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2004 7 April :: 12.06am
sooo. i am now officialy 16. im trying to act excited. but im not. hah. denee' is the first to say happy birthday, so go her.
..even though i dont like it being said to me.
night kids.
[blocking comments so all you fucks who forgot cant pretend like you remembered]
..kidding of course. (not really).
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2004 3 April :: 4.14pm
hmm...
well my birthday is wednesday. my mom is having it at some hotel i guess..but we will be in grand rapids so i want people (other than the girls staying there with me) to come but uh..i dont think people will drive all the way to grand rapids to see me, for some reason im doubting im that important.
umm...i hope to hang out with some people tomorrow..so if you want to hang out...do tell me.
adieu
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2004 30 March :: 3.41pm
:: Music: The Beatles - Let it be
do da do.
hmmm..my birthday is in 8 days. still dont know what the plans are. i want to have some sort of party. yeah. all i want is a giraffe. come on, someone can manage to pull that off right?
[ edit: report card received; 5 A's 1 C ] : )
signing off..the considerably unavailing, stacy
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2004 29 March :: 8.06pm
part of a song..
you're down for selling me out. while i play dumb, but it's cool because i let you, you thought i'd never catch you, you said "we're only friends" yeah, real good friends, i bet. i bet.
-Taking Back Sunday/The Ballad Of Sal Villanueva
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2004 25 March :: 11.28pm
:: Music: coheed & cambria
i want a giraffe damnit.
skelletones kicked so much arm tonight. forever december fucking owns. happy hour was good too. anywhore..i better be getting some sleep..school tomorrow. night kiddies.
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2004 25 March :: 4.45pm
you stupid fucks. go to skelletones tonight. i dont care if you dont have a ride. get over it, walk.
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2004 24 March :: 8.11pm
:: Music: Pink Floyd
"all of my friends would trade me in for a decent candy bar."
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2004 23 March :: 6.33am
:: Music: Blink 182 - Carousel
everyone who took this quiz said it was accurate, so i took it and it seems pretty correct to me.
if you care..
Read more..
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2004 20 March :: 3.51pm
:: Music: Brand New- Sudden Death in Carolina
mmm.
no one is online. life seems so dull lately. went to skelletones last night. saw some really crappy bands, it made for some good entertainment.
whats new?..you ask. um..lisa cant drive safely..wait..thats no news. ;) just kidding lisa..(not really). anyways..sign my guest book. later whores.
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2004 16 March :: 4.06pm
:: Music: Forever December
im cool you're not. ha.
so today lisa was driving and she pulls out of burger king, and is all like "woah! cars"..made me feel safe. ;)
yeah. im bored. so are you, i know it..because if you werent you wouldnt be reading stupid online journals. anyways, im leaving..talk to you later bitches.
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2004 13 March :: 10.44am
:: Music: Pink Floyd- another brick in the wall
hey, teachers, leave them kids alone!
well tonight i go to the play..shall be fun(if i can find a ride). its fun hanging out with those crazy kids. i dont know what im gonna do today..im bored out of my mind already and its only 10. *shrugs*
so if anyone cool wants to hang out..or something let me know. ;)
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2004 9 March :: 4.46pm
:: Music: AFI
the bunnie says meow.
you would think i would be somewhat sad, maybe even a little angry..but im not. and it kinda scares me. ah well.
i cant stop smiling..lets hope it lasts. i am content. its nice..god i hope tomorrow turns out.
i have been looking at my blank schedule for a few days..and i finally have it filled out. im shocked i got into both of the classes i really wanted. next year im gonna have to take a few things more seriously. but i know i can..who cares who ever doesnt think i can. i know i can so take that. hah.
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2004 8 March :: 8.29pm
too many updates for one day..
so this random aol person starts talking to me..and turns out im not as "down" as i thought i was.
LEPUDGE90: who is diss???
stacy: dis be yo mom
LEPUDGE90: w/e
LEPUDGE90 : yo psming like woah..
stacy: word. home skillet.
LEPUDGE90: what up?
stacy: i be chillin at da holiday inn
LEPUDGE90: holiday? u mean holla dai innn
stacy: my bad
atleaste i tried..right?
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2004 8 March :: 7.47pm
:)
that was the best unexpected visit i could have gotten from a boy wearing a hat with pink bunny ears. haha.
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2004 8 March :: 4.40pm
so i was walking down the road and there was this dog..
i got accepted to tv productions and you didnt...HA!
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2004 7 March :: 12.42pm
:: Music: Tool
read it. i dare you.
weekend was alright. didnt get to see anyone..when i dont see my friends i tend to go crazy. if only some made any effort at all to see me..or if i made any effort to see them. yes well..hmm..
im not even in the play and im gonna miss play practice, i liked hanging out with all those crazy kids. this day is gonna waste away..*shrugs*
its snowing. i hate snow.
my mom asked me an interesting question today. well not really..she asked me who my best friend was. i had no answer. she asked me who i hang out with in school and i said guys..then she replied with a "good." turns out she also believes guys are better friends.(no one give me that "i thought i was your best friend" shit either, i dont want to hear it). if i had one i would know who it is. so as it turns out..i dont really have any close friends. maybe like two. maybe.
its hard to forget when you dont want to. it is also hard to not worry when you care too much.
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2004 3 March :: 5.01pm
go away. then stay there.
nothing makes a crappy day better than an even crappier ending to go along with it..am i right? i didnt think so..
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2004 29 February :: 5.13pm
:: Music: Hot Hot Heat- Bandages
just me. talking waaaay too much.
if you go to the grocery (i hate that word..its so odd) store..make sure you are not hungry..you will want everything. i made my mom buy stuff i dont even eat. than my mom leaves me by the bulk candy..and everytime she looked at me i was eating different candy so she kept yelling at me..you also may be tempted to just grab something out of the cart and eat it..and than become paranioid because the workers are glaring at you. yes well..it made it a not fun trip to the store today..wow i talk a lot. well too bad for you..because you're gonna keep reading it expecting something important (there wont be anything important).
i went to church today. i felt nice to go..im gonna go every sunday from now on. however i have a few thoughts on the donating money thing. if you care..read this: Read more.. if you dont care..i hope you have a nice day anyways, later.
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2004 27 February :: 3.04pm
:: Music: Coheed & Cambria- The Crowing
hey look at me, im cool.
finally the weekend..it has seemed this week has been one of the longest weeks of my life..yes well..anyways.. the concert kicked a lot of ass. the bands were all really good. i really liked Forever December and Clearly Blind. it was nice to see robby and dusty playing again, they put on an awesome show. i hope they play again soon..and hey i saw where the lead singer said he puked, yeah he didnt lie, haha. i would also like to add i enjoyed the TBS cute without the e cover..it rocked. i am proud. ;)
anywhore..i may go to the game tonight..anyone care to join me? while joining me would you like to bring me there and bring me home? haha..yeah didnt think so. later kids.
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2004 25 February :: 4.46pm
i quit.
people bother me. a lot.
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