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2005 20 June :: 12.20am
You know how in The Sixth Sense you don't notice that no one ever talks to Mr. Guy-with-an-irrelevant-name until the very end?
I want to know how he failed to notice. I used to have days in high school where I would be in a room with other people and only one of them would acknowledge anything I said or did, like she was the only one who noticed me. From time to time (like after every two hours or so, or after more than one instance in a single day) I would request that she turn to someone else, point at me and ask, "Can you see her?"
Just to make sure I'm there. Because some one of these days, I won't be. If that happens and I don't notice... well then we'll know that it's easier than it looks to forget to confirm your existence with actual evidence. And I'll laugh at myself. Because at that point I deserve to be forgotten anyway.
I think that at field school I'll be a little glad to be away from instant messenger. Sure, I'll be cut off from a source of entertainment and communication. On the other hand, I'll know that everyone I'm talking to is talking back. The reason I try to reply to IM conversations and chats so quickly is because I'm trying to stave off one major fault of instant messenger: you know damn well no one is really paying attention to you. You know they all have something more important to do. Talking to you is something they do while waiting for a page to load or a CD to finish copying.
So... every now and again ask yourself. "Can they see me?"
Maybe they can't. Maybe they haven't for a while.
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2005 19 June :: 5.32pm
:: Music: Jeremy Lister - Half of Me is Gone
The day before today and today
Yesterday, Nick showed up at my house at around 6 in the morning because he couldn't sleep and he was worried about me. He kept trying to get my attention by throwing stuff at my window and I can honestly say that I heard it but thought it was in my dream.
He finally got in when my dad left for work around 7:30 and woke me up. He brought me a rose and a bow. I love bows. We went to the living room and slept on the couch.
We woke up every once in a while, I finally got up at noon or 1ish and went on the computer. I let him sleep.
We went to Katie's open house around 4:30. It was pretty awesome.
At Katie's, Nick's sister called and asked if he and Ben wanted to play Risk. Ben had church in the morning so he wasn't really up to it. It was around midnight-thirty then.
Nick was just going to take me home but then his sister called again to see if he would just come. Maybe I said something or he did but either way I ended up calling my mom and asking if I could stay out later to go play Risk. She said it was alright.
I'd never played Risk before. I was really tired and had no idea what I was doing so everyone let me lose and I slept on Katti (Nick's sister) and Oliver (Nick's sister's man)'s couch for a bit while everyone else finished the game.
It was around 5 in the morning when the game was over.
Nick mentioned that he didn't feel like driving home and didn't want to wake up Ben by going to Ben's house. He asked jokingly if it'd be okay if he slept on the couch at my house.
So we went to my house, I went inside and asked Mom if it was alright if Nick slept on the couch. She said yes even before I launched into my excuse (he was exhausted and I was worried about him driving home being as tired as he was).
At 6, I finally went to sleep in my own comfy bed. Nick slept on the couch in the living room and apparently he slept well and didn't wake up at all. His explaination for this rare occurance was very cute.
We hung out for a little bit, ate breakfast, layed on the couch together and he left around 4 to see his parents.
I think my mom likes Nick. Which rocks because I was nervous about that. She even said that if he can't make rent at the place he's moving into and his parents won't take him in that she'll make room for him at our house.
I love you all.
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Jaganshi
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2005 19 June :: 2.32pm
Because Dave told me to...
Fathers Day post about... my fathers, I suppose.
Read more..
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2005 19 June :: 1.30pm
Herzlichen herzlichen Dank!
I'd like to shove a big thankyou out to everyone that made it to my open house yesterday. Thanks for coming, I appreciate your presence. You kept me sane from all the relatives and other people that kept coming by. Including my neighbor who was sporting, in my opinion, the most noticable XYZ in the world.
Right now I'm having fun learning about itunes and am vamping Olga Loretta Hernandez, my new ipod mini, up with oodles of music. Rammstein, of course, was the first to go on her. She is one sexy piece of technology.
Anywhos, danke danke danke danke danke!
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Jaganshi
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2005 18 June :: 3.52pm
I ordered a tent a few weeks ago and I just found it. It must have been here for days, but instead of leaving it at the front door, they left it in the garden by the back door. Read: in the garden.
