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2007 14 February :: 8.55am
Well our first class was cancelled which means I got up at 6 to take the bus at 7 for NO REASON. We don't have class until 10.
The weather here is awesome. It rained the other day but then cleared up and was beautiful.
I love you all.
I think im broken
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2007 13 February :: 7.11pm
sitting on the railing with my feet hanging over the edge,
i look at the ocean, and the reflection of the moon,
sparkling. like millions of little diamonds.
i can see the water move,
i can almost feel the current.
and in this moment,
i realize i am alone.
I think im broken
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xsilentxsuicidex
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2007 11 February :: 9.38pm
how quickly i forget...
everything
you put me through.
I think im broken
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angel_bob
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2007 11 February :: 11.03pm
I am slowly getting pictures up. I remembered that I have a flikr account.
I am getting tired of naming them. Here they are. I am going to bed soon so I am stopping for the night.
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I think im broken
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angel_bob
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2007 11 February :: 9.49pm
:: Music: Take Your Medicine by Cloud Cult
You can take it in stride or you can take in right between your eyes
Cloud Cult released a new album! First priority (after chili dogs, cheesecakes and mad makeouts with Nick) once I get back. I hope not all that stuff happens on the same day because I am getting bloaty just thinking about it. Gross.
Anyway, you can stream some songs off their website so that is what I am doing to distract myself from my 8 o'clock class tomorrow (which requires me to get up at 6 and catch the bus at 7:03).
I think im broken
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angel_bob
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2007 11 February :: 9.24pm
I went to two bars on Friday and a mod concert yesterday. Yes, I am still not drinking. Europe and the legal ability to drink won't change that.
I have been here just over two weeks and people are right, three weeks is the charm.
I am to get my first France period this week. I know you didn't need to know that but it is just one of the many things upsetting me. I would be so happy without this women thing. I think I am going to be constantly pregnant once I am married. Good plan.
I had couscous for the first time today. It was delicious but it is messing with my organs. That might be the impending woman doom though. The food here is beyond good. I will never be able to eat pudding cups or American desserts again.
I am going to eat a chili dog the second I get off that plane. Oh and a cinnabon. I am not going to be able to live this long without a chili dog. mmm Chicago style chili dog... Oh I also miss cheesecake and cake.
France is the best place ever but it can never be perfect without you. Everything is so beautiful but I can't enjoy it knowing you aren't and can't see what I see.
2 broke me |
I think im broken
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xsilentxsuicidex
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2007 10 February :: 12.01pm
make up your mind.
i can't take this for much longer.
I think im broken
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angel_bob
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2007 10 February :: 11.28am
We have a break not this coming up week but the next. Laura, Bekka and I are going to go to London then Amsterdam for a few days then back to spend the rest of the week in London.
Everyone is all 'it is cold in London blah blah' but it is not like we don't come from Michigan or anything.
Anyway, that will be fun. English and all.
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I think im broken
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angel_bob
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2007 7 February :: 8.05pm
A guy drove by in a nice car with his windows down blasting Ohne Dich while I was waiting for the bus to go home.
It made me think of Katie which made me miss her which made me sad which made me want to go home.
In other news, classes are easy so far. Too easy.
And France, at least where I am, is the best place in the world.
Oh and Nick can't come visit so I am depressed. And I want to go home.
1 broke me |
I think im broken
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xsilentxsuicidex
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2007 5 February :: 6.48pm
i wish falling out of love
was as simple and fun as falling in.
i know in my head that i should just forget this all,
and move on with my life.
but there's a little feeling i can't shake...
and it's small. but it's making an impact.
everytime i start to feel like
i should give up and forget about it,
you'll do something. nice.
and you'll act sweet.
and act like you care.
like you used to.
and i'll wonder why i ever doubted myself in the first place;
(of course i should hold on.)
but then you'll be distant.
and you'll lie.
and i'll know.
and it starts all over again.
2 broke me |
I think im broken
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angel_bob
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2007 5 February :: 9.50pm
Today was my first day of school in France. So far it is waaaaaaaay easy. But I only had two classes. One, technically since it was the same prof but... they are still two different classes.
I live in the burbs and with class starting at 8, I woke up at 6 to catch the bus at 7. We had class from 8-12 then nothing so we went all over. I didn't buy any clothes today which is a good thing. I did buy a 5 euro crepe though. It was so good.
Anyway, every day is 100 percent better like I said but one thing can bring the whole day down. Today sort of crashed and burned. I am pretty sad now but I know tomorrow is another day and I am not going to die or anything.
Unless I die of a broken heart.
Or a plane crash.
Have fun in the snow, suckahs!
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I think im broken
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xsilentxsuicidex
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2007 3 February :: 9.53pm
stop
throwing my emotions around.
I think im broken
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angel_bob
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2007 3 February :: 4.38pm
I miss you guys but not the snow and home. Ha ha. The main street in Perpignan has palm trees.
I miss squirrels.
Loves.
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I think im broken
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