snails = ming
Damians being a right prat today. Everytime ive phoned him hes decided to be a git to me. No sexings for him *angry face*
Still no one wants to shag nadia in the bb house, i want her to wi for the simple fact that shes the best looking ladyboy ive seen.
Not sure about going out tomorow, not too keen if its gonna be shit and full of cheese head football fans >.< maybe ill do a townie night out and go to aruba.
*sigh* im real bored.
Gah im having a lil spaz about me unt the dami-hen. If i go to away to uni or away to train (which is more than 90% certain) he'll still be in middlesbrough without me within even an hours driving distance.
And then he'll forget about me.
*gets sad*

my day off
I had a day off college today because, well cause i was blodey exhausted, full of snots and had a sore throat. I only had two lessons anyway and since ive collected all my data for psychology anyway and the french liutenents woman hasnt even been ordred yet we cant exactly read that. So me and ellen had a snot fest on the sofa.
Im looking forward to seeing damian on friday. I really want him to come shopping with me on saturday, no one else will *petlip* cause that all have plans, even ellen.
I found out when i start work today, Saturday the thrid at one pm. Class, i get a uniform \m/>.<
Stuff going massively well at the moment.
Appart from i need a pee. so ima go do that now.

thursday and friday
Thursday was an angst fest. The bouncers at the crown. oh my god. they should die. Ritchie gets claps for looking after me though so does that bloke that ugly ginger martin was with for telling ugly ginger martin to shut up and looking after me untill stace &co came out.
Friday was good though. sex fest of doom. ice cream sex and shower sex. Bless damian, hes so luffly *sway* ^_^ He got me a new teddy ahhw the way he gave me it was dead cute 'ive got a lil friend who wants to meet you' *giggle* i even snogged bob cause he was being so lovely.
I gots me a job!! woop, screw next they still aint rung so ima go work at matalan \m/>.<
My hair is curly, damian says its pretty and i like it so i might curl it more often.
k damian is being nosey now. ama go molest him

Nose zit urgh
I just got back from staceys. Heh it was really good. We were sat in the sun in her garden around a table and drank lager and lime and ate pizza and a muffin ^_^
It was so funny. At one point stacey flashed a circling plane to make them land and take us to spain but after she did they never came back =( Shes the bestest.
Toms having a spaz but its entirely self inflicted again, if he didnt spend so much money on other people he wouldnt dig himself into debt *rolls eyes* what a mong. AH shit i was supposed to go to his on sunday bu tis fathers day (which is also shit because i want damian to come down >.<). Oh well i see damian tomorow and im out with thomas on thursday. That'll do.
*sigh* ive really been missing my damian *pet lip* hes such a sex monger. he can monger all of my sex. *wants hugs* =(

*grr*
As if france won. Really. The bastards scored twice in overtime taking it from 1-0 to 1-2. *winge winge*
Anyway, i went to the dami-hens on friday and he came to mine on saturday stoped over. Friday was really really fun, maybe it was because i just had a week of being miserable but the arena was fun and the play stations were on (yey) and there was a nice atmosphere back at the house afterwards (and i got some good sex too. twice *giggle*). Saturday was happy funfun too watched shrek two at steves and damian came back to mine and we *shnuggled* (and had good sex again. But then i came back on so im not that happy about it). Sunday was also fun because it was sunny and its always nice on a sunny day and damian got to pull down trees.
*sigh* dead good. I think i could set the world on fire today *nod*

urgh
As if i just spent half an hour crying because i cant have a cup of tea.
This is what pms does to me.
Im not having a very happy day today =( i think i might just go to bed now.

"DANGER fire kills children the welsh and witches"
Me and Damian had an argument yesterday because i wasnt sleeping at his. It was completely stupid and we were even arguing in the street like people who go on trisha do *rolls eyes* im not even gonna bother explining it in here it was that rediculous.
Anyway the film was okay. Nothing super duper special but it was very watchable, good special effects etc.
Im still doing the atkins thingy. Although the microwave has broken so its a bit annoying that i have to defrost meat all the time just by leaving it out. but i will beat stacey mwahhaaha, specialy since shes already cheated and eaten an apple *winnar* bad things though, its been making mine and stacies breath stink (which people warned us about) and its given me uber head aches of doom, although that could be pms.
Right im off to staceys. proberbly gona help her move axl into a bigger viv

