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2003 31 August :: 5.27pm
i sit here sad for no apparent reason......actually about ten million reasons....so im gonna sit here and listen to greenday....they always make a smile creep onto my face.
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2003 30 August :: 10.18pm
I just thought that was great...sounds like something I'd say.
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2003 30 August :: 10.45am
your lispstick, his collar dont bother angle I know exactly what goes on...when everything you'll get is everything that you've wanted (princess) which would you prefer? My finger on the trigger or me face down across your floor?-taking back sunday
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2003 29 August :: 9.15pm
mom said no black hair....that makes me upset. ah well....guess i can do with the waiting.
..ever go to bed just so you can lay there and think about everything before you go to sleep?
ya know that feeling when you have the tv on but you mute it and your not watching it but you still know its on......
....that kinda describes how I feel a lot of the time i guess....you have to think about it...i dont mean i always think the tv is on, heh.
i need some interesting things to write about....when something happens i promise to write about it.
heres some song lines i like from diffrent bands....
Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens. A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins. I will never ask if you don't ever tell me. I know you well enough to know you never loved me-Taking Back Sunday
I'd buy you lemonade right now if you were here. but then I'd throw it in your face and I'd listen to you cry and I'd remember how I miss our nights under the ocean skies-Saves The Day
He whispers that he loves her but shes probably only looking for...so much more than he could ever give, a life free of lies and a meanigful relationship-Brand New
In an open book that no one reads, a misspelled word that no one knows. you stole the rain than you turned around and tore my life in two-Thursday
Sometimes I wish i could become a painting on the wall, watch the people passing by they dont notice me at all-Tsunami Bomb
Another day in silent suffering such a bitter pill, we're the sons and daughters daddy hates too much to kill-Vendetta Red
Don't waste your touch, you won't feel anything, or were you sent to save me? I've thought too much, you won't find anything worthy of redeeming-AFI
Another year has passed and im alright, I lick the salt from my wounds and run into the night. It's unknown why collsion goes on. It rapes like betrayal and im rotting in the squalor of some-The Distillers
The people that makes the laws and rules for us. They dont give a fuck about us. Our hearts are being bought. Our minds are being washed-S.T.U.N.
--hearing the lines sung makes them about 10 times better.
thats all......for now.
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2003 29 August :: 6.33pm
:: Music: coal chamber-fiend
why do guys always want my pink bracelets....i dont even have any left for myself...*shrugs*
i bought black hair dye...but my mom isnt sure if she wants me to dye it...meh.
i have nothing really to say, so im off.
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2003 28 August :: 3.46pm
i had to put taking back sunday back as my icon....i just love them all too much.....
its the weekend....great things planned....yyyaaaaaaaaayyyyyyy.
i need more big pants, there just fun.
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2003 27 August :: 4.35pm
:: Music: system of a down-boom
well today was a bit better. theres only two hours where i talk to absolutely no one...i can handle that. and now tjs in my first hour, yay...im not the only freak...hehehe. i hate mrs. babbit....she can die...if you ever get her, drop the class, shes evil!!! anyways...do da do......i dont know why im writing, im trying as hard as i can not to do any homework...every single class just had to assign shit...grrrrr....yeah ok im done.
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2003 26 August :: 4.45pm
:: Music: Taking Back Sunday-Cute without the E
third hour...my teacher is fucking retarded..
Me: can i go to my locker, i forgot my paper...
Mr.Andrus: I respect that.
Me: so does that mean i can go?
Mr. Andrus: your decision
Me: do i need to sign out a pass?
than he ignores me.......I was simply looking for a yes or no........i dont like him.
rawr.
second hour....if i have to listen to norm sing 50 cent or eminem one more day, that kid is dead..i will stab him. *smiles*
hmmmm.....i should stop complaining...schools a little bit better but i still hate it......a lot. *shrugs*
--oh and i got 3 hugs today....things are looking up, hehehe.
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2003 25 August :: 5.46pm
:: Music: afi-the great dissappointment
lets recap the day shall we....
first hour...teacher seems cool, have a few good friends....although (besides the 2 ppl i talk to in there) i am shy around the rest of the bunch...they dont like me much
second hour....teacher scares me.......a lot. have one friend in that class....meh.
third hour...mr.andrus is EVIL...i dont like him, in fact i hate him. and all of the class is freshmen....
forth hour...sucks ASS....i know no one...and no one talks to me.
fifth hour...my teacher is INSANE she scares the hell outta me...and she doesnt like me....its all your fault Mitch...you get me in too much trouble!
sixth hour....once again...i have zero friends
*says to self* welcome back to hell stacy!
