please don't break me...</3

:: 2006 8 October :: 11.11pm

tonight.
i'm so attached it scares me.
for the first time in my life,
i am 100% sure that i am in love.

:: 2006 27 September :: 2.09pm

things aren't getting better.

i kind of stopped caring.

4 broke me | I think im broken

:: 2006 26 September :: 10.12pm

My sister just informed me that Ok Go is having a free concert in Ann Arbor on October 7. That is a Saturday and also the same day as Rockford's homecoming dance (ha ha on my sister).

I was thinking of going if people want to come along. It's Ok Go and it's FREE.

It's also a two and a half hour drive so this decision is liable to change. Unless I end up not driving, then I'm all for it.

(BTW, I liked them before they sold out and were famously awesome. Gotta keep up my indie cred.)

I love you.

P.S. I just realized that is also Red Flannel weekend. Decisions, decisions.

P.P.S. Emily and I will both turn 20 in France. I expect cards and packages.

:: 2006 26 September :: 9.57pm

JESSA!
Remember when we were talking about Halloween costumes for Clementine?

Well have I got some costumes for you!

Read more..

I love you.

6 broke me | I think im broken

:: 2006 24 September :: 5.53pm
:: Mood: sick

Yesterday
Nick and I went to see The Last Kiss last night at Celebration. In the middle of the movie, I thought I head a tornado siren but shrugged it off because I always think I'm hearing a tornado siren.

Nick kept pointing out that the projector was making weird noises and he was getting nervous about it which made me nervous. The whole theater was really anxious and everyone kept shifting in their seats.

I began to hear the rain start falling a lot more than it had been. It was pounded loudly on the roof but there wasn't any thunder, just rain pouring down. Suddenly there was a big booming noise and the power went out. No one screamed or anything thank goodness because I hate when people scream when the power goes out.

Anyway so the power went out and we just sat there. Nick (thank goodness he was there) grabbed my hand and started talking to me. He just kept talking trying to calm me down as the power came back on. I told him I was okay, just surprised and we sat in the theater murmuring for thirty seconds just waiting for someone to tell us what to do.

As a girl got up to leave the theater and see what was happening, someone came into the theater: "There's a tornado warning and we need you all to come into the hallway."

There was no hesitation as we all gathered our things and left the theater. As we got outside, Nick noticed I was shaking and he talked me down again. My parents were gone this weekend so I was worried about Hannah and Nathaniel. I called them and they were okay so I was okay.

We sat in the hallway for about half an hour and in that time we were told that two tornadoes had touched down and were heading north towards us. The tornado warning was over at 6:30 but then extended to 6:42 so everyone just sort of sat around waiting. We got free passes to another movie so it was okay.

Yeah, it was fun. Tornado warnings have always freaked me out, ever since I was a little kid. The first one I remember was when I was in first or second grade when we lived in McHenry, IL. I was in the kitchen at the table with my mom and a tornado warning came on the little TV.

I love you all.

4 broke me | I think im broken

:: 2006 20 September :: 8.33pm

I just wrote my first horrid paper of the semester and told my boyfriend that I didn't want to see him this weekend because all he does is play WoW.

Yay.

I'm in a mood. Damn period.

4 broke me | I think im broken

:: 2006 19 September :: 4.08pm
:: Music: the smiths- asleep

i just finished the perks of being a wallflower.
it touched my heart.
i believe it's the best book i've ever read.

i'm sad. not just because it was a sad book,
but because i'm done reading it.
and i can never read it again without knowing what's going to happen.

things got out of control with my family last night.
i cried myself to sleep,
and slept in until zack was at my house to pick me up for school this morning.
i don't know if that really matters.
...he is so sweet to me.
i don't want him to ever change.

:: 2006 18 September :: 3.12pm

today makes it 6 months.
:]

i'm happy.
and sad.

...but mostly happy.
i'm reading the perks of being a wallflower.
it's good.

i miss carly.
and i love her alot,
even if she doesn't see that anymore.

Angel_Bob

:: 2006 17 September :: 10.23pm

I am so excited for France that I just want to get out of here!

Click Here to get this from pYzam.com!

And Jessa inspired me to change my layout. Even though it doesn't fit on my screen it's still awesome and so is the song.

I LOVE YOU.

:: 2006 14 September :: 9.33pm

i would kill for a video ipod.

:: 2006 11 September :: 10.15pm

I don't know if any of you knew Linnae but her father (who taught at Rockford) passed away last night.

:: 2006 10 September :: 6.34pm

My sister and I were digging through our old VHS tapes and we found The Princess and the Goblin. It wasn't as wonderful as we remembered.

We also found our old Hello Kitty tapes. I love Hello Kitty. We watch Hello Kitty Cinderella and Hello Kitty Heidi. It was fantastic.

My father comes home at some point today. His flight was delayed.

I have homework to do whenever I become not lazy.

I love you all.

P.S. I bought Nick an alarm clock. It's also a night light.

P.P.S. The Princess and the Goblin had a preview for Little Nemo: Adventures in Slumberland before it. I love that movie too.

:: 2006 8 September :: 2.45pm

i'm in computer apps.
and puffgames.com is one of the coolest websites i've ever been to.
:]

the guy who sits next to me has the coolest last name ever.
pevonka.
haha.

i miss being able to see zack whenever i want to.

I think im broken

:: 2006 4 September :: 1.45pm

i feel like i don't have a family anymore.