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2004 28 November :: 1.53am
well sat at owrk, told sally not to phone me naymore as it was making things harder than they already are, not getting much sleep lately, and regret saying to to her, i miss her alot and im starting to think it was only the best for her not us
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2004 19 November :: 6.37am
empty
well, we have finally broken up, i laid in bed last night, i may be used to not going to sleep with sally but it seemed as though all there was last night was a strange emptyness beside me, i will miss her but it is for the best
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2004 31 October :: 12.38pm
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I dont want to quit my job, i dont want to quit us but unless you start making time for me im going to have to do one or the other. im finally sorting my life out and i hope it will be with you, i havent seen you in two weeks, come down to sped your birthday with you only to find out i cant even do that. am i the only one that cares about us?
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2004 13 October :: 6.59am
college is pissing her off, work is pissing her off, when will she figure out that she cant take it out on me. STOP thinking abot yourself all the fucking time and start thinking about US!!!
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2004 30 September :: 11.08am
she is doing my fucking head in, insulting me too her mates, flirting with other ppl im fucking sick of it....i dont know what to do anymore
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2004 18 September :: 4.43pm
does she have half a brain??? Renting DVD's for us to watch normally means something we would both like, not a load of shite such as 21grams
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2004 12 September :: 7.25am
at sallys at the moment and she is at work, getting a bit pissed off with her lately as she never has any time for me anymore, im always either at work or she is always working, at college or wanting to go oput with her mates its stressing me out, well im gonna start looking for a place to rent next summer for me and her and she is gonna get the shock of her life when we are lving together. at the moment and dont think she could cope living without her parents or her friends. i try to come down and see her every chance i get but she is always at work or doing something, ive came to hers yesterday but she was at work, ive spent the night now she is at work, i wanted to come down on thursday night to see her and spend the night, but she preferred to go out with her friends sometimes i wonder does she even give a damn?
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2004 21 August :: 11.50am
sat at work, pretty bored as there is no calls, going to sally's after work, just got her a pressie on my break but i got two so im probs gonna give one of em to ellen oor sommat, she wants to go to bradford to see all the people she met at whitby last year including the guy she shagged, and i say not a chance in hell. half the stuff in her diary she aint even told me. im gonna have a word about it with her tonight i know she writes it down here so i can read it but i would still like her to tell me it aswell.
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2004 18 August :: 4.57pm
arguing with sally alot lately, she told me she is going to grow up quickly as i am sick of the immaturity and stuff. i need her to be sensible all the time now, as im working and i am work orientated, i am planning on keeping this job and having a life with sally but i cant do that if she is immature, we where on the phone for an hour last night talking about this stuff and she told me she is going to sort it out and for our sake i hope she does, as we are planning to move in together next year before she starts uni. oh well better go as i am still at work, just been on the phone to sally so i dont want to get in trouble.
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2004 11 August :: 1.08pm
at sallys at the moment, i didnt bother going to the pictures with her yesterday as imet up with simmo and got pissed instead as i aint seen him in a few years, twas fun but he got abit to pissed and started being an asshole.
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2004 6 August :: 8.44am
YAY sallys home, missed her lots n lots at her house now just been and bought a new pool cue and some more clothes on me burtons card, and taken the day off work to spend time with her. we is gonna go for a meal n pictures n stuff tonight shold be fun as tis just gonna be me and her. love her loads and happy she is back.
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2004 2 August :: 9.06am
well im just sat in the library trying to waste some time before i go to work. start at half 2 but dont finish til 11. tis a bastard. sally is coming home on thursday and hopefully there will be a bus due after i finish work so i can to her house and spend the night with her. sat and watched alien at pattoe's house last night and had a few cans. liam ended up pissed after only 3. haha then again he is only a kid. well im gonna go check the bus timetable now and find out if i can go to sally's house on thursday or not as if i cant then i aint gonna get chance to see her until next week.
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2004 1 August :: 2.45pm
at pattoe's at the moment, he was put in hospital on friday night. i feel abit guilty as i told him to go home as he was pissing off a lot of people, sally is still on holiday and im missing her loads she is due back on tursday and i cant wait. work is going great as it is easy but this week i am doing a shift 14.30 til 23.00 so that should be a bastard. not much to talk about lately as im too busy to think nabout much, oh well gotta go gonna get pissed with pattoe.
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2004 20 July :: 10.55am
just finished work, they have got me doing 7-3 all week how harsh is that. Get paid next week but i will probably be skint on me first day as i got debts etc and im hoping to have enough to pay me fines, sally aint phoned me from holiday yet, hope she will sometime soon tho. missing her lots, good day at work today, quite easy and it flew by, skint again so im gonna have to borrow some money off our dad for the rest of the week and probably next week aswell. he wont be happy about it but whatever he lends me ill give him back on payday.
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2004 19 July :: 7.14am
aint been to sleep, went to work pissed, hung ova to shit now and cant be arsed as im getting some right fucked up calls, and my brain has gone to mush. Missing sally loads wish she has never went in the first place. She is on about going away for a month at a time while she is at uni and i say not a chance in hell....thats gonna cause some agro when she gets home.
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