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2005 3 June :: 12.28pm
Cut tag to preserve you from angsty introspection
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The Angel
I dreamt a dream! What can it mean?
And that I was a maiden Queen
Guarded by an Angel mild:
Witless woe was ne'er beguiled!
And I wept both night and day,
And he wiped my tears away;
And I wept both day and night,
And hid from him my heart's delight.
So he took his wings, and fled;
Then the morn blushed rosy red.
I dried my tears, and armed my fears
With ten-thousand shields and spears.
Soon my Angel came again;
I was armed, he came in vain;
For the time of youth was fled,
And grey hairs were on my head. ~William Blake
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jaganshi
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2005 2 June :: 12.49pm
you are a..MODERN vampire. you are pretty much in
the middle of good and evil. you dont mind
humans, but you like going along with your
insticts as well. you show your opposite sides
at very different times. you can be kind and
merciful, but suddenly harsh and cold. you
sometimes make a game of it. are you kidding?
are you serious? one wrong step and who knows!
you love tranquill water, going with the flow.
you are pretty nutral
what kind of vampire are you?(hellsing pics)
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jaganshi
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2005 1 June :: 9.35pm
I'll be back in Plymouth in a little over a week.
I'm wondering who I'll see. If I'll get to introduce Brian to my arch-nemesis who really isn't as much of a threat as a nemesis ought to be. She certainly shouldn't be my nemesis anymore, but hey. Love fades. The hatred you felt for love's crack dealer will never die.
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2005 1 June :: 12.08pm
Hey Tracey, look familiar?
Go Baeng
That was a good store, too bad Rockford doesn't have it.
Sigh sigh sob cry.
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Shinigami
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2005 1 June :: 4.30am
Tonight has proven to be a very interesting night. More details tomorrow.
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Shinigami
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2005 31 May :: 1.23am
Alright, time for graduation pictures.
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2005 30 May :: 8.23pm
Apperently my dad thinks Mat and I are having sex. Ha! I made a promise to myself that I'd wait and that's what I'm going to do dammit.
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2005 30 May :: 1.21am
Apparently, Rammstein played at the Orbit Room in Grand Rapids on July 26, 2001 and at the Van Andel Arena on Oct. 28, 2001. How come I wasn't notified?
Rammstein isn't touring in the U.S. at all this year. Grr. I really want to go to one of their shows. That's one of my big dreams.
I watched XXX for the first time today. Partially because I saw that Rammstein was in the beginning scene. Mmm, pyrotechnics. XXX is actually pretty good. I liked the action and explosions.
Back aches and Fred suck. Males suck as well. At least right now.
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2005 29 May :: 1.05pm
I break my temporary silence to announce one thing to the world:
It has been one year since I've seen Caleb, or even heard his voice.
First of many, I hope.
Here we go! Go! Hashiri tzuzukeru...
dare ni mo tomerare wa shinai
mirai no jibun e to give a reason for life todoketai...
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2005 27 May :: 7.09pm
Enough! The lot of you!
Why must I constantly be expected to divulge personal information on command to make someone else feel better? I will not be made to feel guilty for the way I choose to live. If I lie, it's because I have a damn good reason. I can't trust you people!
To the bloggers: When you read my posts just to give yourself a grain of hope that maybe you're not the most fucked up person alive, I hope I can offer you that. When you read my posts because you're looking for someone to pity, I hope you die. When you read my posts because you want me to read yours, fuck you. Everyone. Everyone who reads and says nothing, everyone who replies to entries that mean something with silly juvenile bullshit. Everyone who thinks that the worst thing that could happen to a person is people might not like you. People might not accept you. People might think you're a whiny little bitch who has nothing to say except mindless appeals for pity.
To the anonymous lurkers: If you have something to say, say it. Don't pussyfoot around because you want me to spend that much more time thinking over just what you have to tell me.
To my friends: There aren't many of you. But you know who you are. You are important. Fuck the people who don't know me and are comfortable with that. You listen to me bitch, and I try to make sure I'm listening when you need the same.
To the people I know over the internet and actually communicate with(namely RPGWWers): Without you I'd probably have no one to talk to. I can talk about politics or the worship of pastagami or my budding interest in video games. Any number of things. You are also important.
I'll be back with the blogging foolishness. When I have something more to say to any of you. It won't be as long as I think it'll be because I'm just pissed right now. I'll get over it.
Meanwhile, I'm going to restrict communication to people who actually talk back.
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2005 26 May :: 8.55pm
You may ask me one question. But I always lie.
There's nothing inherently wrong with lying. On the other hand, it could be considered the only real evil in existence.
Chibikeriana and I are having a conversation about sincerity in terms of being accepted at school. Here's my unabridged rant in all its glory:
I never thought of it as fear of negative reprisals, but rather in terms of the potential rewards of manipulation. A little prevarication here, a few windows washed there, and teachers don't question anything else they see. All they want is to believe that kids are okay. If you can help them do that, they'll get you anywhere you want to go.
I figure it's better to live a lie than sit at home for the rest of my life contemplating a sincere suicide because I'm sincerely dissatisfied with the way things have gone for me.
A lie is often better than nothing. As much as I value the truth, in my experience the only ones who know what it is are the ones who are forced to contrast it with something. As much as you can apply the laws of economics to abstract concepts, the more scarce truth is, the more people realize how important it is.
I tell the absolute truth to one person. Everything else is a lie. And I like it that way. The way I live is the way I live. I lie. The sooner people accept that, the sooner we can all live in happy bunny peace and harmony.
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2005 26 May :: 11.19am
| Your Star Wars Pickup Line |
"Hey, Beautiful. What's a nice girl like you doing waiting in line without bathing for 10 days?" |
Star Wars Horoscope for Pisces |
A typical Pisces, you have your head in the clouds.
You're self-sacrificing and a bit too passive to stand up to the dark side.
You become fairly pessimistic when put under pressure.
You are a chameleon - wanting to change your scenery on occassion.
Star wars character you are most like: Lando |
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2005 26 May :: 10.00am
I had a dream last night of two warring worlds. These two worlds were searching for a princess; one was sent to save her, the other to destroy her. Soldiers were sent to the planet to keep the other world at bay, but a spy was sent down with the soldiers. He was sent down to save her and bring her back to the ship. But getting the princess was no easy task, you see she didn't even know she was a princess, she was told that one of her friends was the princess, and she was going to do anything to save her friend. It took a long time to find her but soon the spy found her. Every time he tried to bring her back to the ship she refused and would only protect her friend. As the spy was bringing her to the ship, they went by the friend she thought was the princess. She did everything in her power to stop him from getting to the 'princess.' As he was struggeling to get through to the ship he told her that she was the real princess. She didn't know what to think. She went with him to the ship. The world sent to destroy her has lost the war, and the comanding officer killed himself by jumping off the ship. She was safe. But being together with the princess he began to love her. He had to tell her. But would he in time?
[edit@ 10 am May 27]
Ok, he makes it to her in time and they get married. ;P
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