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2006 14 August :: 7.47pm
:: Mood: Reflective?
:: Music: 1 Night in Bangkok - Vinylshakerz
Scribbles before bed last night.
Yes, so, well. Hmn.
School is starting in two days. And I'm in for it. This will probably be a hard year. And I don't even know what to major in in college. Paranormal sciences? Art? Language? I don't know like.. anything. I'm lazy and self-centered. Indecisive. But perhaps I'm absorbing these things into myself to have limites.
I limit myself a lot.
Maybe I shouldn't. Maybe I should change. Maybe I'll like it.
Maybe is the key word. It shows my doubt of these new hypotheses. At the same time, it's trying to weaken my limitations. I've already weakened one - my limitations towards other people intimately. And one might supposed that's the first step..? Perhaps I'll meet some one who will break down my other barriers.
I've met people, but apparentally they weren't the right ones. Though I wanted them to be. I thought they could help due to their experience with substances, though I guess - ultimately - I'm attempting to give into peer-pressure by hoping to break these 'barriers'. It's expected of me to abuse substances, not really by my friends, but by the youth of society.
But I can't say I am what people expect.
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2006 10 August :: 4.11pm
:: Mood: Giggly, unpack-ee
:: Music: Waking Up Beside You - Stabbing Westward
ECKS DEE.
Eric: i luv u
Auto response from Emila: What?
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Eric: y did u crush my <3
Eric: you broke my life
Eric: foiyuyuyuyu
Eric: uyuyyuuyyydfgjkdkyh
Emila: LMFAO
Haha, you remember that guy ^^ I asked him to go out with me and then I was liek "JUST KIDDING LAWL." And he was liek "WHUT. I knew yoo were." Greatness ^^
Anyways, I'm unpacking my room. My dad said that's how I could have a party tomorrow, getting everything back in my room. Though I don't know where it's all ganna go =x
I went and got my schedule today e--e;; S'good. But I didn't get Portfolio 1! She wrote me down in the 40 she could take and I was like.. number 17! WTF MRS. KRUG. >----<
I submitted a schedule changer but if it doesn't go through, I'm gonna go into Mr. White's keyboarding class. >--<
Ms. Kunf taught that scary Lehrman Saturday class I was in. I am not going to have fun this year.. ~sighuu~ It will be much work.. T---T I'm going to hurt.
So yeah. If you haven't heard about tomorrow evening and you've met me and/or have been to my house before, I'm tossing a "Shit, school's here" party at 6 or 7 pm 'til about 11 or midnight-ee. Ish. So come if you can. And bring some crowd-quantity snack-ee foods. Because you love me and don't want me to buy a million dollars worth of food.
Oh yeah, no substance abuse during or before this dig, please.
I don't like it. Seriously. And I will rip you apart. Seriously.
And people will help me because they love me.
Seriously.
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2006 7 August :: 10.16pm
:: Mood: Giggly. Cramped. =x
ECKSEFFDEEOHMIFUGUHBARBEEQUESAUZ.
Potate: Max and Matt just totally came over to my house
Banann: And made out, riet?
Banann: XDD
Potate: And then they tatooed each other with their make shit tattoo guns
Banann: XDD
Potate: And then Matt asked me to if I was a virgin
Potate: And when I said yes he asked me to fuck him
Potate: And then you came up and he was like "Yeah, I totally almost fucked her."
Potate: Then your virginity was disputed
Banann: Wow. XD
Potate: I kno, riet?
Banann: Truth.
Potate: Then Matt asked me to make out with him
Banann: Matt almost fucked me or Max? o--O
Potate: Then they left
Potate: You
Banann: ?
Banann: Matt?
Potate: Matt almost fucked you, you tard
Banann: I've like.. seen him four times since goddamn middle school XD
Potate: xD
Banann: AT BOOMERS NO LESS.
Potate: lol
Potate: Great, eh?
Banann: Wow, I must have been knocked out or something
Banann: PASSED OUT AT BOOMERS.
Potate: Max doesn't think you're a virgin xD
Banann: XDD
Banann: The love is strong
Potate: I was like "Yes she is."
Potate: And he was like "Barely."
Potate: And Matt was like "Oh so she took it up the ass?"
Lawl.
I love me some Potate.
<3
P.S. Room's done ^^ <3
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