I LOVE GUMBALLS!
Hey Journal thingie again! I just thouhgt I may write more tonight. I just got home from Cracker Barrel ^_^. It was yummy and I got a chicken salad (but didn't eat half of it) then we got cone world ice cream! I smile evily. But yeah I hope you liked my poem from b4 and stuff oh yeah I looked up all my stats in an "Elemental Astrology" book. It was funny (I don't actually believe in it of course) But here is what it said:

Pisces had taken:
From the Sun: imagination
From the Moon: sensitivity
From Mecury: intuition
From Venus: sensitivity
From Mars: idealistic
From Jupiter: idealistically
From Saturn: spirituality...

Pisces symbolizes spirituality

Pisces is ruled by: Neptune
Pisces is exalted as: Venus

"I see my self when I don't seek myself"

Pisces find it difficult to live on a material plane (i.e. living for objects and money instead of love and faith). They ant to be somewhere out in the stratosphere-- where the atmosphere is unfettered by the needs of life, such as eating, washing, and taking care of the body.

The cosmic dreamer,
The beloved, the loving, the poet.
The divine dark warrior, and the divie white healer

Pisces characteristics:
Sensitive, imaginative, prone to tears, sympathetic, oversentimental, overimaginative, artistic, self-sacrificing, compassionate, dreamy, inspired, self-decieving, introverted, self-pitying


Well I just thought that was neat, i know it is fake, but it's kinda weird to find out all that crap.
^^;;; Well g2g
Love y'all
miwako-chan

A+++!!!!
Dear Journal thingie,
Hey how r u? I am good! I was the only kid in the whole skool that is studying Astronomy and got an A+ on our last test!!! Everyone else did REALLY bad! But i guess it is just cause I love Astronomy and just love to gaze at the stars... I can't believe that a lot of kids call it boring! It's soo beautiful and mysterious!
Here is a new poem:Why am I so tempted by you?

Your sweet innocent smile

The way your green eyes sparkle..

I just want to be held by you, until I die...

The truth of my feeling I have not told to thee

But I have dreamt of it many a night...

The truth of this feeling...

to simply touch your hand

Would make me happy and content...

My naive heart aches when I think of you

But would you break my heart?

I pray that someday I will tell you and the rest of this world

But if you left me...

My naive heart would die...

Someday I'll tell you....

I promise...

Tommorrow...
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Well? anata like?
Well g2g for now!
love y'all
miwako-chan

My love life (again *rolls her eyes*
Dear Journal,
Hey how r u? I am good ^_^. Skool was blah today and I almost fell asleep when i gto homee! My brother is home, so i couldn't get on the internet there, so I had to come up to the public library. And Here I am! YAY! I love the way the air is begining to smell... it smells like pure glee and springtime. I love March. It is my favorite month in the whole year. Defninatly March and May (haha they both begin with "M") But it just smells great... It is almost inspiring to me! I always come up with the best ideas around this time of year. Weird huh? I have been thinking about Joe a lot... My friend Reanna-chan said that he most definatly liked me the way I liked him, but I am just WAY too chicken to ask... If he didn't I'd be crushed... I mean..... I'd be sooo depressed... Just the friendship we have now is good enough... Until I am old enough to know the truth of my feelings... I wonder when that will be...? How long will I wait till I tell him the truth? I do not know this answer now... From deep within fate... But someday I will.... Someday
Love from me to j00,
miwako-chan

Ma weekend
Dear Journal Thingie,
I had a B.U.S.Y weekend! First Katie-chan came over *smiles happily* We went outside and carved our names in my fave tree (a real good climbing in tree), Ate pizza, Played Tekken Tag Team (she beat meh pretty bad ^_^;;) and then we played Sims till two O'clock in the morning! Then we woke up around 10:30. I had class that day at Kendall so we unfortunatly didn't get to play too much that morning *sniff sniff cry* And my mom thought the class was for 12:30, but at 11:50 I read the paper and it said 12:00 so we sped off in the car and I barely got to say goodbye to Katie-chan *sniffles* But when we got there I sat by AManda (since Joe was already sitting by another guy *sniffles*) class was fun and me and Joe went to snack just us and walked together. *^_^*

