arightttyyy well, today is sunday which means i had friday and saturday so far. friday i picked amy up then bounced over to dance, that was fun. it was bring a friend day and amy danced :). then after dance we went home and just chilled nothing special. saturda we woke up,got ready,and around 11:00 my moms friend lonnie and his 'nephew' richy came to pick us up for the mall. amy,me and richy hung around the mall and then we went back to get money from my mom and then we went to my dads to get money and amys grandmas store too. after that lonnie dropped richy,amy, and i into forest hills at the movie theater we went to watch a movie,ate mcdonalds and then hopped on the subway to NYC we went to times square and rockefeller center. then we came home and it was mucho fun. ahh crazy nights. today i dont know what we are doing but tonight me and amy are going to my dads because we are babysitting there.

.:.theres no one left thats real.:.

i hope this works
im trying to type under marissa's journal..

this is her best friend

also known as amy.

marissa's cock is in my mouth, and she's a fucking cunt, but i love her anyway. and i know i type faster than her. so fuck you marissa, tomorrow's gonna be fun :) always having fun

well, i got the cell phone situation solved :D im really happy that i got a phone but its a really ugly one so when i get money im going to buy a new one. well, channukah starts tomorrow and im gonna get lotsa presents and im happy. tomorrow is the last of hell and then 2 weeks of fucking off of school! im soo excited its gonna be fucking crazay, its gonna be 2 weeks of being bombed off my ass! hahaha this is going to be fucking great. tomorrow im going to my dads to get channukah presents and then sunday night through tuesday im going to sleep over my dads house with amy and im babysitting monday and tuesday so THAT should be fun. aright leave em comments!

.:.theres no one left thats real.:.

aright,well i have bronchitus and i feel SO DISGUSTING and SICKLY that its not even funny. aright, so monday i went into school 6th-9th because i didn't wanna get denied credit in my 8th period class and have to take it over or take summer school because its a freakin half year class and im only allowed 14 absenses and i had that. so i was planning on doing that yesterday (tues) but when i asked my mom what time i needed to be ready to go to school by she goes 'your not going at all' so now, pretty much im fucked and im going to be taking this class next year because i have too many absences already. i wanna be absent again because now it dont matter. i could have up to 28 absences before they can even think about denying me credit in any of the full year classes. this school is SO FUCKED. my mom supposedly has the flu and she wont get out of bed so i wonder what she's gonna say when i ask her to drive me to school...heh. a lot of shit last night happend that im really pissed off about.

1.cesar was 'pretending' to like me even though he hooked up with me
2.christian finally admitted to me that he doesn't like me, which i dont know why :-/
3.my lemonade was WAY TOO sweet and i couldn't get more water because if i left my room my mom would've flipped on me.
4.jacie likes tomm
5.i still have bronchitus

being sick sucks big hairy balls :( i have to get better by friday because i DEFF want to go out and do something. it really doesn't matter what just as long as im not spending it in my house. ohh snap friday starts the first day of channukah so i might not even be allowed out, which i probably will but yeah. sunday im going to my dads w/my sisters,my dads girlfriend,and her kids and were gonna exchange channukah gifts even though my dads girlfriends kids are half and go to catholic school! lol. i hope i get some nice shit,ack presents always excite me! lol

.:.theres nothing left thats real.:.

aright listen. if your gonna be dick enough to write a comment saying 'loser' dont be pussy and make it anonymous. whatever.

im sick, i have bronchitus, bye.

-theres no one left thats real

haha im feeling alittle better. still got my congestion going! i went into school 6th-9th and that was fun! (haha yeah right) then i came home,went to the doctor,got wendys, downloaded the sims makin' magic, decorated our tiny christmas tree [even though im jewish], and just hung around. i told jenn i have bronchitus and she goes OHHH you have 'bronk-e-i-tuz' i was like umm no but OK SWEETHEART! haha i love jenn with all my heart. 14 years and still going strong! hahaha best friends for life <3

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someone come up with a good signature. i'll put a couple here and you pick one of these or tell me a better one

->marissa<-
-theres nothing left thats real
mariss .!.!. riss .!.!.
<>riss<>

....or just give me better ideas!

i have bronchitus and nothing else to do so im going to take a bunch of quizzes and show you the results you lucky thing you!I scored a 56% on the "Addicted To AIM??" Quizie! What about you?

I scored a 15% on the "Are you A B*ITCH to your friends?" Quizie! What about you?

