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2003 17 July :: 9.52 am
dah. i'm fucked
its a one way PROcess. you cant turn glass back into sand. and if you found a way to. the sand would never be the same.
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2003 16 July :: 10.53 am
oh my. sweet. palliate.
falling
down
to the
sea.
i would break the fall if it was your want.
but for this jagged rock i cannot.
for it is where you choose to be.
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2003 12 July :: 11.23 pm
she wants to know what it feels like. he wants to know how to fly. he wants to feel that fire. he wants for her to speak her soul. she wants to stare at him unwavering. he wants her to feel happiness.
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2003 8 July :: 11.57 pm
on jaded wings we fly. everythings awry. we build our castles inbetween tides. but some memories they wont subside.
i'm not the repairman for your life. you must do that yourself. my dreams project the realizations of my subconcious. a datum for my being. you were gorgeous tonight.
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2003 6 July :: 11.35 am
last night was a crippler. one that punched me in the gut a thousand times. "whatareyoudoingjackass." wheres the point in clouding truth. be open where you stand. blow out the inside. maybe you will. maybe you cant. maybe i cant hear.
i am that orange light hanging on the pole that is you.
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2003 29 June :: 2.26 pm
i'm so imperfect i fucking love it. ;-o
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2003 27 June :: 1.25 am
it was like this. the rivers flowed because the source became unplugged. unplugged because that was the happiest anyone has ever made me. no need to rationalize it. it just was.
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2003 22 June :: 3.38 am
i woke up at 2 feeling mad at myself for falling asleep.
i now feel mad at myself for waking up.
i know what it felt like today to almost die. there is nothing to be afraid of. staring at the walls i saw they were only walls because i allowed them to be. the word myopic didn't exist. everything was what we made it. simple as that.
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2003 20 June :: 1.34 am
running down the road to nowhere. farting my ass off. haha just me in the world. god it was great. you should have been there. like an ape who could do nothing but be happy. i love this. a monkey in his element. i wish you were here.
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2003 19 June :: 2.48 am
truth is a state of mind, as is almost any other process. realize this and the world is yours.
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2003 17 June :: 2.47 pm
damn. when the fuck did i get such a sense of morality. something told me to give him my last dollar. his smile made it worth my while.
it was good to hear your voice today.
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2003 15 June :: 9.17 pm
church bore meaning today. in more of a concept of existance rather than spewing facts of religous context.
he was hellbent on convincing me when im on drugs i cant feel emotion or have thought. you frogking guy.
soon i'll be a butterfly.
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2003 11 June :: 12.09 pm
we'll be jammin in that corvette. someone get me the fuck out of this house tonight. before i take up cooking or knitting. ilovethesky. lets go mingle on the shingles mr. flingle.
i do it just to feel alive.
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2003 10 June :: 11.02 am
i can beat the plants.
i can beat the apes.
i can beat you and every single one like you.
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2003 9 June :: 1.22 pm
well they finally got it. but i cant help this feeling coming on that everything will be alright. just have to crack the little monkey brains and processes. and if she hasnt told your parents shes going to so just be ready guys. she might be taking away my car im not sure whats going to happen so we'll see. peace out.
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