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2003 10 July :: 2.03am
hey ryan!!! happy birthday ya fuck! you're 17 now...woo!
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2003 8 July :: 6.34pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: "Lose Yourself" Eminem
Failure is not an option
Failure is not an option
Not an option for me
Nor is it one for you
You can't fail this time
You fail this time you cease to be
Not only cease as a hero
You end as an unfulfilled life
You can't fail here
You can't let yourself
I'm not what you think I am
I'm not the one who can save you
I'm not you Christ
I'm not your salvation
You think I can do everything
Just send a letter to those who don't care
Because I don't anymore
I'm not what you think I am
You are everything we believe in
You can be everything that we ant you to be
You can't fail, because you are ours
You are our only voice
You can save us
You can
No I can't
I can't be everything you want me to be
I have no voice for you
You've trapped me
I hate you
I hate everyone who thinks I'm their hero
I'm not a hero I will live, but I won't do that
I'm not a hero
You are our hero
You are everything to us
You can't leave us here with nothing
How can you turn your backs on us
You can't, because you can't fail us
If you don't try you will cease to exist
You are our everything, but you are nothing
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2003 3 July :: 12.17pm
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: bizet: carmen suite no. 2
the official wolverine band camp countdown is now going to begin on this very special day of july the 3rd of the year 2003!!!
18 DAYS TILL WOLVERINE INSTRUMENTAL BAND CAMP BEGINS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WWWWWWWWWOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
this song is very lussy....i like it though
anyways, i have a few days to chill out at home before i leave for my mission trip in west virginia on friday, july 11th, 2003. sooooooo, if anyone wants to get together, make sure you get in contact with me...or i'll get in contact with you, or both. plan on having a bon fire sometime before i leave. andy-- you need to set up the hammock.
hope you guys are having a good summer!!
HAPPY SWEET 16 TO MISS TANYA CHRISTINE DENSLOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
later...
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2003 3 July :: 2.37am
:: Music: Pro-pain - In for the Kill
oi vey...
ya know...it's sad when you vent to the person that is part of the reason you are venting. not saying it's their fault in any sort of way. but still...it says a lot when the only person you're comfortable in venting to is the one you're venting about...ya know?? i know you do...sorry...forget about me...live your life.
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2003 1 July :: 1.31am
okayyyyyy.......... i'm back from Bands of America...we're leaving tomorrow night to go camping with dammanns from tennessee...they have the wave runner! woo woo! anyways, too much to do...i'll be free in a few days for those of you who i need to hang out with, you know who you are :) i miss you guys...hang in there!
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2003 27 June :: 11.54am
:: Music: coal chamber - loco
way to go....a-hole...
Well...I have to give myself props again....for missing yet another opportunity with an awesome person. Then, of course, me being me, made her mad. Yeah...good stuff.
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2003 21 June :: 10.25am
:: Mood: tired, sick, sad...but happy
it's bittersweet
i'm back from CMU. lots of fun...got sick though. if you want to get together, call me...i'm leaving tomorrow at noon for illinois for bands of america. i met a boy...he's the greatest. he plays trumpet and his name is joel. he'll be a senior and i guess he's going to come see me sometime soon so you'll get to meet this one :) he only lives less than an hour and a half away so thats a very good thing. he's so wonderful. anyways...i better go...i gotta do laundry and then repack for tomorrow. jess-i tried calling you from my dorm...talked to stef and left the number to my room...i guess you didn't get the message or somthing...oh well. hope everyone is enjoying their summer :)
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2003 18 June :: 7.21pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: "Pour Me" Trick Pony
Brooding
Eveyone seems to think that my life has turned into this great incredible brooding fest. No, I am somewhat content with my life now. Sure there is no one in my life to share it with, but I don't need one right now.
I've been reading alot. Just books, but I need something to do because my mind cannot be idle. The book I'm reading now would make me think that my mind not being filled is the problem. That the devil is playing tricks in my head. Trying to get me to do things, like calling her last weekend. I know what that was about, and I think she did too. I don't think she believed it, because she hasn't said a word to me since Friday night.
Yes, I did go out on a date. I went to see "The Italian Job" with this girl from my philosophy class. I was really hesitant on the date, and I wasn't myself. She hasn't called me back either.
Sometimes I'd just like to have absolutely meaningless sex with as many anonymous partners as possible. But then I think about how really yucky sex is. All those body fluids, ew.
