I'm going to ride this plane out of your life again. I wish that I could stay, but you argued. More than this, I wish you could've seen my face in the backseat staring out the window. I'll do anything for you. Kill anyone for you. So leave yourself intact, 'cause I will be coming back. In a phrase to cut these lips: I love you. The morning will come in the press of every kiss, with your head upon my chest. Where I will annoy you, with every waking breath until you decide to wake up. I earned through hope and faith, all the curves around your face, that I'm the one you'll hold. Forever. If morning never comes, for either one of us, then this I pray to you. Wherever. I'll do anything for you. This story is for you. 'Cause I'd do anything for you. Anything you want me to for you. Kill anyone for you. So leave yourself intact, 'cause I won't be coming back. In a prase to cut this lips: I love you. The morning will come in the press of every kiss, with your head upon my chest. Where I will annoy you, with every waking breath until you decide to wake up.

 

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runningfreak

:: 2008 17 September :: 11.04am
:: Mood: happy but tired


"Every time I've ever believed in a happy ending I've gotten severely fucked.”

-Brenda Chenowith

1 I love you | In a phrase to cut these lips


m&ms487

:: 2008 7 September :: 8.20am

Wheatland was great. It's always great.

I'm throwing myself into a busy week again; classes, work, the fraternity.

I made first chair in University Band for the first time in a year and I get many solos, one of which is a montage of Raisins and Almonds-a song which I played many a time in my youth practicing.

My health is improving. My aciphex trial is almost done, and I'm better, but not totally healed. Going to Wheatland screwed me up a bit: it's always two steps forward, one step back. I think once I'm done I'm going to go on Prilosec for a while to help it heal all the way.

Wheatland pictures to be on facebook soon (whenever Jessie gets them up).

Mike Gravel.

In a phrase to cut these lips


runningfreak

:: 2008 3 September :: 9.55pm
:: Mood: melancholy

Its Getting Old...

Same shit different day...











Again...

1 I love you | In a phrase to cut these lips


m&ms487

:: 2008 29 August :: 10.46pm

Ummm...
So, Contemporary Literary Thought=me reading Satre until I fall asleep for the past two nights, and tonight.

I likes.

In a phrase to cut these lips


m&ms487

:: 2008 23 August :: 3.28pm

French is scary.

1 I love you | In a phrase to cut these lips


m&ms487

:: 2008 20 August :: 11.41am

Ummm... I make kick ass caramelized carrots and stuffed mushroom caps? Yep.

I'm investigating grad school: classes and such. I don't know. BAH.

i don't wanna go to work. i don't wanna.

In a phrase to cut these lips


m&ms487

:: 2008 18 August :: 9.23pm

Rueben and I just got back from a long walk. It was quite pleasant, except for the swarms of bugs by the ponds.

I have another day off tomorrow! However, I do have to work Friday night, which is another move-in day. Boo.

Ellen is here and moved in, but she's at band camp all day.

I have a ton of food in the fridge leftover from band camp meals. Luckily, I can actually eat some of it now. Medicine is a good thing.

In a phrase to cut these lips


m&ms487

:: 2008 15 August :: 10.44am
:: Mood: chipper

Being overly confident leads me to acting in ways that are not calculated, in ways that are true. Being confident leads me to act like a fool.

I'm going to work soon. Work. Work.

I guess I'll have some money this year. That would be nice since my college education is financed out of government loans. Maybe I'll know what it's like to have some money for a year or two before I have to start paying them off.

I'm being pessimistic.

One of the guys I work with at the Mt. Pleasant Meijer asked me if I would be a witness at his wedding if they opened up Massachusetts to out of state gay couples getting married. I guess right now you have to be a resident (old law from the 1800's so the South wouldn't get mad when Massachusetts wed inter-racial couples) to get married in Massachusetts-which includes gay marriage. Since they are residents of Michigan, and not Massachusetts, as soon as the law changes, we're going. It'll probably be around the first of the year. Needless to say, I feel extremely honored.

I was also informed that I might be getting the service desk trainer position, which is not a big deal at all, except that I get paid twenty five cents more an hour to sit with new people up in the learning center and warn them about angry people demanding the Michigan Scanning Award when they aren't suppose to get it. It won't take any extra time, and I won't really have any more responsibility than I do right now, which is absolutely fine with me.

I started taking my aciphex this morning. I hope that it works. I'm at the end of my rope with food. I just want to eat it all!! [wow, do I sound like a fatty now, or what?!]

On the up side, I'm wearing some pants right now that I've never been able to wear because they were too small when I bought them (when I was fifteen!).

Sixty two pounds down- hopefully no more!

2 I love you | In a phrase to cut these lips


m&ms487

:: 2008 14 August :: 9.06pm

I'm in Mt. Pleasant. I'm working. I'm going to the library every morning because my computer doesn't like the rented charter modem and I get too frustrated to sit on the phone with at "Tech" person who I can't understand and repeats everything I say to them. Might as well just get a parrot.

I made lemon bars and gave some to Chris so I wouldn't feel guilty about asking him to use his computer. I took them to work, too, so don't think I'm that neurotic.

I haven't been able to eat for the past couple days because my ulcer has been acting up. My body is really stressed out from moving and working and the tests I went through earlier this month. I'm going to start taking my aciphex tonight. The doctor said that if it didn't get better fast enough or got worse, to start taking it. I guess it's now. I just want to be able to eat more than a bite of a protein powerbar without getting nauseated.

I work until Sunday, I volunteer at Central's band camp on Monday and Tuesday, Rueben comes Sunday night/Monday morning. School starts a week from Monday. First Kappa Kappa Psi eboard meeting is that Monday night; first general meeting is that Thursday. Wheatland is the second weekend of school, Rush starts the Tuesday after that, closed Rush is that Thursday, First Degree is Sunday; then it may slow down.

Oh, and I have to get t-shirts going for the Chapter, and I have to buy gatorade for band camp. Did you know they made gatorade powder that has like 100 servings? Yeah. I didn't know that.

Okay, so, in closing, I have to admit only this:

I love fan.

In a phrase to cut these lips


m&ms487

:: 2008 12 August :: 8.45pm

I'm still alive, I promise. I'm having a hard time with internet access, and when I do have it, I'm typing a million miles a minute about kappa kappa psi things. Band camp next week=crazinezz.

p.s. - Rueben, I'm on chris's computer :).

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