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2003 7 September :: 9.12pm
all at once
they're all liars in the back room
watch them all go down
they can tell you what you want to hear
but they will never stick around
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buttercup954
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2003 7 September :: 3.14pm
:: Mood: mixed
:: Music: new pornographers - loose translation, mass romantic
hmm yea so.. i was wondering who actually read this thing. and i think if you don't talk to me on regular basis, then some things i put on here are probably misunderstood. that kinda sucks, but oh well. i don't think i'm that hard to figure out.
i was listening to frogstomp yesterday. i forgot how damn good that album is! i should start listening to my old cd's. i need more range. cause lately it's been all about the new dashboard cd, fingertight and the sahara hotnights. well, i did listen to around the fur the other day. mmm i <3 chino
i'm gonna finish making my mixed cd now, ta!
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cowboy67
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2003 7 September :: 1.33pm
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welcome to planet earth.
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buttercup954
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2003 6 September :: 5.40pm
sharp disaster in a fresh new coma
was it worth it when it was over
proving yourself right
you'd make the biggest noise
well.. i'd lock my hands behind my head
i'd cover my heart and hit the deck
i'd brace myself for the impact if i were you
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buttercup954
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2003 6 September :: 3.17pm
what your birthday month says about you
JUNE:
Thinks far with vision.
Easily influenced by kindness.
Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas.
Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay.
Choosy and always wants the best.
Temperamental. Funny and humorous.
Loves to joke.
Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer.
Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding.
Able to show character.
Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds.
Loves to dress up.
Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions.
Takes time to recover when hurt.
Brand conscious.
Executive.
Stubborn.
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buttercup954
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2003 6 September :: 2.19pm
:: Mood: hopeful
Hands down
Breathe in for luck,
breathe in so deep,
this air is blessed,
you share with me.
This night is wild,
so calm and dull,
these hearts they race,
from self-control.
Your legs are smooth,
as they graze mine,
we're doing fine,
we're doing nothing at all.
My hopes are so high,
that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me,
so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury,
or wear as jewelry,
which ever you prefer.
The words are hushed lets not get busted;
just lay entwined here, undiscovered.
Safe in here, from all the stupid questions.
"Hey did you get some?"
Man, that is so dumb.
Stay quiet, stay near, stay close they can't hear...
so we can get some.
My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me, so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury, or wear as jewelry,
which ever you prefer.
Hands down this is the best day I can ever remember,
I'll always remember the sound of the stereo,
the dim of the soft lights,
the scent of your hair that you twirled in your fingers
and the time on the clock when we realized it's so late
and this walk that we shared together.
The streets were wet
and the gate was locked so I jumped it,
and let you in.
And you stood at the door with your hands on my waist
and you kissed me like you meant it.
And I knew that you meant it,
that you meant it,
that you meant it,
and I knew,
that you meant it,
that you meant it.
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buttercup954
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2003 6 September :: 1.31pm
:: Mood: hmm
:: Music: silverchair - isreal's son
I can fail before I ever try
Try to understand there's an old mistake that fools will make
And I'm the king of them, pushing everything that's good away
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buttercup954
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2003 5 September :: 5.21pm
:: Music: well um dashboard again
meet me at quarter to seven, the sun will still shine then at this time of year
everyone should listen to "as lovers go" right now.
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buttercup954
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2003 5 September :: 3.24pm
if you didn't care you wouldn't be so mad.
and don't be so mad when you don't understand.
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buttercup954
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2003 4 September :: 3.56pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: i'm watching two guys and a girl with tamara
so like never being home is nice. to me at least. i'm not comfortable here. well i am, just not for extended periods of time. it's one of those things where it's only good if you want or crave it.
bad thing is, i'm pissing off a very good friend by doing so. i hope she understands.
time to eat curly fries and watch felicity.
go listen to the new dashboard confessionals album ok? :o)
p.s. girls are insane, stay away from us
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buttercup954
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2003 2 September :: 6.30pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: fingertight.... i should probably not listen to them every time i'm in my room
it's called being 20... figuring out things, about yourself. exploring. having fun. trying to keep yourself happy. figuring how how to do just that. don't judge people so much at this age. everyone goes through it. not everyone is perfect.
not even the little girl outside counting at the top of her lungs during a game of hide and go seek.
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2003 2 September :: 6.26am
:: Mood: tired
am i doing the right thing?
the subject says it all.
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cowboy67
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2003 1 September :: 8.23pm
:: Mood: empathetic
this is for you
spend all your time waiting
for that second chance
for a break that would make it okay
there's always some reason
to feel not good enough
and it's hard at the end of the day
i need some distraction
beautiful release
memories seep from my veins
let me be empty and weightless
and maybe
i'll find some peace tonight
in the arms of the angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort there
so tired of the straight line
and everywhere you turn
there's vultures and thieves at your back
and the storm keeps on twisting
keep on building the lies
that you make up for all that you lack
it don't make no difference
escaping one last time
it's easier to believe in this sweet madness,
this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees
in the arms of the angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort there
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here
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cowboy67
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2003 1 September :: 12.30am
deja vu
"work and money; money and work - strange but true. fifty years of this stuff ahead of me - it's a wonder i don't just hurl myself off the bridge in the center of town right away. how did we let the world arrive at this state? i mean, is this it? and where, exactly, is the relief from this creepy cycle supposed to be? has nobody thought of this? am i mad?"
- douglas coupland
if you go through my past entries, you'll find a rant where i said the exact same thing... so i guess he's not mad. and neither am i.
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buttercup954
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2003 31 August :: 12.18pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: i'm not being a closeminded whore, so fingertight is in my stereo
i asked richard to burn me this cd... not bad i tell ya. so thanks richy.
i hurt my car last night... dunno if i'm totally embarassed yet. my parents have yet to see it. if my mom gets pissy about it i will not be happy. she's had her fair share of accidents (due to her job). so mine is nothing. i felt bad for my little green buddy, so it got washed today.
i think i got at most like 4 hours of sleep... but i feel fine! i even had energy to do stuff. but i need water.... lots and lots of water.
while i was outside i saw my neighbors (emersons mom to be exact) and they had just brought home a 4-door tacoma. i'm jealous.
alright this cd is sounding too linkin park influenced at the moment. i'm not to keen on that.
ok, i need to make a "friend" only journal entry now, ta!
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