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2004 26 March :: 12.02pm
:: Mood: hungry
:: Music: some airforce movie or something
im in school right now in the science room and my science teacher and charlie are in here. charlie is watching some airforce movie...heh. todays friday i have dance and then i dont know what else..hopefully something good
i have to start painting my new room and move in my shit
i love you all :)
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2004 24 March :: 9.34pm
:: Music: story of the year
my grandma is leaving the hospital tomorrow morning and then going into rehab.
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2004 24 March :: 9.06pm
:: Mood: angry
:: Music: alanis morrissete - what if gd was one of us?
just a slob like one of us...
haven't updated in a while. my school had gym today LOL we only have 3 days of gym in my school. today we went out into the woods and we did 'project adventure' type things...it sucked soo bad. we stood on a log and i stood in between spencer and kevin and i swear kevin almost made me fall like 30 billion times..LOL we did some like big see-saw balancing shit, lol. ummm idk we're going out to climb the wall and do the high ropes (neither of which im doing) im not sure when. i have to hand in my economics project tomorrow. HOPEFULLY denise finished the poster part of it. if not im FUCKED bill will shoot me well, i hope all of you have a good weekend.
i hate love you <3
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2004 21 March :: 9.49am
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: a static lullaby
11 days that grandmas been in the hospital :-/
soo friday i did nothing. saturday i went to look at two apartments and then we went out to eat and then after that i looked at one in east rockaway and we liked it even though its a tad out of our range. after that i went to visit my grandma in the hospital and we stayed there till about 9 and we came home, got white castle (yuck) and i called brian to find out that he was out already and he didn't call me because he didn't know my number! grrrr. well, i came home, talked to derek on the phone for alittle,watched
'camp cool' and room raiders 'maroon5' and then fell asleep. today i want to get my nails done and we have 2 apartments to see today. oyyy school tomorrow and i cant forget to type up my economics project
iloveyouall
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2004 18 March :: 10.22am
(posted on my last entry)
@ 03-13-04 1:57am
wow. can you say hypocrite? arent you that type of person too? were all hypocrites in some way, but you should examine yourself more carefully before you go telling other people that you feel sorry for them because youre JUST LIKE THEM, only more high on yourself...work on that.
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@ 03-18-04 10:19am
i realize the fact that my words can and should be turned right back on me and they are , belive me. we all have flaws and for ou to point mine out to me is not only rude but unnecessary and for you to post under "annonymous" is a sure fire sign that you dont want to be confronted on your words that you obviously belive strongly enough in to post on my page. so please take into consideration that we are all hypocrites in some way but if i feel the need to post something where i feel that people take things for granted and not mention a thing aout hypocracy please feel free to fuck off.
dustin posthuma
(this is why i dont allow posts in my journal anymore)
love always,
dustin
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2004 16 March :: 7.19pm
:: Mood: pissed
:: Music: creed
hmm...thinking about making my journal friends only
<3
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2004 16 March :: 6.51am
:: Mood: irritated
:: Music: nothing
i probably only have like 2 periods of school today because im going to the holocaust museum in glen cove. shiiiiit that reminds me of colin :-/ well, i'll update about the day later. hopefully someone wants to pick me up from school?
iwanthim<3
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2004 15 March :: 10.18pm
:: Mood: dirty
:: Music: rockell- in a dream
well, school was not too bad. besides for the fact i tried begging my mom not to make me go it was aright. everyone was like 'are you ok?' blah blah blah. i was fine. i felt shitty but i was OK. well, my mom couldn't drive me to school so i got off at the west hempstead stop and paris and mikey drove me home and hung out with me for alittle bit. i got home and blah blah LOL. tomorrow is tuesday and we're going to the holocaust museum in glen cove (about 12 of us) well, that should be fun - derek is going to call me in a bit so im gonna go wait :)
iheartyouall<3
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2004 14 March :: 2.08pm
:: Mood: PISSED
:: Music: hold on- good charlotte
quiz - soo freakin bored
--Background--
DOB:: Nov, 16th 1988
Age:: 15
Location:: front of my house
Siblings:: 2 sisters
Pets:: my cat
IF YOU WERE_ WHAT WOULD U BE?
