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2004 21 May :: 11.00pm
hmm..
Proof I am as Bored as a mother fucker:
1) Justin and I made a club.
2) Kate and I just finished a Soap Opera.
3) I'm talking to Mitch.
4) I random Journaled.
5) I read old emails.
6) Justin and I talked about rocks and sand, I even told a terrible joke.
7) I wrote a letter to the president (due to not knowing him personally Kaylen worked out just fine).
8) I have been playing with starbursts for the past half hour.. and there are only three.
9) I watched Never Been Kissed and Legally Blond (shoot me).
10) I started counting the letters in the previous sentence then realized how bored i was.
11) I am making a list of every CD I own.
"Dear Mr. The President,
I'm going to kill you.
Love, Stacy Meow
Dear Mrs. Meow,
I am happy to hear you want to assasinate me.
Love, the president
After that I want to have sex with your naked dead body.
Love, your killer
All right, there won't be a stiffy problem (rigor mortis).
Love, the president"
I hate the radio. They say "Thirty minutes of commercial free music." This is said about 60 times after every 1 or 2 songs, so it is defeating the purpose. That is a commercial.
Ok.. that's enough. I guess. *shifts eyes*
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2004 20 May :: 9.47pm
:: Music: The Smashing Pumpkins
it wasn't thaaat see through..
Drivers training is.. done. I passed the test, driving hours are finished, permit thingy received.
This makes me extremely joyous. Ha.. I get all my free time back, and maybe I can stop slacking off in school.
Two more weeks of school. Thats two weeks too long.
Night children.
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2004 18 May :: 6.39am
:: Music: Brand New-good to know if I ever needed attention all I would have to do is die
lets all be dramatic, because we are all so fucking good at it.
School is almost over, I won't have to be around these people, I won't be hearing all this drama, maybe people will even stop fighting about stupid shit (ha, right like that would ever happen). I have to keep telling myself this in order to not completely go insane.
How hard is it to be a logical person? To just not be so dramatic, to think of others before yourself here and there, to not be jealous, to let things go, forgive, or to just shut the fuck up.
I'm starting not to care about other peoples problems because half of the time they are the ones making it worse every day. I guess the world teaches me how to be a terrible person, or these stupid fucks I'm surrounded with every day.
I'm not about to fight for something I'll lose.
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2004 16 May :: 3.38pm
:: Music: Pedro the Lion
"I have a neice here that doesn't even know what to say to me."
I know what to say, only it would not be all that nice. A simple "fuck you" would work wonderfully.
I hate when family visits me. I'm forced to talk to people that know nothing about me. Then they give the 'you act like you don't even know me, or want to talk to me' speech. That's because you don't know me and I don't want to talk to you. A visit twice a year doesn't show you care, sorry. It's more like a time for them to make fun of me for not being in any sports and spending all my time on the computer. Then they make me hug them when I'd rather stab myself repeatedly. Ah well, as soon as I am 18, I'm gone. If any family members besides the ones I live with and my step-brother (Keith) think I am staying in touch with them they are going to be greatly dissapointed.
Today is terribly dull, but it's not raining, there's a change.
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2004 15 May :: 12.27pm
New TBS Album..
eeee! :)
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2004 13 May :: 9.21pm
:: Music: Bright Eyes
i saw a dog on a roof today.
so.. four days of drivers training done. two to go.. (if i don't need an extra hour). driving has been frustrating lately. i can't pay attention with so many things filling my head and clouding my eyes. i know the instructor is there to help, and without him i'd pry crash.. but when he tells you what to do then, what you're going to be doing, what you did wrong, where to look.. etc, all at the same time it makes me want to crash the car into a tree. ok.. i'll stop ranting now. (driving is going to be the death of me).
soo.. the seniors leave tomorrow. doesn't effect me too much, but i will miss a select few.
i get to be certified in cpr tomorrow. hardy har har..a fucking joy.
anyways.. i have realized this is much too long of an entry and lacks far too much importance. night.
oh and.. seeing you sad, makes me sad. you can make it. *hug
(not that it even matters)
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2004 9 May :: 6.24pm
:: Music: Cake - The Distance
storming...again.
a wonderful weekend was exactly what i needed and i got it. :)
it's raining..i love the rain..but the power going out from time to time doesn't entertain me too well.
well.. off to read. night kiddies.
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2004 7 May :: 7.03am
:: Music: The Used - Choke Me
you're so crazy.
good morning.
drivers training is.. ehh. driving isn't too bad, kinda fun actually. four more days of driving and two more weeks of class and im done. until segment two.
well this saturday and sunday are open, so whoever wants to hang out please tell me. i don't want another dull weekend.
time to go to that wonderful place..
later.
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2004 3 May :: 10.46pm
:: Music: At the Drive-In - Alpha Centauri
haha, Brent is so great.
So here i am..whining to Brent about driving.. and he kinda just makes fun of me..
stacy says:
how long does it take to pretty much learn what you're doing
Brent says:
4 seconds?
