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2004 26 May :: 8.21am
sally
just left sally a comment;
corey taylor?? you can do what you want with your friends and i wont be sticking my nose in or kicking off about it, mike is out of the question but anyone else i wont mind at all and if you want me to cut down on smoking and drinking why dont you just say so and i will. i can stop blow anytime i want but the drinking is the difficult part.
it sounds fair enough to me and i know i will be able to do it but the question is will she actually give me chance to prove it, getting an answer by friday so hopefully ill be alot happier then, she is coming round in a few hours n we are gonna spend the day together again.
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2004 26 May :: 8.21am
sally
just left sally a comment;
corey taylor?? you can do what you want with your friends and i wont be sticking my nose in or kicking off about it, mike is out of the question but anyone else i wont mind at all and if you want me to cut down on smoking and drinking why dont you just say so and i will. i can stop blow anytime i want but the drinking is the difficult part.
it sounds fair enough to me and i know i will be able to do it but the question is will she actually give me chance to prove it, getting an answer by friday so hopefully ill be alot happier then, she is coming round in a few hours n we are gonna spend the day together again.
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2004 25 May :: 6.17am
got pissed as a twat last night but came home early as i was bored, got a lovely parmo gave the left ovas to frog for breakfast, they have turned my budget loan down as i have not been claiming for more than 6 month when i quite clearly have...mut ha fuckas, gonna go down there in a bit and kick off at em, and get them to review the claim, they have stuck me on some random bullshit called employment zone i have to start it on thursday at 10, sally told me she cant come down today but she will 2morra but i would rather she came down today as ill need an early night 2morra for starting this course on thursday, if i dont go then its bye-bye money and i aint gonna let that happen again, sally just phoned n she is gonna phone me back in 10 minutes so im gonna ask her to come down today instead of 2morra. oh well, gotta go things to do
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2004 24 May :: 5.05am
just been to the job centre and they have got me starting on some stupid course on thurday which i really cant be assed with but i have to go or my money will be stopped. at the library at the moment and about to go to court and hand in my divorce papers, then i just gotta wait until they said me a letter basically saying well done! your divorced. sally is going to come down sometime this week and we are gonna spend a day together again but i dont know when and we will probably be getting back together by friday, just asked about my loan and they said it takes up to 8 working days to go thru at the moment so i shud get a responce by wednesday and then yay money, but i have promised myself i aint gonna blow it all like frog normally does when he gets money, im going to buy some clothes, take sally out on friday......not just to the acklam and the arena so she will have to come down early but i aint told her that yet (suprise sally). should be nice if my money has came thru by then but if it hasnt it will have to wait. oh well off to court...
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2004 22 May :: 9.01am
stayed in last night and played with my brain. I was rearranging it to make room for new stuff and get rid of all da shite, yay for brains
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2004 21 May :: 7.42am
perfection
yesterday was perfect spent the whole day together cuddling n kissing etc then went back to mine and fell asleep in eachothers arms, people say that you only get one true moment of happiness in a lifetime if that is true then mine was yesterday, i forgot everything that is wrong at the moment and what just happy to be there with her.
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2004 18 May :: 9.50am
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same old stuff lately sitting round n getting pissed up n stoned with frog, not going out this week on the nights anyway as im skint until me loan comes thru, aint got the security job as i have a criminal record, sally is coming down on thursday as she wants to talk to me and said she will buy me a few drinks. she wants to talk to me about a text msg i sent her on sunday night but i cant remember what the msg said, i emailed her saying i couldnt remember but she aint replied so god only knows what she is gonna say on thursday, ah well..... we are gonna move house again soon as we are finally sick of all the agro and considering going back and going postal when we do, should be fun
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2004 18 May :: 9.50am
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same old stuff lately sitting round n getting pissed up n stoned with frog, not going out this week on the nights anyway as im skint until me loan comes thru, aint got the security job as i have a criminal record, sally is coming down on thursday as she wants to talk to me and said she will buy me a few drinks. she wants to talk to me about a text msg i sent her on sunday night but i cant remember what the msg said, i emailed her saying i couldnt remember but she aint replied so god only knows what she is gonna say on thursday, ah well..... we are gonna move house again soon as we are finally sick of all the agro and considering going back and going postal when we do, should be fun
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2004 17 May :: 5.24am
window got broke again last night. finally had enough and gonna move house again, i should be starting work sometime next week and sally is gonna phone me tonight and gonna come down and see me on thursday, i miss her alot. I LOVE YOU SALLY!!
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2004 14 May :: 9.32am
put in an application for a job today, they said i could start tonight but im gonna start a week on monday instead so hopefully i will have my bank account sorted out by then wont be able to go out as much but hey at least ill be loaded. going out tonight, well should be but if sally is out it might cause problems but i dont want that so im not sure if i will bother or not, seeing her again will only make me want her back....argh another brain fry!!.....memory has gone shot to shit the last couple of days, woke up yesterday and couldn't remember anything of the last 6 years, my mind is seriously fucked up now and my memory is getting worse, fuck knows what im supposed to do about it tho
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2004 5 May :: 2.28pm
in the acklam, thinking of sally lots lately, phoned her n told her i loved her last night but just got an eamil off her saying it wont happen, lifes a bitch!!
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2004 4 May :: 8.17am
scaffers
this is shit, got the window broke last night by the little bastards, asked the landlord to move us and all he can do is give us a place higher up the street.....useless fuck.....frog had a 3 some n im missing sally lots
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2004 27 April :: 10.05am
:: Mood: in pain
dont know
dunno really why im writing today as i cant think of anything to say, my nose is still hurting as it got broke on sunday got me giro this morning but only got £7 left as bought shit loads of food but frog said he is going to give me £10 for the food as he has been eating it aswell, fell asleep thinking of sally last night, miss her alot wish she would help me with my problems but she cant, i understand that she has her life to lead and that it would cost her everything to stick with me for the time being its too much to ask of someone yet i asked it anyway but i know i cant sort it out on my own, oh n trevor has leant me his dog for a few weeks to leave in the house when we go out incase anyone tries to break in again. The dog is friendly enough and very playful unless someone does something to piss him off...i.e breaking in or attacking ppl it knows.....mwahahahaha fetch max!!
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2004 26 April :: 1.35am
:: Music: Within Temptation
Sally
I do love her but i am worried as of what i have to ask her to help me sort my head out....it will cost her friendships but they can be rebuilt but i dont want to ask her to destroy them as it will make her hate me even more the deep question is if she can give up a few of her friends for a few months of give up her true feelings for me for as long as she has them......i dont know what to do and neither does she yet i know what i want to do and so do she but is what you need and what you want always the same thing?????? oh my fucking god i wish i owned an ounce of sanity.
The world is doomed in no-one can keep some semblance of sanity
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2004 25 April :: 5.27pm
arguing with sally at the moment as she clearly does not understsand my mentality....shit i wish i was with her or away from
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