:: 2004 23 December :: 11.48 pm

goodness...

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:: 2004 22 December :: 4.17 pm

just got back from charleviox.. it was great fun!!! the skiing was the best!! couldn't of asked for a better day. gambel actrually became social at the end of the day! we have decided we CAN'T get ride of the kecks mon. night so we are going to have to live w/ them... i call getting the pizza!! lol i'm going to leave that house for everything that i can... i can't stand the kecks!!!ahhhhhh why? why do i have to see them??? oh well.. i'll live mar will be w/ me. we will find somthing to do.
ooh!!! ok so i'im shopping around in this store and my parents are talking to alice and other people and i'm looking at these pictures because i love looking at paitigns.. and there was this one fo this sail boat i was like oh thats so pretty... so i look closer and it says Wisper on it.. iw as like no way!!!!! and it sooo looked like dicks boat!! and it was!!! same sail number!! it had him and the boys on it!! so right away i whipped out my phone and called him at work and iwas like whats your sail number.. and it was 62!! iwas like score!! i was like i'll giv eyou this picture if i can have my wedding reception at your house. lol. it was great!! oh i know mary is just going to love it.. she misses that boat so much.. i would too if i raised all of my 5 kids on it.. but yeah she will be excited!
ummm seems like everyone is dieing on me... well wehad the close call w/ my grandma.. and my great grandma is on her way down... my mom is there right now saying good bye.. she'l come home crying and we won't be able to talk to her all night. oh well.. Goofy died!! yeah its kinda sad.. i feel like i should call sean up and be like hey sorry but i never really talkd to the kid before and i'm sure he doesn't want to talk to anyone. so yeah its kinda sad... what if my daddy just had a heart attack and died.. i would never talk to a male for the rest of my life i would be so sad.. i'm not joking. but yeah thats all my dieing examples.
umm x-mas is here soon!!! yeah!!!!
ooh met these 2 cute guys 2 nights ago.... and one was from england!!! yeah it was awesome!! they were in the hot tub at the hotel. lol yeah they were cute. saw them the next day at nubs yup yup..
well i think thats all
linds

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:: 2004 19 December :: 10.41 pm

sometimes she makes me so mad and it just frustrates me to the extreme..
on a lighter note.. grandma is all well.. back to her old self...
oh shit!!! ya want some chicken shit? lol ahh gotta love her
going skiing and up north tomorrow! yeah!!!
lindsey

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:: 2004 18 December :: 11.16 pm

arggg she makes me so mad! like argg (you like my new pirate sound hehe) anyways yeah she can't do that.. thats rude.. you don't do that.. i will remember that later. you try to make it look like you are joking but you arn't..
i wish my little davy crocket could be young agian. i was at kyles yesterday and his little brother reminded me so much of davy when he was little. playing w/ knifs.. loosing his socks and yelling.. i was just waiting for him to yank off his shirt and start fighting!! i miss the old davey now he just worries about his clothes and not look gay. why? why is it that he is only 11 and he worries about what he wears.. i just guess i havn't gone through that stage. but he cares so much about what others think and he shouldn't!! not at all. i would do anything to see his mad face in that old michicgan football helmet w/ his shirt off and running around in his boxers! w/ his FBI sheild, the glow in teh dark sward, or even a broke tialer extension waving in his hand. or basically anything in his way he would take and use. see him charging from the hall way! my mom just screaming and my dad just supporting him all the way. oh i wish we could just get these everyday activites on video camera. when i have my family i also want to video the everyday things. thats what i need too. i just want to start video taping everyday things. basically i just wish my davey crocket was that small agian.
grandma is sick.. somthing wrong w/ her heart... everything canceled... x-mas tomorrow... skiing trip tomorrow through wed. all gone. oh well i rather have her than gifts and skiing. i love my grandma.
linds

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:: 2004 18 December :: 4.40 pm
:: Mood: aggravated

i tell ya!
ok so today i have mixed feelings. this morning was awesome! i don't think i have done anything cooler and meaningful in my whole life! i was at the toys for tots thing. to see people like that it breaks your heart. to hear what people go through makes you sad. to finally relize what more is out there just makes you wonder. Makes you wonder wow... this world needs help... but then agian does it? yeah i'm sure it does. but look at all those toys! think about all those caring people who donated all those! so once agian i have mixed feelings but yeah i do think the world can change and improve.
so yeah then theres some people that just make me mad!!
argggggggg
linds