Brent says:
red light = stop
green light = go
yellow light = floor it
stacy says: haha.. i know thaaat.
but like parking, and backing in.. i'll pry hit something.
Brent says:
..maybe if you floor it going backwards.
its a thing called a steering wheel, it helps you out in those situations.
stacy says:
haha..im not that stupid!
Brent says: i know. i'm trying to show you how easy it is, and how much of a big deal your making it.
stacy says:
haha, i know. but im a girl, thats my job
Brent says:
and i'm a boy, i punch girls in the face for being stupid
stacy says:
you wouldnt
Brent says:
i know ^^
haha. so yes, tomorrow. driving. lets just hope i don't hit anything.
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2004 30 April :: 1.56pm
:: Music: The White Stripes - There's No Home for You Here
i would have rather walked there.
yeah so.. that was no fun at all.
i don't enjoy half days much. if i have to get up early i would much rather spend the whole day suffering in school.
anywhore.. i hope all you kids have fun at prom. later.
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2004 28 April :: 3.51pm
lets go our seperate ways, we'll be just fine..
i seriously can't wait until i am out of highschool and i won't have to deal with all this crap and these stupid people.
I'm not complaining, simply just saying i would rather be somewhere else wasting away my school days.
bleh..
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2004 26 April :: 3.33pm
:: Music: The Cruxshadows - Here Comes the Rain Again
mmm.
kaaate...I stole YOUR orange magnet! BA HA HA. it smells like oranges and its kinda squishy. i bet you are freaking out right now because you dont know where it is well its MINE so dont go looking for it!
yes well, today was awesome. im not sure why it just was.
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2004 24 April :: 7.00pm
:: Music: The Yeah Yeah Yeahs - Tick
eye tests make me laugh.
so i got my eyes tested..the doctor was like "you have perfect vision" and im all..umm no..i cant see then hes like "..with glasses." hardy har har. fucker. messed with my mind. so yes..i need to suffer a few more weeks before they come in and such.
i bought a very interesting book, Revolution On Canvas [poetry from the indie music scene]. so that will take up some of this ever so boring free time on my hands.
later.
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2004 22 April :: 3.09pm
a taste of what i live for..
the Against Me! concert was last night. it was awesome. feeling the sweat and spit, being so close to the stage you could touch the band members, getting pushed non-stop, feeling the ground shaking as people held the amps so they wouldnt fall because of all the energy, studying how fast they ream on those guitars. its what i live for.
i love music. i wish i could go to shows like that every night.
i fell in love with a boy named Nick ..not really, hes just...*sighs*attractive. and thats the understatement of the year.
love.. stacy
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2004 17 April :: 12.34am
:: Music: Bright Eyes - Nothing gets crossed out
lets make this simple now kittens..
ask me three questions about anything..
yeah. i want to be like the cool kids, don't make fun of me.
s to the tacy
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2004 16 April :: 4.46pm
:: Music: Pink Floyd
:)
so im taking drivers training in May..how scary is that? the reason im telling you is because i want to know if anyone i know is taking it in May..so tell me bitches.
anywhore..i got a letter from Joey (Domina) today. it made me happy since hes in the Army, its good to hear from him. its funny because i was just telling michelle that i missed him today. he told me some stuff..so if you know him and care: Read more..
thats all, later.
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2004 15 April :: 7.50pm
:: Music: Thursday
a rant..
i am sick of people telling others they cut themselves. the people known as "cutters."
i don't have a problem with people cutting themselves..go ahead, cut yourself up. the thing that bothers me is people telling everyone that they do. if you are telling people you are trying to get attention.
"oh i cut myself today" .. "i cant find my razor blade"
shut the fuck up.
if you're gonna cut yourself for your own reasons..i dont care. just don't tell everyone and try to show off your scars.
love stacy
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2004 12 April :: 10.34pm
get over it, because its starting to piss me off.
the funny thing is..the people that dont like "emo" music whine more about how they hate it than the actual fucking music supposedly does.
so do us ALL a favor and shut the hell up.
:)
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2004 10 April :: 2.18pm
:: Music: Bright Eyes - All of the Truth
some random quotes and short conversations that were said..(continued from the last time i posted quotes: 1-18-2004).
Read more..
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2004 8 April :: 12.33pm
:: Music: Bright Eyes- The Movement of a Hand
im finally 11..and i was so sick of being 9..
i have decided against paying the $2 to save my woohu journal. allows way too many people to be dramatic anyways. if hes gonna be a fuck and delete my accounts, even though i have been a user since it started i hope he atleaste enjoys it. [dont comment about what i just said if you dont agree because no one cares about what you have to say ;) ]
i'll just move all my entries to smog, because thats free.
anywhore..for an update. my birthday was dandy. i think my maturity level even decreased a few points, but hey i can now legally have sex (update:allow me to correct myself, 17 is the legal age) not that i will..im no whore. i also learned jumping on a tredmill is not a good idea, it even kinda hurts..a lot. i havent slept at all since 8am wednesday, (so excuse any spelling errors) and im still wide awake..
signing off..with a much too long of an entry..
stacy
*whispers...poppycock* hehe.
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