runningfreak
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2005 8 September :: 10.05pm
:: Mood: exhausted
"To The Love Of My Life"....
Katie- I think about you all the time and what I have said on here and not to your face. Some things I regret and others I don't just as you said. Between the school, the running, and the horses I have worn myself down to the point of clearly thinking. We have been through too much to throw it away. You have done alot for me that I have carelessly forgot about. I do admit that I over react in certain situations and since this I have caught myself doing just that. Maybe I don't deserve to have my life get any better. Through all of this I have grown in to a very bitter person and I don't like it. And like you, I have started to become depressed. I lash out at everybody that disagrees or questions my motives. I get pissed off at you for the stupidest reasons that aren't any of my concern. And I want to be able to talk to you civilized and respectful, to get both sides of a situation without not talking to each other for days then acting like nothing happened. History is repeating itself and I don't want it to. I found my cell phone in the sock bin so I have it with me now. Call when you like. I work the weekend but I don't want to deal with stuff inside of work and hopefully that will make working with me more enjoyable and visa versa.
Linz
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