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2009 13 August :: 11.58pm
i wish i had longer legs and perfect skin and
money.
shitty shit. theres so much more to say but it doesn't even matter.
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2009 8 August :: 12.36am
oh and i'm considering buying a spray tanning machine for like 200-300 bucks and like offering spray tanning services ...somehow... someway... i'm not really sure how it would work but it just seems like a good idea.................
i dont know.
because think about it, if i have a tanning package- that is bed tanning.. it costs me at least 40 bucks a month which works out to....woo! $480... yeah. thats a shit load.
now if i had a spray tanning package it would be even more.. let's say 60 bucks a month... $720..
now the machine is a one time fee. and as soon as i figure out how much the solution costs i can do some more math. but i know it would at least SAVE me money in the long run because i am never going to be okay with being naturally pale. i can't do it. i just feel icky.
and then i could like somehow do spray tan parties or schedule appointments i dunoooooooo maybe i could work something out with people that do purse parties or whats it called... pure romance. thats it. i could like do spray tans there
i dont fricken know i'm just thinking theres a good idea somewhere in there with all this bed tanning scares about arsenic and shit.
roman thinks i should start my own business i just dont know.
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
what do you think about a business that gives you a paycheck and when you go to cash it there are no funds in their account??? do you think that's shitty? i do.
thats why i fricken call them out on it and then they act like its no big deal so i get pissed. whatev........
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2009 8 August :: 12.32am
i nevvvvvvvvverrrrrrrrr used to have a problem falling asleep. now it seems like i never can. i hope this is just a short phase because i love my sleep.
i just think it's really weird how different everyone is from each other. like i think it's weird i have friends that like, live with their parents whereas i am married and cooked a new mexican/noodle casserole thing for my HUSBAND tonight and like.... that was exciting.
it's strange how different everyone's lives are.
now if my job situation, money situation, and house situation could catch up maturity wise to the rest of my life... that'd be great.
someday.....
ps. jessie kae i love you and i hope everything is getting better. call me when you are able.
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2009 7 August :: 1.17pm
does anyone know of anywhere hiring?
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2009 3 August :: 4.21pm
oh my gosh so you know how i said i felt guilty for not buying that thing from the lady from khazacstan?
now i am looking at local news and i read this:
28th St. hit-run victim
from Kazakhstan
Suspect lodged in jail
Updated: Monday, 03 Aug 2009, 4:17 PM EDT
Published : Sunday, 02 Aug 2009, 11:35 AM EDT
WYOMING, Mich. (WOOD) - A pedestrian who was killed just after midnight Sunday morning was a Kazakhstan native.
The accident happened on 28th Street, just west of Byron Center Avenue.
The woman who died was a 23-year-old from Kazakhstan . She was in the United States with other foreign nationals, and, according to the Wyoming Police Department, was selling items to area gas stations and convenience stores to raise money for a religious group.
A suspect in the hit-and-run was identified and arrested. That suspect is now in the Kent County jail, and the prosecutor is reviewing the case to determine any potential charges.
Police officials are working with the Kazakhstan Consulate to notify the woman's family.
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super. that is awful. i'm 99.9% sure that is the same lady. if not then i know she is from the same group. thats so awful.
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2009 1 August :: 3.16pm
i posted this quote from a book a long time ago but i love it so i'm doing it again:
My mind is blank now. Every part of my body is sinking and empty. I don't have to think about anything, hear anything, say anything, feel anything, worry about anything.
...there are no job interviews, no hypocrites. I do not have to... socialize. I do not have to smile. I do not have to justify my beliefs. I don't have to wear dress shoes. I don't have to pledge allegiance to the flag. I don't have to use a number two pencil. I don't have to read the fine print.
...it is true that it is nonproductive. But when ninety-five percent of out-of-bed activities hold the possibility of pain, to be pain-free is simply the most delicious feeling in the world.
-not mine
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i'm reading through old entries. it makes me sad...
JESS this comment from you made me laugh hard.
"10-30-07 7:52am
jess i'm wearing my glasses today to cover my face lol
ttyl
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do you remember that?
and this is funny to me
"now if only i could get myself to start fricken working out . seriously. i need to get serious about that. i really really do. i just feel like a moron in front of all those muscley guys. eww and i don't want to run on the tredmills and fall on my face like on a tv show. i'd be so embarassed. and it would hurt. i can't run on those treadmills. i'm not coordinated enough to do that and listen to my earphones and sing MY hUMPS in my head and watch the tvs with no sound and worry about what people are thinking of me and check my heart rate all at the same time.
