:: 2004 11 June :: 1.01 pm

david measuredmy face.. 19 inches around. is that big? it looks big. i need visitors. i like it when people come over but i feel bad because i really can't do anything. lol. well today it deff. hurts a lot and i can't go to the boat. :( oh well. i really wanted to hang out w/ isaac too.. oh well maybe some other time.
linds
anyone is welcome to stop over! lol. we can eat ice cream together! lol. just come on over.. or call too!

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:: 2004 9 June :: 10.56 pm

i'm so dizzy. like i think i'm gonna puck but i have nothing to puke. ah i just feel like shit. i can't even look in a stright line. i wonder if this is how it feels to be high.. hmm. i don't like this feeling of not knowing whats gonna happen. well i fell down the stairs today.. didn't hurt that bad. mostly cause i was on drugs lol. oh well!
ttyl bye
linds
oh thanks katie and jess for stopping over!

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:: 2004 9 June :: 9.05 am

ok so i have this really werid dream last night. i had a dream that we were still in school but it was warm outside cause i had sandels on and a tshirt. well anyways i don't remember allof it but yeah. i remember someone had my hooker boots and they gave them back to me and we went outside and it was a huge snow storm! like in June. and i had a dream that we were all playing inthe snow. oh i yeah and chad kuzwa had sleds in his trunk.. lol idk. so anywyas then my dad comes over w/ david and is like hey we got out of school early. well i don't know where my dad is but me and david and my mom appeared in my grandma's old house. like the house she moved out of like 5 years ago. and david was looking at a spanish mag. from mrs. crawly's room. lol idk! so yeah we like wern't soppose to be in my grandma's house or she didn't know we were there but my mom was looking at dress and i was driving this little car thing around her house ( i use to drive this little car thing around her house when i was kid *tear* childhood memeries) ok so yeahthen my grandma woke up and so did i cause my mouth hurt like a bitch. so i dont' know what happend cause i had to get drugged up agian. so that was my werid dream. kinda different. but iwas proud of myself i took my med. at 11 last night and didn't take it til 8 30 this morning! you are soppose to take it every 3-4 hours. i was proud of myself. hehe. but now it hurts like a bitch agian. lol. so yeah ooooooooh today i can eat icecream :) i'm kinda excited lol. yesterday since 11 mon. night the only thing that i have had is a quarter of a can of chiken noodle soup. how sad is that??!?! i've lost 5 pounds in a day. that can't be healthy! but i'm the weight i'msoppose to be at this summer which is kinda nice. but i know i should weigh more. don't worry.. i'm not like anerex or whatever. ok yeah well gotta get back to iceing my mouth ttyl bye!!
linds
i'm glad you guys find humor out of my drugs.

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:: 2004 8 June :: 8.38 pm

hehe
my left side is bigger then my right. lol. Is there somthing wrong w/ me if i find this funny? cause i've been laughing.. well trying to laugh a lot today.. maybe it's all the meds. its been kinda funny. my mom just told me that i fell walking from the room to this chair thing. lol. and i woulnd't let the lady help me walk cause i thought it could do it. lol. i crack myself up. I say next person to get their teeth pulled brings a video camera so you can look at it and laugh. lol. well i'm out yeah i think i have too many meds. ttyl bye!
linds

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:: 2004 8 June :: 1.28 pm

the beloved teeth!
so the teeth are out. can't feel my mouth and its kinda funny to poke at my lip. lol. but yeah can't feel too much right now but soon i'm sure i'll feel somthing. well this is gross
ttyl bye!

linds

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:: 2004 5 June :: 2.47 pm

hey
ok so i'm picking daisys in the feild cause i love daisys. they are my fav. flower and they are always in our feild this time of year. so anyways i'm picking and all of a suddon i look up and there are 2 HUGE deer right there!!!!! i was like omg! and i freaked out and i was looking at them and they were looking at me but they didn't move! like usually they run away... not these deer. so i'm like omg! so i turn the 4wheeler around and race back to the house and i look behind me and they start running away too. so i run in the house and i'm like there are 2 deer back there! 2 huge deer! and my dad was like really?!?? so then i brought him back out there but we didn'tsee him. but we did see a chimpunk :) lol so yeah that was my story. oh and i lost all my daisys on my way home because i wasn't caring!
well gotta go ttyl bye!
linds

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:: 2004 5 June :: 11.18 am
:: Mood: aggravated

grr
yeah ok so i'm like mad. i'm here at my house and it's a beautiful day! i should be at the boat sailing or boating. i think annie and maggie are there too! ah i just wanna leave! i don't wanna go to open houses. i'll go to cassy's but i don't want to go to david's soccer game. or whatever her name is that i have to go to. i don't even know her! ah i don't wanna go! i'll ttyl bye!
linds

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:: 2004 4 June :: 1.05 pm

i'm not going to try to bitch but god lord she bugs me! she does not deserve him at all!