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2003 31 May :: 11.12pm
There are just some birthdays that mean absolutely nothing. Like 17. It's not 16, you've already got your license. It's not like 18, you can't get smokes or porn, so 17 sucks. Well, I get the feeling that 19 is the same way. 59 minutes till that day and that's the way I feel. I can buy smokes and porn, though I choose not to, but I can't drink, and it doesn't mean anything. I still can call myself a teenager, although I'm not really. But I'm only 19, and that's no better than an eighteen year old, except I've been around a year longer. Yeah, Happy Birthday to me.
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2003 31 May :: 5.46pm
So I called her. Screw you all of those that said I wouldn't.
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2003 25 May :: 1.27pm
:: Mood: gloomy
:: Music: nothing right now...
good bye's
it's a bit early for my good bye end of the year entry...but i have time to do it today and i'll be the first one of the year so i might as well get it over with now. right? so here we go...maybe we'll go down memory lane...maybe not, we'll see how this year's turns out :)
beans- well, the end of the year is here. you've now offically been my best friend for 2 years of high school now...we're shooting for 2 decades! just kidding...i lvoe you. we've drifted the past month or so. but that's okay, maybe we needed it to grow. actually, i know we needed to grow. and growing is good. i don't think i would be the same person if it wasn't for you. we've had good times and bad times like all friends do. i've come to realize how different we are. yet, so much alike. you know so much about me...more than anyone i think. i'm glad you don't put up with my crap or let me get away with anything either. you kind of force me to be a good person. except when you make me swear. but we won't count that :) you are beautiful on the inside and out and i'm grateful that i can call you my best friend. thanks for all the memories..I'M AN ARTHROPOD!!!!!!!! LOOK AT MY JOINTED APPANDAGES!!!!!! I HAVE A CEPHALATHORAX...I'M FUSED AT THE HEAD AND ABDOMAN!!!!!!!! WOO WOO .....i'll refrain from reciting every single inside joke we have....please refer to the lust if needed :) lvoe you!
jessie- you can really be a pain in the ass sometimes but that's why i love you. those days when you'll call me and just spill. even though i sound annoyed with you're consistant droning...i'm not. you make me feel important and loved. it amazes me how close we've gotten in such a short time. i'm so glad that i had the opportunity to meet you because we've had some great times. camp is going to be such a wild adventure with you there. beans and i vowed that we would never bring anyone else to our sancuary and our place, but...you're coming so i guess you are lead to believe that we like ya. :) thanks so much for everything...i love you my little sister :0)..haha ha ha ha noses! and ahem....i myself can say i was a sleezy geezer that used to run around with drunk ducks and boys on slides...
kaly jean- i was hoping last friday and june 5th would never come. it always seemed out of reach. but sadly it came and it's coming. you're a big girl now. 18...phew...you're too old. if it wasn't for you, i know that i would be in rough shape today. you are my support system. i can't tell you how grateful i am for you. you're words of wisdom will stick with me for the rest of my life. you've taught me so much about life, love, my dreams and everything in between. never once did you look down on me for anything. you always treated me like an equal. you are a wonderful person and without you i really don't know how i would have gotten through this year. thank you so much. :)
danielle- you're just so fun! and cute! some of my biggest laugh's have been with you this year. we've had some crazy times. the best thing about our friendship is i can tell you anything and you lift me up. you are a great person and i hope we'll always be friends!
robby- heh...we hung out for the first time by ourselves friday! woo hoo for us! you have so much to offer this world. don't give up because i know you are talented in many ways. you are an awesome musician and you've got a great sence of humor. i hope you never loose those things to life. i'm so glad that you are finally happy. you out of anyone deserves that happiness. well, and kaly too...but..hey, this is your entry so i'll just keep going :) i hope we have more memories to make in the future because you never saw the pictures and we still have go to mongolian barbique!!!!!! anyways, take care of yourself and i'll see you really soon! love ya!
andy- oh boy. i seariously never thought you and i would be friends. funny the way things turn out. you're a hoot and you still haven't tried out the hammock this season yet. ya better get goin! even though you make fun of me, hit me, inslut me, and call me names i still love you! and i know that you know that. you also know my kitchen's always open for your mouth to feast on despite your critism. you're always there for me. always. you always listen to me when i need someone even though i know you don't want to hear my crap. thanks for that. let's not drift apart over the summer. that would be too sad.