Then after that Reanna-chanb slept over! We had a lot of funb and watched Escaflowne tape 5 and 6 and then played sims and then went and watched the little mermaid. After that we talked bout all sorts of stuff. (the universe, God, religions, boys, preps, friends, family, love, life in other galaxies) And then she went home early today

Finally Kris came over around 3:45. and played till six. She was actually pleaseant! It was odd... cause she has been a snob for a while.... I have been almost tearing away from her, and have gotten so close to Katie, and far closer to Reanna (but not as close as kt)... ever since Kris had a fit about me over the phone to her mother when she thought I couldn't hear it. Ever since then it has left a scar on our friendship.

Also, my mom said Katie-chan didn't want to leave, and I certainly didn't want her to ;_;. My mom said she seriousley thought that if Katie ever needed to be adopted we would. She just loves Katie. Katie is like her 2nd daughter. She is like my sister too, except we really have never fought... Nope never... I love Katie like my sister ^_^ and Reanna is begining to be a great friend. She confided things in me that she hadn't told anyone but her best friends. so i felt special! well gotta go
mIwAkO-cHaN

War is upon us...
Dear Journal thingie,
I am very frightened war is approaching faster and faster... I wish their was a way around it... Will death and destruction save us and kill Saddam Huisein? I hope and pray we kill him and then leave life as it was... I wish my daddy would get home. I am afraid for him as well.... What if his flight is canceld? How will he get home? I hope he can get home.... I got my Ah! My Goddess cd today ^_^. It is a beautiful cd! Katie you have to listen to it with me soon! it gives me goosebumps hearing it. But some of it is soo sad ;_;. Especially when Celestin is forced away and belldandy goes insane and dies ;_;. I wish her and Celestin were together instead of her and Keiichi.... Celestin loved her so... and she him..... *sniff* u will have to see it! I just wish that the war will be over on friday..... I love this world and don't want to see it destroyed by humans now...
love
miwako-chan

Sick again!
Dear Journal thingie,
Hey how r u? I am sick... I have a bad headache and I am gonna miss skool tommorrow... I am worried about my daddy his flight may be delayed!!! I want him to come home soon... I miss him (he is at a convention for his job) It's not the same w/out him.

Our president is leading us to war... I am frightened and worried about my brother, Dave... He is 19 and is old enough to be drafted. I hope and pray not.. He is too immature and young to fight for our country.. But I know that the war is the right thing to do. Either way we would have looked at it we were and ARE going to war... And thankfully this may soon be over with...

Carri made up with me *groans and rolls her eyes* She is way more trouble than she is worth... oO;;;. More than half the time she is a meanie-weenie! grr cheese moo!

Well tommorrow i am going to talk to the counseluor and talk about next year. Hopefully she will let me take Japanese even though it is not in the district's curriculum. They say i can still take it, but I am not sure... If they don't let me i am gonna be mad!

Well... Hopefully KT-chan can come over this weekend so we can talk and gigle and junk! I have so much fun with her! She is the best friend i have ever had *^_^*. I hope she can take next class with me! *prays* Well that is all for now
I love y'all
miwako-chan

P.S. Wish me luck on my math test!

CARRI IS BEING A MEAN HEAD!!!!
Dear Journal thingie,
Hey how r u? I am okies. (and don't worrie Carrie-chan of mp it is not you carrie) But there is this brat at my skool who has been so mean to me (remeber the girl who said she would rather hang out with the other girl) she says how she's all depressed and junk and how she hates life and I just started giving her "harsh luv" Y'know fussing at her over the internet now she hates me.... But i am just p.oed sorry to bumm y'all out ^^;;;.
But here is a new poem I wrote:

I lay in the darkness
Gazing into the sky
The orbal stars twinkle gingerly
I smile thinking of you

If only concealing it was easy
My heart feels as though it will break
Not telling you what I feel truly
Is driving me insane

But if I told you
Would you love me as I you?
Or would you sigh and walk away
Ignoring my words

But this will be a secret
Until I am mature enough to know if you are the one.
The only one
In the apocolypse of time...

