A shoujo's tale of life, love and lollipops

:: 2005 17 February :: 8.20pm

Names. This is going to be amended a lot.
I'm going to name two of my 47 children Constantine and Tellurium.

Kelly and I agree that Const is a good nickname for Constantine.

It's probably not a cool thing that I think this periodic table is totally awesome. And sexy.

I think Viscosity would be a really awesome name too. I think that's got to be the sexiest word in science besides friction.

I think bombardment is a pretty awesome word too but you can't just go naming your kid "Bombardment".

Or can you?

Velocity would be pretty cool too.

I've always though Adenine sounded like someone's name. Some really pretty girl's name.

Okay, I'm officially not allowed to name any of my kids.

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Jaganshi

:: 2005 17 February :: 4.09pm

I got an email from my brother. He says that "This summer I am going to London for 3 months to study abroad and
intern with a design studio."
Yay for Mike!

I have to go over to Purdue and say hi sometime. I haven't seen him in two years.

Jaganshi

:: 2005 16 February :: 9.51pm

I was online searching for shoes. Do you want to know what I found instead?

Do you?

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shinigami

:: 2005 16 February :: 9.40pm
:: Music: Hamasaki Ayumi - About You

Could someone find me an icon that would go really well with my journal backround? I looked all through mine and found nothing. So any help would be appreciated.

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kthpkc

:: 2005 16 February :: 9.05pm

Whoever created the laughtrack needs to be dragged out into the street and shot with a paintball gun. Seriously.

Watching Nadesico was awesome. I almost cried when Guy died. Go Gekigangar!!!

I got accepted to Western. w00ts.

Angel_Bob

:: 2005 16 February :: 5.50pm

Kyle!

I just bought Eisley's CD off of iTunes.

Want me to burn you a copy?

Angel_Bob

:: 2005 16 February :: 5.26pm

Speaking of little things being totally awesome...
Yesterday, at lunch, I was standing in line and looking around because the line wasn't moving.

I saw this kid. He had orange hair, a grey sweatshirt with some words on it and must have been a sophmore. He was wearing this gold chain necklace. Just a thin gold chain.

But on the chain was evil. It must have been the devil himself who crafted such an decorative instrument of torture.

On the chain was a rubber monkey. Not just any monkey mind you, but a large, evil monkey that looked at me funny.

In fact, a quick google image search for "rubber monkey" had that thing as the first result.

WITNESS THE EVIL!
Read more..

I thought it was the coolest and scariest thing ever.

I love you all.

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:: 2005 16 February :: 4.36pm

I turn everything little into something totally awesome. Jessa might appreciate this Smiths mention.
I don't read magazines and I'm not up on the celebrity things.

But I read Entertainment Weekly. Why? I don't know. My dad gets it and I read it to find some attachment to the outside world. Mostly so I don't look or seem like a total idiot who has no idea which chick Nicole Kidman is. (I don't. She's one of those women folks. I like her. Unlike that other one who always looks like she's wearing a wig. I don't know what her natural hair color is. Not Nicole Kidman, but the wig-wearing one. I think that one doesn't have real hair.)

Anyway. My point. EW had a list of The 50 Greatest Love Songs or Some Really Stupid Title Like That. I normally wouldn't care. It was just another V-Day thing in another periodical and I'm sure they just needed a filler.

I love music. So I flipped through the pages, trying to search for some song I knew or recognized.

Number 39 was There is a Light That Never Goes Out by The Smiths. I love that song. I love The Smiths.

So I wigged out and thought it was so totally cool that The Smiths was in a big magazine that people read. I freaked out when they had an article on Morrissey too. (He's pretty dreamy for a guy who is about as old as my dad.)

I like that they included that song in there. I like that they looked past The Smiths' normally mocking tone and into the true meaning of one of their songs.

I really love that song. I'm going to go put all my The Smiths CDs on the computer now.

I love you all.

Shinigami

:: 2005 16 February :: 9.33am
:: Music: Coldplay - Yellow

Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And everything you do,
Yeah, they were all yellow.

I came along,
I wrote a song for you,
And all the things you do,
And it was called "Yellow."

So then I took my turn,
Oh what a thing to have done,
And it was all "Yellow."

Your skin
Oh yeah, your skin and bones,
Turn into something beautiful,
You know, you know I love you so,
You know I love you so.

I swam across,
I jumped across for you,
Oh what a thing to do.

