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2003 16 September :: 7.36am
:: Mood: drowsy... it's so early....
:: Music: white stripes - de stijl (second best album ever)
my song for the day - death letter
I got a letter this morning, what do you reckon it read?
It said the girl you love is dead
I got a letter this morning what do you reckon it read?
Said, Hurry hurry, because the gal you love is dead
Well I packed up my suitcase, took off down the road
When I got there she was, laying on the cooling board
Packed up my suitcase and I took off down the road
When I got there she was laying on the cooling board
It looked like ten thousand people standing around the burying ground
I didnt know I loved her, til they began to let her down
looked like ten thousand, people standing around the burying ground
I didnt know I loved her, til they began to let her down
You know its so hard to love someone that dont love you
Dont look like satisfaction, dont care what you do
so hard to love someone that dont love you
Dont look like satisfaction, and I dont care what you do
Well I got up this morning the break of day
just hugging the pillow, she used to lay
got up this morning would you believe the break of day
just hugging the pillow, where my baby used to lay
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2003 15 September :: 10.46pm
:: Mood: wow
:: Music: smashing pumpkins - thirty-three
one of the most beautiful songs ever written
speak to me in a language i can hear
humor me before i have to go
deep in thought i forgive everyone
as the cluttered streets greet me once again
i know i can't be late
supper's waiting on the table
tomorrow's just an excuse away
so i pull my collar up and face the cold, on my own
the earth laughs beneath my heavy feet
at the blasphemy in my old jangly walk
steeple guide me to my heart and home
the sun is out and up and down again
i know i'll make it, love can last forever
graceful swans of never topple to the earth
and you can make it last, forever you
can make it last, forever you
and for a moment i lose myself
wrapped up in the pleasures of the world
i've journeyed here and there and back again
but in the same old haunts i still find my friends
mysteries not ready to reveal
sympathies i'm ready to return
i'll make the effort, love can last forever
graceful swans of never topple to the earth
tomorrow's just an excuse
tomorrow's just an excuse
and you can make it last, forever you
can make it last, forever you
forever you
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buttercup954
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2003 14 September :: 8.19pm
:: Mood: irritated
:: Music: white stripes - a boy's best friend
hey why don't you all go fuck yourselves. thanks.
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cowboy67
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2003 14 September :: 1.21pm
grabbed from stephanie's journal
In a comment sum up your thoughts about me in one word. Then put this in your own journal to see what everyone thinks of you.
no, no, no. i have a better idea. give a word that doesn't describe me. that'll be more fun.
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buttercup954
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2003 13 September :: 4.12pm
:: Music: white stripes
uber long survey i stole from laura
get to know brandy turner
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME:
01 | death
02 | car accidents (well um death)
03 | clowns and spiders
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THREE PEOPLE WHO MAKE ME LAUGH:
01 | tamara
02 | conan o’brian
03 | really any of my friends, you guys all rule
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FIVE THINGS I LOVE:
01 | love
02 | music
03 | nature
04 | my friends and family (including pets)
05 | being happy/content
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THREE THINGS I HATE:
01 | idiotic people
02 | bad drivers
03 | violence
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THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND:
01 | bigotry
02 | close-mindedness
03 | my mother
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THREE THINGS ON MY DESK:
01 | sunglasses
02 | lots of writing utensils
03 | bracelets
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THREE THINGS I'M DOING RIGHT NOW:
01 | typing this
02 | listening to dashboard confessionals
03 | eating yummy yummy in-n-out
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THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE:
01 | travel to europe (london, paris, italy)
02 | be truly happy
03 | feel as if my life was worthwhile
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THREE THINGS I CAN DO:
01 | take weird routes while driving
02 | love unconditionally
03 | give an opinion on just about everything
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THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY:
01 | loving, sometimes smothering (just ask my cat)
02 | ugh i hate giving my take on myself
03 | weird
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THREE THINGS I CAN'T DO:
01 | play guitar
02 | sit completely still
03 | sing properly
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THREE THINGS I THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO:
01 | an elders advice
02 | your heart
03 | good music
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THREE THINGS I DON'T THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO:
01 | the media
02 | people you can’t trust
03 | the media (they suck that much ok)
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THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST:
01 | “ummm”
02 | “no”
03 | quoting anything/anyone
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THREE OF MY ABSOLUTE FAVORITE FOODS:
01 | lasagna ( i haven’t had it in so long cause my tummy hates meat now.. oh gawd ::sob::)
02 | raspberry lemonade… really a drink but oh well
03 | any brandy comfort foods
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THREE THINGS I'D LIKE TO LEARN:
01 | write/play fab songs
02 | how to please people, while keeping myself happy
03 | other languages fluently
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THREE BEVERAGES I DRINK REGULARLY:
01 | water
02 | juice (usually orange, apple, or cranberry)
03 | hm… i guess slim fast would be next up
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THREE SHOWS I WATCHED WHEN I WAS A KID:
01 | smurfs
02 | sesame street
03 | whatever my parents happened to have on
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RANDOM QUESTIONS.
