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:: 2003 8 June :: 11.11 am

last night was cool. sometimes i cant help but feel on the brink of losing mind and blowing the fuck out of these leeches and fleas sucking off of everything.

oh and im a more sooped-up ape than you are.

1 People Fired | Ready..Aim..


:: 2003 7 June :: 12.57 am

It matters not the source of our enjoyment, but only that the enjoyment was had. oh. and dont leave roll papers in your trunk. take that from me.

3 People Fired | Ready..Aim..


:: 2003 5 June :: 7.48 pm

hey you. with the hair. stay cool. and my friend.

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:: 2003 4 June :: 12.08 pm

holyfuckistillcantseestraight. animatrix is tight. what a way to start summer. well we have two months to live so. lets start living.

Ready..Aim..


:: 2003 2 June :: 10.31 pm

dropped into another dimension. that point i opened the door and walked into heaven. i was alive. i was complete.

2 People Fired | Ready..Aim..


:: 2003 29 May :: 10.57 pm

catch. throw. open. close. inhale. exhale. push. pull. suck. blow. go. stop. smile. frown. patternistic behavior. purpose. our purpose is to believe we have one. make someone believe they contain purpose and you make them yours. oh that purpose. a facade for control. without it we see nothing. thsiworldisfuckingnuts. chameleon like. continuously creating new ovetones to cover aged undertones. its how we machines operate.

4 People Fired | Ready..Aim..


:: 2003 27 May :: 10.00 pm

HAM and eggs. a likely story.

how do you explain a song to a deaf man?

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:: 2003 22 May :: 10.37 pm

antiquated convex

welcome to backwards reality
a place of antiquated places and nostalgic faces
i sleep. i eat. i breathe. i wake up
its all the same reaction with an altered chemical makeup
a young boy is a snake in a different skin

thought is the cause of action
reaction is the propagator of thought
extensis of the mind is against what we have been taught
living through memories perpetuating nothing
i cant help but to feel floating as an observer in a game of charades
by which we deem this the means of life
i see it all as an antiquated convex


1 People Fired | Ready..Aim..


:: 2003 20 May :: 8.42 pm

what the fuck is the point of these things. suck my balls already. laconic is my name. :)

3 People Fired | Ready..Aim..


:: 2003 15 May :: 7.57 pm

who has the right to do anything. to think. to breathe.

there is no such thing as right. only what you desire. you urge.

i see right and wrong as an easy means to describe what is thought without appearing to be selfish. what is "right" usually appeals to someone, whereas what is "wrong" goes against that someone's desires. we just phrase what we feel in terms such as "thats not right" or "thats fucked up" in attempt to hide the selfishness we are.

and with that ill put on the shades, take out the trash, hit play and watch it unfold.

1 People Fired | Ready..Aim..


:: 2003 7 May :: 6.51 pm

ender.

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:: 2003 4 May :: 10.27 pm

this is all jabber. individualist decrees of non-individualistic ideas. egocentrical idioms of mind. i've been drinking life while you've been narcisst. how jeympity i say. how jeympity. and whence the clarity come you will pass it off as some bullshit, your mind hath been betrayed by your stupid fucking egos.

Ready..Aim..


:: 2003 30 April :: 6.45 pm

two perfect strangers. sharin' a groove.

without emotion life could be perfect. without emotion life wouldnt be.

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:: 2003 24 April :: 7.25 pm
:: Mood: feeney hazonned

performing word acrobatics with palpable meanings and tact. meaningless questions and thoughtless perceptions we act.

and im sooooo full of shit. 8)

1 People Fired | Ready..Aim..


:: 2003 19 April :: 12.19 pm

Pink Floyd is fuckin dope. so is halo. so is existing right now. thats all i have to say.

3 People Fired | Ready..Aim..

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