im in my new apartment :) most of our stuff is in here except that i don't have a bed or any furniture, lmfao. well, im really tired and my back is KILLING me. i have to hang my clothes up and stuff and blah blah blah. well, i hope that everyone's weekend is going well i will update when i actually have something to write about - I LOVE YOU GUYS!

->brian i love you, thank you for all the hard work you put in helping me move in :P xo <3

iheartderek<3

1) Using band names, spell out your name:
Maroon 5
A static lullaby
Rage against the machine
Incubus
Sepultura
Slayer
Atreyu

2) Have you ever had a song written about you?:
lol, i've tried
3) What song makes you cry?:
good charlotte - hold on

4) What song makes you happy?
the reason - hoobastank (because its me and dereks song)

5) What do you like to listen to before bed?
anything really

a p p e a r a n c e
HEIGHT: 4'10" and proud mofo
HAIR COLOR: dark brown with blonde highlights
SKIN COLOR: peachy?
EYE COLOR: hazel
PIERCINGS: my ears
TATTOOS: nahh

r i g h t n o w
WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?: my bat mitzvah pants
WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?: until the day i die - story of the year
WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: nada
WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?: cold :-/
HOW ARE YOU?: i heart derek, other then that ehh

d o y o u
GET MOTION SICKNESS?: not really...except in hospital elevators
HAVE A BAD HABIT?:yahh
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: most of the time

f a v o r i t e s
TV SHOW: any day now
CONDITIONER: herbal essences
BOOK: frank mccourt (im in the process of reading it)
MAGAZINE: cosmopolitan
NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK: ice tea
ALCOHOLIC DRINK: skyy vodka and cranberry juice/mikes
THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: parties,concerts,hang out with my friends
BAND OR GROUP or SINGER or RAPPER: ummm lets say smile empty soul

h a v e y o u
BROKEN THE LAW: yeah
RAN AWAY FROM HOME: nope
SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: yeah
EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: yeah i have
MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: yes, i have
EVER TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY: nope, can't say i have
USED YOUR PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE: she knew, but yeah
SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE: nope i haven't
FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: lol deff
BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY: yeah, 8th grade was the last one
LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: of course

l o v e
BOYFRIEND: single...but i hope not to be soon cause he's amazing <3
GIRLFRIEND: never, im sorry
SEXUALITY: hetero baby
CHILDREN: i wanna adopt 2
CURRENT CRUSH: derek
BEEN IN LOVE?: yeah, and my heart was broken when he moved to florida :(
HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: i miss joey <3
BEEN HURT?: yeah, i have plenty of times
YOUR GREATEST REGRET: going out with mafia man
GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR THREE DAYS: umm no
r a n d o m
DO YOU HAVE A JOB: no, but i need one...you have one for me?
YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW: my mixtape of greenday,yellowcard,creed and hoobastank
IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?: black, definitly black
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: being with my friends
WHO MAKES YOU THE HAPPIEST?: derek
WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET?: im not sure
WHO DO YOU CONSIDER GOOD FRIENDS?: honest caring people
WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO?: go to concerts

w h e n / w h a t w a s t h e l a s t
TIME YOU CRIED?: the other day
YOU GOT A REAL LETTER?: i dont remember
YOU GOT E-MAIL: yesterday
THING YOU PURCHASED: cake batter and crunch bar ice cream from coldstone
TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED: jerry springer
MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: uhhh i dont remember

y o u r t h o u g h t s o n
ABORTION: i dont really agree, but im kinda pro-choice
TEENAGE SMOKING: i haven't had a cigarette in 3 weeks, are you proud?
SPICE GIRLS: they were amazing
DREAMS: i have WEIRD ass dreams

i talked to derek today on the phone for a while and he played guitar for me and he called me to say goodnight. he is amazing. we decided today that hoobastank the reason is our song

dmbmustang8766: i love u 2 babi
->aw i definitly love this kid :)