1. Spell your name backwards: Renrut Esiuol Ydnarb
2. How did you get your livejournal name? cause buttercup rules, duh
3. Are you homosexual? actually no, i’m bisexual
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DESCRIBE YOUR...
[ x ] Wallet – well i have like 4, but the one i use now is a light brown vinyl type, with chococat!
[ x ] Hairbrush – it’s a black paddle brush
[ x ] Toothbrush – green and clear..
[ x ] Jewelry worn daily -- i can gaurantee you i will always be wearing bracelets. and maybe a necklace if you’re lucky
[ x ] Pillow cover – my actual sleeping pillow? well it’s naked right now :oO laundry day
[ x ] Blanket – it’s pink..
[ x ] Coffee cup – n/a
[ x ] Sunglasses – they’re kinda nerdy black frames and have a blue/green/brownish tint
[ x ] Underwear – they’re paisley in red and orange colors
[ x ] Favorite shirt – black smashing pumpkins “end” deal t-shirt
[ x ] Cologne/Perfume – it’s body spray actually, pig’s mom said it makes me “smell like hawaii” hehe she’s cute
[ x ] CD in stereo right now –
1 – white stripes: elephant
2 – dashboard confessionals: a mark, a mission, a brand, a scar
3 – korn: issues
4 – bjork: post
5 – michelle branch: hotel paper (shush, allison made me a copy!)
[ x ] Tattoos – the smashing pumpkins heart
[ x ] Piercings – 3 in each ear… never wear earrings though. they don’t go to well with curly hair
[ x ] What you are doing with that bucket – getting ready to wash my car
[ x ] In my mouth – my teeth are moving
[ x ] Wishing – everyone could just be happy
[ x ] After this – tamara is coming over to work on her paper
[ x ] Fetishes – i don’t have fetishes, just things i like sexually ;o) seriously, there is a difference
[ x ] Person you wish you could see right now – it’d totally kick ass to see laura or joey
[ x ] Is next to you right now – a bright yellow towel, lots and lots of flip-flops, mountboards (some with pics, some not), sarah’s portfolio she left here, my slippers
[ x ] Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month – uh.. if there’s a holiday coming up, then that
[ x ] The last thing you ate – a french fry
[ x ] Something that you are deathly afraid of - clowns
[ x ] Do you like candles – um yes. as long as they don’t smell bad
[ x ] Do you like incense – it’s ok
[ x ] Do you like the taste of blood – it’s just blood..
[ x ] Do you believe in love – duh. and if you don’t you have no soul. seriously
[ x ] Do you believe in soul mates – of course. i believe in more than one kind too.
[ x ] Do you believe in love at first sight – i believe in love at first spark. whether that be the first time your eyes meet, first time you kiss, or whatever
[ x ] Do you believe in Heaven - yes
[ x ] Do you believe in God - yes
[ x ] What do you want done with your body when you die – please don’t burn me or put me in the ground. put me in one of those giant marble walls. thanks
[ x ] If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be – a penguin hehe
[ x ] What is the latest you've ever stayed up – um well i was dumb last week and never went to bed till the next night
[ x ] Can you eat with chopsticks - yep
[ x ] What are some of your favorite candies – creamsavers! yum. and caramels by brach’s… and those funky restaurant mints. butterscotch too
x ] What's something that you wish people would understand – that life sucks, and you should worry about yourself and the people you love
[ x ] What's something you wish you could understand better – how people can go through life w/o exposure
[ x ] Who is someone that you really wish was still around - my aunt susan
[ x ] Who is your favorite cousin – nicole.. she’s in paris, she rules for that
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buttercup954
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2003 13 September :: 12.24pm
:: Mood: pleased
:: Music: white stripes
so the other night i had a totally fab dream featuring me, of course, and jack white. yee! i enjoyed it very much. even though the best of my dreams always have some pretty messed up parts too. my brain is lame like that. but overall, it was nice.
now everyone go d/l "it's true that we love one another" by the white stripes. and if you don't laugh, you have no soul ;o)
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2003 12 September :: 4.06pm
this girl thinks like me
"It's not that I'm not happy. I am happy. I just want everything to mean something, and I am surprised and secretly disappointed and pissed off by people who don't want that or to whom nothing seems to mean anything."
- paige, from nashville
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2003 11 September :: 4.30pm
09.11.01
and you say you want to change our minds
i've paid for your belief with mine
of all the greatest stands in time
you've stooped so low you'll never rise
- bush, "bomb"
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buttercup954
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2003 10 September :: 11.57pm
today's horoscope (sep 10)
sagittarius: it takes days to undo a wrong decision but only a small amount of research to make the right one. don't ignore someone who cares for you, especially not to persue someone who does not.
