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:: 2008 30 September :: 2.58 pm

"Friday, September 26th ended a week in which thousands of copies of Obsession: Radical Islam's War Against the West -- the fear-mongering, anti-Muslim documentary being distributed by the millions in swing states via DVDs inserted in major newspapers and through the U.S. mail -- were distributed by mail in Ohio. The same day, a "chemical irritant" was sprayed through a window of the Islamic Society of Greater Dayton, where 300 people were gathered for a Ramadan prayer service. The room that the chemical was sprayed into was the room where babies and children were being kept while their mothers were engaged in prayers. This, apparently, is what the scare tactic political campaigning of John McCain's supporters has led to -- Americans perpetrating a terrorist attack against innocent children on American soil."

And when I googled this event, the only sources that showed this were blogs. No news sites whatsoever. The most remarkable source on the list was this Huffington Post article.

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:: 2008 28 September :: 3.41 pm

Photobucket

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:: 2008 27 September :: 1.09 pm

My mother is getting married.


:: 2008 18 September :: 9.51 pm

This is Your Nation on White Privilege

By Tim Wise

For those who still can’t grasp the concept of white privilege, or who are constantly looking for some easy-to-understand examples of it, perhaps this list will help.

White privilege is when you can get pregnant at seventeen like Bristol Palin and everyone is quick to insist that your life and that of your family is a personal matter, and that no one has a right to judge you or your parents, because “every family has challenges,” even as black and Latino families with similar “challenges” are regularly typified as irresponsible, pathological and arbiters of social decay.

White privilege is when you can call yourself a “fuckin’ redneck,” like Bristol Palin’s boyfriend does, and talk about how if anyone messes with you, you'll “kick their fuckin' ass,” and talk about how you like to “shoot shit” for fun, and still be viewed as a responsible, all-American boy (and a great son-in-law to be) rather than a thug.

White privilege is when you can attend four different colleges in six years like Sarah Palin did (one of which you basically failed out of, then returned to after making up some coursework at a community college), and no one questions your intelligence or commitment to achievement, whereas a person of color who did this would be viewed as unfit for college, and probably someone who only got in in the first place because of affirmative action.

White privilege is when you can claim that being mayor of a town smaller than most medium-sized colleges, and then Governor of a state with about the same number of people as the lower fifth of the island of Manhattan, makes you ready to potentially be president, and people don’t all piss on themselves with laughter, while being a black U.S. Senator, two-term state Senator, and constitutional law scholar, means you’re “untested.”


White privilege is being able to say that you support the words “under God” in the pledge of allegiance because “if it was good enough for the founding fathers, it’s good enough for me,” and not be immediately disqualified from holding office--since, after all, the pledge was written in the late 1800s and the “under God” part wasn’t added until the 1950s--while believing that reading accused criminals and terrorists their rights (because, ya know, the Constitution, which you used to teach at a prestigious law school requires it), is a dangerous and silly idea only supported by mushy liberals.


White privilege is being able to be a gun enthusiast and not make people immediately scared of you.


White privilege is being able to have a husband who was a member of an extremist political party that wants your state to secede from the Union, and whose motto was “Alaska first,” and no one questions your patriotism or that of your family, while if you're black and your spouse merely fails to come to a 9/11 memorial so she can be home with her kids on the first day of school, people immediately think she’s being disrespectful.


White privilege is being able to make fun of community organizers and the work they do--like, among other things, fight for the right of women to vote, or for civil rights, or the 8-hour workday, or an end to child labor--and people think you’re being pithy and tough, but if you merely question the experience of a small town mayor and 18-month governor with no foreign policy expertise beyond a class she took in college--you’re somehow being mean, or even sexist.


White privilege is being able to convince white women who don’t even agree with you on any substantive issue to vote for you and your running mate anyway, because all of a sudden your presence on the ticket has inspired confidence in these same white women, and made them give your party a “second look.”


White privilege is being able to fire people who didn’t support your political campaigns and not be accused of abusing your power or being a typical politician who engages in favoritism, while being black and merely knowing some folks from the old-line political machines in Chicago means you must be corrupt.


White privilege is being able to attend churches over the years whose pastors say that people who voted for John Kerry or merely criticize George W. Bush are going to hell, and that the U.S. is an explicitly Christian nation and the job of Christians is to bring Christian theological principles into government, and who bring in speakers who say the conflict in the Middle East is God’s punishment on Jews for rejecting Jesus, and everyone can still think you’re just a good church-going Christian, but if you’re black and friends with a black pastor who has noted (as have Colin Powell and the U.S. Department of Defense) that terrorist attacks are often the result of U.S. foreign policy and who talks about the history of racism and its effect on black people, you’re an extremist who probably hates America.


