So it's the same old story......work sleep work. 10 hour days 5 days a week and working most weekends really blows ass. This really was a f$#$ed up week, mostly because my mom had a heart attack on Tuesday which really kinda set things into perspective....a few things at least. Have you ever just wondered why in the hell we live and then we die? What the hell is the point to our lives if they are realitively short in length and typically have no bearing on the world? If you have an answer feel free to tell me because I really have no idea. Again just another mindless ramble from me so I will cut it short as not to bore the woohu population.

Holy crap
What in the world am I thinking, I haven't been on here in ages! Pretty much out of the blue it pops into my head, you haven't been on woohu in forever. So here I am america, back where it all began.....maybe not exactly but I don't really know what is going through my head so random words are just come out of my finger tips. I was at work all night and then I came here, home, la casa de me, whatever you want to call it. I need sleep yet I can not sleep when I get home so I surf the web for a while and watch some tv in the morning but there is nothing worth watching so it's pretty much channel surfing at that point. I play with the dog a little bit then go to sleep eventually so I can get back and go to work to start the process all over again. How many of you out there in the world go through the same thing....I see a lot of hands out there. Upon that note I believe it is channel surfing time so I will add woohu to my morning routine so I can make more use of the space I have and better acquaint myself with the world that is not my life. Peace

God I really don't want to go to our band concert tonight but I am going anyways. It's going to suck and then the world is going to know the true Cedar Springs High School Band. Oh well I guess that I don't have to worry about it for to much longer. I really actually like band a lot but I really dislike our music for this concert. There isn't much I can do about it but live with it so it's alright I guess. God I hate it when my oldest brother is lazy. Stupid bastard won't get up off his ass to take our 3 dogs outside so now I have to stop what I am doing so that the dogs don't piss all over the house. I'll write more later.

Finally the end has come. Band is done for the marching season and for me it's the last of it for the rest of my life...well marching at least. I think that I want to come back next year and help out. For those of you who have came back and helped is it worth it? We still have to shit because damn football team is in the play-offs so we will have to go to those damn games if they are close enough to Cedar. Anyways on a happier note I'm very happy with the way that life is going for me at the moment. I know that someone of you out there have asked me why I always sound pissed off when I'm writing in my journal and to tell the truth I don't know why I do. I just let my words go and whatever comes out is what you read. I guess that it's kinda flattering that there are people out there that actually read this stuff that I write down and then actually say something about it. I guess that's not very flattering because that's what this site is all about anyways but hey I can feel any way that I want so it's all good.

I'm proud of myself I already have my christmas shopping done for Laura. It's all done and will be arriving here at my house in a while. So I'm happy that I'm that far ahead because usually it's like December 15 before I start thinking about shopping for christmas presents. Well to me it seems like I'm just rambling on so I am going to leave you with this quote that I thought up all by myself yesterday on the way back from Jenison....."Working as one in numbers results in accomplishments in numbers."

Finally the end has come. Band is done for the marching season and for me it's the last of it for the rest of my life...well marching at least. I think that I want to come back next year and help out. For those of you who have came back and helped is it worth it? We still have to shit because damn football team is in the play-offs so we will have to go to those damn games if they are close enough to Cedar. Anyways on a happier note I'm very happy with the way that life is going for me at the moment. I know that someone of you out there have asked me why I always sound pissed off when I'm writing in my journal and to tell the truth I don't know why I do. I just let my words go and whatever comes out is what you read. I guess that it's kinda flattering that there are people out there that actually read this stuff that I write down and then actually say something about it. I guess that's not very flattering because that's what this site is all about anyways but hey I can feel any way that I want so it's all good.

I'm proud of myself I already have my christmas shopping done for Laura. It's all done and will be arriving here at my house in a while. So I'm happy that I'm that far ahead because usually it's like December 15 before I start thinking about shopping for christmas presents. Well to me it seems like I'm just rambling on so I am going to leave you with this quote that I thought up all by myself yesterday on the way back from Jenison....."Working as one in numbers results in accomplishments in numbers."

Well hi to all of you who care to read this shit. I hate the way that everyone is talking shit about everyone. It really gets on my nerves and I just want to mark everyone that pisses me off and then have them thrown over a cliff. I don't know why I'm in a shit mood at the moment...I just am. I'm tired and need to go to sleep but instead I'm on this adictive machine everyone calls a computer. This thing has taken over the most of my life. All I do is play around on my computer. I piss myself off because that's all I do but then I think about it and realize that I don't have any friends anyways so I guess that the computer isn't that bad. Oh well enough of my bitching I'm going to go to bed. I hope that I'm in a better mood tomorrow because I hate it when I'm not in a good mood. I'm bitchy and what not. Later all.

School
School starts tomorrow and I haven't had enough of summer yet. I don't want to have to start school again and do the same damn thing every day monday through friday and then have a taste of freedom and then have to start the week all over again. I am happy though...this is my last year of that fucked up schedule. It's nice knowing that I'm done with each and everyday that I go to school...knowing that each day that I go to school is the last time that I will ever have to go to school on that day. I've waited for my last year of school since I started school. I have always hated school because it's boring to beat all hell. The only reason that I would like school is because I get to see some of my friends every once in a while. Oh well! Anyways, I worked to day for a while...that was fun actually. I like working, at least for the guy that I work for. It's fun and it's not that hard of work either. Anyways I'm tired so I think that I am going to go play some Diablo II which is a game that I have come to play quite a bit over the summer. Anyways, I'll talk to you people later.

Been awhile
Wow! I haven't posted anything here in a really long time. I feel kinda bad because I haven't but I know that shouldn't. I worked today for a long time so I'm really really tired. I was supposed to go up north with Laura tonight but for some reason her parents decided that they didn't want to go. Oh well, I wouldn't have been much fun anyways because I'm tired. Well I'm tired and really need to sleep so I will try and use my journal more. Sorry Gunnie :( anyways later all.

I forgot to say this in my last entry. My band, well it's not my band because Ryan started it but it's the band that i'm in, played on Saturday. We had a monsterous crowd of 11!!! I know that there are some of you that are laughing because it was a small ass crowd but that's because our original place that we were going to have it got cancelled. Oh well it was fun. We played something like 25 songs. We have 2 songs that are our own songs. We have the Goat Song which is kick ass and we have Zip Zip Splooge, which is something Me and Ryan made up and then Marty and Ryan put music to it. It sucked because we don't have very good equipment but if we had better equipment it would have been a lot better. I was scared to do it because I'm a shy type of person but after we started, I had fun. So the next time that we have a performance I would say come to it because it will be a lot better than our first but our first wasn't that bad so really just come and have fun. Later!

I'm sitting here in BST or as most will call it Bull Shit Training. I hate this class because I learn nothing new in it. All it is is just teaching about computer applications and what not. I know the most of that stuff anyways. I'm sitting here while other people give their powerpoint presentations. I did mine last week so that isn't a big deal, I did good. But now I'm bored just listening to evveryone else's annoying voices. This really really sucks. I wish that I could be sleeping at the moment, that would be nice. Oh well, I guess that will just deal with it like I do every fricken day. I'll live so it's not that bad. Well I'm going to go and try to fight to stay awake.