[obsolete]

[obsolete]

:: 2011 9 June :: 11.21am

I've been contemplating suicide a lot more that I probably should lately.
I know its cowardly, but at this point in time I think I'm alright with being selfish for once.

I'm a 24 year old child.

I take one step forward, then three steps back.
I'm not getting anywhere.

I have nothing to offer anymore.

I'm just wasting space.

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phil-himself

:: 2011 8 June :: 3.36pm

Let's make it brutal in here
Day 0: Why my journal is fucking better than yours.

Tired of all this soft rock nonsense

if they would have only included Josh Homme on the video as he does the backing vocals

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phil-himself

:: 2011 8 June :: 2.33pm

the action is go!

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phil-himself

:: 2011 5 June :: 3.38pm

"Taking what you want just might set you free"

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phil-himself

:: 2011 4 June :: 1.39pm

Taking shits with the door open, classic

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sugarjackj

:: 2011 3 June :: 1.49pm

It's a nice day to start again.

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2011 2 June :: 10.09pm
:: Mood: hateful
:: Music: fuck you

fuck you
i need to find some people who have more in common with me

you know..........

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and also i hate you you're a bitch and fuck you. selfish bitch.

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sugarjackj

:: 2011 1 June :: 8.45pm

Diddle-bot.

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sugarjackj

:: 2011 1 June :: 7.30pm

I'll tell you everything about lbein free...
Blah blah blah..........

So I'm jobless a week now. Homeless come this time next month. And I'll be going to school fulltime this fall for free because I'm an Indian. So go ahead, hate on me.

I've always felt I am more of a gypsy tho.....

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phil-himself

:: 2011 27 May :: 8.45pm

winnin like a motherfucker

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phil-himself

:: 2011 26 May :: 8.36am

snoochie boochies

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gillette

:: 2011 25 May :: 2.31pm

Refuses to give up. I'm SO close. I just can't let it go. So maybe I fucked up, I have to do this..otherwise everything I've worked for will be for nothing.

Graduating will mean everything to me.

I don't care if I have to move to Alaska for grad school. I will knock down doors until somebody lets me in. I want to help people, it's what makes me want to live. It gives me purpose and meaning in my life.

I WILL be something. I am a smart person, I can't just give up and work at the casino for the rest of my life. I need to push through these hard times. Maybe this is what will change my life around for the better.

When I think of my future, I know what I want, and it's not living in a dumpy college apartment, struggling to make ends meet living paycheck to paycheck.

I have to do this. I have to. I will.

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2011 23 May :: 10.59pm

having surgery on wednesday. hoping it is for good reason.

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phil-himself

:: 2011 17 May :: 6.46pm

everyone can fuck off today

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phil-himself

:: 2011 13 May :: 3.25pm

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