White privilege is not knowing what the Bush Doctrine is when asked by a reporter, and then people get angry at the reporter for asking you such a “trick question,” while being black and merely refusing to give one-word answers to the queries of Bill O’Reilly means you’re dodging the question, or trying to seem overly intellectual and nuanced.


White privilege is being able to claim your experience as a POW has anything at all to do with your fitness for president, while being black and experiencing racism is, as Sarah Palin has referred to it a “light” burden.


And finally, white privilege is the only thing that could possibly allow someone to become president when he has voted with George W. Bush 90 percent of the time, even as unemployment is skyrocketing, people are losing their homes, inflation is rising, and the U.S. is increasingly isolated from world opinion, just because white voters aren’t sure about that whole “change” thing. Ya know, it’s just too vague and ill-defined, unlike, say, four more years of the same, which is very concrete and certain…


White privilege is, in short, the problem.

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:: 2008 17 September :: 11.16 am

Comprehensive national survey on transgender discrimination launched by National Center for Transgender Equality

and National Gay and Lesbian Task Force

Respond to the survey online at

https://online.survey.psu.edu/endtransdiscrim

"This is an absolutely critical national effort. We urge all transgender and gender non-conforming people to take the survey to help guide us in making better laws and policies that will improve the quality of life for all transgender people. We need everyone's voice in this, everyone's participation."— Mara Keisling, Executive Director, National Center for Transgender Equality

In the wake of one of the most violent years on record of assaults on transgender people, the National Center for Transgender Equality (NCTE) and the National Gay and Lesbian Task Force have teamed up on a comprehensive national survey to collect data on discrimination against transgender people in housing, employment, public accommodations, healthcare, education, family life and criminal justice.

To date, in 2008, several young gender non-conforming people of color have been murdered, including California junior high school student Lawrence King, who was shot in public during the school day. King's murder, and the murders of Simmie Williams in South Carolina and Angie Zapata in Greeley, Colorado come in a year in which we are still working to include transgender provisions in a federal bill to protect lesbian, gay and bisexual workers from discrimination in employment.

Hate crimes against transgender people suggest multiple points of vulnerability, which can compound each other: discrimination in employment may lead to unstable housing situations that in turn can leave transgender people at the mercy of public programs and public officials who may not respond respectfully or appropriately to them. These stressors add burdens in a healthcare system that is often unprepared for transgender people's needs. The list goes on. "We know that transgender people face discrimination on multiple fronts," said Mara Keisling, executive director of NCTE. "This data will help us sort out the combination of forces that leave transgender people vulnerable to unemployment, homelessness and violence."

Jaime Grant, director of the Task Force Policy Institute, noted, "There is so little concrete data on the needs and risks associated with the widespread discrimination we see in the lives of the transgender people we know. This data will help point the way to an appropriate policy agenda to ensure that transgender people have a fair chance to contribute their talents in the workplace, in our educational systems and in our communities."

NCTE and the Task Force have partnered with Pennsylvania State University's Center for the Study of Higher Education to collect and analyze the data. Applying rigorous academic standards to the investigation will strengthen any case made to legislators, policy makers, healthcare providers and others whose decisions impact the lives of transgender people. A national team of experts in survey research and transgender issues developed the questionnaire, which can be completed online at https://online.survey.psu.edu/endtransdiscrim/

Keisling notes: "This is an absolutely critical national effort. We urge all transgender and gender non-conforming people to take the survey to help guide us in making better laws and policies that will improve the quality of life for all transgender people. We need everyone's voice in this, everyone's participation."

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:: 2008 15 September :: 9.27 pm
:: Mood: grossed out

One of these is in my house.

wtf. ew.

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:: 2008 14 September :: 1.02 pm

Chad VanGaalen - Red Hot Drops



My new musical obsession.

His new album for download: "Soft Airplane"

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:: 2008 10 September :: 12.17 am

We were
Silent
In a sea of your hair,
Soft like leaves from grape vines,
Sweet like the smell
Of pulpy fig flesh.
Secreted away, nestled
In labyrinthine embraces
Of pomegranate rind
I found your fingers
In the vast orchard
That felt no warmth
Before your heat

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:: 2008 27 August :: 10.20 pm

Please Please Please Let Me Get What I Want - Deftones

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:: 2008 26 August :: 11.29 am

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:: 2008 22 August :: 11.22 am

Santogold - Lights Out

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:: 2008 21 August :: 3.52 pm

Dr. Dog - My Old Ways

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:: 2008 21 August :: 1.51 pm

I arrived

With August's final hellish bellows, I found you,
Fingernails thicks with loam, hands and knees strained and filthy
With answers to neglected questions she left in your untended fields.
We spent the night searching the cool air for its sweetest scents.