i heart derek
i miss joey so much
i love bacci

Name::	Marissa
Nicknames?::	riss,rissa,mariss,riss-ma,lil pisster,pissa
Age::	15
Birthday::	november 16
Where you living?::	new york
Height::	4'10"
Weight::	ummmmm
Favorite Clothes::	jeans and a tshirt
Favorite Shoes::	etnies
Hair Color::	brown with blonde highlights
Eye Color::	hazel
Glasses?::	nah
Braces?::	nope
Piercings?::	in my ears
Tattoos?::	nopes
Choose or Lose
Morrissey or Marr?::	morrissey
Wendy's, Burger King or McDonalds?:	wendys
New York or Los Angeles?:	los angeles
Paper or Plastic?:	plastic
1980s or 1990s?:	90's
Fruit or Veggies?:	fruit
rock or rap?:	rock
sun or moon?:	moon
winter break, summer break or spring break?:	spring break
Kerry or Bush?:	kerry
good or bad?:	bad
Now a bunch of giggling 10 year old girls run in
gay straight or what?:	straight
describe who you want to be in a relationship with:	derek<3
Describe your last ex:	ummm flamer.
Now you name some favorites
Movie:	schindlers list,gothika,jack,jawbreaker,shallow hal
Song:	maroon5-this love
Band:	korn,maroon5,something corporate,killswitch engage
TV Show:	7th heaven,any day now,everwood
Fast Food Place:	wendys
Class at School or activity at work:	activity at work
Cereal:	cinnamon life
Now I ask you about ur friends:	funny,nice,fun to be around
Whos your best friend?:	sammi and jaymes
Name the first thing that comes to your mind when u hear...
dog:	barking
trees:	tall
dishes:	dirty
Linkin Park:	numb
Adobe:	huh?
Paul McCartney:	idk!
Hawaii:	hot
Supply and Demand:	toys?
Savings and Loan:	moneyyyy
sex:	guys
snow:	white
past:	is gone
regret:	everything i've done
Mexico:	pretty
drill:	saw?

Let's Take A Survey brought to you by BZOINK!

fun with the boys and then the girls
soo last night was aright. i went to dance then came home and took a shower and then brian,joelle,and eric came over and we chilled in my house for a little then they decided to go to taco bell so joelle drove us and then i went back home and i got a call from kristi and her,leslie,and paris came over and then we drank. it was fun, i lovvvvvve the boces girls sooo fucking much :)

well, saturday was shit - went to charlie browns for dinner then got some coldstone. took some things to the new apartment.

i heart you od

im in school right now in the science room and my science teacher and charlie are in here. charlie is watching some airforce movie...heh. todays friday i have dance and then i dont know what else..hopefully something good

i have to start painting my new room and move in my shit

i love you all :)

my grandma is leaving the hospital tomorrow morning and then going into rehab.

just a slob like one of us...
haven't updated in a while. my school had gym today LOL we only have 3 days of gym in my school. today we went out into the woods and we did 'project adventure' type things...it sucked soo bad. we stood on a log and i stood in between spencer and kevin and i swear kevin almost made me fall like 30 billion times..LOL we did some like big see-saw balancing shit, lol. ummm idk we're going out to climb the wall and do the high ropes (neither of which im doing) im not sure when. i have to hand in my economics project tomorrow. HOPEFULLY denise finished the poster part of it. if not im FUCKED bill will shoot me well, i hope all of you have a good weekend.

i hate love you <3

11 days that grandmas been in the hospital :-/
soo friday i did nothing. saturday i went to look at two apartments and then we went out to eat and then after that i looked at one in east rockaway and we liked it even though its a tad out of our range. after that i went to visit my grandma in the hospital and we stayed there till about 9 and we came home, got white castle (yuck) and i called brian to find out that he was out already and he didn't call me because he didn't know my number! grrrr. well, i came home, talked to derek on the phone for alittle,watched
'camp cool' and room raiders 'maroon5' and then fell asleep. today i want to get my nails done and we have 2 apartments to see today. oyyy school tomorrow and i cant forget to type up my economics project

iloveyouall

hmm...thinking about making my journal friends only

<3

i probably only have like 2 periods of school today because im going to the holocaust museum in glen cove. shiiiiit that reminds me of colin :-/ well, i'll update about the day later. hopefully someone wants to pick me up from school?

iwanthim<3

well, school was not too bad. besides for the fact i tried begging my mom not to make me go it was aright. everyone was like 'are you ok?' blah blah blah. i was fine. i felt shitty but i was OK. well, my mom couldn't drive me to school so i got off at the west hempstead stop and paris and mikey drove me home and hung out with me for alittle bit. i got home and blah blah LOL. tomorrow is tuesday and we're going to the holocaust museum in glen cove (about 12 of us) well, that should be fun - derek is going to call me in a bit so im gonna go wait :)

