Megan's Journal

:: 2004 23 January :: 10.29pm
:: Music: Nirvana - Lithium

Nirvana kicks ass. No...they do more than kick the ass....they destroy the ass. Not merely kick it. But destroy it. Not kick...Destroy.

Music makes the world go round. and round and round and round.

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:: 2004 23 January :: 5.15pm

Gah people piss me off!!! *dad*

:: 2004 22 January :: 7.06pm

Well we had a snow day...and i felt that we needed it.....i was so happy to see *Cedar springs Public Schools* * Closed* it was a sigh of relief to me.....i dont know anyways i cant waitfor 2morrow now cuz i am going with Jecika and her cuzin Trevor and were going bowling! woowoo! haha well ill talk to you laters!

:: 2004 21 January :: 8.58pm
:: Music: switchfoot-more than fine

I just remembered that I think I discovered a place that has Italian Soda....

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:: 2004 21 January :: 8.46pm

I love zee tuba like a moose loves eating poop

(which is a lot)

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:: 2004 21 January :: 8.30pm

ummmm........i just shaved my dad's head??

:: 2004 20 January :: 7.59pm

Fuck you, you fuckin dirty skank. I hate your guts, go choke on your own vomit.

(not towards anyone inpeticular)

:: 2004 20 January :: 6.00pm

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm can tell i am bored yet? ummmmmmmmmm mmmm mmmmm mmm mmm mmmm mmm yeah i am really bored......someome commment........

:: 2004 19 January :: 4.15pm

OMG!! Guess what! The best thing has just happend to me!! i wrote a poem and put it in poetry.com and they are taking me and 33 other ppl to an invititional party for ppl who write really good poems! and the lady from the Brady Bunch *the mom* will be there and so will Willie Nelson...a old famous country singer.....OMG! i am so happy and they nominated me as poet of there year 2004!!!!!!!!!!AHHHHHHHHH! OMFG!! here is the poem...

Hurt:
I cried because he lied
I hurt so bad inside
I can't believe i fought for him
He made me fill with happiness
And now I'm filled with saddness
We had so many good times together
Now we will be so far apart from one another
Now i must move on
Can i make it without him?
I must be strong and willing to carry on
Yes time will go by swiftly
Goodbye my friend
Now it is the end

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:: 2004 18 January :: 9.14pm

I don't want to go to school.

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:: 2004 18 January :: 8.13am

well friday was a good day *smiles at jecika* *Thank you!!* i went to her house and met her cuzin...*she is trying to hook us up* he is really cute. so we had a lot of fun and lets keep it at that. and then sat i went with her to babysit for a lil bit. then my dad came and got me and we went to my gpas for his bday. and stayed then night there and then came home this mourning and getting ready for church so talk to you all laters! byes!

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:: 2004 17 January :: 8.42pm

I'm scared to grow up.

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:: 2004 17 January :: 1.58pm

Okay folks...prostitution...out of the question.

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:: 2004 16 January :: 11.19pm
:: Mood: loved

antipation is half the fun
So it ends up being for the better. Because in those few minutes....it would have been the worst agony ever fathomed.

I saw the car...and I just knew. So I ran, and I was right. Bad things happen for a reason. You just don't understand why right away.

Sometimes a car breaks down and you cry about it.

:: 2004 16 January :: 4.15pm
:: Mood: hungry

It was supposed to be the most glorious have day ever!

But that thing always happens.

I suppose that I'll try again. There will be more chances for fun.

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:: 2004 16 January :: 12.37pm

I need a girl. A lady. A women.

I need to get some. I know that sounds desperate...but thats probably because it is.

Prostitutes seem to get it alot...maybe I'll be come a prostitute.

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:: 2004 16 January :: 12.35pm

I am bored

:: 2004 16 January :: 11.57am

Things really do work out for me. I didn't study for any exams, at all. And I bet I got some pretty good grades. Science I would have to say was the hardest...buuut, things worked out. I got the answers from Blaine, well, Cherie I guess, and I didn't have to do any work at all. That is how my life is going to go, I'm gonna get ahead...by doing nothing.
I love my life....

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:: 2004 15 January :: 8.40pm

i mentioned the robots to my mother, and now she makes fun of me constantly for it.

my mother is the robot leader.

we MUST destroy the robots.

:: 2004 15 January :: 8.39pm

0o0 we got the pics of me and Kyle back!

:: 2004 15 January :: 8.33pm
:: Mood: chipper
:: Music: Holidae Inn

1/2 Days are awesome
Hey Everyone! Whats been going on? Well, today I had Michelle come over and hang out with me, she didn't leave until 7:30. Then Kyle and I just got off the phone and him and I are doing great. Tomorrow will be one week with him and I love him so much. I don't know I have known him for a while but him and I never got to know each other til now and he is awesome and I am happy that I am not with Chris anymore. I guess you could say this is a match made in heaven for me. So, what is everyone doing this weekend? I am going to sit around and do nothing at all. Well, I will talk to you all later!!

Janice
*The Baby*
(Kyle gave me this nickname)

:: 2004 15 January :: 8.05pm
:: Mood: weird

well here i am sitten here doing nothin bored to hell. but i cant wait till 2morrow!! lol

:: 2004 15 January :: 5.18pm

I made Chris hate me guys!!!

:: 2004 15 January :: 12.00pm

Fuck the damn computer...fuck it in the ear.
My computer won't let me go to either www.msn.com, www.yahoo.com, or www.google.com. My computer is GAAAAAYY.
I Yell at my computer these days. Not out loud...no...but I type what i yell, because i think it can understand me. I turn it off and it comes back on. It types by itself. Nothing scary...but, just random words, put together, that make sense actually. About the government and IBM, weird stuff. Baseball. I hate it. these are some things i have typed to my computer.

(yes, it was always in caps)

I HATE YOU YOU FUCKING COMPUTER!!! LET ME GO TO MSN!!! I HATE YOU!! DAMN FUCKING SHIT EATER!!! I NEED TO GO THERE...I DON'T KNOW WHY BUT YOU WON'T LET ME!!! MAYBE CUZ YOU'RE GAAAAAAYYY!!!!

and then it let up for awhile

>>>>>>>>>>FUCK YOU COMPUTER, FUCK YOU COMPUTER, YOU MAKE MEEE SICK, YOU MAKE MEEE SICK, HIGH SCHOOL'S OVER, HIGH SCHOOLS OVER, AND YOU STIIIILL WON'T QUIT!!!!! FUCK YOU COMPUTER!!!!!<<<<<<<<<

Those are lyrics from a song...i just changed the name to computer.

P.S. Highschool isn't really over.