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:: 2004 15 December :: 8.14 pm

my mom is reatred.... we get into tooooo many fights ahhhhhhh

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:: 2004 11 December :: 12.06 pm

i had the best time ever tonight!!!! it was so much!! it was great. I love you all!! my 3 girls!! you rock! lol
there really isn't too much new w/ my life other then the guy situation sucks but oh well what can ya do.
so yeah! i just had a lot of tonight w/ my girls.. it was awesome great times great times. i wish we could do it more often... but sadly it won't be us 4. oh well
well thats all i have to say now.
linds

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:: 2004 8 December :: 4.38 pm

ahhhh
she is such a bitch!!! i can't belive she did that said that!! what makes her think that she could do that?! i don't understand!! ahhh she is such a bitch!! i still can't get over it. i hope like she keeps her distance from us. i really do hope so. If she says anything or does anythign to me.. i'm saying somthing.. i'm sorry someone needs to do somthing about it.
linds

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:: 2004 5 December :: 11.11 am

last night... i don't cry infront of people.... i don't like to i don't know why. i just don't. i'm so glad i stayed there and didn't come home or went anyother place. this year i have learned so much about life that its unbelivable. i havn't learned too much in school lol but i have learned good leasons. i am learning from my mistakes. i'm learning from other peoples mistakes also. you know, i'm totally fine w/ myself. i talked to peter last night for over an hour when i got home. i don't care! so what if i am a virgin it is somthing to be proud of! i know whats wrong and i know what i belive w/ abortion. i'm not going to change my opion! we just talked for ever! about sex, drugs... and all we forgot was rock and roll lol. but it felt nice to talk to someone... someone that i could actrually have a conversation with. i found out somethings i wish ihavn't known. but thats life! yesterday was such an eye opening day.. well the beging kinda sucked w/ the parade and tea. but yeah.
ooh!! she bugs me so much! i can't belive she did that! i'msorry but omg! way to be a bitch! way to do all that shit!!!!! ah i can't stand girls? why not? why do i get along better w/ guys? idk!!!!! but honestly last night i was getting to so mad!!
In a way i'm glad that the play isover. a lot of people were bothering me. but then agian i'm not like we all will never betogether agian. so i love you all!!! and i hope you all do the musical so we can do it all over agian!!... kinda lol
linds

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:: 2004 2 December :: 10.04 pm

i don't understand...

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:: 2004 1 December :: 3.13 pm

hey
so today was long. i couldn't keep my eyes open in any of my classes! i just don't get enough sleep. i'm running on nothing right now... i'm even drinking coffee right now! i hardly ever drink coffee.. only when i have no energy!
on another note... my mom called me fat today. i havn't seen her in oh 2 days and the first thing she says is whoa! look at your stomach!?! thanks mom love you too. oh then she starts complaining how she never sees me anymore.. well when you push your child to do a play you don't see them on the week of performance. duh. oh and would i really wanna spend anymore time w/ you anyways? i don't think so
so yeah ummm yeah so i came to the conclusion last night that he is nice. i can't really say i like him because we havn't really hung out. but thentoday with that whole tihing.. yeah idk! boys are boys! they are losers! sometimes well all the time i swear they are out there just to break my heart and make me mad! i don't want a serious serious relationship! i just want to have fun! i'm leaving this shit hole in less than 2 years so i'm just going to have fun! i just want to have fun w/ people! i don't want to have a relationship that will lead somewhere great... because it won't! i just want to have fun relationship.. bottom line.
so up theres the low down of the love life.. oh one more thing... SHE REALLY MAKES ME MAD!!!!! i'm glad someone else understands.
linds

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:: 2004 28 November :: 12.47 pm

i found my phone!!!! it was outside by my dads window!!! ooh i'm so excited!!i don't know if it will work cause it is all wet and muddy! but at least i know where it is!! ahh!! i found my phone!! lol
linds