But when your eyes smile at me
I know this is right
How can this feeling of ecstacy be a mistake..?
Tommorrow I will tell you....

But never today...

Well? u like? Me and joe were talking till elevn and stuff *blush* He has been almost more adorable than usual latley... *sigh* the only problem is what do i wear at kendall (oh my that was a bit girlie wasn't it?) But he has been soo sweet... I feel sad for him that his uncle died though ;_;. Well g2g for now!
love you all
miwako-chan

Dear journal thingie
Hey how r u? I am okies ^_^. My friend Mist made a journal here and she is happy! YAY! I did a small workout on DDR today and me and my mum went to the mall and out to lunch @ Carrabas. It was yummyful! I got the Margurita pizza and my mom got the Shrimp scampi. We also got dessert cause we hadn't eaten barely anything all day^_^. I had the fudgy browine thingie. It was GREAT! I always have fun with my mom. I got glasses if I forgot to tell you! I like them on me! They make me look a lot different.... But it's a good different!!! Well see ya'll later

Chori Festival
Dear Journal thingie,
Hey how r u? I am good! We got a two in choir festival -_- My teacher was dissapointed but in the judges she says we did better than they gave us credit for.... aw well... I am gonna call KT-chan tommorrow and see if she can go to Mongolian BBQ with me and me mum. So if u r reading this KT: kall me! Or i will kall u *^_^*. Well i g2g
miwako-chan

Quizz-o-rama!!!
Dear Journal thingie,
Kt-chan has inspired me to take some quizzes so i have!
You\'re the loving smile,the one that is entirely
devoted to others,especially that one
person.You really can\'t get them out of your
head,but then,you don\'t really want to.


What Kind of Smile are You?
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oh my.... I do have joe on my mind every second..... That is weird...

http://images.quizilla.com/1034037974_nalitygeek.jpg
Welp thats me the geek!



Goddess of the Moon. Beauty, yet a sadness lurks
about you at times. But hey, pain is beauty,
right?


What element would you rein over? (For Girls)
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What Type of Villain are You?

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Where did all the old commercials go!?!
Dear Journal thingie,
Hey how r u? I am still all sick and nasaly. I really didn't want to go to skool today... I just felt so bummed out -_-. Somtimes skool is just too overwheleming (sp?) But after I got there, I had a pretty good day ^_^. I went to art club but Reanna-chan could not stay *sad sad* So i had to stay with just willy *groans* he really gets on mah nerves... every last one of 'em. Ack! I really don't like many guys at my skool and evern less guys I have crushes on (none @_@) My skool is pretty preppy. Even the guys and if they don;t fit in with the girls they'll mock the non-preppy girls just to get a rise out of em. Ack! Demons at Grandville... (sorry complaining is done!)

My mommy made me a special dinner since they were having just breakfast for dinner. But now it's making me nauseated.I am pretty sure what courses I am taking next year here i'll write em down:

Composition and Liturature

(not sure) Honours Geometry

Biology

Honours American and World History

German (or Technical Drawing not sure yet any opinions?)

Choir

Yep that's my schedule! YAY! I hope I get into the higher choir! But my teacher said she would deinfatley recomend me highly ^_^ (basically me and reanna have the best voices in the class(most of them don't even sing loud enough to hear oO even on fortisimo!))
I am getting way better at DDR! I am now on the official game instead of the workout version! I have been getting C's (which is good for meh in the actual game ^_~) and one or three B's!

Hey Arnold is on! YAY! I like this show full of lollipops and football head boy! It is the one where Arnold and Eugene are stuckj in the roller coaster. Anyone else remeber that one? I like the cherry picker it went !BANG BOOM BACK

Well life is all right now ^_^. My mommy gave me some 7-up! I like 7-up!

Well i think i am going to do good on my math test!!! I got an B+ on my last quiz! So hopefully! I did the whole ssheet with ease so it prolly won't be too bad.

