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:: 2002 9 October :: 9.30 pm
:: Mood: arslefargle
:: Music: liberate your mind

to whine about something so stupid when you had the same resources but chose to allocate them differently then another is dumb as fuck. that's like whining about feeling inferior because you gave someone a slice of a pizza you bought, whereas the other person gave them the whole pizza. ROAR IM A DINOSAUR. I think i just went insane. or perhaps i caught a sliver of sanity. Pardon sir, but you must be mistaken, for no shred of sanity may exist in all its being upon this run amok chaos, for surely the gluttons would satiate their hunger amongnst the sane.

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:: 2002 5 October :: 12.40 pm

is this a relationship? or are we auditioning for for soap operas? :-()

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:: 2002 29 September :: 4.37 pm
:: Music: Ratm - Bulls On Parade

Sacrifice. Because payback can be a bitch. Hypocriticism thrown back in your face. Hiiiii Yaaaa.

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:: 2002 21 September :: 1.04 am

sorry .just do what you want. thats all you can do.

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:: 2002 17 September :: 9.12 pm

holes through a wall. deceiving your eyes to believe you can see all of which may lie beyond the barrier before you.


but the fact of the matter is. your eyes lie. the picture is false. the truth is.



YOU ARE BLIND

Ready..Aim..


:: 2002 20 August :: 5.04 pm

put a smile on a dying face.

waiting for someone to see between the lines.

this is no gift. it's torture. knowing the truth.

knowing you.

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:: 2002 17 August :: 11.54 pm

severence.



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:: 2002 13 August :: 9.46 pm
:: Mood: safsafff shit shit
:: Music: 311-freeze time

fuck school. gah. love you heather. <3 nite.

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:: 2002 5 August :: 3.17 pm
:: Mood: no clue

master. master.

master of puppets im pulling your strings.

twisting your mind and smashing your dreams.

blinded by me you cant see a thing.

just call my name cause ill hear you scream.

master.

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:: 2002 20 July :: 12.52 pm
:: Mood: bouncy

hey all. im in seattle me and reid just came back from swimming. cold as hell swimming is in seattle. its good stuff here, i feel like im still in florida. its nuts. i miss you kids, ill be home in like 10 or 9 days, i dont know. ill call you tonight heather. <3 bye kids.

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:: 2002 15 July :: 12.08 am
:: Mood: bitchy
:: Music: 311

fuck
fuck you. liar. pathetic excuses. verses in a useless rhyme. learning through loss. is what you are learning.

and you. i dont know what your deal is. but im tired of trying if you arent with me. so i guess the idea is to stop trying. i dont know what else to do. because caring with the feeling of none in return is only bringing me down. and it hurts.

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:: 2002 11 July :: 11.24 pm
:: Music: 311-fuck the bullshit

that face oh so gorgeous.
jettisonning all rationality within our complacent minds. a stitch in time in which my world is frozen all around you. your beauty. your love. ive caught the endless beauty of you. and i couldnt be happier.

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:: 2002 9 July :: 12.34 am
:: Mood: Not a worry in sight
:: Music: 311-Freeze Time

appreciate what you have. dont take things for granted. because everything ends. and you dont want to be kicking yourself when they do, wishing you had done things differently.

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:: 2002 1 July :: 9.34 am
:: Mood: gGgGaAaYyY
:: Music: fairweather

reid's down. Mike's leaving. My fingers hurt like hell (sorry, none for you heather)Har Har Har. I haven't written lately cause everything's been very good. Except this @*&EQW with my mom. But that's a done deal. Taking showers with girls is really fun. They don't cushion your fall very well tho. Damn lots of memories in the past week. All in all life is very good, i feel very complete, thanks to Heather and Reid. My love(s). Well i'm out to the doc. <3.

(Here's a sick joke)

JOKE: What's the worst thing about eating bald pussy?

Answer: Putting the diaper back on.

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:: 2002 25 June :: 10.18 pm
:: Mood: anxious to see you
:: Music: FATA

i dont think anymore. so i pretty much have nothing to write. i dont think because i know. i. love. you.




<3 you heather.

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