My Bitching Grounds

:: 2003 1 January :: 10.04pm
:: Mood: happpy...and anxious
:: Music: a song i was just playing on piano is stuck in my head

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pretty good...

:: 2002 31 December :: 7.51pm
:: Mood: fun
:: Music: 311- beautiful disaster

heya! i'm finally in a good mood!! woo!!! happy BIRTHday to kevin today! and...happy BIRTHday to WOOHU.COM tomorrow!! yay!!!! i'm going to tom's party tonight and then to jessie's house after. it should be reallly fun! ryan comes home from hawaii tomorrow, it's about time!!! wowzers! and i go to see him on SATURDAY!!!! yippee!!!!! hm...my hands are cold. heh. i painted my nails pretty pink today! oh la la :) well, i hope everyone has a fantastic new year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! see ya all in 2003!!!!!!!!!! :)

:: 2002 30 December :: 2.29pm
:: Mood: goood!!!
:: Music: BLAST!- battery battle

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:: 2002 26 December :: 11.28pm
:: Mood: same

sorry, i didn't mean to sound depressing. i was reading all the entries on my friends page and everyone was writing about how great their Christmas was. i did have a Christmas. i went caroling on sunday night. monday we came over here to grandpas and the fam was here. tuesday we went to church and opened presents. wednesday, um... was lazy. today was shopping.
danibean05: i got my cartalage peirced
sugarmouse0587: really?
sugarmouse0587: that does not seem like your thing
sugarmouse0587: does it hurt like a moose?
danibean05: no
danibean05: not a bit
danibean05: it doesn't seem like my thing?
sugarmouse0587: It seems too thugish for you
danibean05: haha
sugarmouse0587: were you thinking about it or did you just go do it on a whim?
danibean05: eh...kinda both
sugarmouse0587: hmmm
sugarmouse0587: interesting
danibean05: it's really cute
sugarmouse0587: cool cool
danibean05: :-):-)
danibean05: left ear

i got some cute shirts from american eagle too. i think i'm an american eagle person? i dunno.....you tell me. anywho... i better go. good night.

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wafflehouse

:: 2002 26 December :: 11.33pm

I want you to want me.
I need you to need me.
I'm beggin' you to beg me.
And I want you now.
Yeah, I want you to want me.
I need you to need me.
I'm beggin' you to beg me.
I'd love you to love me.
Didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you cryin'?
Oh, didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you cryin'?
Feelin' all alone without a friend, you know you feel like dyin'.
Oh, didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you cryin'?
Feelin' all alone without a friend, you know you feel like dyin'.
Oh, didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you cryin'?

:: 2002 26 December :: 11.06pm
:: Mood: um...it could be better
:: Music: the t.v. in the backround and grandpa and mom snoring in the living room

so i'm at grandpas still from the holidays. tomorrow i have to go to a funeral like thing and then i believe i'm going straight to the hospital up north for the weekend to see my grandpa there. sooo... i don't think i'll be home for a while. sorry. eh... you don't care. so yeah, first kelly dies, then david's grandma, then moe, now my grandpa is in the hospital and ann's mom is dying in the hospital. we found out from fred that tommy's 18 year old son just died in a car accident tonight. what...does this stuff just hit a family all at once or something? it's hard. what if ryan never comes back from his cruise? what would i do? i wouldn't be able to go on. i don't think. you never know what is going to happen. i love you guys. don't forget that.

wafflehouse

:: 2002 26 December :: 10.25pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: Gorillaz - Five Four

craziness....absolute...craziness...
Wow...very interesting last few nights...I'm not going into detail at all...lets just say I've never been more nervous/excited/flirtatious in my life. Oi vey. Ah well...peace out brown trout.

:: 2002 25 December :: 7.50pm
:: Mood: I have a headache
:: Music: "Long Time Gone" Dixie Chicks

The meaning of life
"The secret of life is there ain't not secret,
"And you don't get your money back."
- Faith Hill's song "The Secret of Life"

Actually, my cousin's just left. Such a headache. But it provokes so much in me. How can they listen and not understand? How can they not embrace the deafening screams of silence? How can they be so ....... shallow?

My eldest cousin Katelyn, 13. Her step-dad (maybe that's the problem right there) made her just sit there and not talk. I sat right next to her and didn't say thing. When she did talk, it was about how bored she was. She couldn't think about anything except about what she could be doing right now. What she could play with or what she could do. I think that being able to sit and not think about anything at all is infinitely more valuable then being bored all the time. Another thing, she has so many lyrics in her head memorized, country lyrics. Now don't get me wrong, most of you know that I like country, but she takes it to such an extreme that I could easily hate it if I had to hear her talk incessantly all the time about it. But what I don't understand is that she has all the lyrics memorized, but yet she doesn't have an insight into what the song is about. It's to the point where her tastes are a cult of personality more than genuine appreciation of the depth in the words or the musicality accompanying them. I guess it's the way secular society works now. All about what kind of pleasurable noises I can listen to before my mind does away with them. How much can I consume. Those lyrics have been consumed, not appreciated. We all consume, but we must, in order to keep all of our humanity, all the qualities that make us human, learn to appreciate as well.

Other ideas: "The Banking Concpet of Education" Paulo Friere

:: 2002 19 December :: 10.10am
:: Mood: aggravated

Quizzes
It has always seemed obvious to me that online quizzes, despite their unreliability, are entertaining. However, I must now do something that I do not want to do. You see, my computer is very slow, especially when it comes to loading web pages. So this has left me with no choice when viewing my friends page, but to take those "friends" who insist on posting massive amounts of online quizzes at one time. So for any of you that suddenly discover that I am no longer listed in your "friends of" category, do not take it personally. It's just an adjustment for my internet convienince.

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:: 2002 18 December :: 5.10pm

"If the world hates you, keep in mind that it hated me first. If you belonged to the world, it would love you as its own. As it is, you do not belong to the world, but I have chosen you out of the world. That is why the world hates you.... Remember the words I spoke to you: ... If they persecuted me, they will persecute you also.... for they do not know the One who sent me."� John 15:18-21

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:: 2002 18 December :: 4.38pm
:: Mood: exanimate
:: Music: "Are You Ready?" Creed

Can this be all we are?
Can we become more than our parts?
Are we equivalent in all things?
If so, are you me?
If so, do you know me?
Worth? Knowledge?
Are we equivalent?
Ability? Creativity?
Are we the same?
Could you be me?
Could I be you?
Does life play the same mean tricks?
If so, why does it hurt?
If so, why are you better than me?
If so, why do I fear you?
Are we the same?
Prove it.

Which Good Charlotte song are you?

:: 2002 16 December :: 11.08pm

I'm Waldorf Worldwide! What GC song are you?

:: 2002 16 December :: 10.59pm
:: Mood: pissed/sad

DAMN IT!!!!!!
I'M SOOOOO STUPID!!!!
UUUGGGGGHHHH!!!!!

:: 2002 14 December :: 10.01pm
:: Mood: tired and on the verge of bawling
:: Music: moulin rouge- come what may

well, my night ended up being a dud and i ended up sitting on the computer like the useless loser i am. i want to cry, because i'm like that. i can't really describe how i'm feeling right now, nor do i want to. if you know me well enough, you know how i am. i need ryan or roger w. to come on and cheer me up. arg....