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2005 9 September :: 7.55pm
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little girl so beautiful, with life so new and meaningful
I don't know what's wrong with me.
fffffffffuuuuuucccccccccckkkkkkkkkk
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m&ms487
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2005 8 September :: 6.23pm
You think about what you DID too much.
And as a result you don't DO as much as you think you DID because you overanalyze and it seems bigger and more important that what you really DID.
So get out there and DO something instead of dwelling on what you DID.
It's called living.
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sugarmouse0587
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2005 9 September :: 4.02pm
mychemicalromance
I need my car. That's not even a joke
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2005 6 September :: 9.01pm
:: Mood: exhausted
Things will get better.....
It was a long day at school. I think I got my self a boat load this year but I will make sure I stay a float. I can do this. I know I can.
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2005 5 September :: 5.37pm
Life In General Update.
just got out of work and i cant breath but thats ok any way. i start college tommrow its my first day YAZOR!!! anyway im scared shitless i dont know which matt to bring to class....im thinking i should be the introverted matt and just sit and learn and fuck social interaction till later in the year. but then i think taht thingswould be more bareable and fun if i just went in all friendly like and communicated with people and then focused and was quiet during lecture times....whatever ill figure it out i guess. and well im about to get all dressed up and go to walmart for an app. (tight jeans and a black sweater, not suit and tie.) so fucking wish my ass luck please cause i need this new job liz said cashiers make great fucking pay and with her AND her mom as references im almost sure ill get an interview. so you guys fucking wish me luck and ...i suddenly feel the need to throw up this is fucking weird...o god i feel horrible...ok its gone now...what the fuck was that all about ...hmm? anyway blah blah blah . yoko is still cute and shes starting to get really really big im glad i bought her the new cage. i think id like to get her a new one with some big ass ferret sized running tubes and like string the tubes up ALL over the fucking room like outline the room in rat tunnels ...lol that would be so stupid looking but you know she would have a fucking ball. lol well cocoa is still the cutest thing on earth. dads dating shasa warners mom and it keeps him out of the house. i dont know who shasa warner is but she sounds really familar. guess she is a senior this year so stacy you might know her, and stacy please count me in for the dresden dolls concert cause um i would kill you if you forgot me in those plans.you all acting like i dont like them and shit WHATEVER BITCH and your bunnie is cute.....o well im off to walmart...my stomach is sick.
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m&ms487
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2005 5 September :: 10.50am
:: Mood: cold
Freshy year
Last first day of high school tomorrow. That's exciting.
Eh, I can still remember the first day of my freshman year clearly. I went up to my locker to put my backpack in it before first hour, and I couldn't get it open. I didn't think I was doing anything wrong, so I went and got Ms. Scott, and she was like, "are you sure you know how to work a combination lock?"
That got me pissed. Yes, I was a freshman, not an inferior human being (although sometimes those ARE one in the same I realized later). So, she tried it and it didn't work. That was one of the best moments of high school right there, and it seemed to set the trend for the rest of high school, always having to prove myself, prove that I can do it. Well, it turned out that one of the numbers in my combination was 10 numbers off...so I got a note during first hour with the right one, and I haven't had any problems since, for three years.
Hmm. Just thought I would put that in here before alzheimers hits, I am almost 18 ya know.
michelle
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2005 3 September :: 9.15pm
:: Mood: excited
Hate me or not I don't care....
He came over and was rocky but enjoyable. I really like him. More than I thought I did. Thank you Jennie. I would have never met him if it weren't for you.
I have decided that I am allergic to bullshit. So if I sneeze when I am around you it may be a number of things but if none of those things are present then you know the reason. I know where my friends are and you have slipped to the way bottom of the list. Your fault not mine. Say what you want but my life is actually better without you. Now I know the main line of my stress. Its you.
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2005 3 September :: 5.22pm
work....i own that company now....and its akward. i havent gone into work on time in 3 weeks and i just didnt go into work at all for like 2 days this week....and im not fired. im not even written up. i go into today to turn in my two weeks notice cause id rather quit than get fired (by the way i havent been going in cause i dont respect that company and if they really cared about me not coming in id be fired by now) anyway so yeah tammy says "we cant afford to lose anyone. we wont fire you matt...." so im stuck with the thought. 'wow they wont fire me...is this a ticket to do as i please or is this the lucky strike that i got to teach me that i need to start going in on time and such?' well i still need a higher paying job next time i get a day off ill go search for one and it will be super mucho fun....stupid gas prices. well chao bitches.
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2005 2 September :: 8.38pm
it's not that i hate my mom. . .
am i bad? am i too needy and selfish? maybe i'm just the smelly kid.
reason number 112 why my mom doesnt make sense:
i ask if i can return pop cans so i can make some money for my parking ticket. she says she'll give it to me as a graduation present even though she's already given me two. one being 300 hundred dollars.
i ask for shampoo and toothpaste and stuff like that. she bitches about it to me to my friends to anyone who will listen.
i don't want food from the store. i get called a bitch.
yeah i'm moody, i exagerate, i whine. so does she.
i don't want to go home. i don't want anything from her. i just want to cry until i explode.
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2005 1 September :: 10.39pm
car pass-$300 a year
insurance-100+ a month
gas-3.19
i can't have a car.
so that means. . .i might not be able to have the tutoring job i want and am super qualifed for
and i won't make 8.25 an hour
i can't go shopping or see kalamazoo on my own.
i can't see jake.
I CANT SEE JAKE
i will die.
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