It's a long way down from the place where we started from.

:: 2005 24 February :: 7.35pm

do not attempt to tell a dying man how to live.

25 Lies | Fact and fiction work as a team.

:: 2005 22 February :: 10.13pm

lets get some good shit bitches!
If you read this,

even if i don't speak to you often,

you should post a memory of me.

It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad,

just so long as it happened.

Then post this to your journal. See what people remember about you...

:: 2005 19 February :: 12.11pm

THE SMITHS - WHAT SHE SAID
what she said:
"how come someone hasn't noticed
that i'm dead?
and decided to bury me -
God knows i'm ready."

what she said was sad
but then, all the rejection she's had
to pretend to be happy
could only be idiocy

what she said was not for the job or
lover that she never had

what she read
all heady books
she'd sit and prophesize
(it took a tattooed boy from
birkenhead to really, really open her eyes)

what she said:
"i smoke `cos i'm hoping for an early death
AND I NEED TO CLING TO SOMETHING!"

6 Lies | Fact and fiction work as a team.

:: 2005 18 February :: 12.00pm

i think if i hear one more person say how good or how sad or anything about that damn "the notebook" movie im going to cut my ears off/ stab my eyes out if its on LJ

:: 2005 17 February :: 4.43pm

Roger Rabbit's Car Toon Spin
Roger Rabbit's Cartoon Spin: a wild ride through
the back alleys of toontown! The only ride
with a PG sense of humour in the G rated world
of Disneyland, you are zany, wild, and a little
bit of a loose screw. Energetic and colorful,
you go at full speed, even though your taxi-car
vehicles actually have four flat tires!
Despite your older humor, you are a kid at
heart and kids most relate to your cartoony
world and like you the best. You've been know
to make the adults a little queasy and a litte
bit dizzy. You leave your visitors dazed, a
little confused, but more often, extremely
amused. You take us to the places we'd never
see in a ride featuring the straight-laced
Mickey, but somehow you're still all Disney.

What Disneyland attraction are you?
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Fact and fiction work as a team.

:: 2005 17 February :: 12.46pm

so i for sure have a job at spring hill this summer, they sent me an email saying so and a contract in the mail. Now im just waiting for Stony. I'm really not sure which i would rather do.

stony - i've been there before, i would actually have my own cabin, i know and like the every day stuff that goes on there, more money, not by much, but i'll take what i can get. kinda far if i want to see my family.

spring hill - it just seems cool, i've always wanted to go there, its like an hour and a half from my uncle and aunts house, so if i ever wanted to go somwhere on the weekend i could go there, or if i wanted to see my mom or something we could both go there. i wouldnt have my own cabin, i'd be an activites counselor from what it souned like, high ropes.

i dont know, i guess we'll just see when everything comes together, maybe i wont have to make a decision at all.

:: 2005 16 February :: 6.42pm

well sorry if you missed that one, it was a winner

6 Lies | Fact and fiction work as a team.

:: 2005 14 February :: 12.04am

spread this on your crackers, baby
Read more..

:: 2005 13 February :: 10.41pm

this charming man

"I do maintain that if your hair is wrong, your entire life is wrong, and you could never possibly have a serious job." - Morrissey

1 Lie | Fact and fiction work as a team.

:: 2005 13 February :: 7.13pm

In trying to come up with an explaination of how i've been feeling the last week or so, i couldnt think of words...hence the "afafhlafihopaihfp..." post. i've still got not much more, but this is what i've got.....

Boxcar Racer "i feel so"

Sometimes, I wish I was brave
I wish I was stronger,
wish i could feel no pain,
I wish I was young,
I wish I was shy,
I wish I was Honest,
Wish I was you not I,

'Cause,
I feel so mad,
I feel so angry,
Feel so callused,
So lost confused, again,
Feel so cheap,
So used unfaithful,
Lets start over
Lets start over,

Sometimes,
I wish I was smart,
I wish I made cures for,
How people are,
I wish I had power,
i wish I could lead,
I wish I could change the world for you and me,

'Cause,
I feel so mad,
I feel so angry,
Feel so callused,
So lost confused, again,
Feel so cheap,
So used unfaithful,
Lets start over
Lets start over,

Fact and fiction work as a team.

:: 2005 11 February :: 3.13pm

i had a scary dream last night
we (me, uncle andy, aunt alice, and grandma) had got a house in the woods on a lake. and there was a boat house on the lake that was shaped like a U and had two doors that are set up the same way as the doors at my house where there is the garage door and the front door. and this house the people who lived there before, their daughter who was like 8 was murdered and so they left. so me and uncle andy notice that the boat is like out in the middle of the lake, and so we go to the boat house to pull it back in because its still tied to the dock, its just on a really long rope. so we go in there and the water is really shallow, and there is only doors on one side, like you cant get to the other side unless there is a boat there to step on. so uncle andy somehow gets to the other side magically and when i look down to see where im going to step the body of the dead girl is down in the water (which is only like 2 feet) and its in a row boat. my uncle doesnt see that the body is there and i dont say anything about it. so i step in the rowboat to get across and slip and touch the slimey dead body, and just keep going. we pull the boat in, go back across, and i go out the door that would be the equivaliant to my front door (the one on the brick patio) and my uncle is like wait i heard something, so i stop in the doorway and he goes toward the other door. as he gets to the door this big dude arm with a red and black flannel shirt and a garden glove reaches in and grabs uncle andy's face and pulled him out the door and i woke up. so it was like 4 am, and i was so scared that i didnt fall back asleep till like 430, and then woke up every about half hour till 930. and as i look back on the dream its really not that scary sounding, but when it was happening i was scared out of my mind, it was weird.

3 Lies | Fact and fiction work as a team.

:: 2005 8 February :: 11.30pm

can anyone within 60 miles cut thick, wavy hair? like... mine? i need a haircut and i'm through with borics.

:: 2005 7 February :: 1.50pm

what you see is human.

4 Lies | Fact and fiction work as a team.

:: 2005 7 February :: 9.42am

weekend
kick ass weekend, hung out with meghan and alex.

friday drove to msu, hung out with hilary, then janet and mel, picked up meaghan and went to gvsu. traded cars with craig and drove to ludington. saw hide and seek (kinda didnt watch it all bc it was scary, more so the noises than anything). hung out at alex's for a while. went back to meghans and went to bed.

saturday, woke up at 9 am :-D took meghan and alex to their tennis thing, went snowboarding at crystal mountain, had lots of fun, hit my head on the ground kinda hard, now my neck is stiff. but it was still fun. rented dodgeball and watched it and went to bed.

sunday, went to church, ate some breakfast, went to alex's, drove to gvsu, traded cars back with craig, went to state, watched the superbowl with janet, mel, hilary and deanna...sucked bc the eagles lost, i hate the pats. made some awesome phone calls that consisted of yelling songs like "you are my sunshine" "happy birthday" "john jacob jingleheimer schmidt" "twinkle twinkle little star" random britney spears songs, and a few others. these were all left as voicemails, and when the person we were calling (mostly just ryan and stein) picked up the phone we would hang up untill it went to voicemail. we also left stein some awesome stories haha. then went to hilary's and went to sleep, now im back at school, and i have to go to class in 7 minutes.

i will leave you with this:
while driving home from crystal debating weather we missed a turn "no i remember those trees"