Last exam woop!
Well i just did my last exam. English, the wuthering heights bit and the lnguage of speech bit. Stacey missed it cause she was given a fluffed up time table. twas okay though not to difficult, i wish i had more time though >.< Jono was there today too, he seems to have gotten sleezyer since we started texting each other and stuffs. hes a sweeite. Shame hes a stoner/alcoholic freak. Ah well heh bless him. Lil miss 'im s-hoo popular' lauren dye fancies him, but he thinks shes annoying lol class. That'll learn her. She has stupid hair anyway.
Me and stace and possibly the boys are gonna have a bit of a pub crawl in billingam on staurday we think. Should be goood. Havnt seen them properly in ages =(
Ohh and emmypants (heh aint called her that in ages) has her 17th birthday on tuesday... 0.0 tomorow! shit. oh well. im seeing the man on that day. humm oh well.
Im not the only one who thinkys harry est muchos hot! im not a freak! jess thinks hes hot too, dead good.
I really need to start shopping for summer now i have tanned lovelyness on my arms and stuff, ill ask me mam if i can go on saturday day time.
Things between me and damian still dont feel right. I dont feel for him as nearly strongly as i used to. Dont get me wrong i love him to bits but *sigh* i dunno, proberbly just me being a bit spazz headed. Proberbly just needs me some time. *nods*
May go grab me a cup of tea now.
*boshbosh* <-- just for tom dear lol ^_^

yey kitten went *poof*
Well yesterday was lotsa lotsa funs. Went to ilkly to see grandma and grandad in the caravan. Grandads looking dead well, he was even laughing at his own farts heh. Anyway i got to eat a spam fritter, swing on the swings, walk a dog who kept jumping up and eating flies out of the air and play with the cutest lil cat ever called pepper who was all white with ginger lil splobs all over. nyyaahhhww. Dead good.
I want Damian to come down today but he has no monies *pet lip* so im bored now, i may make one of the boys or stacey come down and visit me. Or maybe ill read some booknes. *sigh* who knows.
My feet are cold, but i dont have any clean socks >.<
Righ im off. *seskings*

another very odd dream
Dear lord, my dreams are like porn >.< Corey Taylor made a return (still left his mask on though) along with Hugh Grant. Damian was there sometimes too, but he got hungry and went to make sausage chips and gravy lmao. Class, i could sell my dreams to some porno producer.
Off to see harry potter tonight (after a posh meal and stuff). Im rediculously excited wweee!
Im having an i miss my boyfriend day today, its nice and sunny outside, and im sun bathing. Im also reading a book called the curious incident of the dog in the night time, its about an autistic child and its written through his point of veiw. its dead good.
*sexings*

todays not going very well
*sigh* not the best day. I cut my finger on a can of cat food and now theres a grumpy wasp in my room. What is a girl to do?
Might ring out damo-ian in a bit. Hes dead good.

well...
me and damian are back together. Its weird. Im not comfortable with it and i have doubts a plenty. I should be eccstatic but im not. Time is all i need i supposed.
Alright night last night, was dead sleepy by the end, still am actualy. Tom was fucked (again, starting to worry actualy, hes completely changed his attitude, im not shure its alright), leigh kept playing with my boobs again, emma has turned chinese, lots of good peoples were out and i got good sex, not bad eh?

i want to have sex with corey taylor... no i really do.
Ive been thinking.
Im scared of what ill have to give up. Because theres no doubt in my mind that nothing has changed in his mind. He already thinks something is going on with me and tom. Im not sure i can give them up, the boyos and cakie (and i suppose damo and emma and mez to a lesser extent) and moi. and any contact with mike would be totaly out of the question.
Id still come second to his friends too. (I liked the way i got hung up on when he saw one of his friends in herron today.)
And the amount he drinks and smokes, especialy relevent conciderig hes a differant damian when hes fucked, one i dont particularly like.
GAH but thursday was ... perfect.
Time is my friend at the moment and its the one thing i dont have.
In other news im going out thursay, friday and saturday with good sir tomas and fair james. and random other people not sure who. Itll be dead good.

*sings* love lies bleeding
im not having a very happy day today. Infact today ive been pretty crappy. Not sure why really.
Tom thinking theres something wrong and constantly asking 'whats wrong?' and 'theres obviously something wrong' doesnt help. Apparently i was crying in my sleep on saturday night/sunday morning and tom had to hug me for about half an hour to get me to stop but i was asleep so i dont remember. *sigh* proberbly just a dream. He knows about the dreams too so why is he making such a big deal of it, he saw the effects of the dreams in whitby when we shared a tent too, the nob.
Ahhw poor damo, claire dumped him on saturday (one of the things i missed due to pissednes) apparently shes the clingy paranoid type so in a way hes relieved, he doesnt have to continuousl think bout how the smallest of his actions will affect her anymore, still a shame though, she was dead nice.
*sway* i love this song, fuel - hemmorage. Its rare that desperation is conveyed so effectively, in a song anyway. Its a cry song though. I seem to be doing alot of that recently.

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