I remained

In harsh Midwestern winter we tread clumsily,
Like feet asleep, across each other's tender knuckles.
In the field we dug trenches just to smell fresh earth.
At night I washed our hands in bleach to watch the stains fade.

We continued

Filling our trench with smoke and silence,
I unwrapped your bandages for months, scraping away old blood
As I swelled with my own forgotten cells until my cracked hands grew blurry
And in the harsh white light of your dim room I screamed at your nakedness.

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:: 2008 26 June :: 9.51 am

Camera Obscura - Lloyd I'm Ready To Be Heartbroken

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:: 2008 23 June :: 5.20 pm

I'm From Barcelona - Chicken Pox


As a kid I had the chicken pox
the german measles and the scarlet fever
and I don't ever want to go through that again

I had to tell my little broken heart
I had to tell it I'm immune to love
'cause I don't ever want to go through that again

You can't have it once you've had it
You can't have it once you've had it
You can't have it once you've had it, no


:: 2008 11 June :: 8.40 am

Hercules and Love Affair - Blind

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:: 2008 11 June :: 8.15 am

Violator - White Williams

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:: 2008 5 June :: 4.25 pm

Radiohead - All I Need

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:: 2008 4 June :: 10.45 pm

The Envy Corps - Party Dress
Whatcha gonna do when the walls burn down?
Whatcha gonna do when the black ash flies from your mouth?
My head had forgotten what my hand had done,
But I could not imagine such frightening fun as dying.

Try as we might, this is a waste of time.

Tongues of hell drip with a four beat count
Fizzing up the sedatives that flew into my mouth like locusts.
You could see the flames if they weren't so colorless.
You could feel the heat from my silk sharp dress as it flowed on and on and on.

If you weren't so precious, I'd have said "Off with your head"

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:: 2008 3 June :: 9.14 pm

"Couples" by Bobby Neel

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:: 2008 29 May :: 10.43 am

Senior thesis statement
"Arab American men and women developed complicated gender identities based around combating Arab stereotypes and their consequent desire to assimilate to American culture. This was accomplished by still maintaining a strong Arab identity through using American institutions as vehicles for Arab purposes."

Research being conducted in Dearborn and at Naff Arab American Archives in Washington DC.

WISH ME LUCK! 60 pages of gender/race history

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:: 2008 27 May :: 3.55 pm

The Horror! The Thrill! The Photoshoot!











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:: 2008 19 May :: 12.27 pm

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:: 2008 12 May :: 8.52 pm
:: Music: Belfast - Neon Neon

e-Bay Sells Celebrity Doodles for a Cause.
Doodles like these are being auctioned on eBay from now through May 18th to benefit NF. Inc, an organization which helps people and families impacted by neurofibromatosis, one of the most common genetic disorders in the United States. NF causes tumors to form on your body's nerves -- any time, and anywhere. There is no cure. But funds raised from Doodle Day auctions will help support education and research that could change all that.

I think all of the doodles are drawn by celebrities, and many of them are actually good - but all of them are pretty hilarious.

I recommend Seth Green, David Duchovny, Neil Gaiman (of course), and Paula Deen

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:: 2008 6 May :: 9.49 pm

MUST SEE - Lucy and Bart
Make this full screen and move your mouse from side to side.

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:: 2008 2 May :: 11.32 am

l Lust U - Neon Neon

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:: 2008 17 April :: 4.26 pm

Read more..

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:: 2008 16 April :: 10.22 am

I don't even care if you don't like the song, this is one of the funnest music videos I've seen in a while.



And now for my favourite song on the album, minus video.



This is great going to class/work in the morning music.

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:: 2008 12 April :: 5.25 pm

I guarantee you will like this at least a little bit
Failing to Care - Spring Mix 2008

Track Listing: Artist - Title*
01. Neva Dinova - What You Want
02. The Dodos - Undeclared
03. The Dodos - Walking
04. Vampire Weekend - Ladies of Cambridge
05. The Tall Firs - Hairdo
06. Devendra Banhart - Lover
07. The Envy Corps - Party Dress
08. The French Kicks - Abandon
09. Ted Leo & The Pharmacists - The Sons of Cain
10. Styrofoam (ft. Blake Hazard) - Microscope
11. The Cinematics - Sunday Sun (Beck cover)
12. The Fleet Foxes - Mykonos
13. The Dodos - Fools
14. Dispatch - Bats in the Belfry
15. Dispatch - Bang Bang
16. Sun Kil Moon - Tonight the Sky

*Not in any particular order, rearrange to your liking.

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:: 2008 8 April :: 2.38 pm

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