:: 2003 14 September :: 10.58 am

we went downtown on an uptown train.
went up the down escalator to the street.
took a bus in reverse to 16th street.
floated around on a suitcase full of nothing
until we met up at our final destination
we had taken all the wrong paths
to all the right places

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:: 2003 10 September :: 6.42 pm

indeed we have come
across an arid plain that was lacking in morals and concious
to this treehouse far above in a deep forest. where a smile accompanies every rising sun
and you are my night light, my soul medicine, my sustainer and giver.

and on the way to this place we passed a sign. it said "this is not a dream."

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:: 2003 5 September :: 8.05 am

the libra sign that was assigned to me was sensible at first. but really i think it should have been cancer. because the name seems just so fitting of me. a dangerous anomaly in your system. and what shall you do?

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:: 2003 1 September :: 1.46 am

inthe face of mortality
i will declare my infinity

my muscles will atrophy
but i am infinity
my speech might stutter
heart may flutter
vision will fail me
but i am infinity
my limbs may drag
my balls will sag
hearing might lag
but i am infinity
my skin might dry
senses go awry
my body will die
but i am infinity

so my body will atomize?
that is no reason to dramatize
my future lack of physical size
for i. i am inFINNNNNity

~

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:: 2003 24 August :: 12.00 am

baby in this town the sun dont eva' go down

Ready..Aim..

:: 2003 22 August :: 6.24 pm

friends. ha. what a crock of shit.

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:: 2003 22 August :: 12.00 am

the modern concept of friendship is almost all but a relic remaining of the greatest concept ever to be. im not sure what compells people to be so cold, but it is so nevertheless. there does exist a moral conciousness far stronger than anything we have thought or made, yet it continues to be ignored for the lack of it's benefit to the power-hungry individual and their personal gain. we are human, none above the other. fixated on becoming demi-gods through our technology, we are leaving ourselves behind in this maelstorm of automation and super-everything. supercars, superchips, supersize, supercomputers, supersonic planes, superweapons. for fucks sake our country prides itself on being a "superpower." there's nothing "super" about having enough weapons to destroy the planet several times over. where the hell do we think we are going? this icy road is downdowndown. compassion is the shit man.

Ready..Aim..

:: 2003 19 August :: 6.39 pm

damn these days where the world seems to collapse on you and you have to pick it all up.
our lives are like flowers which are like clouds which are like waves which are like butterflies which are like trees. sure the timeframes are different. but the outcome is the same. a timeless ebb never changing, ever flowing. and for those who have been burnt by this flame, never fear, for the one before you and the one after you will be burnt all the same. it is inevitable; a part of life so to say. in birth we are set on a crash course for the flame and all we can do is choose what to treat our burns with after the fact. be it love, kindness, anger, destruction, charity, isolation, hate, or just to take it with a grain of salt and get back up. the flame can never tell us how to heal. unfortunately humanic stupidity keeps us from holding appreciation for the things we hold so dear until it is that we are burnt by those very things. a man truly never appreciates his legs until he loses them. we take so much for granted, never realizing this until it is gone. and too often a time the flame is lost. and can never be relit. so walk soflty with your wounds. they are who you have become. and who you will leave behind.

Ready..Aim..

:: 2003 17 August :: 10.21 pm

this molecule times two. is for mE and y0u
melt melt melt away
in this chemicular sway
(iahvenothing left to say)}

Ready..Aim..

:: 2003 16 August :: 11.45 pm

Live life with empathy
not apathy
lack despondency
no sad to see
just purely

happy

is what my smile says
as i am shot to pieces
so now im falling down this three mile slope
clinging to a four-mile rope

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:: 2003 13 August :: 10.22 pm

rip those words from my tounge

and staple them to my back

so it says "kick me"

and my faggot initiation will be complete

Ready..Aim..

:: 2003 7 August :: 1.09 am

this collective absence of conscience is present everyday. it was foolish to think preschool ended at age 5.

devoid of rage. i am. just a molecule in a cage.

Ready..Aim..

:: 2003 5 August :: 2.41 pm

my name is mudd

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:: 2003 27 July :: 1.54 am

breathe in. the steady race of your heart. a sunset in brahma. a paradise apart.

the calm before a storm. the nervousness of a first kiss. the frailty my world of glass shattering as my dreams manifest.

the crush of being trampled. and the bitter-sweet taste of getting back up.

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:: 2003 19 July :: 4.34 am

runawayBRAINFIREsupernovaOVERDRIVE6thgearSHATTERSTORMagnosticLIGHTSPEEDselfservingMALIGNANTradioactiveATOMIC loveboy.

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