk so today was fine. i woke up at 6 took a shower,did my hair,and woke amy up (she slept over my house) then i went to school and whatnot. during lunch my mommy picked me up and got me wendys and then she sent me back to school (oh what fun!) well whatever, anyway after school my mom picked me up and then we came home and i decided that i wanted to get my new nextel. ack soo we wait alittle or whatever and i went on the computer and then we left and i got the new i730 nextel. bleh its such a hot phone! tomorrow im only going to 1-4 and my moms picking me up 5th period because im going to pace for that interview or w/e. well, that should be fun, ACK my mom is sleeping in the city friday & saturday and coming home sunday night. me and amy have the house ALL TO OURSELVES. boy do i love my life. well, sometimes, haha........

My life is rated NC-17.
What is your life rated?

ok well today was the first day back to school from the long ass winter break, ugh. well, school was nothing i went in did my shit and came out then i went to mcdonalds, ate there and then went to pick amy up and then i chilled at my house with amy. her friend mario came over and we just hung around and shit. then mario went home and now its 12:44 and my mom went out alittle while ago and amy has been sleeping for about an hour. i need to go to sleep soon so i can get up to take a shower and get ready for school. well, today i found out that wednesday im going to visit pace for an interview at 12:30 and my mom is picking me up at 11:30 so im leaving during my lunch period. well, a lot of shit has happend lately idk i miss samm, she's coming home from italy tomorrow. ack im soo excited i missed her sooo sooo much. my mom is going out next weekend and staying in the city so i can yay have fun! omg im soo excited, xox.

i/heart/tim/odonnell/<3

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well, yesterday (saturday) was one crazy mofriggin day. i woke up around 12 and i got ready for my hair appointment. i went to get my hair done around 1:30 and my hair looked mucho nice :) well, we got done kinda early and my mom took me and my sisters for dinner at subway..mmm. so after that we finish eating and then i got home get dressed and whatnot then amy comes over and gives me the shot glasses that she bought me on vacation (i collect them) and then we try and figure out what we were doing. well, i saw my ex on AIM and i decided to IM him and see if he wanted to hang out and he said yes and then right when we were about to finish the plans he signed off so i said 'fuck it lets go to bellmore and chill there.' ok, so we call a cab and go to the rockville center train station and buy the tickets to go to bellmore. while were there my ex calls me and was like 'wanna hang out' so i said sure, meet us in bellmore. we got on the train and amys blood sugar was low (my little diabetic) soo when we got off the train we went to the diner and she ordered a soda. while i went to the bathroom my ex called and said he was there so we walked to the train station to get him and shit then we hung out alittle and then he hadda go home. at 10 we thought anthony was going to come pick us up and he never showed up :-( so we took the train back to my house at 12:08 when we got back to my house my mom decided to go out so we invited anthony over and he came over and brought us mikes. amy got drunk but i didnt,and i talked to nick for sooo long on the phone. that was my CrAzZy night. soon, when i get my pictures online from last night i'll post a link for you to get them :) well, have a nice day and end of vacation....BLAHHHHH

timothy.odonnell.has.my.heart.<3

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aright well today was aright. i got ready and shit and i went to charlie browns with my mom,my sisters,her friend lonnie,and this kid richy. well, after that we went to see the lights at jones beach. after that i came home and chilled. tomorrow i might hang out with sherri but idk if she can. im def. hanging out with amy though and were hopefully were drinking. i might hang out with emilio. right now im babysitting and my sister is screaming at the top of her lungs and im like dying cuz shes pissing me off really bad.

i.heart.timothy.odonnell.with.all.my.heart.<3

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well, i woke up today and cara,danielle, marissa,and hannah were already awake - go figure, lol. well, we hung around the house for alittle and then they left (well, not hannah) i looked for pictures of OD on my computer and i found them and i cried. i just thought about how much i missed him and how much im going to miss him when he goes back to college. ugh i think i love him :/ he has been there for me through thick and thin and i really have no clue what i would do without him. OMG he is thinking about going to college out of the country which means he wouldn't be a phone call away anymore. i got soo mad when he told me that and i told him that i hated him, i cant believe i could ever say that to him but we made up. well, i got ready and im waiting for my mom to do my hair because im going out with her,my sisters,her friend lonnie,and this kid richy. i made somewhat plans for tomorrow. sherri is coming on the train at somewhere around 12:00 and then at like 1:30 i have a hair appointment. after that i wanna go to kohls and FYE because i have gift cards for there. well, after that im going to hopefully be with sherri and amy and i really wanna drink. we'll find someone to drink with hopefully. well, my mom is finally going to do my hair. i hope that everyone has a fun last weekend of vacation !!!

i.heart.timothy.odonnell.<3

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wow its 3:51 in the fuckin morning and i am awake as i'll ever be. i went to be around 5:00 in the morning yesterday and i woke up at 2:00pm to find that my mom had not come home till 10:00am, lol. well i hung around then talked on the phone with brandon and whatever and then fell asleep because my neck was killing me. alittle while after that i invited [[dani,caz,riss,and hann]] over and they came over and we chilled. alittle while after that we got bored of eachother and we decided to invite some guys [[steve,od,ryan,jared,and rob,and jaymes]]. of course being the alchys that we all are our boys brought over some liquor for us. we all took about 6 shots of bacardi o and we were drunk, haha like always. we all chilled for a while and then about 2:30 maybe the boys went home. now its 3:54 and dani,caz,and hannah are sleeping and now its the 2 marissas that are up and were not even tired. well, im still drunk and if you cant tell lol then im just TOO GOOD! well, marissa is tired so she is going to sleep and leaving me awake all by myself. i think that im going to go to sleep in a few so i can wake up at a regular hour so i can make plans for something to do tomorrow, rawrr.

i.heart.tim.odonnell.<3

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haha another great night due to my GREAT FRIENDS. well, the ball dropped and caz,dani,aggie,nikk,val,and heather were still here and we all spayed eachother with silly string and by this time we were all drunk :) im typihng really good and i dont knwo how. my love and my baby timmy odonnell came and i hooked up with ahim and hie is tha best and i dont know what i would do withotu him in my life. well, after that they all left and i was by myself and guess who stpped bye? jaymes,tim,josh,and juli. yeahhhhhhhhhh i drank alittle more and then yeah that ahppend. thennn i talked on the phone with nikck and now im good.

i.heart.tim.odonnell.<3

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