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:: 2004 3 June :: 1.57 pm

hey
SCHOOLS OUT! HELL YEAH! i'm excited. :)
ok so back to the weekend.. so shower time right? WRONG! i see mags and annie walking infront of the club! i was so excited! i dropped everything and went running towards them! it was wonderful. so i didn'ttake a shower right away went to their house and then i took a shower and we went out. yes... went out to dave clarks casa.. the yeah no comment. it was fun. it was kinda werid around me and tom. like we really didn't talk. but its ok cause no need to get attacted. he's such a player i don't need him. so yeah we are in the kitchen and i see this guy and he looked so fimilary. i was like hmm? mags and annie thought the same. so i was like. i thought he was a life guard or somthin for the club. but then we were all like ah! no westerns! and we talked and he was like you arethe girl that hooked up w/ isaac! iw as like omg!! lol yup andi guess isaac talked to me and stuff. i really don't feel like typing anymore. but it was a pretty good weekend. saw my girls yeah! lol ok well i'm out bye!
linds

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:: 2004 31 May :: 8.50 pm
:: Mood: content

hey
I had an ok memorial day weekend... it was pretty fun. i was at the Shea's like alll weekend. it was nuts! thur. i went to the boat w/ my daddy and we didn't do much. i so wanted to go sailing it would of been a perfect night but my mom had my mast.. so i couldn't go. then the next day it wasn't a good day to go but we still put my boat together but then i relized that i didn't have my sail... which kinda helps. lol. so yeah that was fri. and i was so bored that i went running! yeah! i went running. i was so bored. then after i was done running i went into the anchor room and kieth was there... so hot by the way lol. and we were talking and he was scaring me about taking my wisdom teeth out. Then like this guy walks in and punches in goes to the back then comes back to the table and was like are you lindsey? i was a little sketched out i was liek um no and started laughing cause when don't i laugh. and keith was liek do you know him? i was like maybe no. and he's like thats Jed i was like ah! it was sooo cool to see him. he sat down and we talked for a bit. and he's 21 which may come in handy... lol. so yeah it was so cool to see him. i was like god he still remebers me and iwas how old? lol i was embarresed cause i was a loser when i was a kid. lol so yeah. then ooh did i say before i went running i saw blake and eric.. .ahh he by the way is still fuckin hot!! lol i was like oh hey! then when i was walking down the stairs i saw them agian yeah he's nice. ok so then i was like ok well fri. night no one is here and once agian its going to suck but i was like ahh what can ya do. i was like going to take a nice longlong shower.
ok well daddy needs the computer i'll finish lata! bye!
linds

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:: 2004 25 May :: 5.34 pm

I treat objects like women. Maybe thats why I'm always hitting my TV.

this is what i mean! I relize that this is pat and this is pat's way of humor but its just an example. i could be over reacting. if iwasn't going through this stage i would think this is very funny... now i just think this is funny. lol no very.
linds

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:: 2004 24 May :: 5.27 pm

This is not directed towards ANYONE at cedar... so i dont' get in any fights. These are just my random thoughts.
hey
i feel like one of those girls that get used everyweekend and just tossed into the bucket w/ all the others. i was just looking at pictures at the web site.. i mean good lord. am i one of them too? am i one who just go to those partys who want one thing and that is to be label "with him" for that one night. Why would anyone want that? ok so he's hott, nice, and popular. But you know the next weekend when that other girl gets her turn to be taken advantage of you are gonna sit there and glare at her. you want to be her. but deeper down you think why am i thinking this way? why would i want to be w/ him. he's a sleezball. all he wants is a peice of ass. Ther girls that always go back to them are blinde. Or do that just don't relize it. idk. i wanna know. like i see this happen everyweekend. i feel bad for them but i shouldn't. Why should i? they can make their own descion. I don't understand. i feel like one of them. no i'm not jealous.. why should i be? This happens w/ b. all the time. the thing is i honestly don't think she relizes it. i mean she thinks all the guys actrually like her for who she is. she's wrong. they want one thing and they know they can get it from her. do guys look at me like that? anyways. back to her. guys look at her that way and just tell her lies.
i just want guys to respect me. thats my bottom line.
ok sorry that was my random speals.
ttyl bye!
linds

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:: 2004 23 May :: 6.57 pm

blah
hey
yeah i'm bored. does anyone know the exact days it has rained? i mean good lord!! it seems like it has been raining for a year. i was driving the 4wheeler out in our felid and i was going throught mud. thats terrible! our feild ususally doesn't get muddy... just think what the other feild is like hmmm maybe i should go check it tomorrow lol... sounds like a good time to me. lol.
ok so if i would of gone to regionals fri.. yeah guess who i would of saw.... Marcus .. yes guys the black guy.. and no i didn'thave sex w/ him lol. so yeah maybe i should go tomorrow.. no what am i thinking i don't wanna see him... lol that would be embarrising... ahh but it would be funny.
ok so i'm bored.... what to talk about hmmmm....hmm. ok well this is pointless...bye
linds

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:: 2004 22 May :: 4.59 pm

yeah had my voice rectial today... sucked greatly. oh well. not much i can do now
well i'm feeling sick... and i have lost weight but now yea... this isn't fun.
don't realy know what i'm doing tonight. don't know if i really want to do somthing tonihgt... no i don't want to do anything. i feel like just renting movies and watching them... or just dong nothing... idk! lol
linds

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:: 2004 20 May :: 9.08 pm

i feel left out.

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