HOW DO YOU PEOPLE DO IT. HOW DO YOU RUN ON TREADMILLS.
and that m y friend is the question of the day. how DO you people run on treadmills.
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2009 1 August :: 2.35pm
why do i feel so bad when a person who says they are a missionary from khazakstan that tries to help people from drug abuse and absitence before marriage etc. comes into my work and tries to sell me a pretty windchime and i refuse?
why do i feel so guilty?!!?
i only had 10 bucks on me and they were 15 and up.
the saddest part is i probably would have bought one if i had the extra 5.
i cannnnnt saaaaaay noooooooooooooo.
...isn't khazacstan the country borat was from? well... she didn't look like borat.
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2009 1 August :: 2.05pm
i've had this since 2002....
weirrrrrd.
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2009 16 July :: 12.59am
Random thoughts: -i am hungry- I get to buy groceries tomorrow yeehaw- I want to see stefs puppy- I want a new vacuum cleaner soooo bad- I have to get my new passport and license tomorrow- I can never sleep at night anymore- I am excited to start school and wear scrubs- I put up (past tense) with SO much for you, you idiot.- I wonder if you know deep down that you really did a lot of bad things, you were/are such a jerk and so fake, it really sucks because when you're not like that you are pretty fun - where did they all go? - I wonder if that really is why and the doctors are wrong and it will be a problem. I can only pray that it won't.- why does my kidney area always hurt like a sharp pain ... Not good.- I'm married, isn't that weird!?!? Hahahaha- and that concludes the random list of thoughts going on in my head.
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2009 15 July :: 11.05pm
All about yourself...the survey.
Created by adawg and taken 427924 times on Bzoink | | All about yourself... | | First name?:: | jessica | | Middle name?:: | michele | | Like your name?:: | yes | | Named after anyone?:: | no | | Any nicknames?:: | jamal, j, jessa | | Age?:: | 21 | | Birthdate?:: | 3.8 | | Birthplace?:: | grand rapids | | Time you were born?:: | 8.31 am | | Current location?:: | my home | | Height?:: | 5.0 | | Like your height?:: | no, i wish i was a little taller | | Eye color?:: | blue | | Contacts/glasses?:: | neither | | Hair color?:: | brown | | Natural hair color?:: | brown | | Dye your hair often?:: | about 3 times a year because i get bored | | Righty or lefty?:: | lefty | | Your favorite... | | Type of music?:: | depends on my mood. When I am awake and ready to go out then it would be hip hop/rap etc, when i'm ready for bed it's classical, when i'm sad it's r&b/pop | | Band or singer?:: | ummmm i dont know | | TV show?:: | greys anatomy | | Movie?:: | i guess step brothers | | TV channel?:: | ? | | Radio station?:: | none | | Place to be?:: | out with friends/ family | | Thing to do?:: | be iwth friends/family | | Food?:: | pizza/chocolate | | Non alcoholic drink?:: | diet pepsi | | Alcoholic drink?:: | bahama mama, vodka and sprite | | Animal?:: | dogs, cats, swans | | Holiday?:: | my bday or christmas i guess i duno | | Season?:: | spring summer or fall | | Sport?:: | sport? hmmm | | Place to shop?:: | vanity, forever 21, charlotte russe, marshalls, old navy, target... theres many | | Clothing brand?:: | none | | Scent?:: | as far as perfume- enchanted orchid from BBW or baby phat umm i can't remember what its called but i love it | | Restaurant?:: | olive garden or frankie v's | | Fruit?:: | apples or bananas | | Vegetable?:: | potatos, corn | | Fast food restaurant?:: | arby's i suppose | | Pizza topping?:: | none, just cheese really | | Ice cream flavor?:: | mint chocolate chip | | Magazine?:: | i duno | | City?:: | haven't visited enough to know | | Color?:: | blue | | Number?:: | 2 | | This or that... | | Chocolate or vanilla?:: | chocolate except for cake or ice cream | | Pepsi or coke?:: | diet pepsi | | Hot or cold?:: | ? | | Black or white?:: | black | | Dog or cat?:: | dog | | French toast or pancakes?:: | french toast | | French fries or onion rings?:: | french fries | | Hamburger or hot dog?:: | hamburger | | Pepperoni or sausage?:: | pep | | Britney or Christina?:: | britney | | McDonalds or Burger King?:: | burger king | | 50 Cent or Eminem?:: | | | Canada or Mexico?:: | canada i think | | Hug or kiss?:: | hug | | Movies or TV?:: | | | Truth or dare?:: | | | Do you... | | Shower daily?:: | yes | | Sing in the shower?:: | no | | Like to sing?:: | in my car | | Like to dance?:: | yeah | | Smoke?:: | no | | Drink?:: | on occasion | | Cuss?:: | sometimes | | Talk to yourself?:: | not really | | Believe in yourself?:: | ? | | Play an instrument?:: | yes | | Go to school?:: | starting on the 27th | | Go to college?:: | " " | | Have a job?:: | yeah | | Like your job?:: | most of the time | | Want to get married?:: | am | | Want to have kids?:: | yes | | Get along with your parents?:: | yeah | | Get along with your siblings?:: | yeah | | Drive?:: | yeah | | Random... | | Do you think you're trustworthy?:: | yes | | Think your funny?:: | sometimes | | Ever toilet papered someones house?:: | yes | | Gone garbage can tipping?:: | no | | What are your parents names?:: | stacey and michael | | Siblings names?:: | brandon shannon stefanie | | Do you wash your hands frequently?:: | yes | | How many time a day do you brush your teeth?:: | 2 | | Collect anything?:: | no | | Ever been in love?:: | yeah | | In love right now?:: | yeah | | What color pants are you wearing right now?:: | grey | | How does your hair look?:: | up in pony tail | | Ever had your heartbroken?:: | yeah | | Ever broken the law?:: | yeah | | Been arrested?:: | no | | Been out of the country?:: | yea | | Can you stick your fist in your mouth?:: | no | | When was the last time you got drunk?:: | umm i cannot remember | | Do you do drugs?:: | no | | When was the last time you were high on anything?:: | n/a | | Do you prefer the lights on or off?:: | off-save energy | | Would you ever get plastic surgery?:: | yes | | Do you prefer boxers or briefs?:: | boxers | | Do you like to laugh?:: | yes | | Ever had a bloody nose?:: | no | | Have you ever caught a fish?:: | yes | | What was the last thing you ate?:: | hamburger helper | | What time do you go to bed?:: | depends | | What's your favorite color?:: | blue | | Do you like to give or recieve?:: | | | Are you obsessed with anything/anyone?:: | my dogs probably | | Do you live alone?:: | no | | Do you own a blender?:: | yes | | Do you like the snow?:: | i like how it looks but nothign else | | Ever been up a mountain?:: | no | | Ever been rootin'?:: | ? | | Do you like surprises?:: | yes | You've been totally Bzoink*d!
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2009 14 July :: 10.59pm
jessssssssssssssss have you seen this?
cute huh?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XQcVllWpwGs
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2009 14 July :: 10.56pm
i need/want botox.
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2009 10 July :: 10.47am
a random idiot i ran into today!
so i'm trying to do this new routine every morning just a quick workout because our complex has a small gym room with some equipment and then after that take my dogs for a walk.
so anyway i get to the "gym" and start on the elliptical and it keeps saying "motor unplug" which it did this the first ti me i ever used it like after 15 minutes , but i just got off , unplugged and replugged it and then it worked fine...
but today i kept replugging it and finding different plugs and it just would not work so instead i used a bike thing for like 10 minutes and then tried the elip again and it finally worked... so i did my workout on that and then .... this is the whole point of my story...
i walk back to my apartment and get the dogs and here i am walking, and i walk out of the apartment area/property and start down a road that turns into a housing development with pretty nice houses and i'm like just getting to the road with the houses, minding my own darn business with my dogs, and this stupid BITCH pulls up in her car and rolls down her window and says to me,
"You better be picking up after your dogs!"
and I say, "what?"
and she says "I dont see you holdin' no pooper scooper ! (notice the poor grammar which just made me more annoyed)
and i'm like "umm i have baggies right here! thanks!" (because i have the little clip on baggie holder-)
keep in mind my dogs are 6 and 12 lbs- they are not big dogs- they really dont create a lot of waste- i dont have to carry around a fricken SHOVEL to take care of the mess my dogs make... i'm not going to wheel around a fricken trash bin with me either ok.....
gAWD she was a stupid bitch!!!! i wanted to punch her in her fricken mouth. i called her a bitch after that but i'm not sure if she heard me because she was starting to pull away. i just HOPE she felt like a stupid bitch after she did that. how rude! i wasn't even doing anything wrong.
and she just put me in a horrible mood and UGGHGHGH i hate people like that!
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2009 5 July :: 8.11pm
grrr....i guess we'll wait and see.
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