Cos you were all "Yellow,"
I drew a line,
I drew a line for you,
Oh what a thing to do,
And it was all "Yellow."

Your skin,
Oh yeah your skin and bones,
Turn into something beautiful,
And you know for you,
I'd bleed myself dry for you,
I'd bleed myself dry.

It's true, look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine for,
Look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine.

Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And all the things that you do.

:: 2005 16 February :: 6.15am

I'm not going to complain when I should be thankful.

KTHPKC

:: 2005 15 February :: 7.35pm
:: Mood: tired

Ugh, I succumbed to the will of the almighty nap master for an hour.

Some kids decided to ring our doorbell until I opened the door just now.

Tired.

I still need to eat dinner.

:: 2005 15 February :: 6.16am

I went to Nick's last night.

We didn't do much and that didn't matter. It was still awesome.

We took a long nap together. That really has to be the best thing in the world.

I love you all.

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KTHPKC

:: 2005 15 February :: 6.03am

I be a bitch j0.
Sorry about the last entry, I was having one of my not so good moments when there was a meltdown in the lack of brain area.

I was able to reach Joe. We went and saw Boogeyman at 8. His mom, who is awesome and mightly, was kind enough to pick me up and drop me off at home.

Boogeyman wasn't scary at all. We actually cracked up a couple of times during the movie. Especially at this one part when a raven flew into the main character's windshield. Joe, being all awesome and suave, whispered in my ear at that moment, "And quoth the Raven,'Nevermore'." Heh, I started laughing me bum off.

It was rather nice with just the two of us going together. Sorry if I gave you a hard time, Rachel. *bows down and grovels*

Zero hour soon. Let's hope that Pickerd is in a better mood than he was yesterday.

Jaganshi

:: 2005 14 February :: 7.25pm

Anyway, I took the night off from work because it's Valentine's Day. I wanted to have a chance to spend some time NOT WORKING. This is a good thing, no?

I meet Brian for dinner and Magnus, Greg and Jason are all up there as well. This is okay, because I do like these people and they keep me entertained.

When we finish eating, we go back to the co-ed hall where the guys live for the most part on the principle that we can go downstairs and play pool. Just hang out, you know? Well, there's a billiards tournament going on so there can be no unscheduled pool. The solution is to go to Brian's room. The guys want to play video games. There is a maximum number of two controllers if we borrow one.
Now, I'm tired of sitting and watching boys play video games. I guess a couple of months watching Caleb and Link and whoever else was at the apartment play vice city did that.
So, I tell them that I'm going to go back to my room to find something to do. I said that I would be back, but that I needed to get something to do that was more to my liking. Magnus and Brian said that I could play, that of course I'm invited.
I don't generally like playing video games. I like the fighters because they're mindless violence. This is good. If I wanted plot I'd read a damn book. But I digress.

I go back to my room and play Killer Instinct for half an hour.

Brian calls me and wants to know where I am. I told him I'm playing Killer Instinct. He was amused and confused at the same time. He did not know what to do.

He said that he felt kind of like an ass, like he'd run out on me to play video games.
Not true, I said I'd be back and I will, but right now I'm playing Killer Instinct.
Okay, but.... I don't know what I should do here. I mean, I guess I can do nothing but leave you to that.
It's my night off, I can do whatever I want.
Well yes, but this is a deviation from the norm. Well, I guess you not working is a deviation from the norm, but... I don't know. I guess I'll see you later.
Yup. I'll be over at some point. *promptly hang up*

I feel like I'm being a childish bitch, so I had to get some kind of public record of it. On the one hand, if I take time off on Valentine's Day, maybe that means I want to do something with my boyfriend. On the other hand, I'm not communicating that I want to spend time with him, and it's not my intent to keep him from having fun with our friends. I know he'll worry about it (because he really does worry too damn much. He'll become a very old man very young) if I make an issue of it.

Sometimes I just don't know how to talk about things so that he'll receive them at the correct level of importance. I don't know why he worries so much about the various miscellaneous shit orbiting me and my life, but he does. As a result, I don't know how to formulate discussions so that he won't get overly distrought, but at the same time understand that I have a problem.

It's not that I have trouble talking to him. Not at all. I barely notice things like emotions without him involved, let alone actively hold them back where he's concerned. He knows that I love him, and I know he loves me. I just wish sometimes that I wouldn't have to feel like I'm shielding him in some small way from my emotions.