ehh, bored
color: black and red
movie(s): jack,schindlers list,gothika
car: hyundai elantras (nice looking cars),lamborghini and IDK
song: this love - maroon 5
band(s): metallica,a static lullaby,bleeding through,korn,marilyn manson
girl(s): samm,amy,jenn,scutch,vix,lauryn,maris,jess,krys,chris - and more
guys(s): jaymes,tim,josh,sal,larry,liam,nick,bobby,hillel,derek - and more
tv show: 7th heaven and everwood baby
video game: ummm how about - burnout point of impact 2 for playstation 2?
number: it has to be even!
place to go: a couch,the mall - HEHE
word(s): mmk,asscock
store: pac sun,urban outfitters
screen name: maj0rd0rkage,m3ntalshorty
city: new york city,los angeles
radio station: how about KROCK?

->quick quiz cause i was bored. i got off the bus and right away went to the hospital to see my grandma then i went to taco bell for dinner and then we went to see some apartment. i thought it was pretty nice but my guess is that my mom didn't like it. OH WELL :-/ see ya later alligatorssssss

<3

hospital
well, today was an aright day. i went to therapy at 5 and then i went to the hospital to see my grandma. she had been there from 10 am and she didn't get a room until about 8:30 pm, stupid fuckers. she's in soo much pain and it hurts to see her like this. oh wow, this shit fucks with me emotionally. i'm not going to sleep yet and at 12 im calling richie because he keeps me somewhat sane :) i love him a lot and it sucks so much that he lives in california :(

Nucklee: i dont know you said you got back from the hospital i just started freaking
maj0r d0rkage: aw why?
Nucklee: i thought something happened to you
-->aww he cares. it's nice to know SOMEONE does.

i wish i had never met you, so then i wouldn't have to spend every day wondering why i can't see you :-/ <3

life sucks :(
omg i feel insanely sick right now and im thinking im gonna have to go to school. I think im going to get dressed and then lay on the couch so my mom know's i don't feel good. i've been absent from school SO FUCKING MUCH already but like i feel sick and i can't stand it. Mannnnnnn, this shit really sucks being sick and all, and we have to move. Our landlord isn't renewing the lease and shit because they say 'they have to do work in the house' and me and my mom know that that's just a sack of shit. We looked at 2 apartments in queens and they were aright. I don't think i could live in queens...im just not that urban of a girl but hey well see. My mom talked to my principal and my pricipal gave my mom a list of towns that we would move to that i would still be able to go to pace. All this shit always happens to me like honestly 1 good thing happens to me and another bad thing happens to fuck it all up. Sucks, but what can you do? nothing. Well, i hope everyone's life is going better than mine right now :-/

i<3richie

bored and home sick :-/
im really sick and i can't stop coughing and im bored and can't fall back asleep otherwise i won't fall asleep later so im stay up.

I scored a 88% on the " Sex Needs?" Quizie! What about you?

going to meet the new landlord when my mom gets home - i hope he likes us, my mom seems to like the house plus i can go to PACE still because the house is in east rockaway about 6/10ths of a mile or something? lol!

i<3richie

nothing really to update about
i dont really have anything to update about. i took a survey and i was gonna post it here but i accidentally deleted it. OH WELL. well, i went to bellmore for about an hour and hung out with bryan (that was fun...not) then i took the train home and i saw sammsta and jenn <-i love those girls with all my heart. i went home and i talked on the phone for alittle bit and now im about to call richie. blahh aright lovers have a good day!

i<3richie
derek is sexy
jaymes bfffl
OD we had some good times
tim=amazing
josh has a NICE CRACK!