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2003 24 August :: 8.25pm
:: Music: The yeah yeah yeahs-modern romance
becky and me....our words of wisdom...
Light, like the flutter of wings, feel your hollow voice rushing into me as you're longing to sing says:
*chants burst into flames burst into flames
life is a waste of time and time is a waste of life, so get wasted and have the time of your life says:
you know that actually happens?!?
life is a waste of time and time is a waste of life, so get wasted and have the time of your life says:
I was watching this show and old ladies like burst into flames and crap...for no reason
Light, like the flutter of wings, feel your hollow voice rushing into me as you're longing to sing says:
HAHAHAHAHAH
life is a waste of time and time is a waste of life, so get wasted and have the time of your life says:
they'd just be like knitting...
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2003 24 August :: 7.48pm
what the fuck ever..
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2003 23 August :: 10.12pm
my dad came home at 6 in the morning..from the neighbors party, so drunk he couldnt even fucking walk. than yells all day about nothing...mad at me because i wont look at him or even acknowledge his existance. oh than he cries as if im supposed to feel sorry for him. after that he says "sorry" that meant absolutely nothing to me....absolutely nothing. if I could only count all the times i have heard "im sorry" out of his mouth. my mom got mad at me because i dont have a "positive" attitude about him...well after your dads a drunk, stoner..in otherwords a low life, your entire life you kinda lose hope. he has either caused all my bad days, made my bad days worse, or made sure my good days ended bad. i hate him more than anything in the world...maybe thats wrong, but in my eyes its not.
sorry...i just had to tell you all something you dont need to know...meh...bad day i guess.
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2003 23 August :: 4.26pm
:: Music: The Distillers-sing sing death house
I wasnt sure what the words meant so i looked them up....errrr....
(words from my journal heading)
Dionysian-a period of 532 years, depending on the cycle of the sun, or 28 years
vitriolic-a substance, especially a strong acid; capable of destroying or eating away by chemical action
....now that Im even more lost...check out my new colors and stuff....plleeeaaassseeee....tell me what ya think! (no harsh comments please)
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2003 23 August :: 11.41am
You are a modern goth. You're into the music, and
life style...after all, you have a broken home.
You deserve to be gothic, with o questions
asked!
What Common Gothic Stereo-type Are You?
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deserve to be a goth....rrrrriiiiiggghhhhtttt....thats about stupid.
you're brody from the distillers!
What Member of a band r u???
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im not her.....liars.
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2003 22 August :: 8.24pm
"My mother was like a sister to me, only we didn't have sex quite so often."
Emo Philips.
i thought that was great.
i get weak in the knees for a guy in a band that can scream...it has to be an amazing scream though....like the used or vendetta red kinda scream.
woody allen is great... read some of his quotes, you will agree...
yeah im done.
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2003 22 August :: 1.27pm
:: Music: brand new-jaws theme swimming
went to the school today to find my classes...went very well. locker is complete, so beautiful...hahahaha.
being in the halls was not a good feeling, lol im suprised i didnt cry....i also found it amusing that Becky and I were about dead from going up the stairs....were so out of shape, its sad. and hearing that damn bell, it was haunting me...last thing i wanted to hear...i wanted to shoot myself....haha not really...come on im trying to make this dramatic...is it working?! (becky says it is)
well good.
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2003 21 August :: 3.24am
:: Music: Vendetta Red-stay home
still awake....yup.
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2003 20 August :: 11.06pm
wow..he hurt me worse than he'll ever know.
and the thing that hurts the most...is it was him that hurt me...i didnt think that was ever possiable....ever.
well i know something would ruien my day, its like that...i'll get over it.
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2003 19 August :: 9.17pm
:: Music: Thursday-I am the killer
today was good. got my hair done...looks good, a bit darker...not too much of a change but I like it.
got a new computer...thank god! its so much better!
erika couldnt come over so thats sucky...now im just being bored. i think its gonna be on eof those nights where i stay up really late...i am so awake, its kinda wierd since i got no sleep last night. hmmm...
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