I scored a 44% on the "how much do u like drugs?" Quizie! What about you?

I scored a 63% on the "Will U ever have Sex?" Quizie! What about you?

take em' if you want :) have fun !

well i woke up at 7 this morning and felt like SHIT so i asked my mom if i could stay home until like 6th or 7th and then go to school and at first she said no but then we argued alittle and she said yes so now im home and doing nothing. i talked to sherri alittle and then i talked to anthony (he's such a dick) and now im going to play the sims! lol i love that game soo much im like friggin addicted to it, haha its the greatest game everrrrrrr

leave em' comments and i'll get back to you around 3:15 or something like that !!!

sick all fuckin day i hate this. this day was boring as fuck. i just found out that next sunday im going to my dads for chanukkah and im getting presents from him and his g/f and shit. should be fun

have a nice day/night everyone!

COMMENT PLEASE!!!

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Sunday. And that beginning, oh it's a killer.
But don't you worry, things will look up for
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->today sucked. i was sick and feeling shitty all day. ugh :-/

drunken nights <3
wowoooo friday night was fun as hell! i went to school and then we went and picked up my love amy THEN i went to dance and these girls were staring and saying shit to my cousin soo me and amy were saying things to them..haha! then we went home and fixed our hair and just got ready and planned some things to do. i went to cesars house with 3 of his friends and it was aright then me,amy,and nick took a taxi to the west end in long beach to bobby's keg party on the beach. it was fucking cold as hell so we walked to bobby's uncles house and drank alittle more. i was pretty drunk and smoked cigarettes :-/ but whatever. i had called chris earlier and he said that he would pick us up so when he came we went upstairs and there was bobby's uncle with a shovel telling us that he had called the police and that we had to wait. i was like OMG this is crazy. i was drunk so i didn't know what to do but whatever. then amy told him that our ride was here and he let us go. we drove around with chris for alittle and went to CVS to get gum and chips and then went to white castle to go to the bathroom. i smoked another cigarette,ate some gum,and then went home. when i got home i found that i freakin had left my cell phone in chris' car so i dont know how im going to get it back :( wtf do i do?

best night! <3

omfg shit goes down in east rockaway like every day and holy fuck it is all gddamn bullshit. this whole fuckin town is a bunch of shit talkers...i dont know what to do anymore. i wanna go to this school 'pace' in brookville. its an alternative high school. i would fuckin do anything to get out of east rockaway OMG this is all so fuckin ridiculous. but whatever. AMY - you know i always have your fuckin back no matter what. no fuckin bitch can tear us apart <3 but whatever. ugh everything is so fucked up lets go through whats happening with a bunch of my other friends....UGH SO MUCH DRAMA!

samm-she's been so depressed lately..aww
jenn-just her same old happy go lucky self
scutch-friggin psycho
vicky-punished for 3 weeks for coming home drunk
lauryn-yelled at me the other day :-/
marisa-just her crazy ole self
jaymes-im missin him cuz he's in chammy !!!
tim-is in chammy too :(
josh-doesn't drink really anymore and cut down on the pot. im SOO proud of him!
sal-i miss him b/c he's in fuckin boarding school
liam/larry/nick-I <3 THEM!

i love my friends and if it wasn't for them i wouldn't be living.

-this weekend should be fun!

now everythings about to fall apart <3

odd mood
well, im in a very odd mood i dont know why. last night me,selma,sarah,natasha,cassidy, and bailey went to fight jess ragusta and her friends..it was an odd fight but we won even though those girls are like 320854 million feet taller than us but whatever. i went to bed somewhat early last night, probably around 11:45 or something which is very odd for me yet i feel very shitty. probably cuz i have to wake up for school. UGH i hate school with the passion of a million suns. im feeling different like a color change of my journal. SOUND GOOD? idk. well i dont know what i want to do today after school, any suggestions? well school should be ok..nothing special

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now everythings about to fall apart <3

well, today was not a bad day at all but not a good day. i went to school and what not and then got wendys on the way home then got home,ate it, and talked on the phone with amy for a while. now im on the computer and yeah i have nothing to do. my mom is picking my sisters up tonight cuz my dad has to help his girlfriend with some fashion show fundraiser shes doing. my dad never helped my mom with anything like that but whatever. i have nothing to do tonight. tomorrow is wednesday....THIS WEEK IS GOING SO SLOW! i dont know what im doing next weekend but whatever.

i like him soo much!!!

ex.oh.ex<3