well, im bored amy left like an hour ago? im babysitting my little sister alexis. bryan just came on and im going to his house around 7 and i dont know when im leaving. OD got me in the worst mood yesterday before dance but i really dont wanna talk about it and maybe if you guys are lucky i'll update about everything that he said later. i wanted to get fucking twisted last night. close, but no ciagar. i went to amy's house for alittle and we watched american pie and then her dad drove us back to my house cause we were gonna meet up with brian and 3 of his boys. that didn't work out too well because they got pulled over for speeding - GRRR and then they went home. i talked to bobby last night for alittle but thats it. hopefully tonight i'll get fucking twisted as hell :-/

i<3richie

soo last night biancas mom picked me and amy up at my house and dropped me,amy, bianca,and christina off at 7-11. we had some guy to buy us beer but the 7-11 guy said that he knew it was for us so he wouldn't sell it to him, we were soo fucking mad. so finally amy found someone to get weed and we walked to KFC in oceanside and waited there. while we were waiting an undercover cop in a crown victoria with tinted windows that were rolled half up tells us that he's a taxi and asks us for a ride we were like nahh no thanks. umm i think he was trying to get us for prostitution - lol. soo amy gets the weed and shit and then we had no where to smoke it so we walked down lawson and everyone smoked. then we start walking towards wendys and we notice someone is following us and we got scared - HAHA even though it was only big black mike, lolz. sooo we get to wendys and were just chilling there and then biancas mom calls her and her and christina left. then amy called brian and we walked back to my house and yeah i tried to get eric over here,and then eddie and then kyle but none of it worked cause it was like 1 in the morning sooooo today im going to go with my mom to get my grandma to the doctor. should be fun times update later :)

iheartodandrichieandhim

well, i called corey back to tell him i love him and no answer or answering machine - whatever i tried, but thats it. i'll update later tonight when i get home if i go out :-/

i think im gonna start deleting my friends because no one ever comments and it really sucks sooooo IF YOU DONT WANNA BE DELETED post a comment here. ALSO if you wanna be added i'll add you if you comment

<3 laterz

i missed the bus,my mom is mad and drove me to school. i got to school 20 minutes before i ever would have. oh well, i'll update about the day when i get home, k?

bye<3

well, its 2:31 on monday february 23rd and i would've been out of school - if i had went to school. i didn't go to school today because i felt like shit. my mom went to the doctor. ummm i hate a boca 'meatless' burger with barbeque sauce and it was good. lol very interesting right? i have like $100 i think im going to take my mom out to dinner..today maybe? idk. friday i went to the horse tracks with my mom,amy,and her boyfriend lonnie who is so nice. i bet on a horse (6) and i would've gotten 68 dollars if he won and he came in 2nd place. holy shit was i mad. i would've been up 78 dollars but he didn't win so i was only up 10 lol but i got to keep the 20 that lonnie used for the starting bets. saturday i hung out with sherri,amy,and brian and we drank and shit and then later at night lonnie took me and sherri to get bagels at 24 hour and ice cream at TCBY. it was fun times. well, thats all because sunday was a nothing day and today im sick so im not doing anything today and tomorrow is school. we have to wait until what, april for another vacation? lalala school is almost over. i might graduate half a year early because i am taking economics now instead of in 12th grade. well, i hope everyone is having a good day :)

i<3youall

First best friend: samm and jaymes
First real memory of something: sleeping in laundry baskets with my cousin
First real kiss: my boyfriend in 7th grade
First Job: carvel
First screen name: actingbug1
First self purchased album: spice girls i think
First funeral: my great aunt frans
First pets: dog- casper
First piercing/tattoo: my ears
First true love: tomm
First enemy: jessica ragusta
First big trip: florida
First play/musical/performance: i was in project rescue in 3rd grade
First musician you remember hearing in your house: billy joel prob.
Last cigarette: last night
Last big car ride: when i drove to florida
Last kiss: a while ago
Last good cry: ummm when when jack died
Last library book checked out: i dont remember
Last movie seen: ummm save the last dance?
Last beverage drank: snapple?
Last food consumed: mint chocolate chip ice cream
Last crush: him<3
Last phone call: my mom
Last tv show watched: i dont know?
Last time showered: last night
Last shoes worn: my silver and white etnies
Last item bought: i dont remember
Last disappointment: OD not calling me last night :(
Last soda drank: last night?
Last ice cream eaten: today :)
Last shirt worn: my koRn 'still a fuckin freak' one

Here's a New 1 ...

