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samm and jenn are here, great, and were really bored...FUCK!

to cure my boredness
name: Marissa Leigh
piercing: ears, but i want my eyebrow
height: 4'10" baby and proud
shoe size: 7.5/8?
hair color: brown with blonde highlights
last...

movie you watched: willard
movie you bought: save the last dance
song that was stuck in your head: me myself and i, beyonce (I DONT KNOW WHY!)
CD you bought: killswitch engage?
person you've called: sammi
person that's called you: jenn
tv show you've watched: friends
person you were thinking of: him<3

do...

you have a bf or gf: nah
you have a crush on someone: yes, a huge one...
you wish you could live somewhere else: anywhere but here...
you think about suicide: Sometimes...
others find you attractive: maybe, idk?
you want more piercing: yeahhhh my eyebrow
you want more tattoos: yucky
you like cleaning: i wish i was a neat freak but haha if you've ever seen my room i think you could answer that yourself- NO
you like roller coasters: ahh, too scary
you write in cursive or print: a mixture
you carry a donor card: uh no..
long distance relationships: no
using someone: i would never, i know how it feels to be used....FOR HEAD
suicide: i would never have the guts
killing people: never. but i feel like it sometimes
teenage smoking: bad.
premarital sex: if your in love with the person
driving drunk: never...i lost a friend to that :(
gay/lesbian relationships: just not in front of me
abortion: depends but basically no

favorite...

food: mmm caesar salad
thing to do: dance
thing to talk about: alcohol
sports: tennis, is dancing a sport? lol
color: black,red,hot pink
drinks: mikes hard lemonades,chocolate milk
clothes: sweatshirts and tight jeans
book: oohh old boyfriends,mothers blessing
holiday: channukah :)
car: ummm caddy escalade,honda civic or accord,lincoln navigator

have you...

ever cried over a girl or boy: yeah, once or twice
ever lied to someone: yeah i have, a lot
ever been in a fist fight: yeah
ever been arrested: almost

what...

shampoo do you use: herbal essences
perfume/cologne do you use: NONEEEEE
shoes do you wear: etnies,vans,nikes,adidas
are you scared of: heights,spiders,blahh any bug

number...


of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends?: about 10 maybe alil more
of people I consider my enemies?: a lot of people
of things in my past that I regret?: wow, so many things. 1=ecstacy 2=starting to drink

...he know's he could have my heart if he wanted. but still, he refuses *

yuck
im feeling better,but im so tired and drained.

OH WELL

anyway im going in for my earth science midterm and then going to lunch for an hour and then i have my math midterm. ugh im gonna fail so miserably probably. this SUCKS.

rawrrr i<3richieandod

...he know's he could have my heart if he wanted. but still, he refuses *

well, im going to make this short because im fucking depressed as hell. so sum shit up:

I FUCKING HATE MOST GUYS

im on the phone with richie and he makes me feel soo much better, ah i love him <3

xo

wasn't too hard
ok, well im back from the italian midterm and to my surprise it was easier and i did better (i think) than i thought i would. i thought i would fail miserably and leave about 20 questions blank because in regular class i'd have a test handed to me, look over it and two seconds later hand it back with just my name on,completely empty because it was too hard. well, the midterm was nothing like that. of course it was nothing short of difficult BUT honestly it was nothing like I thought that it would be. im actually proud of myself for once! it was funny though, in the middle of the test my teacher comes up to me and goes, 'marissa you know you have extra time,right?' and i was like, 'no' lol, oh well i feel special and not stupid because i don't get extra time on anything else. OH WELL. hehehehe :)

well, when i got home i made myself a bagel and then got a phone call from amy. i talked on the phone with her and while she was in the halls before taking her midterm. she was nervous JUST LIKE ME about taking it. aw i hope you do well my love<3

anywayyyyys amy is coming over after she takes her midterm and i am dirty as hell and my hair looks like shit so i MUST go in the shower before she comes. ahhhh tomorrow is my freaking earth science midterm and my math midterm and im pretty scared for those too only because idk i just am. lol, i was student of the month in earth science in november and in math november and december. i feel so special, hehe.

well, tootles dahlings :)
odandrichie<3

he knows he could have my heart if he wanted to but still he refuses *

i dont want to go in for my italian midterm. im going to fail it, i need some time to actually study! maybe if i tell my mom this she'll let me go in another day to take it even though im leaving east rockaway monday? no, i'll just go in and take it today even though im going to fail it. FUCK. i hate italian. my dad thinks im doing bad in school because im failing italian and shit which is wrong. i've been doing great in all my other classes. it's just for some reason this year i just cant get grasp italian. it sucks, i know but i dont know what else to do. in pace, they dont have italian so i dont have to worry about that but im still nervous to go to a different school.

samm called me yesterday and was mad idk why? she's soo fucking weird sometimes but i love her.

odandrichie<3

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soo today i was bored and amy was at brian's with kurtz soo i figured i might as well do something so i invited leigh and rob jenkins over. haha rob and leigh are the craziest people in the world. we hung around and did practically nothing because we were watching ryan and claire (the cutest twins ever. aww- ANYWAY rob was high and leigh was just a fuckin crazy mofo. haha amy jsut got pictures developed and OMG i look horrible in all of them. i have soo many pictures that i got developed and i just need to scan them so i can show eveyone how lovely me and my friends are,right? yeah!

comment please

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snow day
second snow day of the year and im pretty happy because i had my earth science and my math midterm today. it gives me an extra day to study.....NOT. when do i ever study? lol usually never..haha. well, im really bored. this morning i woke up and my mom made me turkey bacon and eggs, good right? yeah. now, im really freakin hungry and i dont know what i can eat...RAWRRRRRRRR well, last night i talked to OD. boy do i love him. he is the most amazing person i have ever met. well, him and richie <3. its funny how you always meet people who live far or who move far and then fall so deeply in love with them. but isn't that how life goes? well, i really dont know but thats the way it seems to me. it seems that guys around where i live just want shit from you. they use you. well, most guys. ack oh well :-/ bleh.