Veggetable:: carrots
Animal:: dog
Fruit:: banana
Color:: black or red
Household Object:: computer
Season:: fall
Article of Clothing:: clevage shirt- lol
Drink:: chocolate milk
--Emotions--
What's one thing that will always make you laugh?: when samm yells 'IM A LESBIONIC CRACKHEAD'
What's one thing that will always make you cry?: hold on by good charlotte or thinking about eddie or marlo
What's one thing that will always make you angry?: when people lie to me
Do you laugh a lot?: sometimes
Do you cry a lot?: ehh
Do you get mad easily?: oh HELL YEAH i do
What's your strongest emotion right now?: depressed pretty much and sometimes i feel alone
What song brings out your strongest emotion?: Fukk Authority
--What's your favorite...--
Season:: fall
Holiday:: channukah
Age:: 2
Phrase/Quote:: 'i want you to want me, i need you to need me'
Thing to do:: going to concerts
Type of Cookie:: thin mint girl scout cookies
Class:: ummm health issues
Person in the whole wide world:: richie <3
--If You Could--
If you could be anything you wanted (animal, object...) what would you be?: can i just be invisible?
If you could have any super power, what would you have?: being immortal
If you could go back in time and change something, what would you change?: being friends with her...
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would you change?: that im so anti social
If you could change one thing about your best friend, what would it be?: change how pretty she is...
If you could be a millionare, what would you buy?: my favorite band to play whenever i wanted
--A Deeper Look--
The most important thing in your life is:: my mom and my grandparents
The most important person in your life is:: my mom,grandparents,sammi,jaymes
Your life motto:: care about yourself first before you care about other people
Your best advice for someone else:: don't keep shit inside
The best advice ever given to you:: life is hard, deal
One word to describe your personality:: i think its good
--Friends and Enemies--
Who is your best friend?: sammi
What do you do together?: drink,listen to music,smoke cigs,watch movies,go to conerts
What is it about this person that makes you get along so well?: she is just so amazing
How long have you known them?: 15 years
Who is your worst enemy?: mark
What is it about this person that makes you not get along?: he tried to rape me
Your close friends (besides best friend) are:: jenn,vix,scutch,laur,ris,sherri,josh,tim,larry,sal
Your other enemies are:: jess ragusta,stefanie rodjin,maxine alazraki,jess martinez(not so much anymore)
--Days and Nights--
What time do you get up on weekdays?: 5:00 if i take a shower 6:00 when i dont
What time do you get up on weekends?: around 10 normally but no later than 12
What time do you go to bed on weeknights?: 12?
What time do you go to bed on weekends?: haha like never
What's your favorite time of the day?: 8 at night
Why?: it just is
What's your least favorite time of the day?: the beginning of a school day
Why? cause i got the rest of the day left
What time are you most productive?: mid-day
Are you an early bird or a night owl?: night owl
--Love & All That Good Stuff--
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: nope
If yes, how long have you been dating them?: i dont have a fuckin boyfriend.
If no, do you want one?: yuypp
Who would you want them to be?: i dont know, someone who cares about me...
Are you sure about that?: YEAH
Do they know you like them?: um everyone i like does...
Are you sure about that?: yupp+
On a scale of 1 to 10, how much do you like this person?: 10, if it wasn't 10 i wouldnt wanna date them
Do they like you back?: most of them
Are you sure about that?: yeah i guess
How much time do you spend thinking about this person?: a lot of time
--On a scale of 1-10, how important is ...... to you?--
Music:: 9.5
Friends:: 10
Family:: 10
Love:: 9
Happiness:: 10.
Solitude:: huh?
