please don't break me...</3

:: 2006 13 April :: 9.19am

Of course I have to be sick during a break from school.

2 broke me | I think im broken

:: 2006 12 April :: 4.39pm

ZOMFG.

I have two weeks of school left, not counting exam week. Next week is a four-day week. So is this one.

I'm almost done with my first year of college.

Exuberance!

:: 2006 11 April :: 2.04pm

Why I called 911: A Story
Actually, this will be pretty brief.

I did not have French class today because we have our oral exams this week. I also did not have my business class today because today is a "research day." The only class I had was Cultural Anthropology, which began at 1:40.

So I got off to a late start and when I went to leave, I noticed a wire going from the telephone pole in our neighbor's yard to a point in front of our mailbox. I glanced over to the telephone pole and noticed that all the wires running from that pole across the street on Peachtree were hanging down low.

After much debate on who to call, I finally ended up calling 911. I didn't use the house phone because it turned out that the wire in the middle of the road was our telephone service. I used my cell phone to dial 911 and after being transfered told the guy I didn't know who to call but this was what was up. He said they'd contact the people who fix things like that and it would get fixed.

After over an hour, I called Cannon Township. Their non-emergency line is apparently the firestation. I talked to the fireman and he told me that he had put yellow flags on the power lines that were hanging down and contacted the telephone company. This was at about 9 and the telephone company said they'd be around in 4 hours. I asked the fireman if they were safe to drive under (and if the one ON THE GROUND WITH WIRES SHOWING was safe to drive over or around). He said the sagging ones were about 6 feet off the ground and there were higher points that I could drive under. He also said the one on the ground was safe but to be sure, I shouldn't drive on the part WITH WIRES HANGING OUT. I thanked him and hung up.

I eventually got up the courage and left because I still had my one class and then work. I decided not to go to Anthro because it really doesn't matter. I might be late to work.

All in all, it was pretty exciting. I thought I was going to get killed. I took pictures so I'll post those later, when I get home.

Even though it wasn't an emergency, I hope that's the last time I have to call 911.

I love you all.

4 broke me | I think im broken

:: 2006 11 April :: 11.07am

I called 911. It was exciting.

More details later.

:: 2006 11 April :: 9.49am
:: Music: Cloud Cult

Cloud Cult is why I wish I could sing.
Bobby's got a spacesuit made out of squirrel skin. He's pushing downwards out and sucking upwards in. This is truth to him.

Gina burns her Barbie til it's unrecognizable rubber. Screw your D-size cups 'cause I'm a way better lover. This is truth to her.

Turn my stupid question marks into simple candy canes. This is truth to me.

P.S.
It's the feeling that you're falling but there's a fine line between falling and flying.

xsilentxsuicidex

:: 2006 10 April :: 11.41pm

i don't think i've ever fallen so fast.

I think im broken

masterbation-kills-kittens

:: 2006 8 April :: 10.59pm

I think my car is dying. It's doing this loud shuddering death moan that makes me uncomfortable driving it.

I have sadness.

I think im broken

:: 2006 7 April :: 3.19pm

...

thinking of you
Everyday your in my head, and I wish you hadn't left, you meant so much to me why coulnt it last. Even after yould gone i couldnt let you leave my life this dark... i just want you to know that maybe i was wrong , you were always right. If you take me back i will be able to sleep tonight. please dont make me dissapear dont shun me from your sight I hope that one night we will end this all and be happy again. one night to mend and saturday i will be yours. Summer should stay winter is a cold unneeded time. please i have been defeated. i cant go a day without thinking your name and seeing your face distance doesnt matter it is but a game love is a virtue. virtues mame. please think of me when your sitting in the sun, shed a tear when your having all your fun. ove missed you all these months. we havent spoken in so long. please think of me when you sing you songs keep me in your mind when your all alone please dont leave me now. i miss you.

I think im broken

xxblazexx

:: 2006 6 April :: 10.44pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: American Baby//Dave Matthews Band

Spring Break
Yeah, it has been pretty lax around here.
Dad and I did some driving--I'm practicing in a stick.
Drive classes are this summer and he's already
making me speed down the highway.
x_X
I have to study up for the Accuplacer so I can qualify
for Running Start. I'm trying to be productive.
It's working...kind-of.

♥

5 broke me | I think im broken

:: 2006 6 April :: 10.31pm

So.

When's everyone's last day of school?

Mine will be either May 3 or 4. That first week of May is exam week.

2 broke me | I think im broken

:: 2006 5 April :: 8.09am

One year ago today, I was on spring break. I was excited about prom and waiting for my dress to arrive. I was going to graduate from high school soon and I was anxious for our physics trip to Cedar Point.

Today, I am tired and not on spring break. I am excited about my first year of college life to be over and I'm waiting for 8:15 to arrive so I can get ready for class. I am going to drive myself in my car to Aquinas College and I'm anxious for my two dogs downstairs to shut up.

One year from today, I will be in France. I will be excited about the next weekend trip Emily and I take and will be waiting for my turn in the bathroom after my host siblings. I will be going to class at a French university with students from all over the world and will be anxious because Emily wasn't feeling well last night and it must be hard to be sick in a foreign country.

A lot changes in a year. It's amazing. I never really stop and think about it but one year ago I was attending high school in Rockford, Michigan. Today, I'm attending college at Aquinas College in Grand Rapids, Michigan and I drive myself to school everyday. One year from now I will be attending university in Perpignan, France and taking weekend trips to Spain.

Wow.

I can't say I'm not a little scared.

2 broke me | I think im broken

:: 2006 3 April :: 10.46pm

My name is Rachel.

I am cool.

I steal people's husbands by having hot icons like the one I have now.

I also do it by having ones like these:

Yep.
Read more..

Yeah. I'm cool.

4 broke me | I think im broken

:: 2006 3 April :: 9.29pm

I spelled the word "happy" incorrectly on Kyle's celebratory entry.

I feel stew-pod.

In other words, check the 'con.

P.S. Hannah: "They made Evita look so nice but she was the supreme dictator of a fascist totalitarian government. If anybody's crying for her, it's because she's wiping out their families. Everybody did love her though. I have to give her that. Nice tennis shoes."

My family is awesome.

P.P.S. Kyle, remember that totally awesome present I gave you that one year? How was that anyway?

xsilentxsuicidex

:: 2006 3 April :: 4.33pm

i think i've found a keeper.

and i'm really hoping i don't fuck things up this time.

:: 2006 3 April :: 9.25am

It's someone's birthday today.

Hap[p]y day of birth.