I let Reanna-chan borrow my Chrono Cross game and now I miss it *sniff sniff* Hey Caroline-chan I MISS J00!!! You need to come over soon!!!! I luv ya like a sis, Caroline! *sniffles*

But in the spring concert me and Reanna-chan get to sing a duet just us ^_^. We are singing "The Goddess's song" from Ah my Goddess I am getting the CD in the mail soon but we have already sang the song we just wanted it clear without the noise in the bkg. of a tape.

Burly smells good today!

BYe bee
miwako-chan

I HATE COLDS!!!
Dear Journal,
Hey how r u? I am okies. I have been stuffy and blah all weekend. I called Joe tonight, and we talked for a bit ^_^ he told me his ideas for his comic book. He seems really determined to be a better artist and mangaka. I teased him about not sitting next to me and acted all jealous of the kid he sat next to. It was funny here's basically the conversation:

miwako: Hey sit by me next week! I was all sad this week

Spike: You were sitting by that girl

Miwako: But I wanted to sit by you! Maybe next week will you sit by me?

Spike: Well... We'll just chitter-chatter the whole hour and stuff

Miwako: I'll be quiet! I know... Your just like that kid more than meh ;_;

Spike: I have known him a little longer

Miwako: But does he call you?

Spike: no..

Miwako: See I'm nicer. But you just like him more *sniff*

spike: No! That's not it.! I like you both!
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And so it basically went on like that till he said he'll sit by me =3. Heh heh I think i put words in his mouth when I teased him but what the hey! Woohoo! But I hope he likes me! He said he does but I am paronoid about everything XP. I really like him though, so I hope he may have some feelings for me too... Ack! He is so confusing @_@. But still... Just the things he sometimes says... and the way he kinda waited till everyone was gone out of class and stayed with me... It's like he wants to be one of the guys (they all kind of stood in a clump of guys oO;;;) but still wanted to be close to me... I just hated sharing him, but it would be the same if he hung around KT, reanna, and me. I want to tell him desperatley how I feel, but if he said he didn't feel the same way I would break into tears.... And break apart. But off that we also had a discussion about Spike dying and how he was the bestest replacement spike ^_^ okies

Jeff corwin is on! I smile at his hotness! (yes I have a thing for guys who pick up snakes and have no bad, cheap accents) But yeah that is all for now! Bye bee
miwako-chan

*sigh*
Dear Journal thingie,
Hey how r u? I am good ^_^. Last night my friend Reanna-chan slept over. We had a lot of fun! I laughed till my stomach hurt! She is sooo funny, and we like everything the same (pretty much like KT-chan and me) It would have been even more fun if KT could have come -_-.

But today was my first day at Kendall College. I got thgere kinda early and four kids were there... I looked around... But Joe wasn't there I got a nervous feeling worrying he wouldn't come... (Geez I should have more faith in him, he's such a sweet heart)And I kinda talked with no point for a while and sat down next to a girl I didn't knoiw (dang I felt funny without KT there) When Joe came in I sighed with relief feeling ashamed for doubting him. He sat to another boy and class kinda began and junk. We all learned how to make muscly people -_-;;;. We also got tips on how to make characters really unique and not like another series or a stereotype. But for some reason I felt Joe's eyes on me now and again, and when I turned to see he quickly turned away. He seemed so shy. And then it was snack time ^_^! But I felt ll bummed at first cause no one was going so I had to go alone but when I got down Joe was behind me. So me and him shyly talked kinda looking at the floor. I was beat red I felt so blushy and yet ecstatic... And we went back to class together and then everyone just kinda hung out and talked. I talked a lot to the girl who sat next to me (but naturally I forgot to ask her name ^_^;;) And then when Class was over everyone left and Joe and I kinda straggled behind and walked with each other...
Well g2g
Love
miwako-chan

P.S. He's tall now!!! Joe is like five inches taller!

Dear Journal thingie
Hey how r u? I am good ^_^. I had to babysit the Drost boys today. I got twelve dollars! YAY! *sighs* Gackt has a wonderful voice.... He is such a talented man.... And single *heh heh*My mom is taping Richard Simmons in here so I have my music blared in the headphones cause I HATE that gay guy... He's such a freak!But my mom loves him so I hafta respect that (I guess @_@)But i dread going to skool tommorrow I really don't feel like it -_-....