Education:: 6
Having Fun:: 7
i was bored...so i took this, comment away
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2004 13 March :: 9.08pm
:: Music: frusturated
well, today was a decent day. i hung out with kristi,leslie,john,andrew,and greg. they are amazing they are my boces friends that ride the bus with me in the morning :) soo we hung around all day and did nothing. at 2 my mom took my sisters home and then went to the hospital to see my grandma. currently it is 8:53 and my mom is still at the hospital and sherri is at dougs house and leslie,kristi,andrew,john,and greg just left my house. sherri is coming over my house and yeah. i hope everyone had a good day :)
andrew greg john kristi leslie caitlin amanda danny mark kait lara paris alex ray and mikey are amazing sexy pieces of ass!!! :)
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2004 12 March :: 12.15pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: atreyu
its lunchtime in school..yeahh and im bored as hell
update about the day later :)
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2004 12 March :: 7.14am
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: fallout boy
really mad
COMMENT PEOPLE, THIS IS MAKING ME REALLY MAD HOW ALL I DO IS WRITE THESE ENTRIES IN HERE FOR YOU GUYS TO READ (ALL MY FRIENDS) AND I HAVE A FEW OF THEM AND NONE OF YOU READ IT OR COMMENT. AND IF YOU READ IT YOU CAN'T JUST PUT A LITTLE COMMENT ON THE BOTTOM? IDK IT JUST MAKES ME MAD
->sorry, but i just can't stand it anymore. im getting a ride to school today and then i have dance and then probably hanging out with like jaymes and tim and something and maybe sammi jco and scutch and having a little party for all of us who have been friends for 10 years or longer :-P lollll <3333
edit: i have 18 friends and in about 5 journal entries or so not one has commented keep that in mind.
i<3richie
i heart derek
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2004 11 March :: 9.01pm
:: Mood: decent
:: Music: marilyn manson
ehh, bored
color: black and red
movie(s): jack,schindlers list,gothika
car: hyundai elantras (nice looking cars),lamborghini and IDK
song: this love - maroon 5
band(s): metallica,a static lullaby,bleeding through,korn,marilyn manson
girl(s): samm,amy,jenn,scutch,vix,lauryn,maris,jess,krys,chris - and more
guys(s): jaymes,tim,josh,sal,larry,liam,nick,bobby,hillel,derek - and more
tv show: 7th heaven and everwood baby
video game: ummm how about - burnout point of impact 2 for playstation 2?
number: it has to be even!
place to go: a couch,the mall - HEHE
word(s): mmk,asscock
store: pac sun,urban outfitters
screen name: maj0rd0rkage,m3ntalshorty
city: new york city,los angeles
radio station: how about KROCK?
->quick quiz cause i was bored. i got off the bus and right away went to the hospital to see my grandma then i went to taco bell for dinner and then we went to see some apartment. i thought it was pretty nice but my guess is that my mom didn't like it. OH WELL :-/ see ya later alligatorssssss
<3
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2004 10 March :: 11.55pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: evanescence
hospital
well, today was an aright day. i went to therapy at 5 and then i went to the hospital to see my grandma. she had been there from 10 am and she didn't get a room until about 8:30 pm, stupid fuckers. she's in soo much pain and it hurts to see her like this. oh wow, this shit fucks with me emotionally. i'm not going to sleep yet and at 12 im calling richie because he keeps me somewhat sane :) i love him a lot and it sucks so much that he lives in california :(
Nucklee: i dont know you said you got back from the hospital i just started freaking
maj0r d0rkage: aw why?
Nucklee: i thought something happened to you
-->aww he cares. it's nice to know SOMEONE does.
i wish i had never met you, so then i wouldn't have to spend every day wondering why i can't see you :-/ <3
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2004 10 March :: 2.36pm
you
i feel bad for you, yes you, the type of person who gets cought in words and other poeple. the type of person who rests so deeply on other peoples shoulders. the type of person who dosent know enough about love to know you can misuse the word. the type of person who can stare at the city lights and still breathe. the type of person who dosent know that they cant get anywhere when they are stuck on someone elses heal. the type of person who dosent know the deepest cuts will let you know who really matters.
the type of person who dosent know that all they have is themselves and it will never change.
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