[name ]: Marissa Leigh Fein
[ nicknames ]: riss,riss-ma,rissa,mariss,rissy,lil pissa,shrimp,marizzle
[ born in ]: oceanside
[ resides in ]: east rockaway
[ good student ]: pretty good
[ eyes ]: hazely
[ hair ]: brown with blonde highlights
[ shoe size ]: 7-8 somewhere in that range

Last time you...
[ had a nightmare ]: i dont remember
[ said "i love you" and meant it ]: today
[ ate at mcdonald's ]: in wantagh a couple of weeks ago
[ dyed your hair ]: umm like 7 months ago
[ brushed your hair ]: last night
[ Washed your hair ]: when i took a shower
[ checked your e-mail ]: today
[ cried ]: a couple of days ago
[called someone ]: last night at like 10
[ smiled ]: right now
[ laughed ]: 1 second ago

Do you...
[ do drugs? ]: not anymore
[ sleep with stuffed animals? ]: i sleep with my pug and my yorkie that OD gave me
[ have a dream that keeps coming back? ]: yeah...when i was like 5
[ play an instrument? ]: i used to be able to play violin and clarinet but not anymore
[ believe there is life on other planets? ]: yes
[ read the newspaper? ]: sometimes i do
[ consider love a mistake? ]: depending
[ like the taste of alcohol? ]: yeahh pretty much :)
[ believe in god? ]: nahh
[ pray? ]: nuh uh
[ go to church? ]: im jewish...
[ have any secrets? ]: tons
[ have any pets? ]: my cat dusty
[ talk to strangers who instant message you? ]: yupp
[ wear hats? ]: yeah
[ have any piercings? ]: in my ears
[ have any tattoos? ]: nahh
[ hate yourself? ]: yes
[ have an obsession? ]: haha yeahh
[ have a secret crush? ]: yuppsss
[ collect anything? ]: shot glasses
[ have a best friend? ]: yeah, i love you all so much<3
[ like your handwriting? ]: ehhh sorta its like a combination of print and script
[ have any bad habits? ]: yupp
[ care about looks? ]: alittle
[ boy/girlfriend's looks? ]: nah
[ friends and other people? ]: nah not at all
[ believe in witches? ]: yup
[ believe in satan? ]: nope
[ believe in ghosts? ]: yes i do
Current...
[ dress ]: pajama pants from my bat mitzvah and a koRn shirt
[ mood ]: pissed
[ make-up ]: none
[ music ]: some shitty rap music
[ taste ]: nothing
[ hair ]: straight and down
[ annoyance ]: fake people and shit
[ smell ]: nothing
[ thought ]: emohogotuoytnawi
[ fingernail color ]: nothing right now
[ refreshment ]: none at the moment
[ worry ]: nothing
[ crush ]: why do you care?

Last person...
[ you touched ]: my mom
[ you talked to ]: sherri
[ you hugged ]: uh i dont remember
[ you Instant messaged ]: chris
[ you yelled at ]: my mom
[ who broke your heart ]: ...

im updating now but i have nothing to write about. basically everything was written yesterday when i was drunk..HAHA. umm i'll update tomorrow about sunday and monday at school.

laterloverz<3

im drunk, i got bagels and ice cream. i asked the guy if i was slurring my word...LOL it was fucking funny as hell, i dont know what else to write so thats it. aright? i'll talk to you later

i<3danrichieandod

quiz..im alil bored
Name: Marissa
Nicknames: rissa,riss,mariss,riss-ma,marizzle,shrimpy,lil pissa
Screen name: m3ntalshorty,maj0rd0rkage
Sex: Female
Birthday: 11/16/88
Height: 4'10"
Hair color: dark brown with blonde highlights
Is your hair long or short: long
Eye Color: hazel
City born in: oceanside, NY
Location now: east rockaway, NY
Siblings: 2 sisters...nikki(8) alexis(6)
Parents married/divorced: divorced
Who are your closest friends: samm,jaymes,amy
Who makes you laugh the most?: joshy lyons
Who knows the most about you?: samm and jaymes