gangles- i know you don't read this...but hey you never know...and i couldn't possibly leave you out!!!!!! you're a great friend and a very talented person. i'm really happy i got to know you and i'm so overjoyed that i can share my music with you. it's wonderful how we can appreciate each others talents. you've taught me a lot about life and guitars. :) i hope one day you can show the world what you're made of. everyone know's you have that talent to. i'll always be there back stage cheering you all on even if josh won't let me have my own bus anymore. oh well........ i'll still be there. you're no. 1 or 2...somewhere up there fan :)
everyone else........ there are too many of you. ashley, becca boo, k-dog, nick, shantaclare, scotty, logan, kevin, jenna, alice, diana, anne, katie, jackie, devon, jessi, gunnie, roman, josh, dylan, ellie bellie, mitch, monkey, josh, spud, amandaluss, bryan, ryan, brian, andy, roger, andy, brittany, stacey, kale, amy, amy, denee', nicole, rob, shae, dan....and everyone else that i forgot to name...i'm sooooooooooooooo sorry...you know i love you too. thanks guys for all the memories. :)
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2003 20 May :: 10.14pm
:: Mood: asi asi
:: Music: vanessa carlton- a thousand miles
Bueno, así que estoy triste porque Ryan que adivino es muy sobre mí porque él tiene a una amiga. Quiero llorar, pero al mismo tiempo yo quiero realmente Phillip. El me hace me siento risita cuando soy alrededor él. Eso es agradable. De todos modos. la vida ..my podría ser mejor, pero podría ser peor. ¡Salga un mensaje si usted me ama! buenas noches
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2003 17 May :: 2.18pm
:: Mood: groggy
:: Music: snorrrrrt snoorrrrt
I am groggy. I feel like a moose who's had too much to drink. I am tipsy. I wobble when I walk. I whistle while I work. I have mandibles. They are special mouthparts. SPECTACULAR , SPECTACULAR, THE WORDS OF a crustatian. You'll be dumb with wonderment.
Last night I went to a convention. It was a convention of De' Luss. We partook in events ranging from "Luss Sack Races" to "Pin the Tail on the Luss" We also learned how to make "Sleazoid Pies" I am a sleazoid. I like to ............dfffffff JUMP!! I am an expert Lusser. Je suis un lusser expert. I belong to Lussing Anonymous. This is a group where we talk about our expierence as lusses. We walk and luss. Luss and walk. Wooble wooble wooble weobblekfsd wooble.
Jessie is hot. i found a dead cat and we named her Chuckles. My feet smell. They smell so bad. I am dying from it. Jessie is dead. lying here dead from my foot stench.Quand je grandis en haut je deviendrai la Reine du Lusses. Je tout le monde gouvernerai.
Cuándo yo crezco llegaré a ser Reina del Lusses. Gobernaré todos. my butt smells. My butt smells, my butt smells. jessie's butt smells like flowers. yummmmmmmmmm jessie is fdsadf i haVE a (DONT TELL ANYONE THIS., IT'S A SECRET_) DNAI (EM) SAH A IRTHD TREASB. UNSCRAMBLE THAT!
MY BUTT IS HOT. I NEED SOME VENTALATION. Posterior. dorsal dorsal. ventral . ^^^^^^ I am wearing a thyroid.. It is hot. I am hot.
I
have
to
goo.
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2003 14 May :: 1.53pm
:: Mood: flirty
:: Music: something on way fm i think...
this is just for my own personal use because i have a busy few days and i need to keep track of what i'm doing...
wednesday:
out to lunch with beans
clean room
hanging out with kaly
band awards desert
flamingoing with youth group
thursday:
shopping with kaly after school
piano lessons
maybe flamingoing?
friday:
practice for flute recitle with jane
jessie over to help with confirmation paper
saturday:
NOTHING!!!!! wooo!!
sunday:
church
sunday school
band concert
concert at church...and jam cafe'!! woo hoo!
okay........ looks like i'm not doing anything saturday...if anyone wants to get together maybe we can have a bon fire over here or something if the weather is nice. tell me what ya think :)
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2003 13 May :: 2.53pm
:: Music: Big Truck - Coal Chamber
cool...
So I finally moved out of my house...I now live on the NW side of GR. Anyone wants to (try to) get ahold of me, my # is 458-8087. Peace out!
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