iheartyouall<3

quiz - soo freakin bored
--Background--
DOB:: Nov, 16th 1988
Age:: 15
Location:: front of my house
Siblings:: 2 sisters
Pets:: my cat
IF YOU WERE_ WHAT WOULD U BE?
Veggetable:: carrots
Animal:: dog
Fruit:: banana
Color:: black or red
Household Object:: computer
Season:: fall
Article of Clothing:: clevage shirt- lol
Drink:: chocolate milk
--Emotions--
What's one thing that will always make you laugh?: when samm yells 'IM A LESBIONIC CRACKHEAD'
What's one thing that will always make you cry?: hold on by good charlotte or thinking about eddie or marlo
What's one thing that will always make you angry?: when people lie to me
Do you laugh a lot?: sometimes
Do you cry a lot?: ehh
Do you get mad easily?: oh HELL YEAH i do
What's your strongest emotion right now?: depressed pretty much and sometimes i feel alone
What song brings out your strongest emotion?: Fukk Authority
--What's your favorite...--
Season:: fall
Holiday:: channukah
Age:: 2
Phrase/Quote:: 'i want you to want me, i need you to need me'
Thing to do:: going to concerts
Type of Cookie:: thin mint girl scout cookies
Class:: ummm health issues
Person in the whole wide world:: richie <3
--If You Could--
If you could be anything you wanted (animal, object...) what would you be?: can i just be invisible?
If you could have any super power, what would you have?: being immortal
If you could go back in time and change something, what would you change?: being friends with her...
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would you change?: that im so anti social
If you could change one thing about your best friend, what would it be?: change how pretty she is...
If you could be a millionare, what would you buy?: my favorite band to play whenever i wanted
--A Deeper Look--
The most important thing in your life is:: my mom and my grandparents
The most important person in your life is:: my mom,grandparents,sammi,jaymes
Your life motto:: care about yourself first before you care about other people
Your best advice for someone else:: don't keep shit inside
The best advice ever given to you:: life is hard, deal
One word to describe your personality:: i think its good
--Friends and Enemies--
Who is your best friend?: sammi
What do you do together?: drink,listen to music,smoke cigs,watch movies,go to conerts
What is it about this person that makes you get along so well?: she is just so amazing
How long have you known them?: 15 years
Who is your worst enemy?: mark
What is it about this person that makes you not get along?: he tried to rape me
Your close friends (besides best friend) are:: jenn,vix,scutch,laur,ris,sherri,josh,tim,larry,sal
Your other enemies are:: jess ragusta,stefanie rodjin,maxine alazraki,jess martinez(not so much anymore)
--Days and Nights--
What time do you get up on weekdays?: 5:00 if i take a shower 6:00 when i dont
What time do you get up on weekends?: around 10 normally but no later than 12
What time do you go to bed on weeknights?: 12?
What time do you go to bed on weekends?: haha like never
What's your favorite time of the day?: 8 at night
Why?: it just is
What's your least favorite time of the day?: the beginning of a school day
Why? cause i got the rest of the day left
What time are you most productive?: mid-day
Are you an early bird or a night owl?: night owl
--Love & All That Good Stuff--
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: nope
If yes, how long have you been dating them?: i dont have a fuckin boyfriend.
If no, do you want one?: yuypp
Who would you want them to be?: i dont know, someone who cares about me...
Are you sure about that?: YEAH
Do they know you like them?: um everyone i like does...
Are you sure about that?: yupp+
On a scale of 1 to 10, how much do you like this person?: 10, if it wasn't 10 i wouldnt wanna date them
Do they like you back?: most of them
Are you sure about that?: yeah i guess
How much time do you spend thinking about this person?: a lot of time

--On a scale of 1-10, how important is ...... to you?--
Music:: 9.5
Friends:: 10
Family:: 10
Love:: 9
Happiness:: 10.
Solitude:: huh?
Education:: 6
Having Fun:: 7

i was bored...so i took this, comment away

well, today was a decent day. i hung out with kristi,leslie,john,andrew,and greg. they are amazing they are my boces friends that ride the bus with me in the morning :) soo we hung around all day and did nothing. at 2 my mom took my sisters home and then went to the hospital to see my grandma. currently it is 8:53 and my mom is still at the hospital and sherri is at dougs house and leslie,kristi,andrew,john,and greg just left my house. sherri is coming over my house and yeah. i hope everyone had a good day :)

andrew greg john kristi leslie caitlin amanda danny mark kait lara paris alex ray and mikey are amazing sexy pieces of ass!!! :)

its lunchtime in school..yeahh and im bored as hell


update about the day later :)

really mad
COMMENT PEOPLE, THIS IS MAKING ME REALLY MAD HOW ALL I DO IS WRITE THESE ENTRIES IN HERE FOR YOU GUYS TO READ (ALL MY FRIENDS) AND I HAVE A FEW OF THEM AND NONE OF YOU READ IT OR COMMENT. AND IF YOU READ IT YOU CAN'T JUST PUT A LITTLE COMMENT ON THE BOTTOM? IDK IT JUST MAKES ME MAD

->sorry, but i just can't stand it anymore. im getting a ride to school today and then i have dance and then probably hanging out with like jaymes and tim and something and maybe sammi jco and scutch and having a little party for all of us who have been friends for 10 years or longer :-P lollll <3333

edit: i have 18 friends and in about 5 journal entries or so not one has commented keep that in mind.

i<3richie
i heart derek