+++WHO WAS YOUR CRUSH IN...+++

Kindergarten: shane
1st Grade: kenny
2nd Grade:
3rd Grade: billy/bryan
4th Grade: billy/bryan
5th Grade: david
6th Grade: david
7th Grade: matt/bacci
8th Grade: john/tomm/joey
9th Grade: emilio *ew*
10th grade: richie
11th grade: ---
12th grade: ---
Boy/girlfriend status: single and wanting him <3


+++OTHER STUFF ABOUT ME+++

Do you have a job: i used to
What are you scared of: being alone forever
Who's your role model: my mom
Most interesting thing you've done this summer: drank too much alcohol
What store do you shop at the most: pac sun,h & m
Are you a ditz: haha sometimes


+++FAVORITES+++

Day of the week: saturday
Thing in your room: my bed
Cousin: jamie and lauren
CD: korn(issues),pantera,killswitch engage
Song(s): maroon5 (this love)
Animal: dogs,horses,cats
Ice Cream: box of chocolates,chocolate and peanut butter
Alcholic Drink:mikes,long island ice tea,sky vodka and cranberry juice
Thing to do: play soccer,tennis,dance,acting,singing
Movies: jack,schindlers list,october sky,gothika
Hangout: my house
Favorite pizza topping: i like buffalo pizza so - buffalo chicken
Where do you see yourself in 10 years: college
If you could live anywhere: san fransisco<3
Dream house: anywhere but ehre
What age do you want to get married: around 25 if possible
How many kids do you want: 1 or 2 so i can spoil them
Girl's names: shoshanna (nice and jewish..lol),savannah,cheyenne
Boy's names: jacob

+++HAVE YOU EVER...+++

Been in love?: yes
Lied?: Yes
Cheated on a test?: Yes
Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend?: once and i felt really guilty
Tied your shoes together?: no
Eaten something with a lot of fat?: yeah, plenty of things


+++FEELINGS SIDE+++

Worst Feeling in the world: being alone,being hurt
Best feeling in the world: being with someone you love
Can you define love? no, you can define real love
Do you get along with your parents?: most of the time
Are you ticklish?: hahaha,yes.


+++OPPOSITE SEX+++


1st thing you notice about the opposite sex: eyes,and smile
Perfect "dream" date: dinner and then cuddling on the couch
What do you look for in the opposite sex: personality
What does the opposite sex not know about you: cuddling is better than any sexual thing


+++NIGHTIE NIGHT+++

What do you wear to bed: pants and a shirt
What's your bed time: anytime i want
Do you wish on stars: i try
Is there a TV in your room: nope
What's the last thing you do before you fall asleep: nothing really
How many schools have you been to: 8 different schools
Are you passive or aggressive: more passive
Vanilla or chocolate: chocolate
Would you rather be hot or cold: cold
What is your curfew: about 3?


+++FRIENDS+++

Person you can trust the most: samm/jaymes
What is the best quality of a friend: honesty,trust,caring
What friend do you have the most fun with: everyone :)
Name your friends: samm,amy,scutch,jenn,vix,lauryn,maris,jess,krys,chris,selma,sarah,leigh,cassidy,sherri,jen,jaymie,jaymes,tim josh,larry,liam,sal,nick,and so many other people that i really don't feel like writing down ...BLEHHH


+++SILLY STUFF+++

Do you glow in the dark: uhh nope
Do you posses magical abilities: sure why not
Do you keep your underwear and socks in the same drawer: yes
Can you name all 4 Teletubbies:lala,dipsy,what asre the others?
If you could change one thing about yourself what would it be?: mostly everything
Have you ever tried to kill yourself: never tried but i've thought about it
Do you know anyone who SERIOUSLY wanted to kill themselves?: eddie commited suicide.......
What are you addicted to?: my cell phone?
Do you like jewelry?: ehh alil
Do you wear a watch?: nah, never

Do you believe in God?: no
Do you believe in love at first sight?: nahhh
What are your favorite tv show(s)?: everwood,7th heaven,friends
What color tooth brush do you use?: i dont rememeber
Is the glass half empty or half full: emptyyyy
Are you listening to any of your CDs at the moment:no, but im listening to splash waterfalls

my mom's bringing pizza home, but sherri probably can't come over this weekend and now im fucking mad as hell.

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