<3

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phew!
ahhh phew, my global essays for the midterm were pretty easy. the DBQ was on the French Revolution and the thematic was on religions. for once i think i did better on the DBQ, hmm interesting. anywayy i got home and was really bored so i called jaymes and told him to come over. he was with tim so yeah idk jaymes and tim are over and all were missing is our other halves josh and sal. well, its all good i guess. im gonna go shop on urbanoutfitters or something so im going to go. bye everyone have a good day !!!

i.heart.richie.and.od.very.muchly.<3

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global midterm :-/
well, i just woke up (at 10 to 8) and im going in for my global midterm from 9:30-11:30 hopefully it will be easy. well, i don't what else to say but wish me luck because we have to write a dbq and a thematic essay and im always so bad at those. GRRR i hate this school soo much 1 more normal day of erock and then im gone and off to pace .. <3

i <3 od and richie*

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bored
aright, so yesterday was ok. i woke up at like 8 and went to my sisters birthday party at mcdonalds (she's 6) then after that i was supposed to go to my dads house to open presents and shit but my dad ended up thinking that me and amy weren't coming so he stopped at the store before going home so my mom,me and amy waited at his house for like 25 minutes and then we left because amy had to eat. we went to wendys and that was funny as hell. we got online ordered our food and the 3 funny things that happend where when i took like literally 15 straws,amy breaking 2 salt shakers and me throwing out the 2 pepper shakers that weren't even broken. haha funnyyyyy ass times. lol, ANYWAY when we got home we chilled around the house or whatever and then at 10:15 or so my mom went out and then i tried to get chris o. over my house and he said he would but idk i guess things didn't work out, OH WELL. well anyway, todays a new day and im not sure whats going to be happening. i have no midterm today but tomorrow i have my global midterm from 9:30-11:30, wednesday i have earth science from 9:30-11:30 and math at 12:30-2:00 and then thursday i have italian from 8:30-10:00. i still have no clue where i stand in taking the italian regents. friday is my last day of school in erock im SO excited. well, thats all for now !!!

i.heart.richie.and.od.very.very.much.<3

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wow, last night was crazy!
haha last night was fuckin insane. well, i called greg and he said he was gonna come over so i was like 'aright, cool.' so i was already with amy (i had my dance show before and it turned out good.) anywayy greg comes over with his friend armad or something like that and then he was like 'imma go see jake' so i was like 'aright' so, im waiting for greg and he doesn't come back to my house AT ALL so whatever. amy called brian and kurtz and they came over and brought vodka. amy had about 2 shots and i had 6 woww <3. i was soo fucked up and then whatever and whatever happend and i dont feel like explaining the rest of the night, lol. well, its 11:21 on saturday and im just a tad hungover but not really. oh well. my mom took amy to the hospital :-/

im going to my moms boyfriends ex wifes house today for kimberly (my moms boyfriends daughters) birthday party. that should be fun, i'll update later<3

od<3

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last day of school before midterms
well, you'll see that my mood says grateful and gd am i grateful that today is friday and all i come in for is midterms and then maybe the monday after that of east rockaway. i've had an eventful 8 1/2 months in this school and im sooo freaking happy to get out !! oy.

my midterm schedule goes like this:

monday 26th* 8:00-11:30..english (it's only supposed to be from 9:30-11:30 but since i missed so many days of english she's making me come in early so i can finish the rest of the test (ohh fun stuff biznitch)

tuesday 27th* 9:30-11:30..global (essays)?

wednesday 28th* 9:30-11:30..earth science with all my 9th grade retarded friends...hmm
12:30-2:00...math AE2 midterm :(

friday 29th* NOTHINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

saturday&sunday-probably nothing cuz im grounded and then monday idk if i have to go to school because its the last school day before i go to pace...alil excited alil nervous!!!

...timothy odonnell is my love <3...

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aright...
ok well today was an OH SO FUN day. i went into school and was alittle late but whatever and as the day went on it was just a normal day in east rockaway. 9th period i get out of school and i thought that shawn was picking me up so i called him and ask him where he was - and he was all the way out east. i didnt have any money for a taxi so i walked home. it wasn't that bad, oh well. soooo i get home and just chill around the house. my mom comes home and i some chicken and whatever. around like 5:30/5:45 i got really tired so i layed down and went to sleep. its 8:45 now and i just woke up about 10 minutes ago. my mom was afraid if i went to sleep so early i'd never be able to go in at 10:30 but im madd tired so i will be able to. aright so everything is going good with the plans that im making with jenn,scutch,vix, jaymes,josh,tim,and lauryn and marisa. i got a phone call from chris today. he called my phone and then just stayed on the phone like he had no clue he was calling anyone - haha. well, i dont know what else to say. tomorrow is friday which means i only have friday,mon-fri of midterms,and monday i might have to go in but im not sure. well, im almost done with erock- you will be missed... NOT!!!. well, tomorrow is my dance show and im alittle nervous cause im kinda shakey on the dance. ohhhh welll :-/

timothy.odonnell.i.heart.you.very.muchly.<3

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this is stupid...
im going into school at 7:20 to take a test that im gonna fail, is that stupid or is that stupid? i dont have my books because i lost my backpack so yeah that sucks. today i have to start taking my english midterm, i missed 3 days of it - oh well, i dont give a fuck.

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