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2003 10 September :: 6.36pm
i love seinfeld
"you can't gain anything from touching peoples' materials! it's insanity!!" - estelle costanza
i don't know if that's right or not, but it was funny as hell on TV the other night.
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2003 9 September :: 12.21pm
Congratulations!! You're a strawberry daquiri!!
A GAME-BOY. Youre like a tomboy without the love of
sports. Reality sucks, but as long as you have
your electronics you feel you can cope. Time
goes unnoticed when youre locked in your room
hooked up to your Nintendo, rocking to your
favourite collection of guitar-driven albums.
Your virtues: Intelligence, sense-of-humour,
individuality.
Your flaws: Inability to cope with real life,
action-freak spirit, reclusive nature.
What kind of girl are you?
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Fun at the Titty Twister.
Which B-Movie Badass Are You?
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buttercup954
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2003 9 September :: 11.56am
:: Mood: full
:: Music: oh no
mmm... lunch was so good. i absolutely love veggie burgers. not that soy shit! but actual veggie patties. yum :o)
you know that anger exercise where you write a letter to someone but never send it? i did one of those before class today. it actually worked.
the weather has been fantastic! it's starting to feel like fall. but you know, just cause i said that.. it's gonna get so much hotter. plus it's ca. we get about a week of fall before winter starts. and we have to wait till late november for that. but fall marks the change of hair color. for me, a tin of red ;-)
well, i have a shit to do... ugh. ta!
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2003 8 September :: 10.49pm
:: Mood: complacent
:: Music: radiohead
it means as much as you think it means
"death is not the greatest loss in life. the greatest loss is what dies inside us while we live."
- norman cousins
"death ends a life, but not a relationship."
- jack lemmon
"if my hands are fully occupied in holding on to something, i can neither give nor receive."
- dorothee solle
"God's gifts put man's best dreams to shame."
- elizabeth barrett browning
"a life of frustration is inevitable for any coach whose main enjoyment is winning."
- chuck noll
"if you want others to be happy, practice compassion. if you want to be happy, practice compassion."
- dalai lama
"until he extends his circle of compassion to include all living things, man will not himself find peace."
- albert schweitzer
"the value of compassion cannot be over-emphasized. anyone can criticize. it takes a true believer to be compassionate. no greater burden can be borne by an individual than to know no one cares or understands."
- arthur h. stainback
"writing about music is like dancing about architecture; it's a really stupid thing to want to do."
- elvis costello
"any reviewer who expresses rage and loathing for a novel is preposterous. he or she is like a person who has put on full armor and attacked a hot fudge sundae."
- kurt vonnegut
"chaos in the midst of chaos isn't funny, but chaos in the midst of order is."
- steve martin
"eros is the god of love in all its manifestations, whether love ascendant or love in decline. according to greek mythology, eros emerged from chaos yet personified harmony."
- timothy white
"never apologize for showing feeling. when you do so, you apologize for truth."
- benjamin disraeli
"the young man who has not wept is a savage, and the old man who will not laugh is a fool."
- george santayana
"don't be afraid to feel as angry or as loving as you can, because when you feel nothing, it's just death."
- lena horne
"feelings, too, are facts. emotion is a fact. human experience is a fact. it is often possible to gain more real insight into human beings and their motivation by reading great fiction than by personal acquaintance."
- eleanor roosevelt
"you should always be ready to be angry at injustice and cruelty."
- maya angelou
"i always was a rebel... but on the other hand, i wanted to be loved and accepted... and not just be a loudmouth, lunatic, poet musician. but i cannot be what i am not."
- john lennon
"make yourself an honest man, and then you may be sure that there is one less scoundrel in the world."
- thomas carlyle
"forgiveness is the fragrance the violet sheds on the heel that has crushed it."
- mark twain
"in our society, forgiveness is often seen as weakness. people who forgive those who have hurt them or their family are made to look as if they really don't care about their loved ones. but forgiveness is tremendous strength."
- helen prejean
"the person who tries to live alone will not succeed as a human being. his heart withers if it does not answer another heart. his mind shrinks away if he hears only the echoes of his own thoughts and finds no other inspiration."
- pearl s. buck
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2003 8 September :: 11.14am
apathy's last kiss
what's the matter?
what's the difference?
you'll feel better if you lie
with the stars in your eyes
honey, honey
where's my baby?
she knows better than to cry
with the stars in her eyes
there is
no safe place to go
i should know
the lame
and the droll have needs
to let their feelings show
what's the matter?
what's the difference?
what's the question?
you'll feel better
if you lie
with the stars in your eyes
there is
no safe place to go
i should know
the lame
and the droll have needs
to let their feelings show
bury your heart in a hole
bury your heart in a
bury your heart in a
bury your heart in a hole
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