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:: 2004 26 November :: 2.42 pm

ok.. i don't know if i should laugh or cry?
So my mom has this awesome idea when we wake up to go get our x-mas tree! yeah! we are all so excited.. not! so she drags me, david and my dad to this place. I just wanted to get a tree and leave. so i find one.. say ok this one looks great. For some odd reason everyone agreed. so i'm thinking that i actrualy picked out a good tree! so we get home and we get it in the house... may i add that is wet from the snow. so we get it in here all set up and it looks like shit. My dad even said it looked like a pile of green shit! so once agian i do somthing wrong or stupid.
ok.. i don't know if i should laugh or cry? I don't know how to describe this break so far.
Fist day- lose phone
Second day- mess up my ankle... oh and gained like 5 pounds and still counting.
Third day- the whole x-mas ordeal...
i wonder what else may happen. its only 3! oh and whats going to happen tomorrow! i'm like a walking disaster. everything i do i mess up....oh well i guess i'll live. Oh ok so if you left your phone in the snow it would die right? like within 24 hours at least right? i hope.... give me your advice. cause my phone is still ringing which means its not dead! so i'm hoping someone found it and they are planning on giving it to the office or its chilling in the auditorium. i hope i can find it!!! i need it!! i don't have any numbers at all! ok so yeah i hope my phone is somewhere around... yeah. ok well i'm done i really want to do somthing. i'm kinda bored... i feel a nap coming on! ttyl bye!
linds

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:: 2004 24 November :: 5.27 pm

I'VE LOST MY PHONE!!! IF ANYONE FINDS A FLIP NAVY TOP SILVER BOTTOM PHONE ITS IS MINE!! CALL MY HOUSE!!! I NEED IT SOOOOO BAD. OMG... I'M FREAKING OUT. WHAT AM I GOING TO DO W/O MY PHONE!!! AHHHHH I'M FREAKING OUT LOL OK I'M DONE BYE... I JUST PRAY IT SHOWS UP
LINDS

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:: 2004 23 November :: 5.13 pm

i just feel like i should have someone. i don't want someone i really don't but deep down inside its telling me to just look and see what i find. what if i find someone who actrually likes me and i like them too? thats great... kinda. that means that i will get hurt agian. i'm setting myself up for faliure once agian. i wish love wasn't this hard. i guess i'll just appreciate it more when i do find that guy. the guy who will love me forever and never leave.... hmm i might as well just push that thought back... away. it won't happen anytime soon. but its not like i do want it to happen. i don't want to find the guy i'm going to marry i wanna find a guy that we can actrually like and have a realtionship for over 3 months. it seems like theres a wall. once 3 months happen i keep on walking and he just stays behind. but no its not liek that.. i'm not leaving them! justin was the one who left me. maybe its the other way around. idk. the media is filled w/ lovey dovy stuff.. well its somthing i just don't have oh well. i'll live.
i have coem to the conclusion that our life is not bad at all! Sunday night.. i just started crying!! ok yeah found somthing out.. yeah i was speachless... i don't think i have ever been more speachless in my life. my mom told me and my jaw dropped. no tears came. no emotions came. Nothing! i just stood there... then i finally came to my senses.. but i have no words still. yeah ok so then like hours later i go to bed. i'm reading this book about this girl growing up durning the holocaust. In the chapter i was reading it and she got caught agian by the nazis and so she was brought to this camp. and they shoved all these women in a cell. they would randmoly grab a certain amount of women and like put them in a cage w/ dogs. many of them died. and so they didn't feed them or give them water for 3 days! so on the 4th day they gave them a bucket of water and was like when you want more just ask. so they drank a lot of water. to make a long story short she escapes and goes home and finds out that they contaminated the water w/ diesese! how sad is that! that is why so many of them died! i just sat up and cried! people can't complain about the world we live in today. i know i can't complain about my life. this "person" isn't in my family. yes he is a friend of the family but can you imagine what his family must be going through? oh sorry that was back to the top. yeah ooh i just cried and was like oh my i have nothing to be sad about. if guys are my biggest worry well then i have a great life! i'm 16 and alive and live in a loving home and have so much. i have a future. so yeah that is my speal.
hey call me if anyone would liek to do anything this weekend! i'm so excited that we have no school!!! 446 2641
linds!

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