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shinigami
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2005 17 June :: 8.25pm
Of course there is no one at my house tonight and I'm sick so I can't have a party. Damn.
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2005 17 June :: 5.42pm
Why don't people tell me these things?
I'm proud of the fact that I don't know anything about the people in the bands I listen to. I like that I don't know where they were born or what their favorite color is.
But I'd really like to know that they're alive, at least.
And apparently Elliott Smith is not. And has not been for a year and a half.
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Jaganshi
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2005 17 June :: 5.22pm
I'm Lithaladhwen
Lithaladhwen: My mother said she just ate at a restaurant called "Massa's."
Lithaladhwen: She said the service was fantastic.
Lithaladhwen: When I asked, she said, "No. They did not call me Massa at Massa's."
CGNakibe: Heh.
CGNakibe: You had to ask, eh?
Lithaladhwen: Come on. Of course I did.
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2005 17 June :: 12.23pm
Just a reminder for you all.
My open house is tomorrow from 4 until 10 or later. Apparently my friend Pete (he works with my dad) is going to be doing something stupendous that I'll never forget. So be here around 7 if you want to witness that. The only thoughts that came to mind when dad informed me that Pete was going to do something were car stunt, karate stuff, violin performance, lapdance?
In other news, the race is on between my Tomato and dad's Xiao "Albert" Chang. Tomato will most likely come first because he/she is coming from Tennessee while Xiao "Albert" Chang is coming from China. w000000.
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2005 17 June :: 2.39am
I made oodles of friends in WoW today.
OODLES.
I love it when people don't believe that you're a chick.
What? Girls playing a video/computer game? INCONCEIVABLE!
Except there's more drooling and stuttering.
Ha.
I love you all.
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Angel_Bob
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2005 16 June :: 8.15pm
I love optical illusions
You have got to see this. Ignore that technical jazz on the side and just look at the plus sign in the middle. There's this empty patch that rotates to each purple dot and makes them disappear. After awhile, that patch will turn to a green dot as your eyes do some cool stuff.
THEN THE COOLEST PART HAPPENS!
The purple dots disappear and the green dot is the only thing left.
Seriously, it's smurfing sweet.
I love you all.
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2005 16 June :: 12.05pm
I feel like shit. I couldn't even sleep last night. Make it go away!
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2005 15 June :: 3.19pm
:: Mood: blah
My back hurts like a fecking mother today. Attempting to roll out of bed today was priceless, I'm glad you all weren't there to see. You would've peed your pants laughing.
Today is ultra "clean my room" day because tomorrow I babysit and Friday the person staying in my room is coming.
I'm going to a spa party thing at Missy's (also known as Mel) house. Yay, I think. Hey, I get free food and the chance to see friends. Mmm...tacos.
Andy has informed me that soon there will be something beautiful right by the speakers in my room. I'm apprehensive because this is the kid that wants to take over my room when I'm gone at WMU. At least he's getting more of an interest in Rammstein now. Muwahahahahaha! I will spoil him rotten with Rammstein.
Speaking of Rammstein, they're already planning on releasing another album in September. They'll be putting songs left over from Reise Reise on it, as well as some new songs that they started recording yesterday. There is no confirmed title for the new album, but Benzin (gasoline/petrol) and Reise weiter (journey on) are a couple of possibilities.
Needless to say, this Rammstein fan is geeked ~_^ I know what I'll be buying in the fall ^_^ ^_^ ^_^
Anybody want to go to Berlin with me? Rammstein is playing at Wuhlheide from the 23rd to the 26th there.
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2005 15 June :: 3.08pm
Ok, this sucks. I'm offically sick. Fever, congestion, and my throat is killing me. And today just had to be the day I work a double. Dammit.
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angel_bob
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2005 15 June :: 2.27am
Oh, my French class?
It's from 8-8:50.
My momma told me not to get an eight o'clock class. I don't know why, it's not like that wasn't the time my French class was at this year or anything.
She says because then I can't stay out too late because I have to be to school at eight. Meh. She said I'd learn and it's just a semester.
I do wish I'd squeezed my classes together though. I have an hour between some of them, which is going to suck in the winter when I can't just lie in the grass and read a book.
I love you all.
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